Thursday, December 09, 2010 11:14 AM
To: APT
My darling,
You are all about me – I seem to breathe you, hear you, feel you in me and of me. What am I doing here? You are so far away. I can't touch you, I can't kiss you lips or hold your hands.. I envy couples that walk pass me holding hands. I miss you so much. 8 days like 8 years! I want nobody but you for my lover and my friend and to nobody buy you shall I be faithful.
We have lots to plan and discuss for our future together. We need to go to Algeria to get the revert cert to support my application for marriage in Spore. And then, I will travel back to UK with you. We will apply the Indefinite to remain as a spouse in the UK. Just like B**** and L**** did the last time. If need so I hv to deport after 6 months, I will fly back to Spore to visit my family and return after a month. Either way, I prefer to go thru proper paper work like, you apply for sponsor for marriage in the UK too.
Ok darling, gotta go now. Going to another builidng to work. Busy as usual. Talk to me before you leave for office if time permit.
I am yours forever.
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Thursday, December 09, 2010 5:42 AM
To: MT
morning hunny
nice relaxing evening for a change, curled up on the sofa, watch4ed a dvd, 'Bangkok Dangerous', good adventure with nicholas cage
as an assasin, hmmm, maybe a new career move ? hehe
just 9 30 now, football on tv, not my team so not interested, gonna shower and get in bed, think of us, dream of us, while i sleep...hope i will wake up to an email from you, not seen very many of those recently, so you must be busy despite feeling pretty awful, as i watched the movie this evening, i couldn't help just looking around the lounge and thinking to myself yet again, yes ! i love this place if only i wasnt alone here, this could be perfect,hmmmmmm, seems like only you can resolve that problem
so, another year to wait huh ?, thats ok, there's no rush, it will give me next year to work exclusively on the garden, unless that is, you dont like the interior when you get here, then i will have to change it all again, but even thats ok, you get exactly what you want when it comes to the home
hehe, it was nice to see the boss is missing me so much, he already advertised my position !, like i care ! hehe, with the salary he is paying, he's gonna have to look very hard for someone to do the job for that much, well, that little to be accurate.
have to go to the office this morning babe, so, if we miss each other, i will call you from the car, cant go all day without talking to you, x x x x x xx
bye for now hunny,
love you
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Wednesday, December 08, 2010 5:11 PM
To: MT
haha, just had a txt from the boss, told me to keep out of office cos of poss infection, he thinks pleurisy can be passed on !
hehe,he's paranoid abt catching anything !
so, off to do site visits instead,
talk later hunn, be careful
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Wednesday, December 08, 2010 4:57 PM
To: MT
hey, Im like an old horse,,,just keep going, no matter what
how come i only just got ur mail ?, it must be gone 6pm by now ?
leaqving soon for work, if i can get thru the ice ! hehe
love you more
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Subject: you are making me worry...
Wed, 8 Dec 2010 16:51:45 +0800
To: APT
Darling I hope you are safe and sound. Tell me that you are fine and nothing for me to worry about.
How can I be assure that you are doing ok? You are so far away from me.
I hope to speak to you before you leave for office.
I'm leaving my work place at 5.15pm
Love you darling,
M T
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Wednesday, December 08, 2010 2:54 PM
To: MT
hehe, ok Dr Maz, just that Dr Royale at the local surgery disagrees with you, when i said 'probably' what i meant was i had been to see my doctor, and thats what
he told me,, but its ok,,,if you say i dont have it, i'll take your opinion, cos i love you and i dun love him !
how are you today babe ?
write me back if you have time
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Wednesday, December 08, 2010 9:33 AM
To: APT
NO you don't hv pleurisy! You are fine, it's just the weather and lack of rest that caused you the chest pains. You are totally fine! Coz I said that! You will be ok when I'm there. Just hang on till I come.
I know you're lonely, why don't you talk to M*** about your worries and concerns? Or you can always talk to me. I'm always here for you. You hang on till I come ok darling? Be strong for me. I need more years to spend with you. Fight your pains please.. I need you, to shower me wit your love. Please be strong.
Talk to me before you go to office.
Love you too much. I can't imagine myself without you hunny. What would I do without you?
