Fm: MT

Darling,

First, good morning..
2nd, if you're not well today, please consult a doctor and of course about your heel's too.

Why are you always down with sickness these days baby? Is there something I should know? Or was it becoz you're not eating properly? I'm worried and concerned when you said you're having tight chest. Have you check with a doctor on this? Or it is time to cut down on your cigarettes? Whatever it is, take care of yourself for me until we meet in Paris. I love each and every moment I share with you. Today, tomorrow, forever. Those were the happiest times of my life because of you and I want to experience it again. You will never understand how it feels not being able to be there when you're sick :-(

Hey, ruv so much about you that a thousand words could not express the feelings I have inside for you. I love the way you laugh. I love the way you being nawty. I even love it when you make me mad and don't know why. Grrr.. I am so in love with you that I don't go one minute without thinking of you and wishing that I was with you! I can't stand to be without you for one second. When we were together, in the restaurant, out on the street and holding your hand, everything we did together.. I wish I could stop the time and live in that moment forever. I thank you and I will forever cherish our memories and I know there are many more to come.

With regards to P***r's decision to live in Algeria, I just hope that M***a will take good care of him in good or in bad and of course till his last breath. It's best that he keep his UK house for at least a year coz he'll never know what's gonna happen next. Honey, do you think that M****a will be ever get a UK Visa? What are the chances like?

Summer vacation in Spore sounds good. Have you thought of Bali too? Spend few nights here in Spore and then off to Bali. Let's discuss that when we meet OK dear?

I'll be out with the girls tonite, so will IM you once home.

Luv always,
MT

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From APT

Subject: Less Than 2 Weeks from now

Good morning Darling, Hehe, less than two weeks and I'm feeling more nervous than the first time we met, I suppose I'm worried that, having already spent time together, you may find the second time a disappointment. I am truly hoping that you won't, just that I'm so anxious to ensure your happiness. I've lost sight of everything else, I'm having difficulty focusing on anything but you every moment of every day, and I just can't wait to be with you once more.

But this evening baby, I have to be truthful and to tell you, I'm feeling terrible, nauseous, tight chest, light headed, like I'm gonna pass out all the time. I think I got a temperature and really need to lie down cos things are spinning right now but I keep coming back to write a little more. Sorry honey its not a long email but before anything else, just remember how much I love you and always will.

So, P***r's been a real pain this last couple of days, this afternoon he's been repeating himself and all I cud do was again tell him, when he goes to live with his wife, I'll take care of his affairs for as long as is needed. I honestly dun see him staying there forever, but once M****a's visa issue is resolved, I can see them returning here together. I'll give it a year, max!

Who knows, maybe in that time, we'll be married, have our own children, family dog and be getting old together! Hmmmm.. thinking about it, married would be perfect, we dun need the rest!

Already, I know what I want after we part on Feb 20, or is it 21st? I dun really want to think too much abt the date, but the moment I'm back, I wanna start to plan a visit to come stay with you, or at least close by, later in the summer . I told you many times honey, I'm not rushing you into anything, there's no pressure, never will be, just as long as you know how much I want to be with you every day, one day it will happen, until then I will just have to be patient.

Off to bed now babe, gonna put on the alarm to call you at six, just in case i fall asleep, so, speak with you later, dun go talking to the boys now!

Love you, my Darling sweetheart,APT

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From: APT

HaHaHa

I just read thru my mail again and discovered, I forgot to tell you what I was apologising for! Yes honey, I went all the way to Manchester to discover the euro office was closed, but on the way home, and heres the bit I forgfot to mention, I bought you a nice shiny car. More details to follow!

hehe.. see you tihis afternoon in msn darling, Im late for work, gotta goooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Bye Darling,

love you