Friday, January 28, 2011 9:48 AM
To: APT
Good morning my darling I********* , (luv to call you by this name)
Happy to hear your voice last night even for a short while. I sleep well right after that. That shows how much I love you.
I know we are both busy at work but not worry about not able to spend time talking to each other. All this will end when I join you for good. And not to worry abut my tummy too. I'm getting better, plomise.
I will spend time packing again this weekend, empty the cupboards before I can call A**** and A***** to dismantle them.
Hmmm.. queries from the female colleagues huh?? hope no single ladies trying to hook you and snatch you from me! I will kill her, and of course you too! So be vely vely careful not to mess with me. Do they know that I'm an asian and where I'm from? Just to be sure that they don't have the idea that I'm from Philippines or Thailand that hunt for angmoh to get out of poverty.
OK baby, gotta go to another building to retrieve some informations for my boss.
Talk later when you wake up.
Ruv you as always.. remember that.. coz I'm beginning to get jealous with your female collegues. I hope they are all old and ugly! hahaha.. so you have no choice but to stay true to me. LOL
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Friday, January 28, 2011 4:52 AM
To: MT
morning hunny
hey! Im sorry i woke you up last night, i didnt mean to, i thot it was an hour earlier than it actually was, soooo sorry . Now Ive apologised, i gotta tell u, i dun care ! hehe, cos i got to hear ur voice, and that was worth waking you up for.
been such a busy few days, and i have to go in saturday afternoon , grrrrrr !, but if ur home on saturday, at least i will be able to talk in msn until around 6 or 7 in the evening your time. ..or, if ur busy , then we have all sunday (apart from the time i spend up the ladder cutting down the tree branches of course)
are you sure ur tummy is feeling better now hunn? i dont want you telling me its all ok when it isnt, I can tell when ur lying u know! hehe
what u got planned this weekend hunn? more packing? more eating? more clubbing ?, hey, anything u wanna do is ok, just no chatting with the boys!
of course the staff in the office have started to try to find out more about me, u know, just the usual chatter over the coffee machine type of chat, so i already told them my wife lives and works abroad and had such an important position that we cant live here in the uk right now, but will be doing soon, but dun be concerned, its all harmless stuff, and definetly nothing intrusive, i think they still a little frightned to make too many enquiries as they still not really aware of just what my position is, hehe, they see the MD coming in to see me, instead of calling me into his office as he does to them, absolutely no one questions what Im doing, except the boss of course, both of them! (yes, you and him !) hehe
just been watching a little tv, but too tired now hunn, so, its off to bed so i can be up in time to email you before work, so, nite nite darling,
see you in the morning, (well, afternoon)
Love you
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Thursday, January 27, 2011 9:30 AM
To: APT
Hiiiiiiiiiii hunny! I miss you last night :'( and of course again, cry myself to sleep hehe
The pain is still there intermittently. I've not been eating since last evening. Can't finish the porridge and this morning just water and H2O drink.
I will wait for your call tonight as I cant do much packing in my condition. Hope Im not preganant haha.. hmm whose baby izzit huh? What is she or he come looking like angmoh? hmm fair skin, brown hair and hazel eyes... YEESSSSS!
O-ohh someone is here.
Need my assistant
talk later hunny
bye for now
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Thursday, January 27, 2011 5:21 AM
To: MT
Hi Hunny
I just missed you in msn last evening, i just had a few minutes to log on and when i did, i saw ur IM that you had gome to bed feeling unwell, Im so worried abt you,
how u feeling this morning ? better than yesterday i hope
been such a busy day today, and another erly start in the morning, off to Leeds to make the final presentation of our bid for the new contract, Im pretty sure I will be told we are just a little too epensive, but we have formulated a percentage into the price for negotiation, if its accepted as it is - happy days ! hehe
i got two site visits in the afternoon, so Im hoping intween i will be able to make time to call you with my card, shud be around 7 to 8pm hunn, if you can have ur mobile with you........
Babe, Im really concerned abt you tummy sickness, i think you shud ease off spicy foods for a while, get some fresh fruit, some vegis, and, for your own sake, get some probiotic drinking yoghurt, you really do need to get something that will be good for ur insides, and before you start - i mean food! hehe
Gonna get some sleep now hunn, i hope you had a restful night, will email you before i leave, i have to be away by 6 15 am, so thats gonna be 2 15 pm, hope ur having an early lunch ! hehe
bye for now my love
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, January 26, 2011 1:15 PM
To: APT
Hello hubby,
Good morning to you my love.
First, I want you to know that I'm at home now down with gastric pain and diarrhea. Visit the clinic and the doctor immediately told the nurse to give me the medication right there for me to consume. It's so painful dear that I cant sleep well last night. Now at home resting and waiting for my husband to wake up. Never had a gastric pain before in my life. Its just like Im abt to give birth to a baby. Hmm our baby. hehe.. must be handsome or pretty coz of the mixed marriage. Well, I can only dream..
I'm glad you love and enjoy yr current job. Unlike the last couple of jobs you had before. I hope too your boss and colleagues are treating you well and that you get along with them too coz if not its not gonna be easy to work with the surroundings so negative towards you.Be more friendly, offer or gv help if ask for, believe in retributions and everything will be just fine. Ok darling?
Talk to me on msn before you go to work ya.
love you always.
-----Original Message-----
Wed 1/26/2011 6:56 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Darling
hehe, I cant believe it! As you know, we are bidding for our first decent sized contract, and today i been in meetings with the directors discussing just how we present our case, I have to say, Im impressed with their committment to this new division they have set up, understandably so obviously. When i contacted my contact at the new client, they kindly forwarded the current quotation from the contractors they are using, a simple, one sided A4 quote, which they accepted, but now are dissatisfied with the quality of work, so, my MD decided we would approach it in the same way they do on the property side of the business, full presentation, mission statement, everything!
The result is, its 10 30pm, and I just finished a 15 page proposal document for a cleaning contract!HAHAHA! I never seen something so impressive, just to try to get a piece of business.
The word 'overkill' springs to mind !, but i dont care if it results in winning the business, cos thats what Im here to do, not only for the company, but while i was working on it, i could only think about the long term benfits it could have for us, thinking all the time, 'If i do this, just think how good its going to be for me and MT, I'll continue winning business, that means my position is more secure, that means Ill get a pay rise, that means our life can be more comfortable, then I'll get promoted, that means more money, that means a better quality of living for me and MT.
So, you see? its why i dun mind leaving home just after 7am and still be working at 10 30 pm, not only cos its for us, but the only reason im in the position to do it, is all due to being in love with you, without you behind me, supporting me in what i do, none of this would have been possible.
Obviously, it wont always be like this, now we have the basic document, it will be customised to future bids, so lets hope its been worth putting in the initial afford, but what will never change, is the though in my head that its all worthwhile because of you, u'll never know how much i owe you for giving me the support that you always show me and all i can do in return is to assure you that i love you so much, Ill never stop working to keep our relationship, our marriage and our future a happy onebecause after all, you are the single most important thing in my life, i just want you to know that.
Eyes closing now hunny, gotta go get some sleep and up early tomorrow so i can catch you before i leave for the office,
All my true love, now and always.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Monday, January 24, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 3:26 PM
To: MT
YEP you do
hehe, one which one, I'll let you choose ! hehe
off to work now hunny, dun forget how much i love you, ok ?
will call or txt you later today
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 3:20 PM
To: apt
HAHAHA..
So to say, I have to starve myself again? uwaaaaahh...
You mean succeed on marrying me or killing me?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 3:15 PM
To: MT
noooo, if u refuse to marry me, i wont attempt, i'll succeed !
we'll just have to wait and see who is responsible in moscow, one thing for sure, whoever it was, they gonna get caught , the russians dun mess around !
and neither will I , so just get back on ur diet ! hehehe
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Tue, 25 Jan 2011 15:08:53 +0800
To: apt
Noo. I'm still on my diet. Just airing out my frustation with the dieting thingy.. hehe
Yep, I heard in the news today. Bizzare... know what? they are pointing at the Islamist extremists from the Northern Caucasus region of Russia saying "They are almost always suspected in bombings that happen in Russia" Screw them! They should investigate first before shooting their effing mouth. What if it wasn't them? This will add fuel and what if they strike for real this time? It cud be the Jews!..hypocrisy, double standards innit? Non-proliferation is preached for Iran and Iraq but not for Israel, why?
But I saw the video today, many has lost their limbs. So saaadd.. I would rather die in the blast.
Hunny, will you attempt a suicide bomb against me if I refused to marry you? hehehe
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 2:40 PM
To: MT
hehe, i know it sux ! but u gotta think about ur health, its our future together, of course, if you dun care about that...........
and, when i was looking thru our photos, i noticed to myself how much more pretty you were back in feb before you added so many kgs
but it dun matter, if u wanna stay as u are, im happy with that too
cos I love you, just i dun wanna lose you to a heart attack and you to be having joint pains all cos u eat too much.
Hey, u heard about the bombng in moscow ? terrible
off to shower and dress now hunn, back in 10 mins
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Tue, 25 Jan 2011 14:31:10 +0800
To: apt
I had just 1 pc of tuna and 2 scoops of the sauce with a slice of bread in the evening. That's all! How starving you want me to be? grrrr
And I haven't been eatin since morning today.
I hate dieting! it sucks
I shall go back to my normal eating 3 times a day.
Hope to see you online tonight, if you're in the office, otherwise, its ok
Just text me will do.
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 2:27 PM
To: MT
hmmm, dun sound like a diet to me, but i hope u feeling better soon
yep, good slep, woke early, its now 6 30 i'll be leaving in around 45 mins
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Tue, 25 Jan 2011 14:20:32 +0800
To: apt
Hi there! good morning to you..
How was your night? cold and lonely? hahaha .. just like mine
I'm having tummy ache since morning
Probably food poisoning. Had tuna in tomato sauce last evening
Gotta check with mum and slave later. If they are having sae, then its the tuna.
Have not eaten lunch yet as I dare not to. Something is squeezing my intestines aarrgghh
So what time will you be leaving for office dear?
Love you
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 2:15 PM
To: MT
good morning hunny
having a busy day ?
hehe, thats the price you pay for taking time off ! hehe
love you
write me back if ur there
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Tuesday, January 25, 2011 12:09 PM
To: APT
Subject: No matter what happens in our lives, I know that you made my life so much better and I love you.
Good morning hunny,
Yep it was nice talked over the phone. Just like you're just next to me.
Hmm so you will be busy working at the apartment this Saturday? No worries darling.. I will be busy too.. packing my stuff.
I browse through our holiday albums everytime I misses you too. Ever since you walked into my life, I have been smiling. There hasn't been a day when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of you. Hunny, I am glad that you came into my life. I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful and most of all someone who would accept me for who I am. Now I have found the person I was looking for. My heart told me that my man was there when you first said hello to me over the phone... until that fateful day when my eyes laid upon you. You showed me that there is still hope and love in this world. You made me realize that all things are still possible. Becoz of you I began to feel whole and alive.... I thank you for loving me and accepting my love in return. Words cannot express how much you means to me. You have always found the time to cheer me up via e-mail and/or messages, and chat lines. You always seem to know just what to say and I really appreciate that. I know that you are so sincere with your thoughts that you write to me and I know with time we will be together forever and I can't wait.
