Monday, October 25, 2010 11:26 AM
To: MT

will do hunny, will always contact you, every day, dun worry for that

oh well, another week,,,but at the end of it, we'll be another week closer to dec 17th,thats the date im waiting for

see you later babe, off to work now

byeeeeeeeeeee
love you

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Mon, 25 Oct 2010 11:23:13 +0800
From: MT

morning Paul!
I'm fine this morning and I hope you too darling
Take care, work safely ok?
Try call me tonite if you won't be able to come home early to be on msn.

Love you

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Monday, October 25, 2010 11:21 AM
To: MT

good morning margaret

luvly email from you,,,thanx so much

hope ur well. here for another 5 mins

love you


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Monday, October 25, 2010 10:11 AM
To: APT

I can't believe it has been over a year since you first said, "I love you". I couldn't understand how you could love someone like me.

I lived my life as if love was impossible, but you have brought me back to life. You have allowed to enter into a world of feeling again. I walk along the sidewalk to go to my office building and I smell flowers that wink back at me.

My heart begins to bounce with joy as I almost skip along the road to my office. I give you my heart. I give you my time. I give you everything. I give you these things becos you have already given me the only thing I ever wanted. Your Love. YOU and your love that I will never forget. Thank you Billy, I love you too. Errr.. did I get the right name? hehe

Talk to me before you go to work ya?

Wuv u more today.
MT

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Monday, October 25, 2010 4:02 AM
To: MT
Subject: Grrrr, why are the days passing so slowly ?

good morning darling

time is dragging, i want you NOW!

seeing m***** and s**** today just reinforced how i miss the little things, like, visiting family, sitting with coffee, talking,, about anything,,but the one thing that was missing,,,,you.

since i got home i've been preparing the wall , now its ready to hang the final pieces of paper, i sat and had the chicken i bought for dinner, thinking to myself,,,
why do i bother ?, there's no one here checking if i eat or not, then one thing occured to me, and it was quite frightening,,,,
what happens if i suddenly fall ill ?, no one to speak to, no one to know ,,,baby, if i shud fail to email, Im, text, or call you, then there must be something wrong
u know, we talk every day, and i dont want to change that, i need to talk with you, hehe, in part because i dun want you to forget who i am !, but mainly
because i love you so much, i need to tell you that every day, just dont ever forget,,,ok?

now its 9 o clock, i been up and down the ladder ever since i got back home,,,,apart from talking with you of course,,sooo tired,, im of to bed, up at 4 as ususal
for the store and i gotta be in manchester where we commence a job at 8 30 tomorrow, i told them i wont be there until 10, but i got a team of 6 workers to oversee
for the rest of the day, so i will text or call you when i can babe,

dun forget,,,,,,,,

I love you hunny

x x x x x x x x
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To: APT
Subject: If I'm gone...
Date: Sun, 24 Oct 2010 22:09:28 +0800

Hi there..

If I'm gone,
Don't you cry for me baby
When I'm gone,
The wind will whisper in your ear
That someone still love.

If I'm gone,
Don't you mourn for me baby
Because when I'm gone
It meant that I'm in my dreamland
Waiting for you on the other side of the fantasy world.

If I'm gone,
Don't you cry for me baby
And don't you ever dare thinking of getting a new wife!
Coz if I'm gone,
It meant that I'm sleeping
And I still can sleep-walking
Taking a flight for my first killing!

So, no new woman before I'm gone!

Goodnite

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Friday, October 22, 2010 10:38 AM
To: APT
Subject: Friday, 53 days more to go

hellooo
good morning to you again!
No work today? GOOOOODD.. longer sleeping hours
Glad that you really enjoyed your stay here and can get along well with my siblings and relatives I hope your children can accept me too

talk to you later ya
got reports to finish by 12pm

love you

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Friday, October 22, 2010 2:55 AM
To: MT

morning baby,,

write if I have time ?,,i always have or make time for you hunn,,,,without writing to you, there's no point to the day

you'll never know how much i enjoyed being with your family and all the great things we got to do when we were together the last time,
what a fantastic holiday for me,,,and at the same time,,,a wonderful opportunity to meet the future in-laws

i can only hope that when you come at xmas, i can give you the same wonderful time you and your family gave to me on my visit
i only know, i have to try my best to do so, and i will baby, i promise

dont really fancy going to work tomorrow, so i think i'll work from home (hehe), more like work IN home

i will try to write before i go to the store, then i will be back at 9 30, u shud still be at work then, so i'll mail you there,,

love you always my sweet darling

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Thursday, October 21, 2010 11:04 PM
To: APT

Hello my darling I*******,

By the time you read this email, I'm far away in my dreamland. hehe

I hope that all is well with you today. Don't overworked yourself. Hmm few more weeks to go before I get to be in your arms again. Which reminds me, the last time we were together I had a blast and great time... and you were so crazy, funny and hilarious.. I couldn't get over it. In fact, I still haven't.

