From: APT

Good Morning Darling,

First of all, there's something I have to tell you, but before you read on, you must understand I've done this with the best of intentions, it had to be a there and then decision, and you were sleeping so I couldn't wake you in order that I could discuss it with you first.

If I've done the wrong thing, I have to apologise, but I had no choice but to decide on the spot, or I would have lost the opportunity and although I thought quite hard about it, I finally came down on the side of the action I took, so, please forgive me in advance if I did the wrong thing.

OK, that's the apologies in advance made, so we can get on and I can tell you how much I'm loving you and missing you, and to confess that so much am I missing you, I've started having regular dreams about us together, I mean, I been dreaming of us anyway, but recently, especially since our conversation just the other day, they have become quite erotic, waking me up during the night with the most enormous hard ons, what am I gonna do baby? It can get to be somewhat painful without any way of easing the tension! Guess I'll just have to wait and hope my balls don't explode in the meantime!

Oh babe, how much I miss you and want you, by my side, next to me, hand in hand, sat on my lap, sat on my face hehe.. I'm having fantasies every day about chocolate sauce and you in bed, an about taking showers and just lying next to each other I so desperately want to see you laughing, hear your giggles, and taste your kisses, stroke your soft skin on your shoulders and ur back, gently massage you until you're completely relaxed, I want to sit and watch you drink your coffee, smoke your cigarette, want to return to our home here with so many magical memories that I can bear to be apart from you until the next time.

I hope that while we are together this time honey, that we can plan out next meeting, cos without that I will feel so lost, so abandoned, just need to know that it won't be forever until we can find the time to once more enjoy each others company an spending a little time talking about that with me it seem that little bit closer. I seriously hope that our third meeting will be in your home country, as it's unfair that you travel to me every time. I fully understand that if I were to come to Asia, it wouldn't mean I get to meet your family, so I want you to be relaxed about that but the chance to meet with Deedee would be nice, maybe even, you could invent a story to get me to at least see ur mum, even if I couldn't take he out dancing! hehe. But seriously, dun be concerned if I were to come to you, I can be discreet when required, just make sure I dun bump into any old boyfriends, as they may not like being reminded about what a mistake they made and how lucky I now am to be with you.

OK baby, I gotta go take a shower, pj's on and call you at six, please try to wake up, or I will only assume the worst and think you been up all night on Facebook!

I love you endlessly Ms T, and want to change ur status to MRS T just as soon as you are comfortable with the prospect. I want to spend whatever life I have left devoting myself to you and trying every day to show you in return just a small piece of the happiness you have brought into my existence with your sweet love and affection. I owe you so much already, I'll never be able to repay your feelings and sentiments, but I intend to try very hard to do just that.

I love, love LOVE you sweetheart,
APT