Before you came along, I use to think that I was ugly and just not special but now that you are in my life, you have made me feel like I am special and pretty. You never want to hear from me that I am ugly and not worth it. I know that I am worth so much to you and I love that in you. I love you with my whole heart...deep down inside I hope that you will never break my heart or never let me down in anyway, again.
Thank you hunny for everything. May Allah SWT bless you with everything you deserve. I will love you until the end of time.
Till we talk later here, love you always
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 5:33 AM
To: MT
Hi Hunny
Sooo nice to hear your voice this afternoon, a nice alternative to seeing ur words on the screen
Hopefully, you can check with ur boss abt some time off , maybe as early as the end of april ?, check it out hunn and let me know the apartment where i am being given the furniture has confirmed, we have to carry out the clean on saturday afternoon, so i will be taking time in lieu after we have completed the work, sometime next week.
It seems such a long time ago now, even tho it was just a few weeks, obviously a sign of something !, like, maybe, of just how much I love you.
I've been looking thru your album of our time together in france at the beginning of 2010, what a wonderful time it was, just like every other second I've spent with you. Tho, think abt it, the only time we have spent together alone, if that makes sense, was the very first time you came to visit, not knowing how you would feel, not knowing if you had made a mistake, but you remember darling ? i told you before you arrived, no obligation, no pressure, you were welcome to come share my home, now our home, and just look now how things have grown, isnt it fantastic ! , I love where we are now, I owe you so much, i dont know if i can ever repay you, but i know i'll spend the rest of my life trying.
Hey, i wanna chat in email before i go to work, so im off to bed now so i can be up early, see u later hun
-----Original Message-----
Friday, January 21, 2011 10:55 AM
To: APT
Hi Hunny,
I waited for you to be out of the meeting last night. Then I dozed off in front of the comp.. hehe Poor me, abandoned by the man I love dearly. *sob* and you're gonna do the same this morning? aarrgghh
But before you it, I'm going to dump you today too. Not talking to you this morning as I have 1 ~ 2pm meeting followed by 2 ~ 3pm Talks on Value Capture. 2 hours of talking, so much time wasted that I can do a lot!
OK baby, as I wont be able to talk to you today, just to let you know that I will still ruv you no matter how you ignored me.hehe.. Good to know that you are catching up with M*** today. Convey my regards to him and S****. Love to J******* too.
OK gotta go now darling. Will try to call you after my super with frens and erin.
Love you, stay cute for my eyes only.
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Paste/Fresh Spices
6 kaffir lime leaves
3 lemon grass
5 small red Thai Bird Eyes chilies (slit and seeded)
1 bulb root of gallangal (sliced thickly)
1 bottle tom yum paste
2 stalks of coriander leaves (pluck leaves for garnishing)
Vegetables
200 gm white oyster or straw mushrooms (washed, stems removed)
3 fresh ripe red tomatoes (quartered)
fresh or can baby corn (halved lenght wise)
600 gm large sea prawns (shelled, tail intact), can also use small prawns
200 gm fresh scallops
Calamary/chicken cutlets (optional)
lots of fresh juicy lime
2 Tbsp sugar or brown sugar
1 tsp salt
5 tbsp coconut cream
2 Tbsp Thai red curry paste (for the chili oil effect) - optional
Method
Heat a pot with olive oil and stir in the tom yum paste.
Add the coconut milk and stir.
Slowly pour in 1 litre of hot water and bring to bubbly boil.
Leave it to simmer for 20 minutes before adding the fresh spices and the red curry paste.
Add sugar and sea salt. Add another litre of hot water and let it simmer, covered.
Add all the fresh vegetables into the tom yum stock and simmer.
Just when tom yum is about to be served, bring soup to boil and add in the seafood. This will take only about 20 seconds, so that the seafood will not over-cook.
Ladle into individual soup bowls and garnish with coriander leaves and squeeze lime juice into the soup. I like it with juice of 2 lime in my bowl.
Note : Do not squeeze lime juice and boil, the sourness will then evaporate. Only squeeze the lime juice over the soup to enjoy its zest!
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Friday, January 21, 2011 4:20 AM
To: MT
good morning hunny
wow, another week gone, it's beginning to pass so quickly, before we know it, we'll be together again I suppose that means I'll have to step up the dieting, i got far too fat over xmas and my clothes are still too tight, so next week, it will have to be excercise, as well as being careful with the food.
I dun expect you to be doing the same tho babe, I know u got so much going on that watching what you are eating will be one of the last things on ur mind. so, dun worry about it, ok ?
Spk of which, and this is where ur going to have to write me a nice, long email on the subject, I plan to make a tom yam soup this weekend, so, by the time i wake up, you will have had chance to write me and explain exactly what i have to do, ingredients, quantities, method, everything, thanks babe, I wanna be thinking of us not just when i make it, but when i eat it too!
Baby, i wont be able to write you this morning, i called matt and we are planning to meet for breakfast, as his shop is just abt 1 Km away from where i must meet the client in the morning, so Im hoping to catch u with him over a coffee, but the weather today, and the forecast for tomorrow ( this morning) is for frost and heavy fog, so the journey could be a little dangerous, and almost certainly will take longer than it should, thats why Im leaving at 6, for a meeting at 9am ! hehe, but u just gotta do it, haven't u?
I looked at the dates of holidays here hunn, if you could be here on thursday april 21 that wud be great, I'll have a look at possible flights this weekend and lets see if we can plan something, once we know ur timings, I will make the reservations for Amsterdam
I will call u later hunny, before i leave leeds, on the way back to a 2 30 meeting at the manchester office.
bye for now hunn, dun work too hard, and look forward to the weekend, yep?
love you
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Thursday, January 20, 2011 4:03 PM
To: APT
hmm can I watch you getting dressed? pleeaasse.. *drooling*
OK baby, I'm going straight home tonight and continue some packing at home. You can call me anytime as I will bring my phone around the house.
call me when you have time or just send me text if you can't.
love you, as always... so keep on the lookout of the traffic ok? No dozing off while driving becoz you'll look ugly when snoring while you sleep-driving.
Talk to you tonite sweetheart.
byeeeeee
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, January 20, 2011 3:55 PM
To: MT
hehe, see? just one of a million reasons why i love you
love ur sense of humour
love ur committtment
love, well, just everything,
gonna get dressed and prepare to leave foe site visit now, will be leaving home in abt 15 mins
so.....you got time to wtie once more !
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Thu, 20 Jan 2011 15:42:54 +0800
To: apt
haha ur cute
I'm fine with you working late. all you need to do is just call me once a day when I live with you. Just to check if both of us are doing fine and nothing to worry. Coz you will spend most of your time on the road while I'm at home. You'll never know if my shirt or hair caught on fire while cooking. Or accidently bury myself while digging up the soil in the garden. Or being sucked by the vacuum cleaner... maybe W***** attack and scratch me all over. Many more that can actually happen without us knowing.. u know.
Well baby, you should know me by know. I'm always pulling your legs.. and when I say 'I'll cry to sleep', I was just kidding. You have to secure good income in order to sponsor my visa application. Dont worry abt me ok? I can find my way to the city if Im bored at home. Maybe take a bus ride around warrington.
Yes, we wil make frens together and I can go out with the ladies to the market or mall.
Lastly, keep this email as your evidence hehe
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, January 20, 2011 3:31 PM
To: MT
noo, not a fat hope ! whatever happens, i will call you at some point, cant go another day without talking to you
i know its different when ur here, but just something i need to clear up with you , even at this stage, you have to be sure you dun mind me going out to work, i mean, i have onle ever been used to working, altho it used to be six and seven days a week now its strictly five days, but its just something i have to do, especially now that we're building our life together, its more important than ever that i try my best to secure a decent income so we can enjoy our off time together, to pay for vacations together, for you to visit back to s'pore whenever you want to, and keep our home in a nice condition
all these things, and more, are why i need to go to work and can only do this with your support, which i know i have, but need to know you will still give that support when ur here full time i know to start, you will be home alone, but we will quickly make new friends to go out with, to have company , and to enjoy our new life together, you ok with this ?
be careful ! cos i will keep ur reply and use it in future evidence if required ! hehe
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Thu, 20 Jan 2011 15:16:59 +0800
To: apt
I will lookout in the classified on weekend
but again it will be a huge pay cut if I move
I've check the market and the salary range between 1200 to 2500 per month
that's be a big gap
All I can t do now is play dumb and just do what I can.
If the tons of papers keep piling up, I dun gv a damn!
they know I'm overloaded and bottle-necked
they should do something before they start losing all the qualities of the company backbone.
forget abt work
so, will I be able to hear your voice tonight?
I hope .....
or maybe just fat hope..
whatever it is, I fully understand your work and position
As I tell you many times, It's OK I;ll just cry myself to sleep.
love you hunny
-----Original Message-----
January 20, 2011 3:10 PM
To: MT
hmmm, maybe u shud find another job if you are getting stressed babe
after all, you ony need something for a year or so anyway, so why not take a look around.
see whats available, nothing to lose have you ?
I wud prefer u seek out something that you enjoy, rather than stay where you are
think about it hunny, no point being there if ur not enjoying it
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Thu, 20 Jan 2011 14:53:33 +0800
To: apt
hmm you're working too
Im having stress now at work
too many things on my shoulder
I skip lunch coz I had breakfast this morning
noodles in black sauce, chinese style
ate half portion of the plate, so no lunch for me
gonna hv bread for dinner
Its hot here in spore but Im in the aircon room, freezing
body aching now.. very stressful working here
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Thu, 20 Jan 2011 08:59:15 +0800
To: apt
Morning hunny,
I missed you last night and cried myself to sleep again. So sad.
I will try to write to you in the evening but right now Im busy packing and disposing stuff in my home. I need to clear them before I hand over the house key to the new owner. I hope you understand.
Daydream huh? hmmm I like that. I so that all the time. So that I can feel you near me, especially in bed. Knowing that you're sleeping next to me make me feel secure.
I've gotta go now. Need to do some achiving of documents in another building. Hope to complete them before lunch.
Talk later hun
Love you as always
emuahs
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Thursday, January 20, 2011 6:19 AM
To: MT
Good morning hunny,
Soooo busy yesterday we didnt get to talk, missin you so much, grrrrrr
Now things are getting into a pattern, it looks like the best chance Im gonn ahave is in the early afternoon when ur home from work, when it shud be my lunch break, that is, of course, if i get one, i dun really mind being busy cos it makes the day go so quickly, but the downside is that by the time i get home, ur snoring !!!!!!
So, i want you to save it up babe, and start emailing me ! i only ever get three short lines inbetween ur busy schedule while ur at the office, i notice you never write me when u get home in the evening hmmmm, whats going on there then ??????, hehe
still so much to do on admin details, its just as well they got me a proper back up team in the office, or Id never get anything real done at all.
I suppose one thing i do like abot going out and driving back home evry day is that it gives me so much time alone in the car, and Im come to spend all that time thinking, fantasizing, abt us hehe, i cant give you details, but i do go into a daydream sometimes, hehe, thats when i find other drivers blasting their horns at me ! ah well, its worth the crash ! hehe its really quite fun, imagining you sat next to me, taking me to work, then taking the car back home until you pick me up in the evening, then we go for diner in town, then back home for a long, warm cuddle before going to bed for the night,,,whatever happens then it up to you, but we can both use our imaginations........
