Mon, 9 Aug 2010 03:28:03
To: MT
Subject: What ? No Mail ?

Gotta leave for work, sad, disappointed, U dun care anymore, BooHoo !

Left on the junk heap, discarded like an old handbag, dumped !

Oh well !, life goes on,,,,but only just

-----Original Message-----
Thursday, September 30, 2010 4:26 AM
To: MT
Subject: Is this your future in the UK ?

Good Morning Darling,

I waited and waited last night for you to come back to msn, you were 'away' for such a long time,,,i thot u dun luv me anymore !

However, as it is now 4am in singapore as im writing this, im assuming u went to bed and left urself signed in, grrrrrrrrr !

Anyway, i hear you asking, what the hack does he mean by the title of this email ???????

Well, I've been thinking hard about what you could do here,,,,just to prevent you from being bored while Im out at work seven days a week,

so I began researching various options thru the internet and ,,,,if your in agreement,,,,,massage is defineitly a strong possibility for you as a

new career when you ( finally ! ) decide to make the move here.

I never really appreciated all the different types, malay, Thai, Indonesian,Balinese,,all with their variations and differences, and,,,when you add on services like Henna and Threading you could have a fabulous venture if you decide to go down this route,,,,and,,,needless to say,,,I will help you in every way I possibly can

I already emailed you with a practioner here in the uk ,,just to give you some idea of what may be available here already, as you will see, this lady is in London

but there will surely be a huge market for those services here in warrington, manchester and liverpool,,,who knows,,, I might even be able to be your business manager then we can work together,,,hehe

Anyway,,just thoughts for now hunny,,,most important is that I love you and all these things are just speculation for now,,,but hopefully in the near future,,,who knows ?

I have been checking out hotels in Edinburgh and Glasgow for the 2 nights after xmas day,,,thinking if we are at R***'s place on the 25th, we could then travel on to scotland for the next couple of nights ,,returning home about the 28th or 29th, whaddya think babe ?

I'll try to find you at the office when i wake up, until then,,,,take care,,dun work too hard,,,,think of me,,,,,,

g'nite hunny

all my love,,

-----Original Message-----
Monday, September 27, 2010 11:00 AM
To: APT

Aaauuuwwww.. you made me cry after reading this lovely email. aauuw, I love you hubby.

Anyway, Good Morning my darling IS******** . Hope you had a good sleep last night.

Baby, I hope we both can last till we get to be together again forever. Long distance relationships are definitely difficult to maintain! Trust, compassion and communication are important keys in maintaining any relationship and I think long distance relationships require double the amount of those in order to make make it works. I'm determine to keep this love last forever, I plomise.

You know how it hurts when I saw you walked away at the airport? My heart throbs in pain to see you disappeared in the crowd. I was so used to have you around every second, every minute, every hour, every day, for 2 weeks… together, and now we had to be separated, even for just a little while, it hurt so much. How I wish to be there with you. Plomise you're not gonna leave me ya?

OK, talk to me before you go to work ya? Till then

Bye for now..
MT

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Monday, September 27, 2010 3:53 AM
To: MT
Subject: For You

Dearest Darling

Just for you, I want you to know how strong my love is for you

Since you stole away my heart with your kindness, sweet words and actions

I have never felt so wanted, and you should feel the same, because you are

You will always be mine, in heart, in soul, in mind and body

You will never doubt my fidelity, you will never have cause, and I will never doubt yours

You are more than I deserve, and every day I thank God for bringing us together

There will be a time when we will be together for always

and I can't wait for that moment to arrive

your loving Is******

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Friday, September 24, 2010 4:10 AM
To: MT

Good Morning Darling,

How i hate having to write instead of turning over in bed to kiss you good morning, but as Im here and ur not, its all i can do to tell you how much
i miss you since i left.

you just don't know how I cried before sleep after you left Spore. I was so used to be with you for whole 2 weeks. I'm missing you like crazy.. talking to myself as though you are right next to me. Keep calling 'Be' (hubby) eventhough you're not there.

I was quite pleased that at least you couldn't see the sadness in my eyes when i went thru the passport barrier those few days ago, it was bad enough when you left here, from manchester, but leaving you in singapore was much more painful,

yes please take me away with you the next time you come to visit just didnt feel natural,,,,,leaving you like that,,,going away,,,knowing that i shouldn't,,,but there was no choice,,,,but painful neverthe less.

I hold my tears the day you left me coz I don't wanna be seen crying by A**** and Deedee. Though deep down in me I was sad coz you're leaving me, however, till today I'm happy that we get to spent so much time together and that my family and relatives accepted you as part of us, that's a bonus happiness for me!

Hey ! what are all the comments i keep seeing,,,every time you post a photo on fb ?,,,,,either stop posting them or send me translations ! hehe

dun worry baby. its all good comments no negativity. Told my frens that you're here to celebrate Eid with me and family. And they teases me to get marry soon. I told them I'm going to the UK to meet up with yr family in Dec and they were all happy for us.

I keep looking at my new ring and adjusting it, so everyone can see our names next to each other, makes me so proud having you there, right next to me all the time,even if it is only our names


But hey....its only now 85 days to december and i'm counting every single one down,,yes,yes,yes, call me greedy if u like

hmm i like that word 'greedy' hehehe

but i cant wait to see you and be with you again

so tired now, off to bed so i can wake up to email you later this morning,so...speak soon

Love you,

your Is *******
aauuwww.. yes my larling Is ******

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Thu, 23 Sep 2010 14:33:11 +0800
To: apt

Just back from the Manufacturing Plant. Been busy today
I missed you by 4 minutes uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh..

I miss and love you too

-----Original Message-----
Thursday, September 23, 2010 2:31 PM
To: APT

babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

-----Original Message-----
Date: Thu, 23 Sep 2010 08:58:56 +0800
To: apt

Hey!
Good morning. How are you today? Sorry I went to bed early. Was so exhausted and sleep. So much work in the office.

Baby, I will start looking for flights to Manchester next work. Can you check the Marrakech flight too?

I'll talk to you later when u wake up. Hopefully I'm not busy at that time.

Luv


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Wednesday, September 22, 2010 4:00 PM
To: MT

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR !

tried abt a thousand times to connect to internet, dunno what the problem is, but i left IM's on msn for you,

got home abt 10pm local time last night, missing u all the way, got sat net to a smelly japanese from dubai, phew, what a smell !
went straight into the shower when i got back, sleep, got text from boss, meeting later this morning, we won the rolls royce contarct while i was away, so i took the credit, ! Hehehehe

its now 9am, so leaving for office, but taking the laptop with me to have it checked over, hopefully its nothing major, just explorer wont respond when i click on it, keps asking me for ip address ?

so, while i got a connection, wanted to write to remind you just how much love you,

and make sure to say Hi to everyone, they were all wonderful, and A**** especially generous, i appreciate it so much,

bye for now hunny, speak later


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Wed, 22 Sep 2010 14:39:51 +0800
To: APT

Lazy bum! I no likey you alymore

-----Original Message-----
Monday, September 06, 2010 5:59 AM
To: MT
Subject: My Last day before i leave


Yep, when you read this, it will be the very last day before I leave to be with you again,
i hope ur going to be at the airport ! hehe

TAXI !!!!!! if ur not,,,,,hehe

so, so, tired now, had tea with S**** and R**, they asked me if i can bring them a batik or malaysian print, or fabric, to go on the wall of their new home

W***** settled in quite quickly, meowing and complaining for food within abt a half hour !

so, our baby has gone, boohoo, still,,,,it will be a holiday for her too, S**** will spoil her with some fresh tuna or something similar

If u didnt check ur IMs this morning hunn, i left u a message abt the hotels in Patong
the white sands one looks fine, just have a check around that area, the second one seems a little way out, but there are always rickshaws ! hehe

I will mail you when i wake up darling, gotta go make up the bed now so i can get some sleep

Love you ,,,now,,,,and forever

-----Original Message-----
Friday, September 03, 2010 9:55 AM
To: APT


Good morning my green eyed man.. hmm is it green or yellow? eerrr they keep changing at times like a chameleon hehe.. gecko yucks!!

How are you this morning? Rest well?

About those Pakis, they are some still conservative though they've been away fm their homeland for generations. The British govn should stop giving them entry to stay in the UK. Hmm how am I gonna make frens at the mosque near our house? They are mostly Pakis. I will tell them off and give them a piece of my mind if they mistreat me in the House of God. hehe

Kill you? What makes you think the Malays here will do the same like the Pakis? We don't do stuff like burning people alive!! We BURIED them ALIVE instead! See, we are a considerate people.. making sure you still hv your skin and flesh when you breathe the last air, not turning them to ashes!? Hope that's satisfactory to you. And of course you're welcome. Don't mention it. It's our pleasure to kill you that way. Also, my pleasure to have a pleasurable time with you before we bury you alive. We call it PLEASURABLE DEATH. hahaha..!! Luv you hunny.. really do. Not gonna kill you but screw you! lol

ok email before you go to work.

See ya later hun,
Your darling M T


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Friday, September 03, 2010 5:21 AM
To: MT

Good Morning Darling

10pm, I just got home, gotta be up at 4 for ther store, grrrrrr ! hehe

not ur fault though baby, I love you and just have to write and tell you that Im sooooo excited about seeing you in just a few days,

grrrr, on the national news, a young girl of 17, was found murdered , this goes back abot six years now, and her parents have been arrested for her murder,

the belief is that is was an 'honour killing ', all because she refused to go thru with an arranged marriage in pakistan, not good publicity for warrington,
where she was a school mate of my former step son

u can begin to understand why Pakis are not that well thought of here in the uk when these kind of things happen. only a couple of weeks ago, a similar situation occured abt 20 miles away from here, but the criminals accidently killed a family of four by setting fire to the wrong house, Pakis again.

So, dun be surprised if I dun think too much of them, after my own experience they can stay together and keep away from normal people.

