Tuesday, January 25, 2011 3:26 PM
To: MT

YEP you do
hehe, one which one, I'll let you choose ! hehe

off to work now hunny, dun forget how much i love you, ok ?
will call or txt you later today
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 3:20 PM
To: apt
HAHAHA..
So to say, I have to starve myself again? uwaaaaahh...

You mean succeed on marrying me or killing me?

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 3:15 PM
To: MT

noooo, if u refuse to marry me, i wont attempt, i'll succeed !

we'll just have to wait and see who is responsible in moscow, one thing for sure, whoever it was, they gonna get caught , the russians dun mess around !

and neither will I , so just get back on ur diet ! hehehe

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Tue, 25 Jan 2011 15:08:53 +0800
To: apt

Noo. I'm still on my diet. Just airing out my frustation with the dieting thingy.. hehe

Yep, I heard in the news today. Bizzare... know what? they are pointing at the Islamist extremists from the Northern Caucasus region of Russia saying "They are almost always suspected in bombings that happen in Russia" Screw them! They should investigate first before shooting their effing mouth. What if it wasn't them? This will add fuel and what if they strike for real this time? It cud be the Jews!..hypocrisy, double standards innit? Non-proliferation is preached for Iran and Iraq but not for Israel, why?

But I saw the video today, many has lost their limbs. So saaadd.. I would rather die in the blast.

Hunny, will you attempt a suicide bomb against me if I refused to marry you? hehehe

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 2:40 PM
To: MT

hehe, i know it sux ! but u gotta think about ur health, its our future together, of course, if you dun care about that...........
and, when i was looking thru our photos, i noticed to myself how much more pretty you were back in feb before you added so many kgs
but it dun matter, if u wanna stay as u are, im happy with that too
cos I love you, just i dun wanna lose you to a heart attack and you to be having joint pains all cos u eat too much.

Hey, u heard about the bombng in moscow ? terrible

off to shower and dress now hunn, back in 10 mins

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Tue, 25 Jan 2011 14:31:10 +0800
To: apt

I had just 1 pc of tuna and 2 scoops of the sauce with a slice of bread in the evening. That's all! How starving you want me to be? grrrr
And I haven't been eatin since morning today.
I hate dieting! it sucks
I shall go back to my normal eating 3 times a day.

Hope to see you online tonight, if you're in the office, otherwise, its ok
Just text me will do.

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 2:27 PM
To: MT

hmmm, dun sound like a diet to me, but i hope u feeling better soon
yep, good slep, woke early, its now 6 30 i'll be leaving in around 45 mins

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Tue, 25 Jan 2011 14:20:32 +0800
To: apt

Hi there! good morning to you..
How was your night? cold and lonely? hahaha .. just like mine

I'm having tummy ache since morning
Probably food poisoning. Had tuna in tomato sauce last evening
Gotta check with mum and slave later. If they are having sae, then its the tuna.
Have not eaten lunch yet as I dare not to. Something is squeezing my intestines aarrgghh

So what time will you be leaving for office dear?
Love you

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 2:15 PM
To: MT

good morning hunny
having a busy day ?
hehe, thats the price you pay for taking time off ! hehe

love you
write me back if ur there

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Tuesday, January 25, 2011 12:09 PM
To: APT
Subject: No matter what happens in our lives, I know that you made my life so much better and I love you.

Good morning hunny,

Yep it was nice talked over the phone. Just like you're just next to me.

Hmm so you will be busy working at the apartment this Saturday? No worries darling.. I will be busy too.. packing my stuff.

I browse through our holiday albums everytime I misses you too. Ever since you walked into my life, I have been smiling. There hasn't been a day when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of you. Hunny, I am glad that you came into my life. I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful and most of all someone who would accept me for who I am. Now I have found the person I was looking for. My heart told me that my man was there when you first said hello to me over the phone... until that fateful day when my eyes laid upon you. You showed me that there is still hope and love in this world. You made me realize that all things are still possible. Becoz of you I began to feel whole and alive.... I thank you for loving me and accepting my love in return. Words cannot express how much you means to me. You have always found the time to cheer me up via e-mail and/or messages, and chat lines. You always seem to know just what to say and I really appreciate that. I know that you are so sincere with your thoughts that you write to me and I know with time we will be together forever and I can't wait.