Off to get some sleep now hunny, hope we will talk in the morning, 2 to 2 30 pm for you, nite nite.
i love you so much
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, January 19, 2011 2:30 PM
To: MT
morning hunny
happy to hear abt you and deedee, and ur conversation, so very happy
yep, Shetlans so beautiful, the landscape can take your breathe away
been lazy this morning, just woke up, hehe
love you my darling
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Wed, 19 Jan 2011 09:34:24 +0800
To: apt
hello darling A***,
I hope you rested well last nite coz you've been out all day.
Having coffee now whilst writing to you. No breakfast coz I have a farewell lunch date with my colleagues. Everyone is leaving the company, one by one.. all the pioneer staff.. sad. I wish for the time to past quickly.. so I can live with you for good. I've been holdingon tight to my bolster everynight, pretend it was you, talking to it but of course no reaction fom that dummy. Armless, legless, hairless bolster.. hehe. I should get myself a blow up 'dummy' haha..hmm with 'ehem' of course! yay!
Shetland Isles? May be we should go back there one day once I've settle in the UK. The scenery must be gorgeous innit? otters? seals in the water? wow something I've never seen before in real life.
Darling, you just dun know how much I love you. I dun know how it all started but all I know is that I love you with all my heart and soul. Last evening I went to the market place and stop by the hawkers place for dinner with Deedee. She decided to call you 'Dad' after we both legally married. Auuww so sweet of her. She likes you and comfortable to be around you as a father figure to her. Im so blessed and glad to hear that.. coz if she doesn't like you, I will hv problem trying hard to get her to agree with our relationship. Alhamdulillah.. thank you God.
OK hubby, talk to you later Once Im back from my lunch. Love you for who you are, past, present and future. Even though if senility sets in you first. hehe
Talk later hun
Byeeeeeeee
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Wednesday, January 19, 2011 5:43 AM
To: APT
good morning hunny,
I read ur IM's and left you a note there, but wanted to write you an email, so, here it is, hehe
didnt arrive home until then minutes after eight this evening, so its been a long day, driving to Leeds and back, seeing clients at 7 in the evening
but now Im home, i had my salad for dinner, along with some yummy fresh figs i picked up in the manchester supermarket, hmmmmmm
I hope you didnt have fried food today, think of ur diet !!!!!!
i just been having dinner, watching a docu on tv abt a place called the Shetland Isles, they're way up in the north of scotland, while looking at the tv, i was taken back to my childhood, when we would go there for summer school holidays and, i dunno why, but it was quite emotional, looking at the beautiful landscape, the waters, they even showed pictures of the seals in the water, being hunted by orcas, the otters playing with their young, it was all so beautiful and reminded me of just how little i appreciated it at the time, well, we never do when we are young, do we ?
Then, that made me realise, just how much i shouldnt take anything for granted now, cos i dun wanna regret it fifty years from now, so you need to know every day how much i love and respect you, Im not going to let you forget it, cos I may not be able to remember to tell you as i get older and senility sets in ! hehehe !
Im not leaving until 8 this morning, so will be able to mail you up to abt almost 4pm this afternoon,
take care hunny, dun overdo things at work,
all my love
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, January 19, 2011 3:24 PM
To: APT
just got the chance to read yr emails.
Silly man! Go jump into the bed and wait for me there. I prefer you to be naked of course!
Why love me when you said goodbye forever? crazy...
I'll talk to you tonite ya?
love you as always
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, January 19, 2011 3:03 PM
To: MT
ok, ok, so you dun wanna talk to me this morning, I;ll go find a tall building to jump off ( well, the house is a bit too low ! hehe )
buy, is it cold outside ! the moon is so bright , its almost daylight. but with a heavy frost, and the forecast is for sunshine and 12*
but what does all that matter ? when my one and only love in my life wont even acknowledge Im alive ! BooHoo !!!!!!!!!!!
so, goodbye forever, i love yoy, always will,,,,,,but u dun care,,,,
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Mon, 17 Jan 2011 09:34:18 +0800
From: MT
Good morning my I********* ,
Sleep well? I hope you had a good rest over weekend. It was nice we had long chat yesterday.
I'm sooo sleepy this morning. I hv 11am meting and be back here before you wake up.
I will ask my boss in March abt the April~May vacation. I've spoken to erin abt my trip and she said. Yahooooooo you can hv me all to yourself.
OK babe, I have to go now. Too many interruption here. I'm sick and tired of this job. But gotta hold on or another year. grrrr
Talk later darling
Bye for now
love you
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Monday, January 17, 2011 5:34 AM
To: MT
good morning darling
Monday agaim, hehe, another week of work for us both, but it also means another week closer to seeing you again.
What shall we do next time hunny ?, a relaxing time in spring or summer ?, visiting, touring, sight seeing ?, who cares if I'm with you.
but most of all, planning, for our future together of course, by the time we next are together we will be planning a wedding, and the rest of our lives together.
Im so happy that you will be here one day, just like every other couple, but without the squables, arguments, noooo, we are destined for a peaceful and tranquil life together, enjoying each other, living a happy life, without disputes, thats what i want above all, for you to feel secure and safe and happy, not too much to ask is it ?
When you have had chance to establish if you can take time off, and when, let me know hunn and i will arrange a trip away, probably to amsterdam as we have discussed but obviously i need to know when you will be here first.
I will see you in email when i wake up babe, its now 9 30pm and Im off o sleep early so that i can wake up in time to mail before i go to work,
see u soon
love you my darling
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-----Original Message-----
Friday, January 14, 2011 10:14 AM
To: APT
Morning I********,
I'm glad its Friday and looking forward to weekend. I slept well last night after fantasizing our intimate moment as usual. Dont smile coz the last time we're together, we hardly make love ggrrr..
I'm happy that you love your job as I dun want to force you into doing the fulltime job if you dun wish to. But if you think I'm worth it then you hv to hv a stable income in order to sponsor me for the spouse visa. Otherwise we can opt to live in Alaska in Northpole. Feed on fishes and ride on bears.. eemm are there bears in Alaska? hehe
Nothing much to update you today except that I will be going to my lawyers office to collect my Divorce Certificate. At last after 3 yrs!. If I'm not online by the time you wake up, that tells you that I've gone out shopping and lunching haha
ok dear talk later
bye for now
Love you
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Friday, January 14, 2011 5:08 AM
To: MT
Hi Hunny
No long email about ur diet today, just please stick to it today, then at the weekend, eat whatever you like
Something happened today in the office, dunno how its gonna go, but its this, ; one of the directors got a call from his opposite number at a company in Leeds, quite a large city over in yorkshire, specifically to ask if he could reccomend a cleaning contractor for their properties all over yorkshire, glasgow, edinburgh and london. i was asked to call them, which i did of course, and a meeting was arranged for next tuesday at the head offices, hehe, when i looked at their web site, turns out they are ****ing enormous!Haha !
Fortunatly, my MD realises this and came in as I was leaving for the day and was really assuring, ' if we only get a fraction of the work on offer, it will be fantastic', so, there's my target for next week, hehe, to prove him wrong and obtain the majority of the contract, we'll just see how it goes.
You know, i got the feeling this is the best move i ever made, and I have you to thank for it all, without your support and encouragement, I would never be in this position, so happy, so content, so much in love.
thank you my darling MT, i can never repay you for all the faith and support you have given me, but i will try my best to show you forever more just how much I appreciate you
Love you hunny, talk when i wake up
To: MT
YEP you do
hehe, one which one, I'll let you choose ! hehe
off to work now hunny, dun forget how much i love you, ok ?
will call or txt you later today
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 3:20 PM
To: apt
HAHAHA..
So to say, I have to starve myself again? uwaaaaahh...
You mean succeed on marrying me or killing me?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 3:15 PM
To: MT
noooo, if u refuse to marry me, i wont attempt, i'll succeed !
we'll just have to wait and see who is responsible in moscow, one thing for sure, whoever it was, they gonna get caught , the russians dun mess around !
and neither will I , so just get back on ur diet ! hehehe
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Tue, 25 Jan 2011 15:08:53 +0800
To: apt
Noo. I'm still on my diet. Just airing out my frustation with the dieting thingy.. hehe
Yep, I heard in the news today. Bizzare... know what? they are pointing at the Islamist extremists from the Northern Caucasus region of Russia saying "They are almost always suspected in bombings that happen in Russia" Screw them! They should investigate first before shooting their effing mouth. What if it wasn't them? This will add fuel and what if they strike for real this time? It cud be the Jews!..hypocrisy, double standards innit? Non-proliferation is preached for Iran and Iraq but not for Israel, why?
But I saw the video today, many has lost their limbs. So saaadd.. I would rather die in the blast.
Hunny, will you attempt a suicide bomb against me if I refused to marry you? hehehe
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 2:40 PM
To: MT
hehe, i know it sux ! but u gotta think about ur health, its our future together, of course, if you dun care about that...........
and, when i was looking thru our photos, i noticed to myself how much more pretty you were back in feb before you added so many kgs
but it dun matter, if u wanna stay as u are, im happy with that too
cos I love you, just i dun wanna lose you to a heart attack and you to be having joint pains all cos u eat too much.
Hey, u heard about the bombng in moscow ? terrible
off to shower and dress now hunn, back in 10 mins
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Tue, 25 Jan 2011 14:31:10 +0800
To: apt
I had just 1 pc of tuna and 2 scoops of the sauce with a slice of bread in the evening. That's all! How starving you want me to be? grrrr
And I haven't been eatin since morning today.
I hate dieting! it sucks
I shall go back to my normal eating 3 times a day.
Hope to see you online tonight, if you're in the office, otherwise, its ok
Just text me will do.
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 2:27 PM
To: MT
hmmm, dun sound like a diet to me, but i hope u feeling better soon
yep, good slep, woke early, its now 6 30 i'll be leaving in around 45 mins
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Tue, 25 Jan 2011 14:20:32 +0800
To: apt
Hi there! good morning to you..
How was your night? cold and lonely? hahaha .. just like mine
I'm having tummy ache since morning
Probably food poisoning. Had tuna in tomato sauce last evening
Gotta check with mum and slave later. If they are having sae, then its the tuna.
Have not eaten lunch yet as I dare not to. Something is squeezing my intestines aarrgghh
So what time will you be leaving for office dear?
Love you
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 2:15 PM
To: MT
good morning hunny
having a busy day ?
hehe, thats the price you pay for taking time off ! hehe
love you
write me back if ur there
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Tuesday, January 25, 2011 12:09 PM
To: APT
Subject: No matter what happens in our lives, I know that you made my life so much better and I love you.
Good morning hunny,
Yep it was nice talked over the phone. Just like you're just next to me.
Hmm so you will be busy working at the apartment this Saturday? No worries darling.. I will be busy too.. packing my stuff.
I browse through our holiday albums everytime I misses you too. Ever since you walked into my life, I have been smiling. There hasn't been a day when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of you. Hunny, I am glad that you came into my life. I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful and most of all someone who would accept me for who I am. Now I have found the person I was looking for. My heart told me that my man was there when you first said hello to me over the phone... until that fateful day when my eyes laid upon you. You showed me that there is still hope and love in this world. You made me realize that all things are still possible. Becoz of you I began to feel whole and alive.... I thank you for loving me and accepting my love in return. Words cannot express how much you means to me. You have always found the time to cheer me up via e-mail and/or messages, and chat lines. You always seem to know just what to say and I really appreciate that. I know that you are so sincere with your thoughts that you write to me and I know with time we will be together forever and I can't wait.