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Wednesday, December 08, 2010 4:55 AM
To: MT
Subject: wednesday
Hi Humny
tuesday evening, sat at home,,alone,,,feeling not too good to be honest, its not just that i probably have pleurisy ( you can google it if
you dont know what it is ) but theres something wierd about things right now, its just a feeling of loneliness i never had before, i resigned
from two jobs, have just a couple of weeks to work before xmas, got no one to talk with about worries, concerns, obviously no one that ive been working with now cares what i do for them, im just history, pains in the chest, side, back, shoulders, arms, sometimes unable to move, but i wont tell anyone, why should I ?, theres no one who cares anyway, dun get me wrong, i know you do, but ur so far away, fact is babe, right now i fel weak and like i cud give up on eberything , just so down, i know it will all change when iget over felling rotten and especially when your here, but right now, its pretty dark here, its lonely here, and its cold and theres pain here as well
but hey, apart from all that, everythings just fine
need you hunn, need to hold you and talk to you, i cant wait until you get here, but til then, i'll talk to you this morning, i hope,
love you
To: MT
hehe, ok Dr Maz, just that Dr Royale at the local surgery disagrees with you, when i said 'probably' what i meant was i had been to see my doctor, and thats what
he told me,, but its ok,,,if you say i dont have it, i'll take your opinion, cos i love you and i dun love him !
how are you today babe ?
write me back if you have time
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Wednesday, December 08, 2010 9:33 AM
To: APT
NO you don't hv pleurisy! You are fine, it's just the weather and lack of rest that caused you the chest pains. You are totally fine! Coz I said that! You will be ok when I'm there. Just hang on till I come.
I know you're lonely, why don't you talk to M*** about your worries and concerns? Or you can always talk to me. I'm always here for you. You hang on till I come ok darling? Be strong for me. I need more years to spend with you. Fight your pains please.. I need you, to shower me wit your love. Please be strong.
Talk to me before you go to office.
Love you too much. I can't imagine myself without you hunny. What would I do without you?
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Wednesday, December 08, 2010 4:55 AM
To: MT
Subject: wednesday
Hi Humny
tuesday evening, sat at home,,alone,,,feeling not too good to be honest, its not just that i probably have pleurisy ( you can google it if
you dont know what it is ) but theres something wierd about things right now, its just a feeling of loneliness i never had before, i resigned
from two jobs, have just a couple of weeks to work before xmas, got no one to talk with about worries, concerns, obviously no one that ive been working with now cares what i do for them, im just history, pains in the chest, side, back, shoulders, arms, sometimes unable to move, but i wont tell anyone, why should I ?, theres no one who cares anyway, dun get me wrong, i know you do, but ur so far away, fact is babe, right now i fel weak and like i cud give up on eberything , just so down, i know it will all change when iget over felling rotten and especially when your here, but right now, its pretty dark here, its lonely here, and its cold and theres pain here as well
but hey, apart from all that, everythings just fine
need you hunn, need to hold you and talk to you, i cant wait until you get here, but til then, i'll talk to you this morning, i hope,
love you
Monday, December 6, 2010
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 3:34 PM
To: MT
hi hunn
leaving soon, u must be busy as u didnt mail me yet BooHoo !
handing in resignations this morning, so, of to the store first, then at our monday meeting, which we didnt have yesterday,
wish me luck !
see u later
love you
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Tuesday, December 07, 2010 5:00 PM
To: APT
Are you ok darling?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 11:08 AM
To: APT
hello darling,
how are u doing this morning? I'm worry about u. Will u survive the cold weather? Will u be fine till the day I arrive? Please, please get something from the pharmacy.
talk to me before you leave for work ya
love you always
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 4:41 AM
To: MT
Subject: sorry babe
sorry baby, i just been unable to lift myself off the sofa for the last 4hours, dozing, waking, and all the time, with pain evrytwhere
not sure if i been concious all the time, feels like i just lost all that time cos cant remember anything
going to bed, feelin terrible but alwaays loving you
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Monday, December 06, 2010 4:08 AM
To: MT
Subject: Monday 6th Dec
Good Morning Hunny
I hope you are feeling better this morning, I hate being so far away and unable to do anything for you
I have been home today, got the xmas tree down from the attic, then put that and some lights and decorations around, just hope you like it when you get here
u know, the more i look around the house now, the more i like it, kinda getting used to being here now, and i like it a lot, this wasnt always so, and i have to tell you, without you, i would probably never have got round to making it the way it is now, i really believe its now a home, a home for the two of us, until you came along, it was somewhere to sleep, somewhere to eat, and that was about all, but now, i love being here, i love coming home, cos i know you will be there to talk to, even though its only on a computer screen, you feel so close, just the final step to take and have you here in person, and that starts in just a few days now, and i can't wait.
