Wednesday, January 20, 2010 2:50 AM
From: APT
Subject: It's Wednesday!
Subject: It's Wednesday!
Good Morning My Darling,
Darling, Darling, Darling, how I love to call you that, in the middle of the night, when I wake up and you're not there, I can talk to myself and I address you as my darling, I also call you sweetheart, my love, baby, honey, but most respectfully and with such sincerity, I call you MT, that ' s probably my favourite way of addressing you when I'm alone, cos I like to hear the sound it makes, hehe talking to myself .. but don't think I'm going crazy, it's one of those things I would normally keep to myself, but there's nothing I can keep from you, I love you so much.
There's no way I can explain to you how happy you made me feel last evening when we were talking about the possibility of grandchildren, it just warms me so much to hear you say such nice things about babies, toddlers, little ones, hehe, the very thought of you and I and our grandchildren, what a dream! but you know, the best thing about it, its a real possibility, not just some elusive, impossible fantasy, its real and genuine. Thanks in no small way to the fact that S***h thinks obviously so much of you that she would even suggest that we could look after her baby, before she even gets pregnant. Its just an indication darling, of how much she has come to like you after such a short meeting, that, and your whole approach to your new family here in the UK just shows that you will be so welcomed by everybody when you finally arrive here to stay. And of course, I will be looking after you day in and day out, you'll never be short of love, believe me.
But first of all, its three weeks to go, yeahhhhhhh! This time is actually more nerve wracking than last, cos of course, now I know exactly what I'm missing, our first time was more apprehensive, this time, its so much more in anticipation, waiting to hold your hand once more, waiting to hug you, to kiss you, to hold you I'm so looking forward to being with you again, I just cannot explain it fully.
I'm off to get something to eat now, I'm sure you'll be gad to hear that! but dun get excited, its a piece of toast for me tonite, some Special K and a cup of hot chocolate when I go to bed.
If I haven't called you to wake you up darling, please forgive me, it was a long shift at work today and I didn't get any sleep this afternoon, but I didn't even feel tired as our talk was so uplifting. You have to know this.. you raised my spirits this afternoon with your words, I just fell in love with you all over again, I saw a light in your eyes while we were talking (when the damn cam was working of course).. but I saw in your eyes a look I don't think I've seen before. They were truly sparkling, I don't know if it was due to the subject or your overall attitude, but whatever it was, you had an effect on me, and I liked it very much!
I will try to stay awake and call you baby, but if not, please read this mail and try to understand the sheer love and adoration with which its being written. I only wish someone would invent 'feelmail' instead of email, then you would begin to understand how much I adore you.
Until later,
your loving APT
There's no way I can explain to you how happy you made me feel last evening when we were talking about the possibility of grandchildren, it just warms me so much to hear you say such nice things about babies, toddlers, little ones, hehe, the very thought of you and I and our grandchildren, what a dream! but you know, the best thing about it, its a real possibility, not just some elusive, impossible fantasy, its real and genuine. Thanks in no small way to the fact that S***h thinks obviously so much of you that she would even suggest that we could look after her baby, before she even gets pregnant. Its just an indication darling, of how much she has come to like you after such a short meeting, that, and your whole approach to your new family here in the UK just shows that you will be so welcomed by everybody when you finally arrive here to stay. And of course, I will be looking after you day in and day out, you'll never be short of love, believe me.
But first of all, its three weeks to go, yeahhhhhhh! This time is actually more nerve wracking than last, cos of course, now I know exactly what I'm missing, our first time was more apprehensive, this time, its so much more in anticipation, waiting to hold your hand once more, waiting to hug you, to kiss you, to hold you I'm so looking forward to being with you again, I just cannot explain it fully.
I'm off to get something to eat now, I'm sure you'll be gad to hear that! but dun get excited, its a piece of toast for me tonite, some Special K and a cup of hot chocolate when I go to bed.
If I haven't called you to wake you up darling, please forgive me, it was a long shift at work today and I didn't get any sleep this afternoon, but I didn't even feel tired as our talk was so uplifting. You have to know this.. you raised my spirits this afternoon with your words, I just fell in love with you all over again, I saw a light in your eyes while we were talking (when the damn cam was working of course).. but I saw in your eyes a look I don't think I've seen before. They were truly sparkling, I don't know if it was due to the subject or your overall attitude, but whatever it was, you had an effect on me, and I liked it very much!
I will try to stay awake and call you baby, but if not, please read this mail and try to understand the sheer love and adoration with which its being written. I only wish someone would invent 'feelmail' instead of email, then you would begin to understand how much I adore you.
Until later,
your loving APT
My reply.......
Wednesday, January 20, 2010 10:09 AM
From: MT
Subject: My life
I know we've been busy lately with work and what not. I wish I could write to you every day just like you did every night.
Today, this very morning, I've ignored all other things just to write to you. My boss can wait hehe.. I wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and love you very much. I'm very lucky to have such a wonderful man and I wanted to say thank you for changing my life. And the best of all, I'm gonna be a Grannie MT soon when S***h and R*c decided to tie the knot and having babies! yay!
Today, this very morning, I've ignored all other things just to write to you. My boss can wait hehe.. I wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and love you very much. I'm very lucky to have such a wonderful man and I wanted to say thank you for changing my life. And the best of all, I'm gonna be a Grannie MT soon when S***h and R*c decided to tie the knot and having babies! yay!
Before you came along, I felt empty inside. You filled an empty void in my heart and I can never thank you enough for loving me unconditionally. You showed me that there is still hope and love in this world. You made me realize that all things are still possible...I began to feel whole and alive. I now see beyond the clouds to a brighter and better day. I thank you for loving me and accepting my love in return.
APT, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to wake up to you every morning. I want to hear you breathing while you're sleeping. You make my life complete and you make me feel like I can touch the sky a million times. You make me laugh and sometimes so hard I cry.I feel blessed that God sent you to me through Meetic's dating. I can't wait until my house issue's settled and therefore we can be together forever.
APT, thank you for loving me completely with your heart and soul... I hope.
The way you hold me, the way you make me laugh, the way you love me, it's beautiful. Thank you for the best six months of my life. I will always be your baby and I will always look to you for comfort and protection. Thank you for being mine!
Love always,
MT
Love always,
MT
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