I think of you every day, I can't help myself! Memories of pleasant times with you are hard to suppress, and my being so far away from you doesn't help matters either becoz it makes me wish I could be with you even more. Truthfully, knowing that you are alive and I can't be with you is an unbearable torment.

Honey, I miss you s much. I can't stand the pain and this separation much longer. I yearn to be in your arms again. I crave your tender touch, your warm embrace and your passionate kiss. I yearn for the day when I can be with you again.

Until that fateful/wonderful day arrives, baby please take good care of yourself whilst you are on the job ok?

OK, I've gotta sleep now darling. Write me if you're not tired.

Ruv you
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Thursday, October 21, 2010 10:15 AM
To: APT

Good morning
Nice to read your email this morning on your engrossness to make the house beautiful. Just for my short visit. I love you babyyy.

You are so busy preparing the house for us, here, I will be busy saving for our wedding, InsyaAllah.

Hmm Xmas tree and lights? Do you want me to buy some deco lights from here? Will try to get some dec fm the $2 Japanese shop.

My regards to M *** and S **** and don't forget the Junior's carrier and the t-shirt and souvenirs you bought for them from phuket.

OK, I've gotta do some work before I get fired.

Tak to you later darling
bye for now

Wuv u
I'm sooooooooo excited...!!
counting days now........


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Thursday, October 21, 2010 4:03 AM
To: MT

Good Morning baby

so sorry i had to dash yesterday,,,but the good news ! i got the sink fitted and the new worktops installed either side, looking very smart ! hehe,,,eve if i do say so myself next job,,get the long wall in the lounge painted,,,then i can position the new furniture along it,,,then i can go get the fire and hang it on the wall next the kitchen,,,with the bathroom, kitchen and lounge almost finished,,,i can turn attention to the bedroom,,,i dun really want to do too much here, just make it clean and tidy for your arrival,,,,then we can plan how to finish it off togethertomorrow, (thursday) morning, i have to be in the office first thing,,,couple of things to do then shud be back home about 1pm,,,just before you go for dinner,,then at 3 30 must go on a site visit so i hope to be able to chat around 8pm your time.

hmmm, must start to get down from the attic some xmas'y things, like the tree to decorate, some lights for the house,,just to make it look nice for when u arrive,,i still got the lights up on the outside from last xmas, dunno why i bothered then, cos u werent here,,,boohoo !, but this year, with you and DD, there will be a reason to celebrate,,

M***** rang this evening and I will be going over to see them on sunday after work, so will be leaving here abt 11am,,,6pm for you,, i imagine by now S**** will be waddling around,,,just waiting to give birth to junior,,,hehe

feeling tired now hunny, so its off to sleep for me,,ur already dreaming,,,jealous ! why u not here with me ! hehe

talk when i wake up,,,

bye for now

your true love
x x x x x x x x x x

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Wednesday, October 20, 2010 9:30 AM
To: APT
Subject: RE: Next visit to UK

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Wednesday, October 20, 2010 4:51 AM
To: MT
Subject: RE: Next visit to UK


good morning darling

Morning to you too baby. I hope you sleep well... btw, it was really nice to get to talked to you in msn last night. I enjoyed it so much.

auwwww, i wont be talking with you this morning,,,,but its ok,,,ur looking after mum so thats an acceptable excuse,,,,just as long as it aint ur new bf ! hehe, not serious,,obviously !

hmm now thinking of possibilities to sneak out to find a new bf.
i have to attend a meeting with a new client at 2pm,,,
male or female? grrr
so probably will not be home until abt 3 30,,i just hope you will still be awake and able to talk at 10 30pm

of course I will be waiting for you to be online, just like I do everynight. I've been doing doing constantly for the past 1½ year.

hunny, you just dun realise how much im looking forward to seeing you again, u have no idea,,,no possible concept of my anticipation of seeing you,,,and not for the reason you may be thinking !

eerrr of course I know that coz I'm as eager as you. We gonna meet in Dec, then maybe, again, in May next year. See? Dec to May is too long indeed. But I hope you can come to celebrate Eid again with me in August (I think). After your 2nd visit, I will start to arrange for our small private wedding at E *** /A **** 's place.