The tree is glittering, the lights twinkling and the fire is glowing, the rug's in front of the fire, just waiting for us to be together, warm, secure, safe and when we close the door, the world can go to hell, it's just you and me.
I just can't wait to see you again,
all my love
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Friday, December 03, 2010 10:16 AM
To: APT
how can I forget the way u look from head to toe? No matter how hard u try, I still can recognise you unless you dyed yr hair black!! LOL
good morning darling
I like that idea of you being naked. That will really stands out in the crowd. hmm with a hard on.. and two officers from the asylum chasing after you at the airport. . and of course I will pretend not to know you and hail a taxi to proceed home to sleep.
Yes, we will go for breakfast together like before, same place. or if the snow is too heavy, we go indoor instead. And then to the halal butcher for some marketing as I wanna make you rendang before we go edinburgh. Speaking of which, just in case that we cant go edinburgh due to bad weather, can u check flight and hotel to Marrakesh instead?
I know darling, I'm always surrounded by my relatives and Im sorry abt that. I hope u understand my situation. Not until we legally married, its hard for me to just be alone with you as it will be the talk of the town. I just dun know how to make u understand my concern.. coz we are still asians and still trying not to go against religious teachings and cross the lines, which I've already did, so I'm no different with my ex :-(
Not until I'm legally yours, we hv to put up an act except for people like A ***, Z **, N **** where they are more open-minded. Even till today, Deedee thot we're just sleeping together and no sex! She is so naive or what!!??
This round, erin will hv some projects to do, so we can leave her at home with w***** sometimes.
However Is ********* , if you think I'm very old fashioned and not being realistic, I will not stop you from ending this relationship becoz I understand. YOu are entitled to yr opinion and thots. But if you can be more patient, all I ask for is, 1 more year or maybe lesser. Think abt it.
Talk to me before u go to work ya?
I love and miss you so much that it pains me deep inside... only Allah knows.
All I ask for is another year.........
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Friday, December 03, 2010 5:53 AM
To: MT
Subject: 2 weeks from today
just two weeks to go hunny,
how will you recognise me at the airport, what if you have forgotten what i look like ?
how will you know its me ?
omg ! now im worried,,,what if you are just leaving as I arrive in the back of a taxi ?
I know, I'll wait for you in a disguise, how abt if Im completely naked ?, that should stand out in the crowd !
2nd thots, its so bloody cold, nothing would would ever stand up, i mean,,,out,
looking forward so much to picking you up at the airport, then, if ur not too tired, we'll go off and have some breakfast and coffee
while i get to look at you, i wanna just look into ur beautiful eyes again
you do realise, that until Deedee arrives, this will be the first time we have been alone since you were here over a year ago,
Paris, Marseille, Singapore, Thailand, we were never actually alone in any of these places, just Warrington ! Hahaha !
hmmmm, can i trust you , alone with me ? I hope not ! hehe
work again today, Im hoping there will be post today and that my new employment contract arrives, then i can resign,
if not, then I wont be able to join the new company as planned on Jan 4th, grrrrrrr, it will have to be delayed a week so I can serve my correct notice period
I may be leaving, but really want to do so on good terms, since, who knows, i may need the job back one day! (i hope not !)
Okees, tired now, off to bed, as always, i will mail you when i wake up, will be around 12 noon when i see u next,
bye for now
all my love
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Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:50 PM
To: MT
good girl hunn, we deserve it for ourselves to be fit and healthy, longer life, more sex, hehe !
look into classes, but remember how much it may cost.
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:40:00 +0800
To: apt
ok will check tonight
I will look out for classes nearby too
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:31 PM
To: MT
good hunny, we'll both do it ok ? for each other
i think there is a dance mat available, just search ebay or google nintendo Wii, you should find thousands !
who knows, maybe they are cheaper there than here in the uk
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:27:04 +0800
To: APT
ok sure, I will start tomorrow. Will buy Oaths tonite to keep in office.
are referring to the dance mat, plug into tv?