Anyway, I look forward so much to being with you, u wont have me killed will you ?, I plomise to do anything u want - honest !

hehe, take care darling, will email you as soon as I can

Yours,
IS************

-----Original Message-----
Thursday, September 02, 2010 9:19 AM
To: APT


Good morning my darling husband,

I hope you sleep well and the anger should subside by now. I know how you feel at that moment. sshhh shh.... It's ok baby..
I remember B***n got his in one of the Ireland mosque with zero hassle. Why not try Manchester mosque? If same thing applies e.g. classes etc which same process in Spore, then we fly to Batna in Dec over the weekend to get it and as enjoy the short weekend getaway. Can? call M**** to meet up for coffee too.

Plan A - With the cert fm Batna, we can endorse it here in Spore when we apply for solemnization date. We can have a small wedding here in Spore. I will cook or cater food enuff for my relatives and snap some nice pictures. Importantly, eveyone is happy at the end of the day! Just that I hope any one of yr children can attend our event here in Spore.

Plan B - We apply fiance visa and marry in the UK, hv small gathering in Spore.

Hmm.. leaving our baby girl again? She will be very upset at first but back home a spoilt pussy! hehehe.. thanx to her sister S****! Hey, speaking of which, I can tell that S**** is a very family oriented person ya? Loving sister and she make a loving wife. Like me! LOL

Hey, don't you forget to bring my camera! and your bikini! haha! eeuuww..!! hairy legs!

I have meeting at 3pm today, just in case we dont meet here when you wake up, drop me an email of text ok baby?

Love you always
MT

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Thursday, September 02, 2010 5:17 AM
To: MT
Subject: Dear Wife

Wasalam Alykum,

Why this salutation, I can hear you asking already, hehe

Well Hunny, I went down to the local warrington mosque this evening, just to introduce myself, say hello, wish everyone 'ramadan mubarak' and,
you know what ? I never met such a bunch of racists in all my life, seriously, if I was only just now thinking a becoming a revert to Islam, I would have
discounted it right away, I cant tell you how much i desise Pakis,, racists and bigots,, the lot of them.
Anyway, thats the first and last time I shall ever set eyes on them.

More to the point, I had gone down to ask for a certificate, as you asked me to, but there was no way I was going to stay there a second longer than I needed to,
then, I was told, 'you should attend classes before we give you such a thing, like its any of their business! '
Anyway Hunny, i got thinking on the way home, when P**** 'Mohammed' Wheelieman got his conversion paper, it was in Batna , Algeria and he was made so welcome, obviously the arabs have a different attitude to those who wish to confess their faith, soooo, how about ?, I thot you may like it if i went to a mosque there , re make shahada, and ask for a certificate from singapore, but if its a problem for you, its ok, I'll go to the manchester mosque later this week, where Im sure they are much more welcoming

To be honest, I dont feel any obligation to be subservient to anyone, in any mosque, anywhere in the world, I have my beliefs and they are personal to me and Allah, swa, and what mere people think is of no importance to me whatsoever, especially a bunch of pakis,,,,,,as you may be able to tell, im a little angry tonite

And now the news, Im taking W****** to S**** and R**'s house on sunday evening when i get back from M*** and S**** 's, but i will be home early as it will probably be Lailat Ul Qadr, and i want to be home and spend some time with myself, reflecting , some prayers, some reading, anyway, as you will probably be doing the same, although Im not committed enuff to spend the night in the mosque, maybe one year, who knows, but for now, I just want to do it in my own way.

I think Im all packed already, just some stuff to put in the case at the last minute, out and about all day tomorrow ( today when u read this )then after thursday, I should be just about done with visits and quality audits until after I return, taking our new camera tomorro in case i get to see the new emirates plane, the a380, which started its daily flights today, its been all over the news as they chose manchester as the only non capital city to fly to on a regular schedule.

Looking forward to seeing you so much hunny, to be with you again after all this time is yet another dream coming true, I'll be happy to just sit and hold ur hand, looking into those big dark eyes once more, hmmmmmm, like being in heaven !

will try to email you at the office before i leave in the morning, bye for now darling

Salam
S*** Is*****


-----Original Message-----
Thursday, August 26, 2010 9:02 AM
To: APT

Good morning my sweetheart,
I hope you had a good sleep last night. Again, it was nice to chat with you before you go to bed.
How can you cope with so many workers left the company in one day?

Baby, on 8th Sep, A****** , Deedee and myself will fetch you from the airport. I will be working half day and go home to pick up my luggage for the phuket trip to bring over to A **** 's place. Then you rest for few hours. We will then go to Geylang bazaar after Iftar. Can? also, I will go home on 20th after work to take the Xmas gifts for you to bring back to UK.

This Saturday, I will be out with cousins and aunty zoo to movie after Iftar. Sunday Iftar at my step mum's place taking our mum along hehe..
I hope you will rest well on weekends.

Talk to you later once ur up and awake.

Whoof u
M T

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Thursday, August 26, 2010 4:46 AM
To: MT

good morning hunny

i wonder if, ;ike last night, you will be logging on to msn while i am writing you this email, hehe
so, just in case you do, please excuse me if i end my mail quickly, cos if you do, i dun wanna miss you

what a clazy day at work today, fired one, two resigned, two took the day off without warning, so its ass kicking day tomorrow !

now we are in with a chance of two new contracts, one for the rolls royce showrooms and the other for Maclaren, maybe u've not heard of them, try googling 'the most expensive car in the world' hehe, maybe expensive cars. but dun mean a pay rise . so what !

ahhhh, thats better, i just broke off writing to take a quick shower, so nice to get in a clean bed just out of a hot shower, only thing missing is you !
hehe

looking forward to the weekend, its a public holiday on monday, so, three days off from the full time job, yippeee ! , just got the store early mornings, then the chance to catch up on some restbut i want to get everything in the house done and cleaned so the next weekend, i can concentrate on getting ready to be with you, cos its only a couple of days after that ! even more yipeeeesss !

Haha, finishing off now hunny, u not come online, so maybe ur having a day off from early rising today, see u later when ur in the office

love you

-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 4:34 AM
To: MT

Hi Baby

hehe, have i really been out for so long ?, I come home to IM's from my lover asking for coach bags !, of course my sweetheart, you can have all the coachbags you can carry, whatever they are !, Im gonna find out and buy you the nicest coach bag i can find.

The reason for the late meeting, it turned out, was for the boss to send off the supervisor on a job whilst he discussed with me the future of the business, turns out he wants to retire the supervisor, take on a replacement, reporting to me, and retian the existing supervisor on a consultancy basis.
he went on to ask me if i am happy in my position, I had to tell him, yes, Im happy, but really, I find it a struggle on the amount of remuneration for the numberof hours I work, but it was something I preferred to discuss on my return from holiday, he agreed, asking me not to consider leaving as we will resolve the question when I return. I had to be honest and tell him, I wasnt thinking of leaving, but needed to figure out how I can boost my income without damaging the business, we'll see what happens when i return, but for now, we both are satisfied with our discussion.

Oh, then I got a call from the hospital, P**** is now back home, i collected him at 8pm this evening, its why Im late writing to you, he DIDNT have a stroke as they said, it was incorrect insulin

hey, u just signed in to msn, gotta go

byeeeeeeeee

love you

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 3:15 AM
To: MT

Morning Darling
Todays the day, its exactly two weeks before I leave to hold you in my arms again, how I love you so much.
Today, monday, has been a pretty awful day, not so much with work, but i felt terrible this afternoon, i cant think what went wrong, i really meant to take a nap and come bacl to you in msn
but i just couldnt, wasnt able to wake up, hehe,,thats my lazy day !
But then i got to thinking, what if something happened and i cudnt get to talk to you ?, you know, within a couple of weeks, P**** is the same age as me, but he has now suffered two strokes, has diabetes, and is generally, unwell, unfit and disabled, if something like that ever happened to me, i wudnt wan to be a burden, i just dont know what i would do, better not to be here i suppose, what i mean is, better to enjoy ourselves while we can, i've been so worried about this tonite, what if i let you down ?, i cudnt live with that.

Anyway, for now, I just want to be in love with you, which I am,,,,,deeply,,,,,,and be with you as much as is possible, and you shud stop working so hard, take care of urself more, and spend lots more time writing to me and telling me that u luv me ! hehe

I love you M****** T , wanna marry me ?

Talk later

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, August 10, 2010 5:22 AM
To: MT
Subject: I miss u.... :-(

Good Morning Hunny

Hope you had a good day yesterday, missed u velly much, but at least got to say hello, even tho is was brief
its ok, i understand that watching tv is far more important than talking to me, then again, what isnt ? Hehe

Hey, its not long to go now, u sure you dun wanna change ur mind ?, well, if you do - ITS TOO LATE ! haha, i cant wait to be with you again,
missing you so very much, to hold you again, thats my first dream, after that, who knows ?

Do you still remember when we met ?, its gonna be like that all over again, iys almost like meeting for the first time, I dun ever want to wait this long again
baby, its just too painful,,,,being away from you.

Im off to get some sleep hunny, i want to wake up early so i can mail you at the office,,

see you later

Love you, toooooooo much !

-----Original Message-----
Friday, August 06, 2010 10:26 AM
To: APT

Good morning my luv,

I like this email content.

Yes, I realised that I can actually brings out my wildest dream when with u. I love the way u make love to me, suck on my nipples and harrassing my clit haha..

Sometimes in the middle of the night I fantasize about us making love.. like last night before sleep, I talk to my bloster again.. then dozed off.. the weather was so humid that I decided to sleep naked.

I dunno what time was it but something woke me up lastnight.. just like a dream... night breeze stirs the bedroom curtains through the open window. As I lie asleep, the warm air caresses my naked skin. I become aroused by my dreams, the sensations of touch upon my naked skin made almost real by the intensity of my imagination..

you're in bed with me, hands gently caressing my skin. YOur lips teasing my nipples into an erect hardness, tongue tracing my breasts... hmmm... I miss u S*** Is******** .

I lie still, I feel yr body move, as u run yr tongue around my nipples, the other hand teasing my clit ... I place my hand on your head, pulling u into me, urging u to bring me to climax.