Before you came along, I use to think that I was ugly and just not special but now that you are in my life, you have made me feel like I am special and pretty. You never want to hear from me that I am ugly and not worth it. I know that I am worth so much to you and I love that in you. I love you with my whole heart...deep down inside I hope that you will never break my heart or never let me down in anyway, again.

Thank you hunny for everything. May Allah SWT bless you with everything you deserve. I will love you until the end of time.

Till we talk later here, love you always

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 5:33 AM
To: MT

Hi Hunny

Sooo nice to hear your voice this afternoon, a nice alternative to seeing ur words on the screen

Hopefully, you can check with ur boss abt some time off , maybe as early as the end of april ?, check it out hunn and let me know the apartment where i am being given the furniture has confirmed, we have to carry out the clean on saturday afternoon, so i will be taking time in lieu after we have completed the work, sometime next week.

It seems such a long time ago now, even tho it was just a few weeks, obviously a sign of something !, like, maybe, of just how much I love you.

I've been looking thru your album of our time together in france at the beginning of 2010, what a wonderful time it was, just like every other second I've spent with you. Tho, think abt it, the only time we have spent together alone, if that makes sense, was the very first time you came to visit, not knowing how you would feel, not knowing if you had made a mistake, but you remember darling ? i told you before you arrived, no obligation, no pressure, you were welcome to come share my home, now our home, and just look now how things have grown, isnt it fantastic ! , I love where we are now, I owe you so much, i dont know if i can ever repay you, but i know i'll spend the rest of my life trying.

Hey, i wanna chat in email before i go to work, so im off to bed now so i can be up early, see u later hun

-----Original Message-----
Friday, January 21, 2011 10:55 AM
To: APT

Hi Hunny,

I waited for you to be out of the meeting last night. Then I dozed off in front of the comp.. hehe Poor me, abandoned by the man I love dearly. *sob* and you're gonna do the same this morning? aarrgghh
But before you it, I'm going to dump you today too. Not talking to you this morning as I have 1 ~ 2pm meeting followed by 2 ~ 3pm Talks on Value Capture. 2 hours of talking, so much time wasted that I can do a lot!

OK baby, as I wont be able to talk to you today, just to let you know that I will still ruv you no matter how you ignored me.hehe.. Good to know that you are catching up with M*** today. Convey my regards to him and S****. Love to J******* too.

OK gotta go now darling. Will try to call you after my super with frens and erin.

Love you, stay cute for my eyes only.

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Paste/Fresh Spices
6 kaffir lime leaves
3 lemon grass
5 small red Thai Bird Eyes chilies (slit and seeded)
1 bulb root of gallangal (sliced thickly)
1 bottle tom yum paste
2 stalks of coriander leaves (pluck leaves for garnishing)

Vegetables

200 gm white oyster or straw mushrooms (washed, stems removed)
3 fresh ripe red tomatoes (quartered)
fresh or can baby corn (halved lenght wise)
600 gm large sea prawns (shelled, tail intact), can also use small prawns
200 gm fresh scallops
Calamary/chicken cutlets (optional)
lots of fresh juicy lime
2 Tbsp sugar or brown sugar
1 tsp salt
5 tbsp coconut cream
2 Tbsp Thai red curry paste (for the chili oil effect) - optional

Method

Heat a pot with olive oil and stir in the tom yum paste.
Add the coconut milk and stir.
Slowly pour in 1 litre of hot water and bring to bubbly boil.
Leave it to simmer for 20 minutes before adding the fresh spices and the red curry paste.
Add sugar and sea salt. Add another litre of hot water and let it simmer, covered.
Add all the fresh vegetables into the tom yum stock and simmer.
Just when tom yum is about to be served, bring soup to boil and add in the seafood. This will take only about 20 seconds, so that the seafood will not over-cook.
Ladle into individual soup bowls and garnish with coriander leaves and squeeze lime juice into the soup. I like it with juice of 2 lime in my bowl.
Note : Do not squeeze lime juice and boil, the sourness will then evaporate. Only squeeze the lime juice over the soup to enjoy its zest!