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:23 PM
To: MT
hehe, seriously hunny, i just been looking at them on ebay, its a game console with a fitnesws game that you can actually excercise to, im thinkin abt getting one, better than sitting watching tv in the
evenings,
i wudda thot all the kids there play the Wii, i think its the most popular console in the world, or maybe thats the sony play station, not sure
looking at the ads and publicity, it looks real enuff, like, u can excercise in private, no gyms, no leaving the house, no fees to pay, no travelling, hmmmm, perfect !
dont put things off babe, start today, its important to me cos its abt your health and well being, i cant aford to lose you, cos i love you
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:08:41 +0800
To: apt
hehe love me skinny even more? OK OK I will do anything for you. I will try lose weight. I dun wanna die soon. I wanna enjoy my marriage life with you.
Nintendo Wifit game? never heard of it before.. tell me
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:03 PM
To: MT
well, no need to be sad, at least you have the comfort of knowing i have been working here on the house, so i dun need to be doing it while ur here
you absolutely must start to lose weight, forget about a knee, thats the least of ur problems, diabetes, heart disease, cardiac arrest, they are just some of the consequences you shud be concerned about, it's no joke baby, you're literally putting your life at risk
stilll very cold here, another day when it wont reach even 0 degrees, low forecast is -9, but the snow is disappearing, just the ice will be left by the weekend they say. hey, i just thought, get urself a nintendo Wii, with the WiFit game, u can exercise in private, without having to leave the house, briliant idea !
love you hunny, love you skinny even more ! hehe
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 14:52:13 +0800
To: APT
LOL
morning baby
I plomised will lose some weight. But to exercise, the nurse said I should wait till my knee recovered.
How are you this morning? I'm sad today coz no emails from you to read this morning.
-----Original Me ssage-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 2:49 PM
To: MT
so, you got a swollen knee, well, 7Kg is no laughing matter hunn, not just the effect its having on ur knees, but on ur heart, the strain can get unmanageable and before you know it,,bam ! heart attack
i know ur not capable of actually losing any wight, so its time you started to exercise, so when ur here, be prepared to do some walking, jogging, and general excercise,
hey, i dun wanna marry someone who may drop down dead because they cant stop eating ! hehe
love you hunny
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 10:48:42 +0800
To: apt
NO EMAIL FOR ME THIS MORNING? U THINK IT'S FUNNY HUH? grrrrrrrrrr
Ok, just dun blame me if I didn’t turn up at the airport on 17 Dec! Just see how u gonna act? Grrrrrrrrrr
Baby, I think I have caused inflamatory to my left knee. It swells and the nurse told me to lose weight as I've put on 7 kilos over 1 year. Hehe
I will start to fast again Monday but excluse weekends.
Talk later. Meeting starts soon.
Write to me before u leave for work.
Wuv u
(I hope u will still ruv me, eventhough my body is getting old and rotten)
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:36:53 +0800
To: APT
solly baby, I was busy earlier to read yr mails. vely vely busy
darling, can u check the requirements to register a marriage in the UK and of course to sponsor for fiancee to come to UK?
Do it when u hv time. I will check too tonight.
love you..
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:32 PM
To: MT
hehe, its ok, i know you like to make me suffer,,,,cruel woman !
love u too hunny, will be leaving for the office in a half hour from now
so, if u have time write me back
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:29:16 +0800
To: apt
oh no! just saw this and the rest of yr emails. hehe solly baby
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:57 PM
To: MT
morning babe
just woke up, almost am, so been a little lazy, but hey, its snowing, so i stayed warm in our bed
good to hear u wanna quit, hey, go for acupuncture, it may work, who knows ?
love you my darling
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 09:44:36 +0800
To: apt
YESS!! IT'S DECEMBER!
Yes I plomised to be there in December but I didn't mentioned which year, did I? hmm.. ok see you December next year. Nooo. u dun take 2nd place to my job. if not becoz of my issues here, I would hv left for UK... and go home after 6 months to visit mum and erin.
I'm counting weeks now.. 2 weeks left to go.... 2 weeks!! yesss!!
about smoking, I gotta get myself the elect cigarettes. I wanna quit but its hard. I want us to live longer and healthy and enjoy life together.
dunno what to buy for Junior . There are 2 baby shirts that I've bought for him. Deedee will take one to gv to Junior . Maybe I should shop in the UK for Junior and you. Yet to get something for wheelieman.