I heard myself whispered ‘Make love to me … please’.. you moved forward over me and with one long stroke u fills me. I wrap my arms and legs around u and kiss u passionately. You begins moving, alternate slow and quick strokes.. the feel of my breasts and hard nipples against yr chest was so arousing. I reach down and grab yr bum, pulling u deeper into me and then.... Then I feel my body start to sink... I moaned in ecstacy and I feel the crest of my orgasm break. I arch my back as wave after wave of intense pleasure washes through me, deep inside, my whole body shuddering from the intensity of my climax. I know u are close too.. suddenly with a low grunt, u cums. I feel the warmth of yr jet deep within me, filling me with yr babies deep inside, and I realise that this is the first sound that I have heard u utter.. You know what honey, I did cum in my dream and in reality.. I open my eyes and look down at my naked body, the perspiration gleaming in the moonlit room…….. and my pussy soaked with my juice. For the first time, I really had a erotic dream that made me cum in my sleep. Congrats to me! haha

OK ok enuff of my morning talk.. need to do some work..

Talk to me before u go to work.

Love ya!

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Friday, August 06, 2010 4:41 AM
To: MT

Good Evening Darling,

I just came home, its 9pm, forget eating ! Im gonna get some sleep, up at 4 for the store tomorrow, and I wanna try talk with you before i go

You know, sometimes i wonder just how close we are, Im convinced we are and that we want the same things in our future life together, but to be sure ( hehe ) I wanna tell you just some of the things I hope we are going to share

first, I never had anyone I could truly confide in, maybe the first time i got married i was too young and didnt grow into trusting anyone, but for sure, I know that I want to be able to trust someone enough to be able to tell them deepest, innermost thoughts and feelings, ... safe in the knowledge that these things stay between just us two .... I want to be with someone who will have enough confidence in me to know that they too .... can discuss their dreams, their fears ...and anything else ...safely knowing they will be guarded and treasured as secrets ....never to be revealed to anyone outside of our relationship
I want us to have our fantasies together, those things that only a couple truly in love will ever share together, to be so at ease with each other that we never have to worry about the other feeling trapped, feeling insecure, I want us to be happy and live a long life, in each others company, and yes, having friends, but never needing anyone, except each other. Like I need you right now, to be my wife, partner, best friend, lover and everything else.

Im so tired now hunny, i have to go get some sleep, I love you now and forever, never forget, no matter what happens.

-----Original Message----
Thursday, August 05, 2010 6:44 AM
To: MT

Good Morning Darling

Just came back from the airport and missed you, grrrr, it was more important to talk with you than collect him from the airport

Miss you so much honey, P**** has been trying to tell me what has been happening over in Batna, i think to sum it up, the local police have advised that he leaves the country during the holy month as they cannot assure him of his safety during this time. There have been two murders and three bombs recently, and during Ramadan, they are sure it will get worse as the local branch of al queida have promised to kill 22 foreigners during ramadan, so he's back for a few weeks, probably leaving around the same time as me !

HMMMMMM, gets me thinking, wud it be safe for me to be in asia during ramadan ?, if not terrorists, wud i be safe from you ? hehe

Anyway, Im going to rusholme on sunday, so will invite P**** to come eat with me n the arab cafe, at least he shud know what to order by now !

Seems like he has some schemes going on over there, but as always, with arabs, nothing is for sure

Thats more than enuff of him, what about us babe ?, the time when we will be together forever cant come soon enough, why are you asking me all the time if I love you ?, you know I love you, distance cant change that, time cant change that, only you can change it, cos I know i wont, so why keep asking, even tho i will keep telling you, you dun need to ask.

I love you so much, i dun know what to do when im not either talking to you or thinking about you, ur on my mind every second, nothin i do any more is done without thinking about you, and the effect on both our lives, not just mine anymore

What u up to the weekend babe, is this the time u takin mum out ? or u seeing ur friend from australia ?. i hope its a female ! no going out with old boyfriends now !

well, almost midnight here, so time to sleep now, alarm is set for 7am, so see u abt 2 o clock

loving you always

-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, August 04, 2010 9:10 AM
To: APT

Honey, I always tell myself, though the miles separate us, the bond we have is far stronger than we thought.. I want to spend my life in yours, want to spend your money.. OOPPSS!! wrong line.. hehe I want to spend the rest of my life with you, in your arms... I hope things will get better and settled by end of this year so we can start planning for future. I'm not rich, I'm not perfect, just an average simple asian middle aged woman... but all that I can offer you is my warm, true, sincere love. Love that belongs to us, a heart to share our ups and down and stay together till the day we die. I want to see again again in heaven after I've served my punishments after judgement day. Honey, that's all I can give ... I hope you like it. But of course a free massage after work limited to once a week! hehe

It's raining heavily outside and as usual I'm thinking of you. I wish to be there with you, cuddle up in bed of sofa while the rain tapping on our glass door. Sooo romantic.. with dim lightings and candles lighted up.. hmm so erotic and sensual. No icecream when its cold weather.. strawberry jam will do! haha
OK baby, gotta do some work now. Talk to before you go to work.

I love you S**** Is*******
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, August 04, 2010 3:34 AM
To: MT

Good morning Hunny

I just got back home, 8 20pm and feeling sad, depressed, and lonely, why?, well, i want you to close your eyes, clear ur mind , and try to picture the scene

I just went out, to visit a site just outside of manchester, when i finished I had to go into town, right in the middle of the city,up on a high storey in an office block entirely of glass, so you can see over the skyline and out into the countryside, although its not warm, the sun is bright and about to start setting,and Im thinking to myself' If only my beautiful partner wife to be were with me, we would leave here,,,maybe take a walk in the city streets, go down to rusholme for a nice halal chicken dinner, then wander home for a lovely long passionate cuddle in bed before falling asleep in each others arms but no, she's not here, so get on the motorway and hurry home, where i can sit alone and write her an email instead, boring radio, rubbish being spoken, so i push the cd button, and hear this....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NrzRxDMvI5o

so, i want you to listen to this song while you picture the scene, the feelings, the misery i felt without you, maybe then, you'll realise..............

how much i love and miss you


-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, July 28, 2010 4:54 AM
To: MT

Hi Babe

of course i keep our picture in my wallet, in fact , i was showing it off in the office this afternoon, my other supervisot commented on who was the pretty one ?, I said that was me, but my fiancee was the one right next to me ! hehe

Been so busy these past few days hunny, and I know you are too, all the more to look forward to when we finally get to be together, I finally got my e-ticket this afternoon when i got back home, all the details are the same, arriving at 14 10 on the 8th, departing 09 30 on the 21st, and the good news ! baggage allowance of 30Kg ! hehe, so i can bring lotsa gifts and stuff with me, hey just think ..... if you go on a drastic diet, i cud smuggle you back here in my suitcase ! hehe, or maybe i'll just kidnap you, drug you, and stuff you in my case anyway.......hehe.

I have to be on site first thing in the morning unn, but i plan on being back home by abt 9am, so u can expect my email at around 4pm, before you leave the office

See you soon baby,

my love, always
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Tue, 27 Jul 2010 16:47:54 +0800
To: APT


aauuww you're sweet. You hv that pic of ours in your wallet ;-)
you drive safely to work ya.
Love you, talk later tonite
emuahs!
byeeeeeeeee

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, July 27, 2010 4:45 PM
To: MT

sleeping animals ?,, so they dun do the same things as us at night !

Babe, i just dressed for the office and decided to put on my new slacks .....i actually got them in the charity shop on saturday, for just $4, hehe........but then i thot, its time i wore my lovers new belt, so here i am, ready to go to work and I put my most important cards ( both of them ! ) into my new wallet, but more importantly, our picture

will be leaving in a few minutes hunny, gonna do what i need to and come home as early as i can, shud be around 4pm,

see u later

love you always
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, July 21, 2010 4:36 AM
To: MT

Good Morning Sweetheart

I hope you have time to read my insignificant email to you this morning, I know ur far too busy to be bothered in replying, after all, its only from me, here, thousands of miles away and missing you so much, crying out for just a tiny, little attention from the woman of my dreams, but what do you care ?, filing ur papers is obviously so much more important than reading from me just how much i need and love you. Making sure ur nails are neat and tidy, well manicured is naturally ur priority of the day, not sending me a tiny little message of encouragement, so that i can make it thru the forthcoming day of misery and gloom, not having heard from my fiancee, and all cos chatting around the typing pool is more important to er.

Well, that puts me in my place !

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-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, July 20, 2010 1:05 AM
To: MT

Good morning baby

Ohhhh, how i miss you, every day I spend so much time thinking of you, of us, its soooooo frustrating, not being able to look into those big, dark eyes and tell you how I feel, to hold you close when we're in bed, in the street, holding your hand, afraid that if I leave go, you will run away and I'll never find you again, I just hope there will be and end in sight to allthis misery, and soon !

So tired after a weekend of early starts in the store, but at least now I can sleep late for the next three mornings, before it all starts again ! hehe

I gotta admit when the boss in the store told me this morning that he was being promoted, I was half expecting him to tell me I should put in an application for his post, but instead he just told me who was his repacement ! Grrrrrrr ! However, I wished him every succes and, being that he in now in charge of 14 stores, there's always a chance I may get a call when a vacancy arises, so,,, best to keep on good terms, at least until I find something else.

Looking to our future hunny, I think were gonna have to find some kind of small business to operate once ur here, jobs are not only scarce, but all pretty low paid as well, probably 'cos there are so many people chasing so few jobs, so,,, thinking caps on ! ( you got any chinese contacts? hehe)

But ! before that, we have to get married, have ten kids, then we can get them to support us ! Haha,

Off to prepare some dinner now hun, whatever can be transferred from the 'fridge to the microwave in about ten seconds !, speak to you when I wake up, g'nite babe

Love you

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Thu, 15 Jul 2010 20:53:41
To: MT

Good Morning Baby

Seems like such a long time since we spoke, I miss you so much, you have to believe me, and hey, no more new bf's on FB, ok ? hehe

Im so happy you feel the way you do ,as you wrote in your email, knowing that gives me a kind of inner peace that I could only ever find with someone I truly love with all my heart, yes, you are special, its why i keep your emails in a folder called 'special M** ', because its exactly what you are to me,,,,,special.

Being apart doesnt mean being alone, for whenever I feel lonley, which is most of the time, I only have to think about you, about us, and its as if you are right here by my side, I can picture you, smiling, giggling at silly jokes, and I know Im not really alone in this world, I have you, and my grateful thanks go to Allah,swt, for bringing us together by his will, and by his grace,,we will be together forever.