noooo, its to be with you,,,to walk down that street holding your hand,,,to hold you tight against the cold wind, keeping you warm,,,,to just sit across the table and look into your eyes,,eating,,drinking..laughing,,planning,,,but never crying, never sad,,never angry,,

yes baby, I'm so looking forward to all of the above. Wanna visit the places we've been together last year. Piri piri chicken, Osama restaurant, Rusholm.. or maybe go somewhere else new. Not so expensive restaurant. Something english or western food, fish n chips. hmm love it.

for now, take good care of mum and get her home safely,,,have a nice dinner and shower,,get ready for sleep and then we can talk together

be with you later,,

all my love

all my love to you too darling I *****
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Tuesday, October 19, 2010 2:50 PM
To: MT

morning hunnny

thanx for both of ur mails,,luvly as always
why not come around the end of april / early may,,the weather should be beautiful around then,,but greece ?,,if you insist
i thot u might prefer spain or morocco, but we'll go wherever you want.

cant stay long this morning hunn,,gotta get to the office before the client meeting to pick up papers

talk later

love you ( like u didnt know it! hehe )

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Subject: Next visit to UK
Tue, 19 Oct 2010 13:16:05 +0800
To: APT

Baby,
Can I visit u again in autumn or spring again next year when the flowers are blooming? Then we can fly to Greece rom UK. I will only be able to let you know in Feb if my company is giving out bonuses.
Can?

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Tuesday, October 19, 2010 5:27 AM
To: MT
Subject: RE: Monday, 20th errrrr, i mean 18th but its Tuesday now!

Good Morning darling

hmmm, got the dates wrong,,hehe...just wishing the days away until i get to see you again.

got home late this evening, checking the site i have to visit tomorrow morning with the client,,just as well I went,,what a mess ! hehe

Wheelieman rang me before i got to go to the hospital,,usual thing,,,he's had enough and wants to return home,,,,clazy !
there's no doubt ,,he will leave,,,but for how long, who knows? he does this every time he has to be admitted,,,gets frustrated with what
he thinks is poor treatment and signs himself out,,then collapses and has to go back in,,,he got no sense at all.

Anyway hunny,,,whats more important is us,,,I love you with all my heart and want to be together for the rest of our lives, however long that may be,
that is my dearest wish and i hope that one day soon it will come true,,,but until then, I am so happy that you will be here for a little while over xmas,
I want you to find out the things that Deedee wants to see while she is here, manchester, liverpool, edinburgh, I hope she will be interested enough to see these great cities and the people who live in them. Maybe you should warn her,,,its no Singapore here,,,hehe,,,old buildings, traffic congestion,,probably cold weather,,,but like you,,she will be welcome in our home and I will simply regard her as if she were our daughter, no different to the other children,,and,,she will get to met her future brother and sisters.

Bedtime now baby,,,prety tired after a 4am start,,,but i hope tomorrow after the meeting, i will be free to come home and catch up with you,,latest time
i shud be back will be between 1 and 2 pm,,,8 to 9pm for you,, so,,,u have a nice dinner and we can talk afterwards

until later

with Love
x x x x x x x x x

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Subject: RE: Monday, 20th
Date: Mon, 18 Oct 2010 09:56:29 +0800
From: MT
To: apt

Good morning I*** ,
Hope you had a good rest sleep. Hmm yes, I can't wait for November to end. I want so much to go home to you. I'm sooo excited to celebrate Xmas with you.

Weather so hot for the last couple of days.. but its raining now.. and I'm thinking of you.. Best weather to think of you hehehe..

Hmm so now you're the boss.. The cat is not around, the rat is lazing around the house. Lazy Bum!

Talk to me before you go to work ok darling?

Love you always
MT

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Monday, October 18, 2010 4:08 AM
To: MT
Subject: Monday, 20th

Good Morning babe,

the 20th !,,less than two months, less than eight weeks,,yippeeeeee,,57 days in fact, depends if you count the day you spend travelling ,,,hehe

I'll be counting every one of them,,,cant wait to hold you again,,,thanks for your kind email,,,i read it time and time again,,,sooooo sweet

well, the bathroom is finished, the radiators gone,,the sink is fitted, things are getting done hunny, i hope u'll notice the difference when you get home and while the boss is on holiday, i'll be taking advantage to spend some time at home ( on admin of course!), but if that coincides with getting some decorating done,,,all the better !

back at the store this morning hunny..so i will be back around 9 20. Thats 4.20pm, but will of course try to say hello before i leave at 11 30am

off to sleep now,,,,nite nite darling, talk to you soon

All my love

x x x x x x x x

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To: APT
Subject: My love for you is forever
Date: Sun, 17 Oct 2010 23:48:50 +0800

Good evening I ******** .

I just came home from Orchard Road for karaoke. Exhausted after screaming my lungs out.