OK I'll be there on 17th in Santa costume (female version). hehe.. red net stokings. red bra n G-string haha
Talk later.
Your darling
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:03 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Darling
It's December,,,,so, where are you ? you said you would be here in december and ur not ! BooHoo !
i waited up til midnight, now its december, and u plomised ! grrrrr, so, whats the excuse ?,,,working i suppose,
so, i take second place to ur job huh ?, U said U would be here in december, i want you here NOW !
Ok, OK, I'll give you until 7am on the 17th, but no more excuses, ok ? arrive later than that and Il chop you up into little pieces and eat you !, hehe
16 more days and you'll be here, yeahhhhhhh ! counting the hours now, cos days are too long
it was lovely talking with you again earlier today, i love the sound of your voice on the phone, but babe, stop smoking ! its affecting your breathing, i can tell, and thats not good
we both have to try harder to at the very least, cut down a lot on the amount we smoke, give me that as my xmas present and i'll be delighted.
dun forget, no shopping sprees before you arrive, ok?, a small, no,,,tiny, gift for the kids and a little something for Junior , and thats it, ok?
It's you that we want to see, not your shopping, just get here and be with me, its all i want
willl email you when i wake up, until then,
all my love
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:52 PM
To: APT
Subject: WAKE UP!
LAZY BUM!
I know its cold outside but u hv to wake up and talk to me! Dun want u to just dashed out to work without saying goodbye. So, wake up!!!!
I ruv u so much and u on the other hand is sleeping like a bear? grrrrrrrrrr
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:15 PM
To: APT
ok darling
just be more careful when walking on ice ok? I dun wanna man with too many broken bones haha!
love u hubby
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:13 PM
To: MT
just a little slip on the ice when coming thru the front door yesterday, this morning its swollen up, painful
well, its here, we got a covering of snow in warrington overnight, its much worse in swcotland tho, just been on tv they closed edinburgh airport for the day,
but it will open again tomorrow, no need to panic, its always worse up in scotland, they have a much more arctic climate than we do down here
hmmm, gotta go to the office soon, meeting taking place this morning
i should recieve the new work contract today, if so, i will be tendering resignation later this aternoon
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 16:01:29 +0800
TO: APT
hehe I was about to send u an email.. to SHOUT to u to wake up. Lazybum!
Good mornng my darling Iskander,
what happened to yr knee?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 3:58 PM
To: MT
morning hunny
yep, that sounds like a good scheme, have a look around at fabric suppliers who can provide a good service with regular supplies, we'll talk abt it in dec.
just woke up babe, still tired, but i guess i needed it anyway
grrrr, woke up today with a cold and a sore knee ! Haha, Im falling to pieces ! help !
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 12:16:15 +0800
To: APT
Baby,
Last evening when u mentioned abt running a business.. hmm I was thinking of bringing in curtains. Then maybe buy a sewing machine to offer clothes alteration too.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 10:09 AM
To: APT
LOL Noooo not perverted unless you hang my undies around the house hehe
Good morning darling,
happy to know that you are not going to set yr alarm so u can sleep longer.
Yes the waiting will be over soon. How I wish I will go there without having to come back to spore for at least 6 months!
Busy as usual, but email me once ur awake.
Ruv u
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 5:29 AM
To: MT
good morning darling
got quite busy yesterday afternoon with the new staff to deal with, plus a few other issues that arose, grrrrr
but it was so nice to hear your voice, thanks so much for the call, it took away the pain of the cold ! hehe
but it didnt take away the pain of missing you, and i miss you every second of every day, but i know the waiting
will soon be over, and the thought of that keeps me going.