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Friday, January 21, 2011 4:20 AM
To: MT

good morning hunny

wow, another week gone, it's beginning to pass so quickly, before we know it, we'll be together again I suppose that means I'll have to step up the dieting, i got far too fat over xmas and my clothes are still too tight, so next week, it will have to be excercise, as well as being careful with the food.

I dun expect you to be doing the same tho babe, I know u got so much going on that watching what you are eating will be one of the last things on ur mind. so, dun worry about it, ok ?

Spk of which, and this is where ur going to have to write me a nice, long email on the subject, I plan to make a tom yam soup this weekend, so, by the time i wake up, you will have had chance to write me and explain exactly what i have to do, ingredients, quantities, method, everything, thanks babe, I wanna be thinking of us not just when i make it, but when i eat it too!

Baby, i wont be able to write you this morning, i called matt and we are planning to meet for breakfast, as his shop is just abt 1 Km away from where i must meet the client in the morning, so Im hoping to catch u with him over a coffee, but the weather today, and the forecast for tomorrow ( this morning) is for frost and heavy fog, so the journey could be a little dangerous, and almost certainly will take longer than it should, thats why Im leaving at 6, for a meeting at 9am ! hehe, but u just gotta do it, haven't u?

I looked at the dates of holidays here hunn, if you could be here on thursday april 21 that wud be great, I'll have a look at possible flights this weekend and lets see if we can plan something, once we know ur timings, I will make the reservations for Amsterdam

I will call u later hunny, before i leave leeds, on the way back to a 2 30 meeting at the manchester office.

bye for now hunn, dun work too hard, and look forward to the weekend, yep?

love you

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Thursday, January 20, 2011 4:03 PM
To: APT

hmm can I watch you getting dressed? pleeaasse.. *drooling*

OK baby, I'm going straight home tonight and continue some packing at home. You can call me anytime as I will bring my phone around the house.
call me when you have time or just send me text if you can't.
love you, as always... so keep on the lookout of the traffic ok? No dozing off while driving becoz you'll look ugly when snoring while you sleep-driving.

Talk to you tonite sweetheart.
byeeeeee

-----Original Message-----
Thursday, January 20, 2011 3:55 PM
To: MT

hehe, see? just one of a million reasons why i love you
love ur sense of humour
love ur committtment
love, well, just everything,

gonna get dressed and prepare to leave foe site visit now, will be leaving home in abt 15 mins
so.....you got time to wtie once more !

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Thu, 20 Jan 2011 15:42:54 +0800
To: apt

haha ur cute

I'm fine with you working late. all you need to do is just call me once a day when I live with you. Just to check if both of us are doing fine and nothing to worry. Coz you will spend most of your time on the road while I'm at home. You'll never know if my shirt or hair caught on fire while cooking. Or accidently bury myself while digging up the soil in the garden. Or being sucked by the vacuum cleaner... maybe W***** attack and scratch me all over. Many more that can actually happen without us knowing.. u know.
Well baby, you should know me by know. I'm always pulling your legs.. and when I say 'I'll cry to sleep', I was just kidding. You have to secure good income in order to sponsor my visa application. Dont worry abt me ok? I can find my way to the city if Im bored at home. Maybe take a bus ride around warrington.

Yes, we wil make frens together and I can go out with the ladies to the market or mall.