I love you M****** , don't you forget it, and keep it in your heart every second of every hour, it will never change ..........

until later


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Date: Wed, 14 Jul 2010 23:34:19
To: apt

I'm so lonely here that I read all yr emails sent to me. Thanks for all the beautiful words. I wish I could express my feelings in person. Being your girlfren has made me so happy that I wish I were able to write a song or a poem or do something out f ordinary to express my joy and happiness. I am so thankful to Allah SWT for making our relationship possible. Knowing this is Allah's will for us to be married gives me a real peace inside. I cannot remember a single moment where I have had an anxious thoughts or doubts... and to think that as our relationship grows and we become closer and come to love one another more deeply, we experience a greater happiness.... this is just the beginning of what i know will be a wonderful life together. I hope, InsyaAllah.

S*** Is******* , I really appreciate knowing that you love me. Its kinda unbelievable that I make you happy. I am really made happy when I see that I am someone special to you. The many ways in which you express your love and care for me make me feel sooo special. The little things like calling me names snoring sotong, wilma, construction sites, babe, hun etc are big things to me. Everytime you do those things I feel all bubbly and happy inside. Although I may not always express my feelings in words and things I do, I want you to know that I ruv you S*** Is******** (APT), very much. Baby, all I know that you make me happy and that I couldn't live without knowing that you love me. I want to please you in everything I do and make you happier. So that we will become closer and learn to share our hearts more and more. I know that sharing hearts doesn't only refer to conversation but I really enjoy talking with you. I really enjoy receiving your emails and writing you back as well if I'm not busy with other things.

Hey, remember that I do love you with all my heart. I ever once been disappointed with you but I put them aside.. and now I'm becoming more and more excited about marrying you as I come to know you better.

Hmmm enough for now.. till we talk again tomorrow

I love you

Goodnight
MT

-----Original Message-----
Friday, July 09, 2010 3:49 AM
To: MT

Good Morning baby

Hope you're not too busy this morning to read my email to you, been missing you and thinking about us this afternoon, even when i fell alseep on the sofa.

The work is well underway on the bathroom now, and i cant wit for it to be finished, 'cos then i need to make it a nice place to be again, its ok of course, with all new fittings, its clean (or at least, it will be when they finish) but its a little cold, clinical, and i want to make it ours, not much, just a few nice touches, some subtle lighting, all intended to make it relaxing to take a nice long shower before cuddling up in bed together, holding in you in my arms while we talk about the day just gone, and the next one to come. How nice to have something to look forward to, falling asleep next to you, and better still, waking up next to you every morning.

It's so hard right now, lots of pressure from all directions, i have to admit, its all starting to get a little bit too much, it seems like i never have a minute to myself, always something to do, and always work, the only relief i have is being able to talk with you, and thats usually at such odd hours of the day and night it doesnt take up any 'normal' time, but without it, i'd be lost, i think what im saying is maybe im crumbling under the pressure, i love working hunny, but seven days out of seven, yet i know i have no choice and remain grateful that im lucky enough to have one job, never mind two, when so many are losing theirs, i know i just have to stop complaining and get on with it.

Speaking of which, you make sure you dont work too hard, its not good that they expect yu to be doing the work of two, stand up babe, dont let them take advantage, remember, you'll not be there forever, whereas, I want you here forever.

Off to bed now hun, 9pm , but i gotta be up at 4, then the rest of the day to look forward to,

love you so much baby,

speak as soon as possible,,,,byeeeeeeeeeee

-----Original Message-----
Thursday, July 01, 2010 4:10 AM
To: MT

Hi Honey,

I'm home too, but too late to talk, 'cos ur sleeping ! i can hear you from here ... hehe .... but I miss that sound .... the little sound you make when you turn over in your sleep ....... the sigh .... the kiss .... all this I miss ... and more...

Hey hun, i had a text from P**** , he got his residence card today, valid for three months, so he's giving it a go, to see if it works out. I can imagine he'll be back here by Xmas ! but I hope not, I really wan it to work out over there for both of them but I want things to work out even more for us,thats what I really care about..

Wish me good luck babe, i take the car for its annual test on saturday ... hehe ... hope its ok and needs nothing doing

It's so exciting, the thought of you being here for our grandsons first xmas, I need to get busy and organise somethings to do for while you're here, but spending time with junior will be pretty important. I hope you will understand that baby,,,I'm sure you will

Just a short mail, to remind you I love you, I'm sure ur gonna forget one day! so I'd better keep reminding you

Speak later today babe, dun work too hard.

Love you

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To: apt
Subject: loving you....
Date: Wed, 30 Jun 2010 18:55:31 +0800

Hi honey,
I'm home now. Just wanna tell u that I love you.

-----Original Message-----
Monday, June 28, 2010 4:03 AM
To: MT

Good Morning Baby

Hmmmm, sunday evening, you're sleeping, Im sitting here, thinking of you, thinking of us, feeling lonely, but so close to you as I write and a able to tell you just how much I miss you, how much I'm in love with you, and how much I cant wait until we're together again.

A funtastic weekend in KL? well that's what E**** thought, so I assume you had the same great time, that's lovely, I know you work hard and deserve to have a relaxing weekend whenever you can, and hey !,,, I had my fun this weekend with a lovely few hours with my son and daughter-in-law, I'm so happy to see them excited about the forthcoming baby, making plans for the future, everything from baby names to schools, to a bigger house, in many ways the same kind of things that we have to look forward to together, just we will have our grandson, or daughter, to look after and care for, and we wont have to pay the school fees! hehe,,,,

So busy as usual at work, the boss is supposed to be leaving for two weeks holiday in Spain tomorrow, tuesday, but some prolem with his wife's health before the weekend means he may postpone,,, I hope not !. Dunno at the time of writing what will be happening tomorrow ( today for you), I know we will have our weekly meeting to attend, probably around 10 30 ( 5 30 in s;pore) and for sure, I will be inducting two new staff at 6pm, then off to check on a new account close by immediately after that. I'm hoping after our meeting to come home for a couple of hours as i will be out early evening so will try to find you in msn then, probably anytime after 7 to 8pm ur time.

Hmmm, nothing on tv today, except sport, so Im gonna take an early shower, then read my book in bed, not forgetting to practice my 'Al-Fatiha', i think i got the first few pieces already, 'hir rahh-ma, nir raa-heem,,,,,,,,,,,,,', just the remainder to memorize, and, reading thru my Quran each night makes me feel more relaxed and ready for a peaceful sleep when i can turn my attentions to you, and us !. Seems a little strange, going to bed when the sun is still shining, but i just lay in bed, imaginging maybe this time next year if ur here with me, what we will be doing at this time of the evening, watching tv ?, walking out in the late evening sun ? taking a drive by the sea ?, taking a nice, long hot shower together before relaxing in bed, where we can talk about the day, make each other laugh and giggle, hold each other lovingly, with you falling to sleep in my arms, where you can feel secure and protected from everything in the whole world, knowing that,,,when you wake,,,I'll still be there, more in love with you than when you fell to sleep.

Time for that shower now hunny, so, have a great day, we'll speak later, ok?

Love you
-----Original Message-----
Friday, June 18, 2010 12:57 PM
To: APT

Morning baby,
I'm glad you can understand me. It's hard for me here to deal with such situation. She is not talking to me again and I almost give up on her.

-----Original Message-----
Friday, June 18, 2010 12:48 PM
To: MT

Good Morning Honey,

Yours was such a nice email, i am touched by your support and sincerity, thank you Darling.

I don't really think this is a matter that should prevent us being together in september, but i hope you can understand my concern at Deedee's apparent attitudes. And, i certainly dont think it would have any effect whatsoever on our long term future together, it's a hiccup, and no more than that, something I hope we will get over very quickly.

I love you Honey, nothing's going to change that, and that's forever.

-----Original Message-----
Friday, June 18, 2010 10:35 AM
To: APT

Morning APT,

Well, I'm the one who told her to remove you, S**** and all my frens from her friend's list. She did text me a question "Why, just becoz I posted about the caucasian woman in my FB?" I told her that she is way too crude and racist just becoz she had numerous encounters with rude caucasians. It's not my way of bringing her up like that but if she thinks she hv all the rights to say what she wants, be it, count me and my frens out. I don't want her to cause me further humiliation and embarrassment. If she think she's a grown up girl to do whatever pleases her, be it.

Why must you consider coming to Singapore? I've got everything booked for the Phuket trip and my siblings knew that you're coming. But again, I don't want to push in making the decision whether to come here or not. I'll leave it to you. I know Deedee, she did that out of anger. From the start she has been so supportive and approved our relationship and she likes you and looking forward to meet S***** and R****** too. APT , I leave this to you. I'm not in the position to defend myself, Deedee or you. Potentially, if you think this could lead to difficulties for our future together, I'm open for discussion. I don't want to hurt anyone or myself, so I guess it's not too late to come to a decision.

Cut & paste this for S**** to read.. please:
Dear S****,

I'd like to personally apologize on behalf of Deedee for posting that offensive headline. Not only was it unnecessary to the meaning of the story, but it was insensitive to have appeared on FB. It was careless writing that was written out of anger. She might have forgotten about the power of the words she use and how they can so greatly change the context for the better... or in this case the worse. Highlighting the race only perpetuated stereotypes that I'm totally against it. That would have sounded silly and unneccesary. Mentioning the race would have been an irrelevent detail that only would stand to stir controversy.

Just for your info, Deedee likes APT so much and excited to have you and S**** as her older sister and dream to have an older brother too. She has been supportive towards our relationship that I myself don't understand why she posted that offensive headline. I don't want her to be a part of creating disunity or perpetuating stereotypes in this community or any other, that's not how I brought her up. I am sorry for her offensive writing. She should have read it more carefully before posting it in FB and recognize the danger of using sensitive wording like that and I won't tolerate it. I've told her to remove you and my friends from her 'friend's list'.

Once again, my apology for Deedee's nastiness yesterday. I shouldn't be the one to write an apology letter to you and dad but I feel that I have to.

Hope to see you soon,
MT

-----Original Message-----
Friday, June 18, 2010 5:25 AM
To: MT

Good Morning Babe,

We just finished talking in msn a few minutes ago, then i got a message thru fb from S****.