Before you came along, I use to think that I was ugly and just not special but now that you are in my life, you have made me feel like I am special and pretty. You never want to hear from me that I am ugly and not worth it. I know that I am worth so much to you and I love that in you. I love you with my whole heart...deep down inside I hope that you will never break my heart or never let me down in anyway, again.
Thank you hunny for everything. May Allah SWT bless you with everything you deserve. I will love you until the end of time.
Till we talk later here, love you always
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 5:33 AM
To: MT
Hi Hunny
Sooo nice to hear your voice this afternoon, a nice alternative to seeing ur words on the screen
Hopefully, you can check with ur boss abt some time off , maybe as early as the end of april ?, check it out hunn and let me know the apartment where i am being given the furniture has confirmed, we have to carry out the clean on saturday afternoon, so i will be taking time in lieu after we have completed the work, sometime next week.
It seems such a long time ago now, even tho it was just a few weeks, obviously a sign of something !, like, maybe, of just how much I love you.
I've been looking thru your album of our time together in france at the beginning of 2010, what a wonderful time it was, just like every other second I've spent with you. Tho, think abt it, the only time we have spent together alone, if that makes sense, was the very first time you came to visit, not knowing how you would feel, not knowing if you had made a mistake, but you remember darling ? i told you before you arrived, no obligation, no pressure, you were welcome to come share my home, now our home, and just look now how things have grown, isnt it fantastic ! , I love where we are now, I owe you so much, i dont know if i can ever repay you, but i know i'll spend the rest of my life trying.
Hey, i wanna chat in email before i go to work, so im off to bed now so i can be up early, see u later hun
-----Original Message-----
Friday, January 21, 2011 10:55 AM
To: APT
Hi Hunny,
I waited for you to be out of the meeting last night. Then I dozed off in front of the comp.. hehe Poor me, abandoned by the man I love dearly. *sob* and you're gonna do the same this morning? aarrgghh
But before you it, I'm going to dump you today too. Not talking to you this morning as I have 1 ~ 2pm meeting followed by 2 ~ 3pm Talks on Value Capture. 2 hours of talking, so much time wasted that I can do a lot!
OK baby, as I wont be able to talk to you today, just to let you know that I will still ruv you no matter how you ignored me.hehe.. Good to know that you are catching up with M*** today. Convey my regards to him and S****. Love to J******* too.
OK gotta go now darling. Will try to call you after my super with frens and erin.
Love you, stay cute for my eyes only.
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Paste/Fresh Spices
6 kaffir lime leaves
3 lemon grass
5 small red Thai Bird Eyes chilies (slit and seeded)
1 bulb root of gallangal (sliced thickly)
1 bottle tom yum paste
2 stalks of coriander leaves (pluck leaves for garnishing)
Vegetables
200 gm white oyster or straw mushrooms (washed, stems removed)
3 fresh ripe red tomatoes (quartered)
fresh or can baby corn (halved lenght wise)
600 gm large sea prawns (shelled, tail intact), can also use small prawns
200 gm fresh scallops
Calamary/chicken cutlets (optional)
lots of fresh juicy lime
2 Tbsp sugar or brown sugar
1 tsp salt
5 tbsp coconut cream
2 Tbsp Thai red curry paste (for the chili oil effect) - optional
Method
Heat a pot with olive oil and stir in the tom yum paste.
Add the coconut milk and stir.
Slowly pour in 1 litre of hot water and bring to bubbly boil.
Leave it to simmer for 20 minutes before adding the fresh spices and the red curry paste.
Add sugar and sea salt. Add another litre of hot water and let it simmer, covered.
Add all the fresh vegetables into the tom yum stock and simmer.
Just when tom yum is about to be served, bring soup to boil and add in the seafood. This will take only about 20 seconds, so that the seafood will not over-cook.
Ladle into individual soup bowls and garnish with coriander leaves and squeeze lime juice into the soup. I like it with juice of 2 lime in my bowl.
Note : Do not squeeze lime juice and boil, the sourness will then evaporate. Only squeeze the lime juice over the soup to enjoy its zest!
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Friday, January 21, 2011 4:20 AM
To: MT
good morning hunny
wow, another week gone, it's beginning to pass so quickly, before we know it, we'll be together again I suppose that means I'll have to step up the dieting, i got far too fat over xmas and my clothes are still too tight, so next week, it will have to be excercise, as well as being careful with the food.
I dun expect you to be doing the same tho babe, I know u got so much going on that watching what you are eating will be one of the last things on ur mind. so, dun worry about it, ok ?
Spk of which, and this is where ur going to have to write me a nice, long email on the subject, I plan to make a tom yam soup this weekend, so, by the time i wake up, you will have had chance to write me and explain exactly what i have to do, ingredients, quantities, method, everything, thanks babe, I wanna be thinking of us not just when i make it, but when i eat it too!
Baby, i wont be able to write you this morning, i called matt and we are planning to meet for breakfast, as his shop is just abt 1 Km away from where i must meet the client in the morning, so Im hoping to catch u with him over a coffee, but the weather today, and the forecast for tomorrow ( this morning) is for frost and heavy fog, so the journey could be a little dangerous, and almost certainly will take longer than it should, thats why Im leaving at 6, for a meeting at 9am ! hehe, but u just gotta do it, haven't u?
I looked at the dates of holidays here hunn, if you could be here on thursday april 21 that wud be great, I'll have a look at possible flights this weekend and lets see if we can plan something, once we know ur timings, I will make the reservations for Amsterdam
I will call u later hunny, before i leave leeds, on the way back to a 2 30 meeting at the manchester office.
bye for now hunn, dun work too hard, and look forward to the weekend, yep?
love you
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Thursday, January 20, 2011 4:03 PM
To: APT
hmm can I watch you getting dressed? pleeaasse.. *drooling*
OK baby, I'm going straight home tonight and continue some packing at home. You can call me anytime as I will bring my phone around the house.
call me when you have time or just send me text if you can't.
love you, as always... so keep on the lookout of the traffic ok? No dozing off while driving becoz you'll look ugly when snoring while you sleep-driving.
Talk to you tonite sweetheart.
byeeeeee
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, January 20, 2011 3:55 PM
To: MT
hehe, see? just one of a million reasons why i love you
love ur sense of humour
love ur committtment
love, well, just everything,
gonna get dressed and prepare to leave foe site visit now, will be leaving home in abt 15 mins
so.....you got time to wtie once more !
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Thu, 20 Jan 2011 15:42:54 +0800
To: apt
haha ur cute
I'm fine with you working late. all you need to do is just call me once a day when I live with you. Just to check if both of us are doing fine and nothing to worry. Coz you will spend most of your time on the road while I'm at home. You'll never know if my shirt or hair caught on fire while cooking. Or accidently bury myself while digging up the soil in the garden. Or being sucked by the vacuum cleaner... maybe W***** attack and scratch me all over. Many more that can actually happen without us knowing.. u know.
Well baby, you should know me by know. I'm always pulling your legs.. and when I say 'I'll cry to sleep', I was just kidding. You have to secure good income in order to sponsor my visa application. Dont worry abt me ok? I can find my way to the city if Im bored at home. Maybe take a bus ride around warrington.
Yes, we wil make frens together and I can go out with the ladies to the market or mall.
Lastly, keep this email as your evidence hehe
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, January 20, 2011 3:31 PM
To: MT
noo, not a fat hope ! whatever happens, i will call you at some point, cant go another day without talking to you
i know its different when ur here, but just something i need to clear up with you , even at this stage, you have to be sure you dun mind me going out to work, i mean, i have onle ever been used to working, altho it used to be six and seven days a week now its strictly five days, but its just something i have to do, especially now that we're building our life together, its more important than ever that i try my best to secure a decent income so we can enjoy our off time together, to pay for vacations together, for you to visit back to s'pore whenever you want to, and keep our home in a nice condition
all these things, and more, are why i need to go to work and can only do this with your support, which i know i have, but need to know you will still give that support when ur here full time i know to start, you will be home alone, but we will quickly make new friends to go out with, to have company , and to enjoy our new life together, you ok with this ?
be careful ! cos i will keep ur reply and use it in future evidence if required ! hehe
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Thu, 20 Jan 2011 15:16:59 +0800
To: apt
I will lookout in the classified on weekend
but again it will be a huge pay cut if I move
I've check the market and the salary range between 1200 to 2500 per month
that's be a big gap
All I can t do now is play dumb and just do what I can.
If the tons of papers keep piling up, I dun gv a damn!
they know I'm overloaded and bottle-necked
they should do something before they start losing all the qualities of the company backbone.
forget abt work
so, will I be able to hear your voice tonight?
I hope .....
or maybe just fat hope..
whatever it is, I fully understand your work and position
As I tell you many times, It's OK I;ll just cry myself to sleep.
love you hunny
-----Original Message-----
January 20, 2011 3:10 PM
To: MT
hmmm, maybe u shud find another job if you are getting stressed babe
after all, you ony need something for a year or so anyway, so why not take a look around.
see whats available, nothing to lose have you ?
I wud prefer u seek out something that you enjoy, rather than stay where you are
think about it hunny, no point being there if ur not enjoying it
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Thu, 20 Jan 2011 14:53:33 +0800
To: apt
hmm you're working too
Im having stress now at work
too many things on my shoulder
I skip lunch coz I had breakfast this morning
noodles in black sauce, chinese style
ate half portion of the plate, so no lunch for me
gonna hv bread for dinner
Its hot here in spore but Im in the aircon room, freezing
body aching now.. very stressful working here
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Thu, 20 Jan 2011 08:59:15 +0800
To: apt
Morning hunny,
I missed you last night and cried myself to sleep again. So sad.
I will try to write to you in the evening but right now Im busy packing and disposing stuff in my home. I need to clear them before I hand over the house key to the new owner. I hope you understand.
Daydream huh? hmmm I like that. I so that all the time. So that I can feel you near me, especially in bed. Knowing that you're sleeping next to me make me feel secure.
I've gotta go now. Need to do some achiving of documents in another building. Hope to complete them before lunch.
Talk later hun
Love you as always
emuahs
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Thursday, January 20, 2011 6:19 AM
To: MT
Good morning hunny,
Soooo busy yesterday we didnt get to talk, missin you so much, grrrrrr
Now things are getting into a pattern, it looks like the best chance Im gonn ahave is in the early afternoon when ur home from work, when it shud be my lunch break, that is, of course, if i get one, i dun really mind being busy cos it makes the day go so quickly, but the downside is that by the time i get home, ur snoring !!!!!!
So, i want you to save it up babe, and start emailing me ! i only ever get three short lines inbetween ur busy schedule while ur at the office, i notice you never write me when u get home in the evening hmmmm, whats going on there then ??????, hehe
still so much to do on admin details, its just as well they got me a proper back up team in the office, or Id never get anything real done at all.
I suppose one thing i do like abot going out and driving back home evry day is that it gives me so much time alone in the car, and Im come to spend all that time thinking, fantasizing, abt us hehe, i cant give you details, but i do go into a daydream sometimes, hehe, thats when i find other drivers blasting their horns at me ! ah well, its worth the crash ! hehe its really quite fun, imagining you sat next to me, taking me to work, then taking the car back home until you pick me up in the evening, then we go for diner in town, then back home for a long, warm cuddle before going to bed for the night,,,whatever happens then it up to you, but we can both use our imaginations........