You know, i look forward each night to getting into our bed, cuddling up under the quilt and imagining you are here with me,
i still have your gown next to the bed and look at it, sometimes bringing it onto the pillow next to me, then you're with me, your dressing
gown hangs behind the bathroom door, exactly where it was the day you left, just waiting for you to come home, and your warm, grey coat
and the others still hang in the wardrobe, completely undisturbed since you hung them there before returning to s'pore,
HEY, that's not perverted,,,,is it ?, hehe
no alarm clock for me tonite hunny, i will wake up when i wake up, but the first thing i will do is to email you,
see you soon babe,
love you
x x x x x x x x
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 3:34 PM
To: MT
hi hunn
leaving soon, u must be busy as u didnt mail me yet BooHoo !
handing in resignations this morning, so, of to the store first, then at our monday meeting, which we didnt have yesterday,
wish me luck !
see u later
love you
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Tuesday, December 07, 2010 5:00 PM
To: APT
Are you ok darling?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 11:08 AM
To: APT
hello darling,
how are u doing this morning? I'm worry about u. Will u survive the cold weather? Will u be fine till the day I arrive? Please, please get something from the pharmacy.
talk to me before you leave for work ya
love you always
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 4:41 AM
To: MT
Subject: sorry babe
sorry baby, i just been unable to lift myself off the sofa for the last 4hours, dozing, waking, and all the time, with pain evrytwhere
not sure if i been concious all the time, feels like i just lost all that time cos cant remember anything
going to bed, feelin terrible but alwaays loving you
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Monday, December 06, 2010 4:08 AM
To: MT
Subject: Monday 6th Dec
Good Morning Hunny
I hope you are feeling better this morning, I hate being so far away and unable to do anything for you
I have been home today, got the xmas tree down from the attic, then put that and some lights and decorations around, just hope you like it when you get here
u know, the more i look around the house now, the more i like it, kinda getting used to being here now, and i like it a lot, this wasnt always so, and i have to tell you, without you, i would probably never have got round to making it the way it is now, i really believe its now a home, a home for the two of us, until you came along, it was somewhere to sleep, somewhere to eat, and that was about all, but now, i love being here, i love coming home, cos i know you will be there to talk to, even though its only on a computer screen, you feel so close, just the final step to take and have you here in person, and that starts in just a few days now, and i can't wait.
The tree is glittering, the lights twinkling and the fire is glowing, the rug's in front of the fire, just waiting for us to be together, warm, secure, safe and when we close the door, the world can go to hell, it's just you and me.
I just can't wait to see you again,
all my love
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Friday, December 03, 2010 10:16 AM
To: APT
how can I forget the way u look from head to toe? No matter how hard u try, I still can recognise you unless you dyed yr hair black!! LOL
good morning darling
I like that idea of you being naked. That will really stands out in the crowd. hmm with a hard on.. and two officers from the asylum chasing after you at the airport. . and of course I will pretend not to know you and hail a taxi to proceed home to sleep.
Yes, we will go for breakfast together like before, same place. or if the snow is too heavy, we go indoor instead. And then to the halal butcher for some marketing as I wanna make you rendang before we go edinburgh. Speaking of which, just in case that we cant go edinburgh due to bad weather, can u check flight and hotel to Marrakesh instead?
I know darling, I'm always surrounded by my relatives and Im sorry abt that. I hope u understand my situation. Not until we legally married, its hard for me to just be alone with you as it will be the talk of the town. I just dun know how to make u understand my concern.. coz we are still asians and still trying not to go against religious teachings and cross the lines, which I've already did, so I'm no different with my ex :-(
Not until I'm legally yours, we hv to put up an act except for people like A ***, Z **, N **** where they are more open-minded. Even till today, Deedee thot we're just sleeping together and no sex! She is so naive or what!!??
This round, erin will hv some projects to do, so we can leave her at home with w***** sometimes.
However Is ********* , if you think I'm very old fashioned and not being realistic, I will not stop you from ending this relationship becoz I understand. YOu are entitled to yr opinion and thots. But if you can be more patient, all I ask for is, 1 more year or maybe lesser. Think abt it.
Talk to me before u go to work ya?
I love and miss you so much that it pains me deep inside... only Allah knows.
All I ask for is another year.........
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Friday, December 03, 2010 5:53 AM
To: MT
Subject: 2 weeks from today
just two weeks to go hunny,
how will you recognise me at the airport, what if you have forgotten what i look like ?
how will you know its me ?
omg ! now im worried,,,what if you are just leaving as I arrive in the back of a taxi ?
I know, I'll wait for you in a disguise, how abt if Im completely naked ?, that should stand out in the crowd !