She noticed Deedee removed her a 'friend' and thinks its got something to do with the racists comments that Deedee made, and I have to say, I agree with her

You know, its disappointing to see a young lady like Deedee making such remarks, I always though she was well mannered and educated about matters such as this, and then, she encounter some idiot tourists and makes sweeping generalisations about a whole ethnicity!

I have to be honest and say it makes me think should i reconsider visiting singapore ?, i have no wish to cause any kind of difficulty, especially between you and Deedee, but i really dont look forward to the idea of being further insulted simply because i happen to be british.

Just had to let you know my feeling hun, you know i've always been honest with you, and this is just part of that.

Hope you can be on fb when i wake up, if you cant, i'll email you,

love you

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 3:18 PM
To: MT
Subject: What If ?

Hmmmm,
What if,,,,,,,,,the moon REALLY is made of green cheese

What if,,,,,,,,, Osama Bin Laden REALLY is a secret american

What if,,,,,,,,,,night fails to follow day

What if,,,,,,,,,,one day, the sun doesn't rise

Only if all these things are true, then may there be the remote possibility that your concerns are justified

Until they are all proven to be facts, I'll keep loving you

Nearly finished the spreadsheet, off to work when its done,

talk later, x x x x x

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Tue, 15 Jun 2010 14:33:42 +0800
To: APT
Tell me how can I live without you?

Hmm what if…
1) One day you drop me a message saying that you don't need me to be there. What would I do?
2) One day you call me to say that you've change your mind about getting married because of your past experiences with your ex. How should I take that for an excuse?
3) One day you decided to be in Spore or Asia instead. Hmm.. Shall we buy a house in Bali or Thailand?
4) After our marriage, one day you decided that you've made a wrong choice or this whole thing is a mistakes. How should I react?
No offend baby.. Just another boring day at work that I hv to type this hehe

LOVE YOU


-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 9:29 AM
To: APT

Morning my darling S*** ,
Baby, I can't wait to be with you again in September. Can't wait to introduce you to my siblings and mum. A***** will take you to Sentosa and places of interest while I'm at work. I will be with you in the evening, will buy dinner on my way to hotel and we can then relax in front of the TV or just straight to making love hehe.. all night long.
Honey, its about time that I check on the visa to the UK and starts filling in the form. I want to be with you soonest possible and spend our life together. I plomise to love and cherish all the days we have together. I plomise to hold you when you need to be held. And at any chance I can get. I plomise to keep my nagging to a minimum, so that i don't turn into your "strict wife" LOL.. I plomise to never take for granted what I have...That means you, of course! I plomise to occasionally watch and seem interested while you watch the football match and F1! and I also plomise to keep the Hindi movie songs playing to a minimum as well! :)

We will keep each of our "roles" equal. We both play an equal part in our lives. I cook, you clean. I wash, you iron. I water the plants, you maintain the whole garden! . Although, my duties shall include: Getting naked and lay in bed everynight to keep you warm. hmmm.. (it's raining heavily outside hun. .. and I'm thinking of you). Come to me now! hehe
Baby, you are my life, my heart, and my soul. My life would be nothing without you. You complete me in so many ways. I am so glad that we are together. I absolutely can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. You are all that I have ever wanted in a man..and so much more!
Thank you for everything you have ever done for me and will ever do for me!

I love you forever and always!

Yours,
MT

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 4:00 AM
To: MT

Good Morning Mrs T,

So lovely talking with you in the afternoon today (yesterday for you), you know, I understand its just a silly, little small thing for you, but discussing how we should have our new bathroom was just the kind of thing I needed, it made me feel like we were a real couple, talking about how to decorate or modify our home together, being involved in even such small things helps so much to reasure just how serious you are about us. At the bak of my mind, I actually wanted just the shower facility, and was hoping that you would suggest that option, but at the same time, was equally happy to go with the bathtub option had you decided on that, just another example of how we think alike!

Oh honey, i just finished dinner, i'm gonna stop eating paki food, i just ate a madras curry and its given me gas, like,,, terrible, damm near blew winnie off the back of the sofa! grrrrrr, looks like my diet is gonna start a couple of weeks early, was gonna be start of July, but now its from tomorrow, plomise.

Waiting to see you again is so difficult, but so worth it, i cant wait to hold you again, kis you, hug you, you cant imagine, just got to keep a hold on my pillow for the time being, and hey ! abt your text today, dont think for one second caucasian women are more attractive, they aint! the time you'll have to keep a close watch on me is when i'm in asia, all those gorgeous asian women ! Hahaha !, but i know, i already found the most attractive asian woman, the biggest heart, the most sincere, the most loving, respectful, you wanna know who she is? well, this time, YOU go look in the mirror, there she is, and I love her dearly.

Bye bye for now my princess, see you tomorrow,

all my love

-----Original Message-----
Monday, June 14, 2010 10:12 AM
To: APT

Morning my sweetheart!

I'm slightly better this morning. I'm so glad to see your email this morning, especially when you said that you can't live alone without me? Is it true? You know, I've been dreaming of the days when we will be married, you lay beside me, my mind is in heaven, just imagining your touch. Every single part of you I have fallen in love with. I can see my future in you. Baby, I missed your kisses and hugs vely vely badly. How I love to kiss your lips. The same lips that whisper 'I love you' embrace mine and I am reminded of the passion. Dreaming of the mornings I would wake up next to you, your arm around me keeping me warm. Waking up being able to see you and kiss you good morning, with a soft 'I love you' being the first thing said. I remember being able to sleep next to you, being wrapped up warm in his arms. But here in Spore, when I roll over, there is merely a pillow. When I look over to awe at my love, all that remains is the wall. hehehe..

I can't wait for Sep to come when I will be able to gaze into your eyes and kiss you, with this kiss expressing how much I've missed you, how much I've yearned for you. Every part of my body, longs for your touch.

A simple graze of your fingertips would be enough to make me fall to my knees.

Just for your info, my next holiday will be on 25 to 27 June to KL! hahaha.. Gonna get X'mas prezzies for our children. Tell me baby, will M**** and R** appreciate a 1st grade copy watch like yours? I've bought R***** bracelets from Bali and a chain with initial 'R'. A beautiful piece. Gonna get her something from KL too.
OK baby, now its time for me to get some work done. hehe.. till later in fb.

I love you, now and forever
MT
----Original Message-----
Monday, June 14, 2010 2:56 AM
To: MT
Subject: Back to work

Good Morning Darling,

So, its back to work for you, just I hope you're feeling OK and are not going back while you are till not 100% fit.

Another vacation over, from the sound of i, you had a great time, so hope ur relaxed and ready to work all the way thru to september ! hehe, unless of course, you have another holiday that i dun know about yet !.

It's been a tough week, mainly because of not being able to see and talk with you for so long, but work has been busy as ever, so i had that to keep me occupied, but i'm missin you so much !
Bad news on the car babe, i took it in for a check prior to the annual test which is due in few weeks, and i gotta make all kindsa repairs in order for it to pass its test, mainly the abs braking system has faults, so im taking it this week to find out just exactly what the problems are, will let you know what happens with it. It just seems one thing after another, hehe, when things aint going your way, it just gets worse.

At least, none of this is important, cos I got you, the most valuable and important aspect of my whole life, and that's all that matters, hmmmm, what would i do without you ?, when i stop and think about it, without you, there really would be no point in carrying on, ,,what is the point of being alone ?, no one to care if you live or die, no one interested in anything you do or say, just a cat whose only objective is to be fed and then sleep. It's been so wet and horrible today, I got absolutely nothing done, just watching tv and not even able to concentrate on that, its difficult to be enthusiastic about anything today, and then, you sent ur first IM, hey presto ! the day just got better !

So, keep up the good work babe, you're keeping me sane, giving me the reason to carry on, if only you were here, but you're not, so I have to be happy with our talks and conversations here, over the computer, and, like you said, september is almost here,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, yahooooo !

Off to take my shower now honey, see you later this morning ihope in fb,

love you always

-----Original Message-----
Monday, June 07, 2010 4:44 AM
To: MT


Good morning Darling,

I hope ur feeling at least a little better today, you should be here so I can take care of you!
Please do go visit the nurse or the doctor, and take ur meds, dont forget!
It's been quite a busy day, breakfasting with Peter, checking his things are in order and now he is almost ready to leave for good, I hope, for the sake of his happiness and his marriage that it works out in Algeria, Inchallah, they will be happy and successful together for many years to come. Just like us I pray, that one day when we will be together we will be happy and live our lives for many many years happily and peacefully. The fact that Peter has waited for years to be with his wife, somehow gives me the conviction that at least we will be together sooner than that, at least, I hope we will !!!!

All those wonderful things to look forward to, and I dont regret for one minute that I do none of them right now, it just gives me so much to look forward to, the fact that when we do them together, it will be so much more satisfying and rewarding.

You have a great time when you go to Bali, and dun worry if you cant get in contact, just stay safe, enjoy ur time there, and come back safely to me, I love you Darling, now, tomorrow, and forever.

Try to log into fb at 11 this morning, I'll be here until I have to leave for work at 4 25,
Until later

All my love

-----Original Message-----
Friday, June 04, 2010 9:25 AM
To: APT

It's 9.10am and I’m thinking of you as always. I wish you were here with me right now. I'm writing to you because I want you to know how you make me feel and how very special you really are to me. Being away from you for so long makes me realize how much I miss you.

I feel like I can talk about anything with you, no matter what it is. I love texting you all day, whether we have something to talk about or not. It’s so amazing how much we have in common, how much we’re alike. It’s so clazy and I love it. You’re the most amazing, sweetest guy I’ve ever met. I get the best feeling when I’m with you. I just wouldn't be me without you. I miss you so much you wouldn’t even imagine. I hate not being able to talk to you. I love how we are ourselves around each other.

I love how you make me feel important, I love how important you are to me. There isn’t a minute that goes by where I’m not thinking of you. I catch myself smiling randomly. When I realize I’m smiling because of you, I smile even more....hehehe.. I know, Im clazy.

For me there are no second thoughts, no regrets about us. I love you for the person you are and, I love the person I become around you. And I know how tough it is for both of us with not being able to see each other more, but just remember that no matter how far away we are in distance, we are always close at heart. I'm writing all of this down so you'll have something to remind you of how I feel.