Off to get some sleep now hunny, hope we will talk in the morning, 2 to 2 30 pm for you, nite nite.
i love you so much
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, January 19, 2011 2:30 PM
To: MT
morning hunny
happy to hear abt you and deedee, and ur conversation, so very happy
yep, Shetlans so beautiful, the landscape can take your breathe away
been lazy this morning, just woke up, hehe
love you my darling
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Wed, 19 Jan 2011 09:34:24 +0800
To: apt
hello darling A***,
I hope you rested well last nite coz you've been out all day.
Having coffee now whilst writing to you. No breakfast coz I have a farewell lunch date with my colleagues. Everyone is leaving the company, one by one.. all the pioneer staff.. sad. I wish for the time to past quickly.. so I can live with you for good. I've been holdingon tight to my bolster everynight, pretend it was you, talking to it but of course no reaction fom that dummy. Armless, legless, hairless bolster.. hehe. I should get myself a blow up 'dummy' haha..hmm with 'ehem' of course! yay!
Shetland Isles? May be we should go back there one day once I've settle in the UK. The scenery must be gorgeous innit? otters? seals in the water? wow something I've never seen before in real life.
Darling, you just dun know how much I love you. I dun know how it all started but all I know is that I love you with all my heart and soul. Last evening I went to the market place and stop by the hawkers place for dinner with Deedee. She decided to call you 'Dad' after we both legally married. Auuww so sweet of her. She likes you and comfortable to be around you as a father figure to her. Im so blessed and glad to hear that.. coz if she doesn't like you, I will hv problem trying hard to get her to agree with our relationship. Alhamdulillah.. thank you God.
OK hubby, talk to you later Once Im back from my lunch. Love you for who you are, past, present and future. Even though if senility sets in you first. hehe
Talk later hun
Byeeeeeeee
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Wednesday, January 19, 2011 5:43 AM
To: APT
good morning hunny,
I read ur IM's and left you a note there, but wanted to write you an email, so, here it is, hehe
didnt arrive home until then minutes after eight this evening, so its been a long day, driving to Leeds and back, seeing clients at 7 in the evening
but now Im home, i had my salad for dinner, along with some yummy fresh figs i picked up in the manchester supermarket, hmmmmmm
I hope you didnt have fried food today, think of ur diet !!!!!!
i just been having dinner, watching a docu on tv abt a place called the Shetland Isles, they're way up in the north of scotland, while looking at the tv, i was taken back to my childhood, when we would go there for summer school holidays and, i dunno why, but it was quite emotional, looking at the beautiful landscape, the waters, they even showed pictures of the seals in the water, being hunted by orcas, the otters playing with their young, it was all so beautiful and reminded me of just how little i appreciated it at the time, well, we never do when we are young, do we ?
Then, that made me realise, just how much i shouldnt take anything for granted now, cos i dun wanna regret it fifty years from now, so you need to know every day how much i love and respect you, Im not going to let you forget it, cos I may not be able to remember to tell you as i get older and senility sets in ! hehehe !
Im not leaving until 8 this morning, so will be able to mail you up to abt almost 4pm this afternoon,
take care hunny, dun overdo things at work,
all my love
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, January 19, 2011 3:24 PM
To: APT
just got the chance to read yr emails.
Silly man! Go jump into the bed and wait for me there. I prefer you to be naked of course!
Why love me when you said goodbye forever? crazy...
I'll talk to you tonite ya?
love you as always
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, January 19, 2011 3:03 PM
To: MT
ok, ok, so you dun wanna talk to me this morning, I;ll go find a tall building to jump off ( well, the house is a bit too low ! hehe )
buy, is it cold outside ! the moon is so bright , its almost daylight. but with a heavy frost, and the forecast is for sunshine and 12*
but what does all that matter ? when my one and only love in my life wont even acknowledge Im alive ! BooHoo !!!!!!!!!!!
so, goodbye forever, i love yoy, always will,,,,,,but u dun care,,,,
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Mon, 17 Jan 2011 09:34:18 +0800
From: MT
Good morning my I********* ,
Sleep well? I hope you had a good rest over weekend. It was nice we had long chat yesterday.
I'm sooo sleepy this morning. I hv 11am meting and be back here before you wake up.
I will ask my boss in March abt the April~May vacation. I've spoken to erin abt my trip and she said. Yahooooooo you can hv me all to yourself.
OK babe, I have to go now. Too many interruption here. I'm sick and tired of this job. But gotta hold on or another year. grrrr
Talk later darling
Bye for now
love you
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Monday, January 17, 2011 5:34 AM
To: MT
good morning darling
Monday agaim, hehe, another week of work for us both, but it also means another week closer to seeing you again.
What shall we do next time hunny ?, a relaxing time in spring or summer ?, visiting, touring, sight seeing ?, who cares if I'm with you.
but most of all, planning, for our future together of course, by the time we next are together we will be planning a wedding, and the rest of our lives together.
Im so happy that you will be here one day, just like every other couple, but without the squables, arguments, noooo, we are destined for a peaceful and tranquil life together, enjoying each other, living a happy life, without disputes, thats what i want above all, for you to feel secure and safe and happy, not too much to ask is it ?
When you have had chance to establish if you can take time off, and when, let me know hunn and i will arrange a trip away, probably to amsterdam as we have discussed but obviously i need to know when you will be here first.
I will see you in email when i wake up babe, its now 9 30pm and Im off o sleep early so that i can wake up in time to mail before i go to work,
see u soon
love you my darling
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-----Original Message-----
Friday, January 14, 2011 10:14 AM
To: APT
Morning I********,
I'm glad its Friday and looking forward to weekend. I slept well last night after fantasizing our intimate moment as usual. Dont smile coz the last time we're together, we hardly make love ggrrr..
I'm happy that you love your job as I dun want to force you into doing the fulltime job if you dun wish to. But if you think I'm worth it then you hv to hv a stable income in order to sponsor me for the spouse visa. Otherwise we can opt to live in Alaska in Northpole. Feed on fishes and ride on bears.. eemm are there bears in Alaska? hehe
Nothing much to update you today except that I will be going to my lawyers office to collect my Divorce Certificate. At last after 3 yrs!. If I'm not online by the time you wake up, that tells you that I've gone out shopping and lunching haha
ok dear talk later
bye for now
Love you
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Friday, January 14, 2011 5:08 AM
To: MT
Hi Hunny
No long email about ur diet today, just please stick to it today, then at the weekend, eat whatever you like
Something happened today in the office, dunno how its gonna go, but its this, ; one of the directors got a call from his opposite number at a company in Leeds, quite a large city over in yorkshire, specifically to ask if he could reccomend a cleaning contractor for their properties all over yorkshire, glasgow, edinburgh and london. i was asked to call them, which i did of course, and a meeting was arranged for next tuesday at the head offices, hehe, when i looked at their web site, turns out they are ****ing enormous!Haha !
Fortunatly, my MD realises this and came in as I was leaving for the day and was really assuring, ' if we only get a fraction of the work on offer, it will be fantastic', so, there's my target for next week, hehe, to prove him wrong and obtain the majority of the contract, we'll just see how it goes.
You know, i got the feeling this is the best move i ever made, and I have you to thank for it all, without your support and encouragement, I would never be in this position, so happy, so content, so much in love.
thank you my darling MT, i can never repay you for all the faith and support you have given me, but i will try my best to show you forever more just how much I appreciate you
Love you hunny, talk when i wake up
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Thursday, January 13, 2011 2:41 PM
To: MT
good morning darling
hmmm, interesting dream, dunno abt interpretation, Im never very good at that!
but i like the version u been given, hehe
u must be tired today hunn, so a good sleep tonite ya?
dun worry abt moving out, just look on it as an adventure, a new start, cos thats what it is, be positive abt it, its the beginning of ur new life , together with me, Deedee, and the rest of the family, both there and here.
and of course, remember how much I love you
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Thu, 13 Jan 2011 09:42:06 +0800
To: APT
What a long email to read this morning and nothing but food not to eat! I can die! uwaaaaaaaahhh
Good morning,
I've lost a kilo this morning and will weight again Sunday morning. Really on strict diet now. I cant go on like this forever as I will kill myself soon. I plomise I will be less fatter than now the next time you see me.
I dreamt about my dad last Saturday night. I cried and hugged him... I miss him so much that I asked him why he hasn't come to visit me? He didnt answer to my question but cried instead. Then he look down and pointed to my left foot. Then he picked up my sandal and pointed out that it was broken... he hold my hand and lead me to some kinda old warehouse to pick up a pair of sandal. We walked pass every columns of racking, when he reached the end of the racking, he pointed to a pair of beige woollen bedroom sandal. I put on the sandal and he smile but he didnt utter a single word throughout my dream. Still wondering why and what kinda message he was trying to convey. I guess I missed him so much the reason I dreamt abt him.
I shared with my siblings and they were making funny interpretation like... "Yr broken sandal was brown in colour right? That is yr ex husband. And yr marriage is broken and over just like the sandal. So dad brought you to far away land and he picked a beige sandal, and that beige colour represent APT becoz he is angmoh and the wool interprets a cold weather! " .... and they all laughed.. Grrrrrr.
Ok I have a confession to make this morning... that last nite I didnt sleep at all! I've been packing my stuff last couple of days and last night I feel like crying having to let go of the house. Now that I have to move out of my comfort zone, I feel sad. How I wish I can just move out from here and land direct to our home with you. The thots of having to live with my brother, no privacy, not a place I can call my own... saddened me so much. Hence the cries in the middle of the night and I thot I would cry myself to sleep but I thot wrong. I was wide awake all night and till the time I hv to take my shower to go to work. I wish so much you were with me last night. I talked to the 'bolster' to hold me tight but it play dumb! hehe.. good for nothing stuffed toy.
OK dear, I have to do some work now, talk to you when you wake up.
Bye darling
I love you, as you know it by now how truthful I am to you.
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Thursday, January 13, 2011 4:26 AM
To: MT
good morning hunn
OK, so, the doctor told you to loose weight, he did that because its his job, I told you to loose weight, that because I love you and want you to live forever, but the doctor and me both have the same aim, to see you fit and healthy, no pains in the joints, no being out of breath when you go walking, and dun forget, we have a lot more grandkids to come and we both wanna be able to play with them, look after them, and grow old together so they can come running to Granny MT and Grandad APT when they need a cuddle, and hey, who knows, even the great grandkids as well, inchallah.
So, i want you to try this, always remember, the one certain thing to add weight to our bodies are: CALORIES! calories mean fat, calories mean overweight, calories mean death!
So, if ur going to buy something in a tin from the store, look at the label, read how many calories are in it, you really have to aim not to take in more than 1200 calories a day, this way, you will loose weight, this is 100% certain.
Look up on the internet how many calories are in what ur eating, you will find you MUST NOT eat for example, dairy products, cream, cakes, cheese, full fat milk in your coffee and sugar, sweet things are calorie hell, avoid them.
Anything fried is completely banned, fried food will clog your arteries, causing a heart attack, believe me, I know, I've been there. Same applies to rich, even spicy , sauces, full of msg, nothing but calories, YUK!
I know, I know, it sounds like there's nothing that you CAN eat, but that's not true, have a look at this and try it for a short while, I strongly suggest that to start with, say the first two weeks, that you try to keep to this from monday to friday, then at the weekends, you can eat like a starvig pig !, after a couple of weeks, you will start to find your stomach has shrunk and will not need as much shere quantity of food to make you feel full.