2nd thots, its so bloody cold, nothing would would ever stand up, i mean,,,out,
looking forward so much to picking you up at the airport, then, if ur not too tired, we'll go off and have some breakfast and coffee
while i get to look at you, i wanna just look into ur beautiful eyes again
you do realise, that until Deedee arrives, this will be the first time we have been alone since you were here over a year ago,
Paris, Marseille, Singapore, Thailand, we were never actually alone in any of these places, just Warrington ! Hahaha !
hmmmm, can i trust you , alone with me ? I hope not ! hehe
work again today, Im hoping there will be post today and that my new employment contract arrives, then i can resign,
if not, then I wont be able to join the new company as planned on Jan 4th, grrrrrrr, it will have to be delayed a week so I can serve my correct notice period
I may be leaving, but really want to do so on good terms, since, who knows, i may need the job back one day! (i hope not !)
Okees, tired now, off to bed, as always, i will mail you when i wake up, will be around 12 noon when i see u next,
bye for now
all my love
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Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:50 PM
To: MT
good girl hunn, we deserve it for ourselves to be fit and healthy, longer life, more sex, hehe !
look into classes, but remember how much it may cost.
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:40:00 +0800
To: apt
ok will check tonight
I will look out for classes nearby too
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:31 PM
To: MT
good hunny, we'll both do it ok ? for each other
i think there is a dance mat available, just search ebay or google nintendo Wii, you should find thousands !
who knows, maybe they are cheaper there than here in the uk
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:27:04 +0800
To: APT
ok sure, I will start tomorrow. Will buy Oaths tonite to keep in office.
are referring to the dance mat, plug into tv?
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:23 PM
To: MT
hehe, seriously hunny, i just been looking at them on ebay, its a game console with a fitnesws game that you can actually excercise to, im thinkin abt getting one, better than sitting watching tv in the
evenings,
i wudda thot all the kids there play the Wii, i think its the most popular console in the world, or maybe thats the sony play station, not sure
looking at the ads and publicity, it looks real enuff, like, u can excercise in private, no gyms, no leaving the house, no fees to pay, no travelling, hmmmm, perfect !
dont put things off babe, start today, its important to me cos its abt your health and well being, i cant aford to lose you, cos i love you
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:08:41 +0800
To: apt
hehe love me skinny even more? OK OK I will do anything for you. I will try lose weight. I dun wanna die soon. I wanna enjoy my marriage life with you.
Nintendo Wifit game? never heard of it before.. tell me
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:03 PM
To: MT
well, no need to be sad, at least you have the comfort of knowing i have been working here on the house, so i dun need to be doing it while ur here
you absolutely must start to lose weight, forget about a knee, thats the least of ur problems, diabetes, heart disease, cardiac arrest, they are just some of the consequences you shud be concerned about, it's no joke baby, you're literally putting your life at risk
stilll very cold here, another day when it wont reach even 0 degrees, low forecast is -9, but the snow is disappearing, just the ice will be left by the weekend they say. hey, i just thought, get urself a nintendo Wii, with the WiFit game, u can exercise in private, without having to leave the house, briliant idea !
love you hunny, love you skinny even more ! hehe
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 14:52:13 +0800
To: APT
LOL
morning baby
I plomised will lose some weight. But to exercise, the nurse said I should wait till my knee recovered.
How are you this morning? I'm sad today coz no emails from you to read this morning.
-----Original Me ssage-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 2:49 PM
To: MT
so, you got a swollen knee, well, 7Kg is no laughing matter hunn, not just the effect its having on ur knees, but on ur heart, the strain can get unmanageable and before you know it,,bam ! heart attack
i know ur not capable of actually losing any wight, so its time you started to exercise, so when ur here, be prepared to do some walking, jogging, and general excercise,
hey, i dun wanna marry someone who may drop down dead because they cant stop eating ! hehe
love you hunny
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 10:48:42 +0800
To: apt
NO EMAIL FOR ME THIS MORNING? U THINK IT'S FUNNY HUH? grrrrrrrrrr
Ok, just dun blame me if I didn’t turn up at the airport on 17 Dec! Just see how u gonna act? Grrrrrrrrrr
Baby, I think I have caused inflamatory to my left knee. It swells and the nurse told me to lose weight as I've put on 7 kilos over 1 year. Hehe
I will start to fast again Monday but excluse weekends.
Talk later. Meeting starts soon.
Write to me before u leave for work.