You have made me happier with life. I don’t remember the last time I was so happy about one important thing. Whenever I have a bad day, I think of you and its already that much better. I love it when you tell me that you always logon to computer first thing you walk into the house, to see if I'm there in MSN. It makes me happy and it makes my day as well. I love making you happy, It’s so important to me that I succeed at that. That’s all I want for you is to be happy after your hard day at work.

Thank you for being you, Said Alexander. And thank you for letting me be me around you. You mean so much to me. I Love You.

Until later in FB... Loving you always,
MT
-----Original Message-----
Friday, June 04, 2010 4:30 AM
To: MT
Subject: Morning baby


Good Morning Lover

Hmmmmm, I miss you, everything about you, your smile, your gentle touch, your giggle, your sensual kiss, how I miss you so much.

I'm just home babe, and off to bed, up at 4am so i can see u in fb before i go to work. Sorry, but tomorrow is another day like today, starting at the store 5am, will finish at 9pm, reason is, we're having a problem in one of the major accounts and I've been tasked to sort it out, I anticipate it will be resolved after tomorrow so I shouldnt have to be there next week.

So happy you had a great night out with erin, who knows ? for her next birthday, we could be taking her for dinner in Manchester ! that would be special,

Falling asleep in front of the keyboard honey, so i gotta go now, see you in fb i hope babe, Love you, g'nite

-----Original Message-----
Thursday, June 03, 2010 9:58 AM
To: APT

Good morning!

Baby I was so tired last night that I can't wait up for you to come home.

About the karaoke reunion, don't you know that I like anything that is hairy? anthing that need shaving...hehehe..

Hey I love you.. The truth is - I absolutely love you. I love the way you care about me. love you for being you. I love you for trying to restore my trust in you even when you've made mistakes, and for being honest with me when you have made additional mistakes like stealing W*****'s food. I love you for taking care of yourself, and for trying to better your own life in the face of this enormous adversity we've faced in our lives.

I love you because you're kind, gentle and never talking down to me, even when I really was 'beneath you'... hehehe

I love you for working all those jobs to keep things running - even on your most unhappy days. I love nearly everything about you - even the things I dislike! such as the 'rugby, soccer, F1..ect etc'.. I may not like everything, but I love it all - because it's all apart of you. Duh?? as though I've got a choice!?

I love you for never giving up on me, even when I wanted to give up on myself. I love you for sincerely caring about my family, and my friends - even when I couldn't care much for yours.

I love making love to you - I love when you hold me, love me, rub me, and just care for me unconditionally.

I love you because you understand that I'm not perfect, but that I'm desperately trying to be. I love you for listening, for not judging me and for opening your heart to me. I could go on and on - but I wanted to let you know this, because without you I feel I'd be cold and indifferent towards this life.

For all of this - One day I'm going to be your wife in good or bad times.. I plomise.

Love,
Me
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, June 03, 2010 4:18 AM
To: MT

Good Morning Darling,

O read ur IM's when I got home just now, so glad u had a great time, transvestites huh? sure there's nothing you wanna tell me?, I suppose all the photos of you at ur reunion were with girls then?, hehe, looks like most of them need a shave!

So tired again hun, 9 15pm when i get home, dun wanna do anything, just write to you and then sleep !, Im gonna help P**** this weekend to finish his packing, if i dont, I'm certain he will forget either important papers or his meds Hehe ! U can't imagine how jealous i am of him, being with his wife, if only i cud be with you, grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !
The neighbours left for their vacation today, so, its even more quiet for the next two weeks, as if it isnt quiet already!

Hope to catch you in fb later honey, probably around lunchtime, 2pm at the latest, as i have to leave at 8 30, thats 3 30 pm with you

Love you babe,
until later

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, June 01, 2010 4:10 AM
To: MT
Subject: It's the 1st of JUNE !

Making it just that little bit closer to when we will meet again, Baby, you'll never know just how much I'm looking forward to that, it's been too long already, and I miss you sooooooo much.

Almost 9pm now, and since you went to bed, I've been determined to finish off the papering to the living room, so, now, it's done, well, three out of four walls are complete, i just need to remove the ugly radiator behind our new tv set so i can complete the room. I trust you really do like the blue paper, as , now that its on the smaller wall inbetween the lounge and kitchen, i think it looks really nice and i have to say, I'm quiet pleased with myself for choosing something I hoped you would like and seeing it now on the walls. I'm hoping that when i come back from out time together in september, I will have time to complete the bedroom before you come home next, but the way things are going, i'm gonna have to take a third job!

I was listening to a Dolly Parton concert on a podcast while decorating, I absolutely love her voice, and at the end, she sang probably here most famous song 'I will always love you', even though whitney houston murdered the song, its such a pretty tune and i thought of you, and how i will always love you, but, sadly, when you listen to he lyrics, its a song actually about the end of a relationship, and we're at the beginning, so that actually made me feel sad, I'd better find another song to remind me of us ! hehe, What's the point of all this drivel ? I hear you ask, actually, there's no point, I just wanted you to know what I've been doing, thats all.

Too late to eat the fish i grabbed in the store just as it was closing today, no worries, its always there for dinner tomorrow, I was just so motivated, so intent on finishing this little job, it was as if you were on your way home from a day out and I wanted you to see the result when you walked through the door, silly I know, but it kept me going all afternoon and into the evening.

I'm so looking forward to doing all kind of things together when you're here, everything from inside the house, then the garden, just everyday things that allow us to share our lives, with you such an intimate part of my existence, I just can't imagine a future without you.

Just don't work too hard babe, don't stay late, and be careful when you're travelling home, in other words, look after yourself for me, you're precious to me, stay safe.

I'll be working late today, tuesday, but will try to catch you in fb before i leave this morning, or afternoon for you,

love you always,

until later


-----Original Message-----
Friday, May 28, 2010 11:22 AM
To: MT
Subject: friday


Hey, good morning

I finally got to open the box!
Thank you, THANK YOU baby for your lovely birthday gifts

I love the wallet and belt, so cool!, now i have somewhere to keep all my bills together, so i can carry them with me and figure out which one to pay first, the shirts are fabulous, thanks honey, they give me a target to aim for in my dieting, love you for those.

And the card, you're so talented, and funny! thanks,

but most of all, that cute little black bag, I've already started to put the puzzle together, but with so many strands of paper, it could take me a long time! but i love puzzles, thanks for that

a great big THANK YOU for everything, ur so thoughtful .

-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, May 26, 2010 2:36 AM
To: MT
Subject: Today It's Wednesday


Good morning darling,

Didn't get the opportunity to speak today, so at least you have this email, just to remind you that I love you, not that you should need reminding, you hear it ten times every day, hehe. So, if ur sick of hearing it, just let me know, and I'll just say it quietly, but I'll still tell you!

I understand, with people being let go, that it must be a concern for you, but hang in there, and when the time comes, hopefully, you will be offered redundancy and a decent pay off. If it should be sooner rather than later, I'm sure someone will offer you another job,or maybe you could just come here for a long, long, holiday, like, for twenty five years? hehe, at least that would be a start, then you could think about living here long term, hehe.

Plomise i will mail you when i wake up tomorrow, (today) and hope you will have a little while to chat,
I love you babe, speak soon.

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 10:58 AM
To: APT

Auuuww such a sweet email in the morning. So full of love and affections.

Good morning my darling S***,

Baby, I wanted so much to be with you, every second of my life. It has always been like this, though I never let you know of the waiting. The first time I talked to you, on msn, I began to look forward t it every day, moments became minutes and minutes gathered to hours. As I talked to you for days that spilled into weeks, I was unsure if you have a liking for me. We would talk of this and that, of your neighbour dogs, of cab drivers, of your best friend P**** , anything that made us laugh together. And I would poured out my problems to you. Those were pretty dark times and you being my only sunshine. But you were first a stranger, then a friend, afterwards a lover and now my fiance.

As I write to you now, I know that when you are here in Sep, I will show you my true love by letting you meet my entire tribes! hahah! But you may save all my emails to read again, especially at difficult and lonely times. Please know that when you read it in the fifth, tenth or thirtieth year of our relationship, I love you then as I love you today though we are miles apart. It's just a matter of time when we will be together forever! I have faith in this relationship.

Auuww baby, I'm sooo excited over junior. Whatever the gender, my prayer goes to both mother and foetus, our grandchild! I wanna be there to be able to bring our grandchild out over the weekend to the park, as we watch her/him running around at the payground. That will make us grew closer, talking about our kids and grandchildren. To be proud of them all. Isn't it nice? I'm a family oriented woman, hearing that M***** think of us like that, I'm close to tears. I'm glad your children are accepting me. I hope to meet R****** in December. I will write to S***** to arrange for our meeting with R***** nearing the date.

Hmm about making the house of muy own? hmmm... Baby, can I have a private swimming pool in our garden? hahahahaha.

Until later,

MT

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 2:19 AM
To: MT
Subject: Tuesday Morning

Good Morning Darling

How it hurts so much, not to be with you in these times when you need all the love and support you can get.

But Darling, please always remember just how much you mean to me, since you came into my life, you stole my heart, you drained my reserves of affection and deep, deep, love for you and I've been more than willing for you to have them !

Anything i'm able to give, is yours, i want so much to share my life with you, walking, talking, laughing and hugging, I just want all those normal things that we can share, and I know its just a matter of time, we're destined to be together, I know it.

Babe, M******* just called to say S***** had another test today, and junior is progressing well, all present and correct ! and in five weeks from now, they will be told the gender, and we will be the first people that he calls, obviously S**** will tell her parents at the same time, but I'm so pleased that they think of us like that, M****** said to make sure to tell you on their behalf, thanks for the kind offer of the cot we promised them, they're so pleased.

What will it be like Honey ?, being together, being the couple that we are already, but not miles apart, just inches ! I know it will be difficult for you in the early days, but i give you my most solemn promise, I will do eveything possible to make your life comfortable and enjoyable, I want us to live in peace, harmony, and happiness. You know I will work hard t make possible a decent life for us baby, maybe we will never be millionaires, but i will try every day to make you feel special and you'll never be in any doubt about just how much I care for and love you.