For breakfast (its important you fill yourself up at breakfast and you will not feel hungry so quickly for the rest of the day) take 2 probiotic drinks, here we have a brand called Actimel, its ecellent so try to find it in the store. Probiotic drinks will line the stomach, they contain positive bacteria which will work inside the gut to cleanse you inside. Along with the probiotic, you should eat either dry toast and/or fresh fruit, but not banana, either apple or orange is good, save the banana for mid morning if you start to feel hungry.
At midday, find some rice cakes or wholewheat crackers in the store, with this, you should eat say, cottage cheese, you can slice and mix some jalapeno or chillis with this to gice you something spicy, drink only water or fresh fruit juice, any coffee must be with fat free milk or black
For dinner, eat fish, chiken, or whatever you like, important rule is : nothing fried, only steamed or boiled, fresh veges, no rice for the first two weeks, fruit juice or water, black coffee or with fat free milk
No snacks, no candy, no eating between meals, and in two weeks, your stomach will have shrunk so you will not feel like eating large quantities of food
After a week or two, start to gently exercise, this will increase the rate of wieght loss, stick to it, and we will live to play not only with our granchildren, but our great grandkids as well, do this because I love you and want you to live forever
PS: they best way to keep a check is to wiegh urself today, then write down in a notebook your weight every 7 days, see it falling and you will want to carry on, see it rising and you will feel guilty and become determined to do better.
Advantages of weighing less ?, better health, less tired, more energy, live longer and, oh yeah, more sex ! hehe ERRRRR but not until you live here with me, OK ?
Love you hunny.
To: MT
good morning darling
hmmm, interesting dream, dunno abt interpretation, Im never very good at that!
but i like the version u been given, hehe
u must be tired today hunn, so a good sleep tonite ya?
dun worry abt moving out, just look on it as an adventure, a new start, cos thats what it is, be positive abt it, its the beginning of ur new life , together with me, Deedee, and the rest of the family, both there and here.
and of course, remember how much I love you
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Thu, 13 Jan 2011 09:42:06 +0800
To: APT
What a long email to read this morning and nothing but food not to eat! I can die! uwaaaaaaaahhh
Good morning,
I've lost a kilo this morning and will weight again Sunday morning. Really on strict diet now. I cant go on like this forever as I will kill myself soon. I plomise I will be less fatter than now the next time you see me.
I dreamt about my dad last Saturday night. I cried and hugged him... I miss him so much that I asked him why he hasn't come to visit me? He didnt answer to my question but cried instead. Then he look down and pointed to my left foot. Then he picked up my sandal and pointed out that it was broken... he hold my hand and lead me to some kinda old warehouse to pick up a pair of sandal. We walked pass every columns of racking, when he reached the end of the racking, he pointed to a pair of beige woollen bedroom sandal. I put on the sandal and he smile but he didnt utter a single word throughout my dream. Still wondering why and what kinda message he was trying to convey. I guess I missed him so much the reason I dreamt abt him.
I shared with my siblings and they were making funny interpretation like... "Yr broken sandal was brown in colour right? That is yr ex husband. And yr marriage is broken and over just like the sandal. So dad brought you to far away land and he picked a beige sandal, and that beige colour represent APT becoz he is angmoh and the wool interprets a cold weather! " .... and they all laughed.. Grrrrrr.
Ok I have a confession to make this morning... that last nite I didnt sleep at all! I've been packing my stuff last couple of days and last night I feel like crying having to let go of the house. Now that I have to move out of my comfort zone, I feel sad. How I wish I can just move out from here and land direct to our home with you. The thots of having to live with my brother, no privacy, not a place I can call my own... saddened me so much. Hence the cries in the middle of the night and I thot I would cry myself to sleep but I thot wrong. I was wide awake all night and till the time I hv to take my shower to go to work. I wish so much you were with me last night. I talked to the 'bolster' to hold me tight but it play dumb! hehe.. good for nothing stuffed toy.
OK dear, I have to do some work now, talk to you when you wake up.
Bye darling
I love you, as you know it by now how truthful I am to you.
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Thursday, January 13, 2011 4:26 AM
To: MT
good morning hunn
OK, so, the doctor told you to loose weight, he did that because its his job, I told you to loose weight, that because I love you and want you to live forever, but the doctor and me both have the same aim, to see you fit and healthy, no pains in the joints, no being out of breath when you go walking, and dun forget, we have a lot more grandkids to come and we both wanna be able to play with them, look after them, and grow old together so they can come running to Granny MT and Grandad APT when they need a cuddle, and hey, who knows, even the great grandkids as well, inchallah.
So, i want you to try this, always remember, the one certain thing to add weight to our bodies are: CALORIES! calories mean fat, calories mean overweight, calories mean death!
So, if ur going to buy something in a tin from the store, look at the label, read how many calories are in it, you really have to aim not to take in more than 1200 calories a day, this way, you will loose weight, this is 100% certain.
Look up on the internet how many calories are in what ur eating, you will find you MUST NOT eat for example, dairy products, cream, cakes, cheese, full fat milk in your coffee and sugar, sweet things are calorie hell, avoid them.
Anything fried is completely banned, fried food will clog your arteries, causing a heart attack, believe me, I know, I've been there. Same applies to rich, even spicy , sauces, full of msg, nothing but calories, YUK!
I know, I know, it sounds like there's nothing that you CAN eat, but that's not true, have a look at this and try it for a short while, I strongly suggest that to start with, say the first two weeks, that you try to keep to this from monday to friday, then at the weekends, you can eat like a starvig pig !, after a couple of weeks, you will start to find your stomach has shrunk and will not need as much shere quantity of food to make you feel full.
For breakfast (its important you fill yourself up at breakfast and you will not feel hungry so quickly for the rest of the day) take 2 probiotic drinks, here we have a brand called Actimel, its ecellent so try to find it in the store. Probiotic drinks will line the stomach, they contain positive bacteria which will work inside the gut to cleanse you inside. Along with the probiotic, you should eat either dry toast and/or fresh fruit, but not banana, either apple or orange is good, save the banana for mid morning if you start to feel hungry.
At midday, find some rice cakes or wholewheat crackers in the store, with this, you should eat say, cottage cheese, you can slice and mix some jalapeno or chillis with this to gice you something spicy, drink only water or fresh fruit juice, any coffee must be with fat free milk or black
For dinner, eat fish, chiken, or whatever you like, important rule is : nothing fried, only steamed or boiled, fresh veges, no rice for the first two weeks, fruit juice or water, black coffee or with fat free milk
No snacks, no candy, no eating between meals, and in two weeks, your stomach will have shrunk so you will not feel like eating large quantities of food
After a week or two, start to gently exercise, this will increase the rate of wieght loss, stick to it, and we will live to play not only with our granchildren, but our great grandkids as well, do this because I love you and want you to live forever
PS: they best way to keep a check is to wiegh urself today, then write down in a notebook your weight every 7 days, see it falling and you will want to carry on, see it rising and you will feel guilty and become determined to do better.
Advantages of weighing less ?, better health, less tired, more energy, live longer and, oh yeah, more sex ! hehe ERRRRR but not until you live here with me, OK ?
Love you hunny.
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011 10:19 AM
To: APT
Dear Hubby,
Good morning to you and hoping you rested well last night.
Do you love me? I know I've been repeating this question. I just want you to be 100% sure that you've made the right choice and ready for a new life together. I always think and believe that true love only happens to others. But fate obviously has different plans in store for me when our paths crossed... I hope that ours are true love just like Deedee thought..
When we first met you in Oct 2009, feelings that I didn't know existed stirred in my heart. An unexplained desire to know you better and hope that I made a good impression. It is not often that I come across a person in my life that I want him to take notice of me .. but I was desperate that you would still want to be in touch with me after I left Manchester... and when you did, I plomise myself that I will make this relationship work and stronger longing to make this last.
I hope I've made a right choice and that you are the one that I could share my life with...being with you is comfort, love, security, contentment, passion and happiness, all rolled into one. This relationship may be fairly 1½ years old but I can earnestly say that I love you with all my heart. It grew deeper after I've met your kids and Erin get along well with R **** l. I am the happiest mum and wife in the whole entire world! of course happiest Nana too. I still can feel and smell Joshua whenever I look at his photos. I can remember how his baby smell hmmmm... bite bite yummy
About the diet plan, please include chillies in my food preparation ok?
OK talk later hunny.
Loving you always ...
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Wednesday, January 12, 2011 6:30 AM
To: MT
Subject: wednesday
good morning hunny
Im not sure , with the exception of you actually being here, just how life could be any better than it is right now
I love you, I love our kids, I love my life, my job, I love being in love with you, i even love W******! (and sometimes, thats not so easy!)
although I got home late this evening, Im full of energy, just itching to get back to the office tomorrow, cos every day that passes, means its a day closer to being together again, I can't wait for the weekend, to do a little more to improve our home, then it will be even closer to that tome we meet next.
I want next week to fly, hmmmm, I think you get the idea by now, hehehe
Im going to compose a diet regime for you, which, if you follow, you will benefit from, just dun complain abt the food tho! I will do this with my love for you in mind, knowing that if you were to follow it, you will improve your health, feel better, and hopefully in the long term, be glad you took my advice cos you will feel better, have less joint pain, have more energy and feel soooo much better
Only Allah swa, knows how much i feel for you, its complete, its total and we are destined to be together for all time, and I can't wait for it to start.
talk to you later hunn,
bye for now
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Tuesday, January 11, 2011 10:50 AM
To: APT
Hi baby,
Auuwww.. Another touching email this mornng.
I'm beginning to love you more each day darling. I hope our love stays this way forever. I don't want to lose you coz I'm so deeply in love with you. And of course, you should know it by now.
As much as you want me there, I can't wait to be your legal wife, to be able to look after your needs and house. To be there when you come back from work. To share our ups and downs together as a family.
I'm happy that you've began to read the book as I thot it's gonna be another collection for the shelve only as I place it there the last time. Do you know that you can pray just by sitting on the chair if you can't kneel or having knee/leg problems? I will guide you when I live there and as for myself I will pray regularly and be a good muslimah and wife. Coz I believe a family that plays together stays together and I also believe a family that prays together stays together. I think families who pray together have a greater chance of survival for two reasons:
1. It's asking God to be the glue that holds the family together.
2. It's humbling to: pray together, ask for forgiveness, and come before God united
All my life I always believe that people seem to do better when they think there is a spiritual aspect to their marriage. Without a doubt, it helps to keep the marriage together.
Today, I start my diet seriously. Gonna monitor my weight for a week. Will keep you update. Just toast this morning and veges for lunch. Try not to eat dinner maybe fruits and see how it helps for a week. When I'm there to live for good, I want to do brisk walking with you twice a week. Can? Or do it when you're out at work. I'll walk to the supermarket as part of the exercise. I wanna grow old with you.. even when we're old and gray, we can go wigg shopping together when our hair starts to falls out, and we can hold each other up instead of using canes.
Hubby, this distance isnt anything compared to how much i love you. These miles are only in my head, its just a number. I'll be there soon, your love is my home now.
OK baby, gotta go now. Will have to attend meeting in another site over lunch and be back here before 2pm.
Love you darling, now and many more years to come.
MT
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 11, 2011 5:36 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Hunny
dunno whats happened this evening, from the time i came home, Ive been in front of the computer, listening to, reciting al-fatiha time and time again, if i dont know it by now, i dun think i ever will! thots of Islam have been with me until now, then, I just need to write to you before I go to bed and tell you how much Im missing you. How much Im in love with you, wanting to be together, nothing has been in my mind this evening, just two things, our faith, and you and you should know how good that feels.