I miss you hunny. Since you came into my life, I've been so happy. The fact that we're a thousand miles apart is not a matter at all because you are always in my heart. You told me that I'm the right one. I cannot tell you how good that made me feel. I am waiting for the days to make our dreams come true. Do you know why? becoz you are the only one who sees me while I am invisible to others. I hope you never quit seeing how much my love for you is true.

Hmm.. I kept thinking of you while they were singing away.. reminiscing of the mornings I would wake up next to you, your arm around me keeping me warm. Waking up being able to see you and kiss you good morning, with a soft 'I love you' being the first thing said.

Nowadays when I roll over, there is merely a pillow. When I look over to awe at my love, all that remains is the wall. I remember when it was you who warmed me, now there is merely a blanket. The bed has suddenly become huge without you next to me, my palm is empty without you here to hold it, and my heart is empty without you here to love me. When I will be able to gaze into your eyes and kiss you, with this kiss expressing how much I've missed you, how much I've yearned for you. Every part of my body, longs for your touch. Dec seem too far away and eternity. But I will not give up in counting down the days.

Let me tell you again, I LOVE YOU from the bottom of my heart. Don't stop loving me please...

Goodnite darling. Write to me if you are not tired ok?

Till tomorrow

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Friday, October 15, 2010 4:23 AM
To: MT

Subject: Friday 15th

good morning baby
Good morning darling. How are you this Friday morning?
hey, no need to keep asking I love you,,only you,,well, i love winnie and S**** and M*** and R****,but you know what i mean !!
i love duck satay and chilli coffee but none of them the way i love you hehe thank you dear .. I know u love me

we're gonna be married,,,and until then,,and forever more afterwards I'm faithful and true to you,,,i just dont want anyone else, i want you
I like this line. Yes, we're gonna be married. DD told me to get marry soon coz she can see that I'm happier with you. God I'm so glad she can accept you.
So, no need to ask anymore,its definitive and for ever the answer will always be the same ;-) ;-p

you may notice its not the kind of thing i ask you often cos i love you, i trust you,,but i have to tell you,,,,break the trust and there are no second chances,
its over, equally forever, no going back,,,its just how i am,,,I'm not making excuses,,,just how i am.
hmm ok.. so let me confess one thing.. mmm I hv a male companion everynight in my room. He is so adorable, a little fleshy and hairy too, handsome and young. He spent his entire life sleeping with me almost every night. We did nothing except sleep and snore. Is that consider unfaithful?

Hmmm, working at the store today, i hope i wake up in time to talk to you before i leave for work,,,but dun worry,,,if not before i leave,,i'll mail you the moment i get back,,,usually abt 9 20am,,,thats 4 20pm,,,as you wont be in the office in the morning,,,i will try find you in the afternoon.
I will be offsite from 12pm to 5pm.Will IM you once home or text you. Ok darling?
hey,,,i went to the store this evening and got some Ben & Jerrys on promo,,,its in the freezer until xmas ! errr ice-cream in winter? brrrrrrr... cold

I love U babe,,,,and only you
love u too hubby.. always
talk later
bye darling
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Wednesday, October 13, 2010 4:59 AM
To: MT
Subject: wednesday

good morning darling

hmmmm, yes, I like the sound of our wedding arrangements ...Im happy with whatever you want hunny, u know,,,
i'm not complicated I wanna marry you I want you to be my wife, I want to be with you, it's that simple

getting a headache, looking at ikea on-line for the solution to what to put into the lounge, one item looks fine, then the next isnt quite the right dimensions,
then the next one is just too small, or too large, grrrrrrrr! dun worry, eventually I'll discover just the right combination, I hope!

got a long day today babe,,meetings in the morning,,,overseeing a new member of staff in the afternoon,,,and supervising a carpet clean thats likely to go on until between 10 and 11pm.

Oh, the boss has asked if we can find him a particular watch,,,now he's gone off the tag,,,its a breitling,,,so if ur going to KL before you come home,,can u let me know and i will email details

and on top of all that,,,wheelieman has been on ,,,to ask if im ok,,,texted him to say i not been too well since i got home and wud see him at the weekend,,,,hmmm, i got the plumber saturday when i get back from the store so it depends how long he takes to do his jobs,,,maybe sunday !

grrrr,,,,how i miss you so much, it's not fair ! hehe, come here now !

I love you my sweetheart,,,talk when i wake up
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Monday, October 11, 2010 9:52 AM
To: APT
Subject: Married and I agree with them, so will you marry me?

aauuww such a nice thing to know in the morning.