Also, I was thinking about how you may like to make the house your own, so please, anything you want to change, decoration, furnishings, just say, and I'll do it.

Off to eat dinner now baby, see you in fb soon,

All my love

now and forever,

-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 11:49 AM
To: APT
Subject: Long Distance Love ....

To the man who holds the key to my heart - S *** APT

I knew even then BEFORE we started dating that I could trust you with my life. When you patiently listen to my problems and soothed me with your words and advice. It was only through a simple twist of fate, my love, that we fell in love.....had we not had an amazing times together in the UK, more amazing following Paris holiday... I'm not sure I would be sitting here every morning, in front of my computer, getting excited every monring logon to pc to read your emails.. anxiously waiting for you to come online in FB. Talking to you everyday is a MUST for me.. Sharing my heart as your fiance, wife-to-be, gf, whatever you call it.

Can a woman be any luckier? It wasn't until I was in the comfort of your arms that I knew that "God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you". Every tear I had cried and every heart break I had felt brought me to you...prepared me for our relationship. A relationship that I knew I couldn't let go... coz I LOVE YOU.

A long distance relationship for almost 11 months? Baby, we broke the odds....Though our relationship wasn't all rainbows and butterflies....it took a lot of work and sacrifices ...work you never minded doing for me e.g re-decor the house, installing stove for me to cook, new look to our garden with lightings and shed, fixing the purple merc, work that although may have been tedious but I hope it worth every bead of your sweat. And as for me, I'm stronger now to fight for my rights over the house settlement. It was bumpy there for awhile.. but I firmly believe I will make it through. I pray that Alllah get the rough stuff out of the way and it will be smooth sailing from here! hehe.. from Singapore to Warrington!

The fact that our relationship is a long distance, I wouldn't have it any other way. I'm happy eventhough we are miles apart coz I know the direction I'm going. We have been together this long and we both know we will be together one day! ....I know you will become the wonderful man and husband that I married!

I love that each day I think I know everything there is to know about you (let's not kid ourselves...I KNOW A LOT!). I love our jokes. I love the silly things you say that make me laugh at all points of the day. I love that I know your jokes before you say them.

I'm proud of us! Long distance love can tear many people apart...but us...it brought us closer. We are a team in this. We will conquer this together and grow old together. I fall in love with you every day as we plan our future together. Of course, there will be no greater joy in my heart than when we bring home our grandchild. You are my best friend... always have been ...always will be. I wouldn't trade our life and love for anything in the world.

Enough said now, or maybe I said too much! hehe
I will be on FB chat waiting for you as usual.

Love you with all my heart,

MT


-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 3:35 AM
To: MT

"I may not be the nicest or the best girlfriend to you"

This is the comment I don't like Baby, I dun wanna hear this kind of comment from you, lets put to one side for a moment any other consideration, like love, friendship, companionship, sex, marriage and a hundred other feelings and emotions, you are, quite simply, the nicest person I have ever had the pleasure of being in a relationship with,,, no one even comes close to being as nice as you, you're kind, considerate, thoughtful, generous, loving and funny, what else could i ever want ?

So, please dont let me ever hear a comment from you like that again, ok ? thanks.

I hope your personal affairs are progressing, as you know, i will not interfere or ask intrusive questions, just to let you know, I am here if you need anything that I can possibly do or give to you. I can't think of you as anything other than my complete and 100% 'other half', girlfriend, financee, wife, partner, best friend, whatever term you prefer to use, we are one, together, a couple, salt 'n pepper, sweet 'n sour, there are just things that go together in this life, and you and me are one of them.

I love you Honey, dun forget it, and i look forward to the time when we will live as a proper couple, not a couple separated by thousands of miles and keeping up with developments on the internet and text messages.

I hope you will be in fb when i wake up this morning, cant wait to see you again,

All my Love
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Thursday, May 13, 2010 4:58 AM
To: MT
Subject: Thursday

Good Morning Darling,

So, he's back, what's the story behind this ? Obviously, ur delighted so Im happy for you, and for Deedee too.

Missing you so much, I find it difficult to concentrate on day to day things when I can't get to talk with you each day, how do I know how ur feeling ? not being able to hear what you have to say, its all very frustrating, grrrrrr.

I see you have lots of time for fb postings, but none for writing me, it's ok, i understand now what ur priorities must be, speaking of which, isnt it about time i was allowed to make my profile public again, or is there still a problem with that ? Just let me know and I will do what you need me to do.

Working again non stop babe, we just never seem to coincide recently, but i will try again this morning, although I had Peter on the phone this evening, he got his passport back today from the embassy but cant find a visa in it, I'm sure its there, but he had the nurse out this morning as he wasnt feeling well at all, i suppose this means more demands on my time, but what can I do ? he needs someone, but has no-one, its a feeling I'm only too familiar with. Just always seems I'm giving, and im running out of things to give, even time.

Hopefully, i wll hear from you soon, I truly hope everything is going well, and that all your issues will very soon come to a satisfactory conclusion

Love you,
APT

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Tuesday, May 11, 2010 12:35 PM
To: APT

S*** my S***,

Here we are, starting to write to each other again. It has been a long time and I don't know where to start. I am hoping if I just put fingers to keyboard, words will come out and form sentences and magically at the end of it all you will know all of the things sitting on the tip of my tongue that go unsaid. Your willingness to let me be who I am and do what I must without blame or guilt or anger, continues to amaze me. I wanna so much to be home with you. Home is a safe place. Home is where you are.

This season of life feels so bittersweet for me with all the things happening around me. But when I pictured you in my mind, I have all the courage to fight the battle.
I still haven't found the words that I was hoping for, and so I will try one more time. Thank you. Thank you for loving me unconditionally. Thank you for your steadfast belief that we are going to be together and in love and okay without exception. You matter. You matter to me even when I am inconsiderate.. hehe.. I am desperate for you. You are the reason for everything......

And I adore you.

See you later tonight. I wil try to stay awake just like last night.

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Tuesday, March 16, 2010 3:17 AM
To: MT

HeHe,

See what i enrolled in ! ( below )


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Date: Mon, 15 Mar 2010 10:41:14 +0200
Subject: Arab Academy Scholarship
To: info@arabacademy.com


as-salaamu 3alaykum
We are writing to congratule you on winning Iqra Scholarship for learning Arabic. We hope that you would benefit from your learning experience with us. Your username and password were sent to your email address. In case you have not received them, please write to us so that we send them again. To log in to the course, please go to the following link:
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Tuesday, May 11, 2010 4:51 AM
To: MT

Good Morning Princess,

How are you this morning ?, I hope you had a good rest and slept well, Honey, I want you to stop fretting over R***, you allowed him to go to a good home, to people who will love him as much as you do, and he's probably right now saying 'thank you for finding me such a nice place to live', lotsa food, lotsa sex with the local pussies, lotsa time for sleeping - wow ! he;s having a great time !. Just think , he;s getting all those things I would love to have ! Hahaha !

But there's one thing I miss every day, every hour and every second, thats you. I dont know how long it will be before we will be together, will it happen ? should I keep on hoping, dreaming ?, i l know the answer, yes, I should, 'cos if I didnt have that hope,that dream, what would i have ?, I would have nothing.

I been looking at ur photos on fb baby, have you put weight on ?, i thought you were dieting ! hehe when ur here, Im gonna starve you ! Haha - just jokin, 'cos u know how much i love to eat, so how could i deny you ? We'll just eat all we want, get fat together, and lie like two beached whales in the sun ! None of that matters though, if ur with me, thats the most important thing.

I miss you so much, I would even go shopping if you wanted me to, now thats a real sacrifice !

Im so tired now Honey, I gotta go to bed, but i cant wait to see u in fb when i wake up, see you soon

All my love
APT
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Monday, May 10, 2010 10:43 AM
To: APT

To my sweetheart,
Yes, it's been quite awhile since we write to each other. Shall we start again as it used to be? I'm loving it when I received your emails daily. Hey, about the 2 years are just an estimation ok? As far as possible I would want to join you right now! I mean RIGHT NOW!

I want you to convince S**** and M**** that I am for real, that I love their Dad. And of course I do, I love you for just you! The way you text and dropped me IMs always make me giggle. And you are literally the one and only man in the whole entire universe who could ever have that effect on me. You know me. You always know how I feel. You care about me. You love me, APT ! You make me the happiest, luckiest, most madly in love person in the world…all becoz you return my love with every bit of emotion you have, through tears and smiles we love each other…and one day, those tears will be the happy ones trying to fall at each others feet while we’re finally together…while we’re sitting in front of the imam getting married…and celebrate the happy occassion with our kids. Forever and ever, I’ll be there for you when you’re happy and sad. One day we’ll be together. I believe it more than ever every time we’re together…becoz every time we hold each other, we both squeeze so tight that I know neither of us ever wants to let go. We both want it….we both want our lives to be intertwined as physically as it is emotionally. And it will be APT….I promise it will be! In two years at the very most, we’ll be in each others loving embrace again….and considering it’ll probably take at least that amount of time of going back and forth over IM to set up our web-cams…maybe it won’t even seem like anything at all.

Like I've said, I love you for you only! The way you can make me smile no matter how I'm feeling is crazy. I cried kinda lots the last time I touched down in Spore after we met in Paris…I pretty much burst into tears that were impossible being held back after you dissappeared at the subway station. Impossible becoz every time I see you, I fall even more in love with you…impossible because I already loved you enough to cry the first time I left you at Manchester airport.

I am so in love with you sweetheart…and that will never change. I will fall for you more and more as forever and ever unravels into eternity. You are my love.

Till later,
MT

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Monday, May 10, 2010 3:47 AM
To: MT

Good Morning Baby,

Seems like a while since i was able to write and tell you just how much I'm in love with you, how much I miss you and want you to be with me, but wait, you're planning on being tied up for thenext two years ! well, that's what you have told me, so I guess it's true !

How am I gonna survive for two years without you ?, emailing is ok, but it's not the same as being here to talk together, S**** and M***** are both asking when I will see you again, S**** especially i think is beginning to miss you also, every time i see her, she is asking about you, i know she recognises that we have a close relationship, she senses how much i miss you when i talk about you, i can see in her eyes she understands that i intend to be with you for the rest of my life, and she knows when to shut up asking awkward questions about why you can't be here sooner ! hehe.