Im thinking how wonderful it would be to have no other subjects to have in mind forever, even tho we know thats not possible, but now, I feel completely exhausted and yet full of energy, why cant I explain this properly? I dunno, better stop now, or ur gonna think im going even more crazy than usual!
Its so annoying, not being with you when ur not feeling well, i want to look after you, do things for you, take care of you, in other words, be your husband, how can you regard me as being a husband if I let you down like this? not being with you to make sure you dont get ill, hurt yourself, damm... I feel guilty, Ive let you down, and I dun want you hating me for not being there.
Next time you see him, I want you to thank K *** l again for his kind gift of the salat book, its being so useful and i keep going back to read it time and time again, I may not be perfect yet, but with even more practice, I will get to an acceptable level.
Feeling really tired now hunn, so im off to sleep, but I will see you tomorow morning.
Take good care of yourself, just like I will when you are finally here.
salam
I love you
To: APT
Dear Hubby,
Good morning to you and hoping you rested well last night.
Do you love me? I know I've been repeating this question. I just want you to be 100% sure that you've made the right choice and ready for a new life together. I always think and believe that true love only happens to others. But fate obviously has different plans in store for me when our paths crossed... I hope that ours are true love just like Deedee thought..
When we first met you in Oct 2009, feelings that I didn't know existed stirred in my heart. An unexplained desire to know you better and hope that I made a good impression. It is not often that I come across a person in my life that I want him to take notice of me .. but I was desperate that you would still want to be in touch with me after I left Manchester... and when you did, I plomise myself that I will make this relationship work and stronger longing to make this last.
I hope I've made a right choice and that you are the one that I could share my life with...being with you is comfort, love, security, contentment, passion and happiness, all rolled into one. This relationship may be fairly 1½ years old but I can earnestly say that I love you with all my heart. It grew deeper after I've met your kids and Erin get along well with R **** l. I am the happiest mum and wife in the whole entire world! of course happiest Nana too. I still can feel and smell Joshua whenever I look at his photos. I can remember how his baby smell hmmmm... bite bite yummy
About the diet plan, please include chillies in my food preparation ok?
OK talk later hunny.
Loving you always ...
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Wednesday, January 12, 2011 6:30 AM
To: MT
Subject: wednesday
good morning hunny
Im not sure , with the exception of you actually being here, just how life could be any better than it is right now
I love you, I love our kids, I love my life, my job, I love being in love with you, i even love W******! (and sometimes, thats not so easy!)
although I got home late this evening, Im full of energy, just itching to get back to the office tomorrow, cos every day that passes, means its a day closer to being together again, I can't wait for the weekend, to do a little more to improve our home, then it will be even closer to that tome we meet next.
I want next week to fly, hmmmm, I think you get the idea by now, hehehe
Im going to compose a diet regime for you, which, if you follow, you will benefit from, just dun complain abt the food tho! I will do this with my love for you in mind, knowing that if you were to follow it, you will improve your health, feel better, and hopefully in the long term, be glad you took my advice cos you will feel better, have less joint pain, have more energy and feel soooo much better
Only Allah swa, knows how much i feel for you, its complete, its total and we are destined to be together for all time, and I can't wait for it to start.
talk to you later hunn,
bye for now
-------------------------
Tuesday, January 11, 2011 10:50 AM
To: APT
Hi baby,
Auuwww.. Another touching email this mornng.
I'm beginning to love you more each day darling. I hope our love stays this way forever. I don't want to lose you coz I'm so deeply in love with you. And of course, you should know it by now.
As much as you want me there, I can't wait to be your legal wife, to be able to look after your needs and house. To be there when you come back from work. To share our ups and downs together as a family.
I'm happy that you've began to read the book as I thot it's gonna be another collection for the shelve only as I place it there the last time. Do you know that you can pray just by sitting on the chair if you can't kneel or having knee/leg problems? I will guide you when I live there and as for myself I will pray regularly and be a good muslimah and wife. Coz I believe a family that plays together stays together and I also believe a family that prays together stays together. I think families who pray together have a greater chance of survival for two reasons:
1. It's asking God to be the glue that holds the family together.
2. It's humbling to: pray together, ask for forgiveness, and come before God united
All my life I always believe that people seem to do better when they think there is a spiritual aspect to their marriage. Without a doubt, it helps to keep the marriage together.
Today, I start my diet seriously. Gonna monitor my weight for a week. Will keep you update. Just toast this morning and veges for lunch. Try not to eat dinner maybe fruits and see how it helps for a week. When I'm there to live for good, I want to do brisk walking with you twice a week. Can? Or do it when you're out at work. I'll walk to the supermarket as part of the exercise. I wanna grow old with you.. even when we're old and gray, we can go wigg shopping together when our hair starts to falls out, and we can hold each other up instead of using canes.
Hubby, this distance isnt anything compared to how much i love you. These miles are only in my head, its just a number. I'll be there soon, your love is my home now.
OK baby, gotta go now. Will have to attend meeting in another site over lunch and be back here before 2pm.
Love you darling, now and many more years to come.
MT
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, January 11, 2011 5:36 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Hunny
dunno whats happened this evening, from the time i came home, Ive been in front of the computer, listening to, reciting al-fatiha time and time again, if i dont know it by now, i dun think i ever will! thots of Islam have been with me until now, then, I just need to write to you before I go to bed and tell you how much Im missing you. How much Im in love with you, wanting to be together, nothing has been in my mind this evening, just two things, our faith, and you and you should know how good that feels.
Im thinking how wonderful it would be to have no other subjects to have in mind forever, even tho we know thats not possible, but now, I feel completely exhausted and yet full of energy, why cant I explain this properly? I dunno, better stop now, or ur gonna think im going even more crazy than usual!
Its so annoying, not being with you when ur not feeling well, i want to look after you, do things for you, take care of you, in other words, be your husband, how can you regard me as being a husband if I let you down like this? not being with you to make sure you dont get ill, hurt yourself, damm... I feel guilty, Ive let you down, and I dun want you hating me for not being there.
Next time you see him, I want you to thank K *** l again for his kind gift of the salat book, its being so useful and i keep going back to read it time and time again, I may not be perfect yet, but with even more practice, I will get to an acceptable level.
Feeling really tired now hunn, so im off to sleep, but I will see you tomorow morning.
Take good care of yourself, just like I will when you are finally here.
salam
I love you
Monday, January 10, 2011
Mon 1/10/2011 5:52 AM
To: MT
Subject: Monday, January 10th
Good Morning Darling,
Wow, the 10th already, see how the days are passing so quickly? If only that were true, if only the days and weeks would fly by with more speed, then it wouldn't be so far away before we're together again
But, there is so much to do, like always, we both have things to do and i suppose we must get on with them, at least we need to keep busy as it helps the time go quickly.
Any plans for this week hunn? mine include work, work and errrrr, work! The weather is getting a little better and in the next couple of weeks, I hope to be making a start in the garden, but while its still cold and wet i will be carrying on with the bedroom decoration
Am looking forward to the springtime, better weather, chance to get some work done on the outside, make our home a better place for when you arrive here to stay
Time for rest now babe, so i can get up early to catch you in the office before i leave for work.
Love you Hunny
To: MT
Subject: Monday, January 10th
Good Morning Darling,
Wow, the 10th already, see how the days are passing so quickly? If only that were true, if only the days and weeks would fly by with more speed, then it wouldn't be so far away before we're together again
But, there is so much to do, like always, we both have things to do and i suppose we must get on with them, at least we need to keep busy as it helps the time go quickly.
Any plans for this week hunn? mine include work, work and errrrr, work! The weather is getting a little better and in the next couple of weeks, I hope to be making a start in the garden, but while its still cold and wet i will be carrying on with the bedroom decoration
Am looking forward to the springtime, better weather, chance to get some work done on the outside, make our home a better place for when you arrive here to stay
Time for rest now babe, so i can get up early to catch you in the office before i leave for work.
Love you Hunny
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Friday, January 07, 2011 9:30 AM
To: APT
My I********** ,
Good that you have something to occupy your time this weekend and to spend time with R ***** . R ****** wrote in her FB just after Xmas "hasn't been so happy in ages" I hope sit meant for you too coz you both have not seen each other for almost 2 years, right? So happy for you both.
About the jumper, yes, sad but it was his choice. Sorry for those he left behind especially if he have family.
Baby, I dunno why I felt so down and gloomy this morning. I woke up to an empty bed and sorrows start to cloud my heart again. It has been like this since the day I left UK.
Being away from you has made me very sad. But I don´t want to sound selfish and talk only about my feelings coz I know this must also be a very painful situation for you… I'm trying to be positive but I'm just human. I miss you so much and its torturing me inside. I love you more than words can say. I want to be near you. You make me feel so safe in your arms. I wish I could stop the time and live in that moment forever.
Hunny, I truly believe that all the obstacles and holdups stopping us from being reunited will soon come to an end. And we will then be able to walk side by side, together, looking after each other´s happiness. Until that moment arrives, I send to you across the miles, my tender love, my warm embrace, and my most passionate kiss Eeemuaaahs! Wuv you baby.
Till we talk later ya.
A heartfelt kiss. I miss you soooo vely much!
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Friday, January 07, 2011 6:45 AM
To: MT
Subject: Friday 7th
Morning Hunny
Just when i thought I got the weekend off ! Hehe, R**** needs to change her little car as its broken down so wants me to help her on saturday
oh well, we gotta do these things for the kiddos, hehe, when erin is here, we'll probably need to do the same for her, i hope !, after all, ur gonna need a chaufeur while Im working !
Wow, i didnt realise how tiring it wud be, being stuck in an office all day is pretty tiring, i think i got pressure sore on my butt with all the sitting !, hehe, i cant wait to get out there, chasing up the workers and actually getting something done
Hey, it turned out that the jumper passed away this afternoon, sad, but who knows what really happened, but theres gonna be some very sad people this evening, thoughts are with the family.
Makes me so much more grateful that i got you and erin, even tho ur miles away, i want you both to be careful and get here safely to me.
Its quite late now hunny so gonna get some sleep so i can get up and email you in the morning,
love you endlessly,
your 'other half', I********
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Thu, 6 Jan 2011 08:55:01 +0800
To: APT
good morning hubby
how are you this morning?
yep, it was nice that we get to talk eventhough you decided to let me see the grey screen hehe
I will wait again today to see if you can come online again.
K**** l wanted to pay me back for the coat but I told him it's OK coz Alex paid for it. Grrrrrr.. what did you tell him.. my fault coz I didn't inform you earlier..
hmmm I like when you say this "my sweetest darling, I love you forever".. I'm flattered and felt so pampered by you. Love you too darling.
OK, time for me to take a 30mins nap haha .. sleepy
Talk later darling.. bye for now
emuaaahhhss!! mmmmmmmmmm.. my darling
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Thursday, January 06, 2011 6:07 AM
To: MT
good morning hunny
so nice talking with you from work yesterday, in fact, so nice, Im gonna try again today ! hehemy 'office' aka, the boardroom, is in use first thing tomorrow, so i will be 'hot desking',
that is, using someones desk who is in the boardroom meeting, so if its quiet, i will log on , will be prob as soon as you arrive home from work, 10am approx here, 6pm in s'pore.
i got a message from K***** thanking me for his coat, it was ur choice, so its you he shud be thanking, i was just the taxi driver! hehe
i will email you as soon as i wake up, like usual, will try to be up at 6am for you, so see you later my sweetest darling, I love you forever
To: APT
My I********** ,
Good that you have something to occupy your time this weekend and to spend time with R ***** . R ****** wrote in her FB just after Xmas "hasn't been so happy in ages" I hope sit meant for you too coz you both have not seen each other for almost 2 years, right? So happy for you both.