Lastly, keep this email as your evidence hehe

-----Original Message-----
Thursday, January 20, 2011 3:31 PM
To: MT

noo, not a fat hope ! whatever happens, i will call you at some point, cant go another day without talking to you
i know its different when ur here, but just something i need to clear up with you , even at this stage, you have to be sure you dun mind me going out to work, i mean, i have onle ever been used to working, altho it used to be six and seven days a week now its strictly five days, but its just something i have to do, especially now that we're building our life together, its more important than ever that i try my best to secure a decent income so we can enjoy our off time together, to pay for vacations together, for you to visit back to s'pore whenever you want to, and keep our home in a nice condition

all these things, and more, are why i need to go to work and can only do this with your support, which i know i have, but need to know you will still give that support when ur here full time i know to start, you will be home alone, but we will quickly make new friends to go out with, to have company , and to enjoy our new life together, you ok with this ?
be careful ! cos i will keep ur reply and use it in future evidence if required ! hehe


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Thu, 20 Jan 2011 15:16:59 +0800
To: apt

I will lookout in the classified on weekend
but again it will be a huge pay cut if I move
I've check the market and the salary range between 1200 to 2500 per month
that's be a big gap

All I can t do now is play dumb and just do what I can.
If the tons of papers keep piling up, I dun gv a damn!
they know I'm overloaded and bottle-necked
they should do something before they start losing all the qualities of the company backbone.

forget abt work
so, will I be able to hear your voice tonight?
I hope .....
or maybe just fat hope..
whatever it is, I fully understand your work and position
As I tell you many times, It's OK I;ll just cry myself to sleep.

love you hunny

-----Original Message-----
January 20, 2011 3:10 PM
To: MT


hmmm, maybe u shud find another job if you are getting stressed babe
after all, you ony need something for a year or so anyway, so why not take a look around.
see whats available, nothing to lose have you ?

I wud prefer u seek out something that you enjoy, rather than stay where you are
think about it hunny, no point being there if ur not enjoying it

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Thu, 20 Jan 2011 14:53:33 +0800
To: apt

hmm you're working too
Im having stress now at work
too many things on my shoulder

I skip lunch coz I had breakfast this morning
noodles in black sauce, chinese style
ate half portion of the plate, so no lunch for me
gonna hv bread for dinner

Its hot here in spore but Im in the aircon room, freezing

body aching now.. very stressful working here

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Thu, 20 Jan 2011 08:59:15 +0800
To: apt

Morning hunny,
I missed you last night and cried myself to sleep again. So sad.

I will try to write to you in the evening but right now Im busy packing and disposing stuff in my home. I need to clear them before I hand over the house key to the new owner. I hope you understand.

Daydream huh? hmmm I like that. I so that all the time. So that I can feel you near me, especially in bed. Knowing that you're sleeping next to me make me feel secure.

I've gotta go now. Need to do some achiving of documents in another building. Hope to complete them before lunch.

Talk later hun
Love you as always
emuahs


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Thursday, January 20, 2011 6:19 AM
To: MT

Good morning hunny,

Soooo busy yesterday we didnt get to talk, missin you so much, grrrrrr

Now things are getting into a pattern, it looks like the best chance Im gonn ahave is in the early afternoon when ur home from work, when it shud be my lunch break, that is, of course, if i get one, i dun really mind being busy cos it makes the day go so quickly, but the downside is that by the time i get home, ur snoring !!!!!!

So, i want you to save it up babe, and start emailing me ! i only ever get three short lines inbetween ur busy schedule while ur at the office, i notice you never write me when u get home in the evening hmmmm, whats going on there then ??????, hehe

still so much to do on admin details, its just as well they got me a proper back up team in the office, or Id never get anything real done at all.