M***** called this evening to ask if i would like to go out for my birthday at the end of the month, i said i would get back to him, there's nothing really to clebrate, but at least it's nice to know the kids are thinking about it, and of course, i know you didnt forget either, that means so much to me, that you remebered.

You'll be relieved to hear, I finally got one side of the car brakes finished today, grrrrr, a total of five hours to do a 30 minute job !mainly due i think, to the car standing unused for so long, but at least it will now soon be back n the road, so then I can finally get rid of it !, I cant wait to see the back of the estate car, i've necer really liked it and look forward to replacing it.

P**** is getting ready for his emmigration to Algeria, just abt four weeks away now, he has decided that I shudn't do anything with the house contents until he has been there for maybe a month, then sell off the contents for him - anything we need honey ? hehe !

I know you don't like to write any more, so if it's ok with you, I'll just continue writing like before and hope you continue to read my mails when you arrive at the office each morning, maybe you find them boring and pointless, but i find that by writing to you, its like we stay in contact, even though I now have to go to work seven days a week, I can still 'talk' with you each day, cos its important to me that you dont forget that i exist ! hehe, i dun think you would, but you never know !

well, its almost 10pm, and i suppose you will be waking up soon to get ready to go tothe office, where, hopefully, you will check your mails and find this message, telling you that I love you sincerely and look forward so much to the next time we can be together, until we talk next,

Al my love,
APT
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Thursday, May 06, 2010 4:19 AM
To: MT

Good Morning,

So, i finished my work, i drove too fast, got home, and you weren't there.

Obviously, you weren't in the house, but you weren't in the computer either, you were sleeping !, how dare you ! hehe, i come home from a long, hard day and all i want is a kiss and a cuddle ( well, for starters anyway) and you're not there ! Now, come on, how is this marriage gonna last if ur not there ?, hmmm, maybe its time to get married so we can find out !

Oh well, i assume ur up and awake by now, 'cos im sleeping, but will be up abt midday as i have to be in manchester before 6am this morning, so hopefully i will see you in fb before work,

for now, my absent wife to be,
love you,
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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Friday, April 30, 2010 11:25 AM
To: MT

PHEW ! and here is me, thinking u werent going to write today !, i just read ur mail as i was about to shut down and leave for work, so now Im late hehe, who cares ? Love you babe, talk later

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Friday, April 30, 2010 4:05 AM
To: MT
Subject: There Are Some Things


Good Morning Darling,

You know, there are so many things I will do for you, I'll cook, wash, iron, do the garden, deorate the house, take the cat for a walk, chase away the lizards, I'll even go shopping !, I'll wear a skirt, I'll certainly look after you, care for you and love you for the rest of my life, but dye my hair ?,,,,honey, I have to draw the line somewhere. I understand that ladies do that, I even would agree if you wanted to, as long as it isnt purple or bright yellow, but since you made the comment, i must tell you i dont think you should, I love the colour of your hair, if anything, darker,yes, but lighter,,,no way ! Seriously, please dont ask that, I wudnt wanna fight over it, its just not happening, hehe.

Another busy day today, friday, then i just have the store job for three days, give me time to start preparing the garden for the arrival of the new shed, unless it rains, then it will be work inside our home, I cant wait for you to be here again, to see whats been done, I just hope you approve, but if you dont, I'll just do it allover again, you get whatever you want when it comes to the home, dun worry.

I love you deeply, madly, I'm crazy for you, just thought you should know, until we talk later,

for now ,, my beautiful (DARK HAIRED) princess.

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Thursday, April 29, 2010 4:20 AM
To: MT
Subject: Hello Darling

Hi

I've been sitting here in our lounge, watching the sun set, hues of deep red and yellow gradually darkening and finally disappearing over the horizon just thinking about the time when we ca watch this together,sat in our little garden, winnie playing (well, sleeping) on the floor, how I miss you my princess.

News !, when I got home this afternoon, my neighbour ( the normal one ) came around, he'd loaned me a machette a couple of days ago, and got to talking about the gardens, and guess what ? in a few weeks he goes on holiday, and when he gets back, he's having a new garden shed delivered, and he gave me his old one ! Dun worry, its in very good condition and its free !. So, i got about five weeks to prepare the garden to the side of the house, remove the old, falling down shed, replace the fencing dig up the ground and lay a flat foundation for the new shed to go on, that shud keep me busy ! hehe

But this will give us somehwere to keep the tools, grass cutter and so on and Im planningto extend it slightly to provide a kinda verandah where we can sit in the sunshine, i like to hear running water in the garden, what do you think about a fountain ?

I love you baby, and I want our little home to be a special place for both of us, I dun mind how much work i need to do to achieve this, it will all be worth it when ur here.

Hope to seeyou in fb before i leave this morning, have an early lunch! hehe

All my love,

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Tuesday, April 27, 2010 1:12 PM
To: MT

Noooooooooooooo darling, everything is going to happen as we planned, no changes to that whatsoever, just cant wait to be together !
Gota go now, hope ur in fb right now

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Tuesday, April 27, 2010 11:18 AM
To: APT

Morning darling,

Yes its May now but still 5 long months to Sep. I'm missing you. Been thinking about spending my years with you in the future. Daydream while driving to work. About us.. living together as a married couple.

I like this "did the washing, and it rained !, heavily!" LOL. Well baby, when we're married, you don't have to worry about house chores. Just go to work and I will look into those. Be it rain or snow, let me do the worrying.

Hey, what makes you think that I will change my mind? There's nothing going on here at my end. Dad just passed away last month and many prayers going on.. I hope you understand this. Furthermore, your working hours doesn't permit us to talk conveniently as before. Do you agree? So, please, no more rubbish talk like this. I love you, only you. But if you have doubts about my feelings for you, I have no further excuses or reason to argue. I'll leave it up to you and respect whatever your decision and thots. I just want you to know that I love you with all my hearts and am not willing to lose you. But if you think that there are something goes wrong in this relationship, then I have no comments.

Till we talk later,
M T

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Monday, April 26, 2010 4:21 AM
To: MT
Subject: It's Almost May !

Good Morning,

Yep, in a few days it will be May, then June, then July, August and finally ! September , will I live that long ?, I got the whole of summer to get through without you, missing you, day after day. Dun forget babe, working is just a means to an end, the only point in going out to work seven days a week, apart from paying the bills, is to pay for the trip to be with you, and i can't wait, hehe.

Hmm,i hope you had a good weekend with the family, s**** and r** didnt arrive today, so i been out to the store, went to see peter, and cleaned the house, did the washing, and it rained !, heavily !

Well, the start of a new week, so thtas a week closer to me seeing you, there's just one thing i thought of today, and its serious.....

Over the past week or so, you have refused to talk on msn, fb and so on, i had a couple of short text messages, and thats about it really, so, the obvious question is,,,,,, are you beginning tochange yourmind ?, I'm worried, i dont mind telling you, that you seem happy right now to have an occasional chat, but nothing that is making me think that ur missing me in the slightest way, whats going on babe ?

Hope to speak with you later honey, i'll call you from the mobile,
love you,
byeeee

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Thursday, April 22, 2010 8:54 AM
To: APT

Morning honey bunny.. emuah .. emuah

Yes I'm gonna find a new bf if you refuse to wear the 'skirt' on Eid hehe.

Nah, u wont need to do that

What will you do without me? easy.. find a new gf.. Must be someone older, ugly, naggy, bitchy, unlike me, OK? With that all, I'll be more than happy to let u go and live with her.

Really ?, sounds like I'd have to take back the ex wife , No Thanks !

About the scan copy, yes please.. I wanna see our future junior. I intend to fly to UK end Oct, coming back in Nov so I could see our junior.What do u think? 2 weeks enuff? You don't have to take leave. Just go to work as usual coz by then you just came back from holiday in Spore. We will drive up to the north to visit your cousins on the weekend if time permits. OK dear? Or maybe fly to nearest country over weekend. Is it ok with you?

A**** s baby first month on Sat. I will be busy cooking and preparing foods for the guests.

You have a great weekend with the family honey

OK gotta do some work or else I'll get fired by the new boss.Then I'll be out of job.

Yeah, like, Im gonna fire you for sending blank text msgs to my mobile at 2am ! why not say something ? hehe


See you later
hmmm, still luv me ?, or u just forgot to mention it hehe

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Thursday, April 22, 2010 3:48 AM
To: MT

Morning Darling,

So, ur gonna find a new bf then ?, hmmm, what will i do without you ?
Too much clubbing with ur mum, no wonder the two of you are on the lookout! find anything interesting in the supermarket aisles ? hehe

I just wish you were shopping with me, well, to be honest, Im not mad about the shopping, just about being with you.

M **** called this evenng, not for anything, just to say hello and sends their regards to both of us. Sally is going for her scan in a few days, so of course i asked for a copy of the scan photo, wanna see our grandchild as early as possible , hehe

Any reason ur staying with ur bro this weekend? or just a change of scenery? whatever it is, just dun eat too much but be sure to have a good time, but not TOO good, remember, ur a married woman ( well, as good as )

Of to sleep now honey, actually quite tired, even though its only 8 45 !, so, i will call you tomorrow, ( grrr, today when you read this), talk soon,

Love you too much.

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Thursday, April 22, 2010 3:48 AM
To: MT

Morning Darling,

So, ur gonna find a new bf then ?, hmmm, what will i do without you ?
Too much clubbing with ur mum, no wonder the two of you are on the lookout! find anything interesting in the supermarket aisles ? hehe

I just wish you were shopping with me, well, to be honest, Im not mad about the shopping, just about being with you.

M **** called this evenng, not for anything, just to say hello and sends their regards to both of us. Sally is going for her scan in a few days, so of course i asked for a copy of the scan photo, wanna see our grandchild as early as possible , hehe

Any reason ur staying with ur bro this weekend? or just a change of scenery? whatever it is, just dun eat too much but be sure to have a good time, but not TOO good, remember, ur a married woman ( well, as good as )

Of to sleep now honey, actually quite tired, even though its only 8 45 !, so, i will call you tomorrow, ( grrr, today when you read this), talk soon,

Love you too much,

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