About the jumper, yes, sad but it was his choice. Sorry for those he left behind especially if he have family.
Baby, I dunno why I felt so down and gloomy this morning. I woke up to an empty bed and sorrows start to cloud my heart again. It has been like this since the day I left UK.
Being away from you has made me very sad. But I don´t want to sound selfish and talk only about my feelings coz I know this must also be a very painful situation for you… I'm trying to be positive but I'm just human. I miss you so much and its torturing me inside. I love you more than words can say. I want to be near you. You make me feel so safe in your arms. I wish I could stop the time and live in that moment forever.
Hunny, I truly believe that all the obstacles and holdups stopping us from being reunited will soon come to an end. And we will then be able to walk side by side, together, looking after each other´s happiness. Until that moment arrives, I send to you across the miles, my tender love, my warm embrace, and my most passionate kiss Eeemuaaahs! Wuv you baby.
Till we talk later ya.
A heartfelt kiss. I miss you soooo vely much!
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Friday, January 07, 2011 6:45 AM
To: MT
Subject: Friday 7th
Morning Hunny
Just when i thought I got the weekend off ! Hehe, R**** needs to change her little car as its broken down so wants me to help her on saturday
oh well, we gotta do these things for the kiddos, hehe, when erin is here, we'll probably need to do the same for her, i hope !, after all, ur gonna need a chaufeur while Im working !
Wow, i didnt realise how tiring it wud be, being stuck in an office all day is pretty tiring, i think i got pressure sore on my butt with all the sitting !, hehe, i cant wait to get out there, chasing up the workers and actually getting something done
Hey, it turned out that the jumper passed away this afternoon, sad, but who knows what really happened, but theres gonna be some very sad people this evening, thoughts are with the family.
Makes me so much more grateful that i got you and erin, even tho ur miles away, i want you both to be careful and get here safely to me.
Its quite late now hunny so gonna get some sleep so i can get up and email you in the morning,
love you endlessly,
your 'other half', I********
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Thu, 6 Jan 2011 08:55:01 +0800
To: APT
good morning hubby
how are you this morning?
yep, it was nice that we get to talk eventhough you decided to let me see the grey screen hehe
I will wait again today to see if you can come online again.
K**** l wanted to pay me back for the coat but I told him it's OK coz Alex paid for it. Grrrrrr.. what did you tell him.. my fault coz I didn't inform you earlier..
hmmm I like when you say this "my sweetest darling, I love you forever".. I'm flattered and felt so pampered by you. Love you too darling.
OK, time for me to take a 30mins nap haha .. sleepy
Talk later darling.. bye for now
emuaaahhhss!! mmmmmmmmmm.. my darling
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Thursday, January 06, 2011 6:07 AM
To: MT
good morning hunny
so nice talking with you from work yesterday, in fact, so nice, Im gonna try again today ! hehemy 'office' aka, the boardroom, is in use first thing tomorrow, so i will be 'hot desking',
that is, using someones desk who is in the boardroom meeting, so if its quiet, i will log on , will be prob as soon as you arrive home from work, 10am approx here, 6pm in s'pore.
i got a message from K***** thanking me for his coat, it was ur choice, so its you he shud be thanking, i was just the taxi driver! hehe
i will email you as soon as i wake up, like usual, will try to be up at 6am for you, so see you later my sweetest darling, I love you forever
Monday, January 3, 2011
Wednesday, January 05, 2011 9:30 AM
To: APT
Good morning my darling,
Another touching email from you. How are you this morning? Looking forward to another day at work? I'm glad and happy that you like your new position and job. Coz I know you can do it.
Again I can't sleep last night, can't adjust to the time changes. You filled my mind till abt 3.30am before I snored away.
I will start saving for our wedding and do the necessary preparation just that I need you to produce revert cert before Dec this year. OK hubby?
Talk to you later
Love u always
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Wednesday, January 05, 2011 5:59 AM
To: MT
Subject: January 5th
Good Morning darling
Thank you so much for staying up so late last night just to talk to me, i appreciate it so very much, it meant a lot to me, thanks hunny
The first day was most enjoyable, new work associates to meet, new venues to visit and get to know, but all the excitement, the anticipation, is dulled by not being able to share it with you when I come home to you, 'cos that's what counts the most, having you here to share with. It's obvious they have high expectations from me and I will not be disappointing them, how can I not succeed with you behind me? you're my strength, my inspiration, the reason I do what I do every day, and, for being what I am today, I owe it to you, for encouraging, for supporting, and for loving me.I can only tell you that I will repay your kindness a million times, caring for you and loving you forever will be my small repayment for the rest of my life.
I know you may have reservations about our future together, but I want you to know that you need not worry, anything you need I will provide, whatever you want,I will do my very best to supply, my only concern, which I have told you before, is to give you a contented and happy life with no worries, no difficulties, and lots of loving attention.
I hope you begin to settle back into work OK, and the family are all well, please dont forget to give my salam and thanks to K***l and L**n, A***n and E***a, A***y and his family, for the lovely gifts they sent for xmas and that I look forward so much to being with them all again soon, and dun forget my gf too!
see you when i wake up babe,
all my love
================================
From: APT
Wow! so happy to see your first email for this year! I'm sooo in love with you. It's hard to be apart like this after spending 15 days with you. You can't imagine how sad I was and still am since I left UK. I slept at 5am today and I can't get you out of my mind. So I decided to swallow a flu tablets and dozed off.
As for your new job, don't worry, I understand the first few weeks or months will be a busy one for you. I want you to focus and concentrate on your work as for now. We can alway talk over the weekends. I have work to settle here too.
2011 - I considered myself as your legal wife! haha
Hunny, today I wear a scarf to work. Everyone were stunned to my change of appearance. haha.. but I will only wear then to work but not on weekends or after office hours.
At work today - my in-tray almost toppled. grrrrrr.. I almost fainted looking at the tons of papers on my desk!
But gotta bear with it for now as I need my salary to save up for our wedding.
Ok hubby, gotta do some work now.
Talk later ya.
Ruv u
Byeeeeeeeee
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From: APT
Sent: Tuesday, January 04, 2011 6:04 AM
Subject: 2011 at last
Good Morning Hunny,
Yep, 2011 at last, and that little closer to being together. It's been so wonderful, having you here for the last two weeks, I can't wait until it's forever,
Wasn't it just great ?, being with you and Deedee has just confirmed how much I love you, seeing you together, and being a part of it, just great, and I want it to last always.
So, start of a new life today, hehe, i will email, call or text you as soon as I can later today, but forgive me if i isnt until later as I have no idea of what is to come today, but I imagine I will be pretty well tied up for most of the day, getting to know the new operation, people, out on site, so on and so on. So, sorry hunn if I cant spend time talking today, but I will make sure to be in contact somehow.
In the house, as you know, the 3rd shelf is up, the 'spotty' blind is in place, and as soon as i can, I will order the shed, this coming weekend, I will be preparing the end of the bedroom to fit the wall to wall wardrobe and create the best storage space we can have at that end of the bedroom, after all, I only have the rest of this year to get everything finished ! hehe
I know you will be busy with your first day back at work, but if you have time, please try to email me, so I know you're OK,
bye for now hunny,
all my love
To: APT
Good morning my darling,
Another touching email from you. How are you this morning? Looking forward to another day at work? I'm glad and happy that you like your new position and job. Coz I know you can do it.
Again I can't sleep last night, can't adjust to the time changes. You filled my mind till abt 3.30am before I snored away.
I will start saving for our wedding and do the necessary preparation just that I need you to produce revert cert before Dec this year. OK hubby?
Talk to you later
Love u always
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Wednesday, January 05, 2011 5:59 AM
To: MT
Subject: January 5th
Good Morning darling
Thank you so much for staying up so late last night just to talk to me, i appreciate it so very much, it meant a lot to me, thanks hunny
The first day was most enjoyable, new work associates to meet, new venues to visit and get to know, but all the excitement, the anticipation, is dulled by not being able to share it with you when I come home to you, 'cos that's what counts the most, having you here to share with. It's obvious they have high expectations from me and I will not be disappointing them, how can I not succeed with you behind me? you're my strength, my inspiration, the reason I do what I do every day, and, for being what I am today, I owe it to you, for encouraging, for supporting, and for loving me.I can only tell you that I will repay your kindness a million times, caring for you and loving you forever will be my small repayment for the rest of my life.
I know you may have reservations about our future together, but I want you to know that you need not worry, anything you need I will provide, whatever you want,I will do my very best to supply, my only concern, which I have told you before, is to give you a contented and happy life with no worries, no difficulties, and lots of loving attention.
I hope you begin to settle back into work OK, and the family are all well, please dont forget to give my salam and thanks to K***l and L**n, A***n and E***a, A***y and his family, for the lovely gifts they sent for xmas and that I look forward so much to being with them all again soon, and dun forget my gf too!
see you when i wake up babe,
all my love
================================
From: APT
Wow! so happy to see your first email for this year! I'm sooo in love with you. It's hard to be apart like this after spending 15 days with you. You can't imagine how sad I was and still am since I left UK. I slept at 5am today and I can't get you out of my mind. So I decided to swallow a flu tablets and dozed off.
As for your new job, don't worry, I understand the first few weeks or months will be a busy one for you. I want you to focus and concentrate on your work as for now. We can alway talk over the weekends. I have work to settle here too.
2011 - I considered myself as your legal wife! haha
Hunny, today I wear a scarf to work. Everyone were stunned to my change of appearance. haha.. but I will only wear then to work but not on weekends or after office hours.
At work today - my in-tray almost toppled. grrrrrr.. I almost fainted looking at the tons of papers on my desk!
But gotta bear with it for now as I need my salary to save up for our wedding.
Ok hubby, gotta do some work now.
Talk later ya.
Ruv u
Byeeeeeeeee
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
From: APT
Sent: Tuesday, January 04, 2011 6:04 AM
Subject: 2011 at last
Good Morning Hunny,
Yep, 2011 at last, and that little closer to being together. It's been so wonderful, having you here for the last two weeks, I can't wait until it's forever,
Wasn't it just great ?, being with you and Deedee has just confirmed how much I love you, seeing you together, and being a part of it, just great, and I want it to last always.
So, start of a new life today, hehe, i will email, call or text you as soon as I can later today, but forgive me if i isnt until later as I have no idea of what is to come today, but I imagine I will be pretty well tied up for most of the day, getting to know the new operation, people, out on site, so on and so on. So, sorry hunn if I cant spend time talking today, but I will make sure to be in contact somehow.
In the house, as you know, the 3rd shelf is up, the 'spotty' blind is in place, and as soon as i can, I will order the shed, this coming weekend, I will be preparing the end of the bedroom to fit the wall to wall wardrobe and create the best storage space we can have at that end of the bedroom, after all, I only have the rest of this year to get everything finished ! hehe
I know you will be busy with your first day back at work, but if you have time, please try to email me, so I know you're OK,
bye for now hunny,
all my love
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