I suppose one thing i do like abot going out and driving back home evry day is that it gives me so much time alone in the car, and Im come to spend all that time thinking, fantasizing, abt us hehe, i cant give you details, but i do go into a daydream sometimes, hehe, thats when i find other drivers blasting their horns at me ! ah well, its worth the crash ! hehe its really quite fun, imagining you sat next to me, taking me to work, then taking the car back home until you pick me up in the evening, then we go for diner in town, then back home for a long, warm cuddle before going to bed for the night,,,whatever happens then it up to you, but we can both use our imaginations........

Off to get some sleep now hunny, hope we will talk in the morning, 2 to 2 30 pm for you, nite nite.

i love you so much

-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, January 19, 2011 2:30 PM
To: MT
morning hunny

happy to hear abt you and deedee, and ur conversation, so very happy
yep, Shetlans so beautiful, the landscape can take your breathe away

been lazy this morning, just woke up, hehe

love you my darling

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Wed, 19 Jan 2011 09:34:24 +0800
To: apt

hello darling A***,
I hope you rested well last nite coz you've been out all day.

Having coffee now whilst writing to you. No breakfast coz I have a farewell lunch date with my colleagues. Everyone is leaving the company, one by one.. all the pioneer staff.. sad. I wish for the time to past quickly.. so I can live with you for good. I've been holdingon tight to my bolster everynight, pretend it was you, talking to it but of course no reaction fom that dummy. Armless, legless, hairless bolster.. hehe. I should get myself a blow up 'dummy' haha..hmm with 'ehem' of course! yay!

Shetland Isles? May be we should go back there one day once I've settle in the UK. The scenery must be gorgeous innit? otters? seals in the water? wow something I've never seen before in real life.

Darling, you just dun know how much I love you. I dun know how it all started but all I know is that I love you with all my heart and soul. Last evening I went to the market place and stop by the hawkers place for dinner with Deedee. She decided to call you 'Dad' after we both legally married. Auuww so sweet of her. She likes you and comfortable to be around you as a father figure to her. Im so blessed and glad to hear that.. coz if she doesn't like you, I will hv problem trying hard to get her to agree with our relationship. Alhamdulillah.. thank you God.

OK hubby, talk to you later Once Im back from my lunch. Love you for who you are, past, present and future. Even though if senility sets in you first. hehe

Talk later hun
Byeeeeeeee

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Wednesday, January 19, 2011 5:43 AM
To: APT

good morning hunny,

I read ur IM's and left you a note there, but wanted to write you an email, so, here it is, hehe

didnt arrive home until then minutes after eight this evening, so its been a long day, driving to Leeds and back, seeing clients at 7 in the evening
but now Im home, i had my salad for dinner, along with some yummy fresh figs i picked up in the manchester supermarket, hmmmmmm

I hope you didnt have fried food today, think of ur diet !!!!!!

i just been having dinner, watching a docu on tv abt a place called the Shetland Isles, they're way up in the north of scotland, while looking at the tv, i was taken back to my childhood, when we would go there for summer school holidays and, i dunno why, but it was quite emotional, looking at the beautiful landscape, the waters, they even showed pictures of the seals in the water, being hunted by orcas, the otters playing with their young, it was all so beautiful and reminded me of just how little i appreciated it at the time, well, we never do when we are young, do we ?

Then, that made me realise, just how much i shouldnt take anything for granted now, cos i dun wanna regret it fifty years from now, so you need to know every day how much i love and respect you, Im not going to let you forget it, cos I may not be able to remember to tell you as i get older and senility sets in ! hehehe !

Im not leaving until 8 this morning, so will be able to mail you up to abt almost 4pm this afternoon,

take care hunny, dun overdo things at work,
all my love

-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, January 19, 2011 3:24 PM
To: APT

just got the chance to read yr emails.

Silly man! Go jump into the bed and wait for me there. I prefer you to be naked of course!

Why love me when you said goodbye forever? crazy...