Every girl weaves a lot of dreams about her ideal man but only a few successfully discover the path that will finally lead them to their dream destination... I'm fortunate coz I found you!
I know that you're a marriage material as you has the habit of including me in your plans for the future and we thinks alike as we both are heading the same direction. I hope this relationship is not merely becoz of lust as lust is something that tends to fade with time. For me, compatibility between the two of us is more important and remains endurable throughout our future life together. Understanding each other's feelings as well important too. Share both our problems and happiness together, matters related to work, finance and family should be shared and discussed between the two of us. No secret, ok baby?

It is better if we both share same interest in our individual work and hobbies would be much better as this leads to better compatibility in life. . . eerr same interest like watching tv together, watch rugby or soccer.. aarrgghh............!!
I have to start saving some money for our wedding. Though small, I want it to be a memorable one. And hoping your children would be able to witness this too.

I DO!

love you baby

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Date: Tue, 12 Oct 2010 14:18:25 +0800
To: apt

OK DARLING
I love you
take care and work safely

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, October 12, 2010 2:17 PM
To: MT

well, he's right hunny, we shud both cut down, if not quit completely

we'll try together, that way we help each other

and losing weight too, for both of us, better for our health

will call you during the day, dun think i will get home before u go to bed tonite, grrrr !

loving u always

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Date: Tue, 12 Oct 2010 14:08:17 +0800
To: APT

love you hubby! love u sooo much.
Miss u sooo much
Nice and glad to hear your voice last nite
that made me sleep all nite through

I dreamt of my dad
he look young
he told me to quit smoking
A ***** , my brother was there too in my dream
He said, "Dad is right"
I answered' "Typical old man"
hehe

and today I had a bad cough LOL

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, October 12, 2010 2:04 PM
To: MT

hmmm, take care of ur neck hunn, maybe go get a massage ?

me too, busy this week before the boss goes away,,,then,,,two weeks of bliss !

getting ready to leave, but write me back if u can

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Date: Tue, 12 Oct 2010 13:59:41 +0800
To: APT

morning baby,

I'm ok except for neck pain. Dunno why.

yes, I'm getting excited now.
gotta apply leave for Dec.
have you tell her about baby sitting W *** again? hehe

lots of work but I dun gv a damn!
I took 2 hrs lunch, chit chatting with my colleagues
not done this eversince I took over Mar***** 's work

love you too

-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, October 12, 2010 1:55 PM
To: MT

morning baby

just woke up,,,how are you today ?

missing you, talking to s**** last eve on fb,,,,they lookin forward to meeting DD
i had to explain why she isnt arriving at the same time as you, but we all going over there when DD arrives

u busy ?

love you


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Date: Tue, 12 Oct 2010 10:06:08 +0800
To: APT

huh? what comments? about what?
no matter what was the comments, I will still love you.
love you

-----Original Message-----
Monday, October 11, 2010 5:06 PM
To: MT

BooHoo,,,,U dun love me anymore !

cud it be the comments that E **** left on fb that make you hate me soooo much ?

either way,,,,i still love you,,,even tho u have deserted me,,,sooooo cruel of you

will try to contact you later today,,,,if you can find the time for a sad,,pathetic,,,useless idiot like me,,,,,
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Monday, October 11, 2010 3:22 AM
To: MT
Subject: Monday Oct 11th

Good Morning Darling

Never too busy to make time to write to you in the evening,,,,,

You know hunny, i meant what i told you in msn this afternoon, about our future life together every word of it. I only want some peace and stability, i hope that is something you want also in the long term.
I want us to be happy, enjoying life together, if only with simple pleasures like taking walks, hand in hand, doing even ordinary things, as long as its together,
yes, it will be nice to do those things that we may not find ourselves doing alone, who knows what they may be ? but for the rest of my life, all i want to do is see you smiling, content and feeling secure, knowing that the person you are with loves you more than anyone else on earth, thinks you are wonderful and tells you every day that he loves you, because i do.

There's so much to see and learn about here in the uk, you'll find people friendly, we'll make new friends as a couple, travel together, seeing not only this country, but the rest of europe also, weekends away, relaxing, having fun, me working hard, you keeping house, taking time out with your new friends, who knows? maybe even M****, hehe, but of course never forgetting singapore and all the wonderful family you have there, how exciting is the prospect of the very first time we return there as husband and wife ?

So, so much to look forward to, so much anticipation,,and it all depending on just one thing.
Will you be my wife ?

there's no rush (except your cat of course) just let me know when you've had time to think it over

(btw, if you decide 'no',then keep thinking until the answer is 'yes')

have a quiet day baby, don't work too hard or stay late,,get back home to your lovely mum and daughter.
bye for now

all my love....
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