I'll talk to you tonite ya?

love you as always

-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, January 19, 2011 3:03 PM
To: MT
ok, ok, so you dun wanna talk to me this morning, I;ll go find a tall building to jump off ( well, the house is a bit too low ! hehe )

buy, is it cold outside ! the moon is so bright , its almost daylight. but with a heavy frost, and the forecast is for sunshine and 12*

but what does all that matter ? when my one and only love in my life wont even acknowledge Im alive ! BooHoo !!!!!!!!!!!

so, goodbye forever, i love yoy, always will,,,,,,but u dun care,,,,

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Mon, 17 Jan 2011 09:34:18 +0800
From: MT

Good morning my I********* ,
Sleep well? I hope you had a good rest over weekend. It was nice we had long chat yesterday.
I'm sooo sleepy this morning. I hv 11am meting and be back here before you wake up.

I will ask my boss in March abt the April~May vacation. I've spoken to erin abt my trip and she said. Yahooooooo you can hv me all to yourself.

OK babe, I have to go now. Too many interruption here. I'm sick and tired of this job. But gotta hold on or another year. grrrr

Talk later darling
Bye for now
love you

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Monday, January 17, 2011 5:34 AM
To: MT

good morning darling

Monday agaim, hehe, another week of work for us both, but it also means another week closer to seeing you again.

What shall we do next time hunny ?, a relaxing time in spring or summer ?, visiting, touring, sight seeing ?, who cares if I'm with you.
but most of all, planning, for our future together of course, by the time we next are together we will be planning a wedding, and the rest of our lives together.

Im so happy that you will be here one day, just like every other couple, but without the squables, arguments, noooo, we are destined for a peaceful and tranquil life together, enjoying each other, living a happy life, without disputes, thats what i want above all, for you to feel secure and safe and happy, not too much to ask is it ?

When you have had chance to establish if you can take time off, and when, let me know hunn and i will arrange a trip away, probably to amsterdam as we have discussed but obviously i need to know when you will be here first.

I will see you in email when i wake up babe, its now 9 30pm and Im off o sleep early so that i can wake up in time to mail before i go to work,

see u soon

love you my darling
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-----Original Message-----
Friday, January 14, 2011 10:14 AM
To: APT


Morning I********,

I'm glad its Friday and looking forward to weekend. I slept well last night after fantasizing our intimate moment as usual. Dont smile coz the last time we're together, we hardly make love ggrrr..

I'm happy that you love your job as I dun want to force you into doing the fulltime job if you dun wish to. But if you think I'm worth it then you hv to hv a stable income in order to sponsor me for the spouse visa. Otherwise we can opt to live in Alaska in Northpole. Feed on fishes and ride on bears.. eemm are there bears in Alaska? hehe

Nothing much to update you today except that I will be going to my lawyers office to collect my Divorce Certificate. At last after 3 yrs!. If I'm not online by the time you wake up, that tells you that I've gone out shopping and lunching haha

ok dear talk later

bye for now
Love you


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Friday, January 14, 2011 5:08 AM
To: MT

Hi Hunny

No long email about ur diet today, just please stick to it today, then at the weekend, eat whatever you like

Something happened today in the office, dunno how its gonna go, but its this, ; one of the directors got a call from his opposite number at a company in Leeds, quite a large city over in yorkshire, specifically to ask if he could reccomend a cleaning contractor for their properties all over yorkshire, glasgow, edinburgh and london. i was asked to call them, which i did of course, and a meeting was arranged for next tuesday at the head offices, hehe, when i looked at their web site, turns out they are ****ing enormous!Haha !

Fortunatly, my MD realises this and came in as I was leaving for the day and was really assuring, ' if we only get a fraction of the work on offer, it will be fantastic', so, there's my target for next week, hehe, to prove him wrong and obtain the majority of the contract, we'll just see how it goes.

You know, i got the feeling this is the best move i ever made, and I have you to thank for it all, without your support and encouragement, I would never be in this position, so happy, so content, so much in love.
thank you my darling MT, i can never repay you for all the faith and support you have given me, but i will try my best to show you forever more just how much I appreciate you

Love you hunny, talk when i wake up