Wuv u
(I hope u will still ruv me, eventhough my body is getting old and rotten)
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:36:53 +0800
To: APT
solly baby, I was busy earlier to read yr mails. vely vely busy
darling, can u check the requirements to register a marriage in the UK and of course to sponsor for fiancee to come to UK?
Do it when u hv time. I will check too tonight.
love you..
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:32 PM
To: MT
hehe, its ok, i know you like to make me suffer,,,,cruel woman !
love u too hunny, will be leaving for the office in a half hour from now
so, if u have time write me back
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:29:16 +0800
To: apt
oh no! just saw this and the rest of yr emails. hehe solly baby
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:57 PM
To: MT
morning babe
just woke up, almost am, so been a little lazy, but hey, its snowing, so i stayed warm in our bed
good to hear u wanna quit, hey, go for acupuncture, it may work, who knows ?
love you my darling
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 09:44:36 +0800
To: apt
YESS!! IT'S DECEMBER!
Yes I plomised to be there in December but I didn't mentioned which year, did I? hmm.. ok see you December next year. Nooo. u dun take 2nd place to my job. if not becoz of my issues here, I would hv left for UK... and go home after 6 months to visit mum and erin.
I'm counting weeks now.. 2 weeks left to go.... 2 weeks!! yesss!!
about smoking, I gotta get myself the elect cigarettes. I wanna quit but its hard. I want us to live longer and healthy and enjoy life together.
dunno what to buy for Junior . There are 2 baby shirts that I've bought for him. Deedee will take one to gv to Junior . Maybe I should shop in the UK for Junior and you. Yet to get something for wheelieman.
OK I'll be there on 17th in Santa costume (female version). hehe.. red net stokings. red bra n G-string haha
Talk later.
Your darling
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:03 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Darling
It's December,,,,so, where are you ? you said you would be here in december and ur not ! BooHoo !
i waited up til midnight, now its december, and u plomised ! grrrrr, so, whats the excuse ?,,,working i suppose,
so, i take second place to ur job huh ?, U said U would be here in december, i want you here NOW !
Ok, OK, I'll give you until 7am on the 17th, but no more excuses, ok ? arrive later than that and Il chop you up into little pieces and eat you !, hehe
16 more days and you'll be here, yeahhhhhhh ! counting the hours now, cos days are too long
it was lovely talking with you again earlier today, i love the sound of your voice on the phone, but babe, stop smoking ! its affecting your breathing, i can tell, and thats not good
we both have to try harder to at the very least, cut down a lot on the amount we smoke, give me that as my xmas present and i'll be delighted.
dun forget, no shopping sprees before you arrive, ok?, a small, no,,,tiny, gift for the kids and a little something for Junior , and thats it, ok?
It's you that we want to see, not your shopping, just get here and be with me, its all i want
willl email you when i wake up, until then,
all my love
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:52 PM
To: APT
Subject: WAKE UP!
LAZY BUM!
I know its cold outside but u hv to wake up and talk to me! Dun want u to just dashed out to work without saying goodbye. So, wake up!!!!
I ruv u so much and u on the other hand is sleeping like a bear? grrrrrrrrrr
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:15 PM
To: APT
ok darling
just be more careful when walking on ice ok? I dun wanna man with too many broken bones haha!
love u hubby
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:13 PM
To: MT
just a little slip on the ice when coming thru the front door yesterday, this morning its swollen up, painful
well, its here, we got a covering of snow in warrington overnight, its much worse in swcotland tho, just been on tv they closed edinburgh airport for the day,
but it will open again tomorrow, no need to panic, its always worse up in scotland, they have a much more arctic climate than we do down here
hmmm, gotta go to the office soon, meeting taking place this morning
i should recieve the new work contract today, if so, i will be tendering resignation later this aternoon
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 16:01:29 +0800
TO: APT
hehe I was about to send u an email.. to SHOUT to u to wake up. Lazybum!
Good mornng my darling Iskander,
what happened to yr knee?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 3:58 PM
To: MT
morning hunny
yep, that sounds like a good scheme, have a look around at fabric suppliers who can provide a good service with regular supplies, we'll talk abt it in dec.
just woke up babe, still tired, but i guess i needed it anyway
grrrr, woke up today with a cold and a sore knee ! Haha, Im falling to pieces ! help !
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 12:16:15 +0800
To: APT
Baby,
Last evening when u mentioned abt running a business.. hmm I was thinking of bringing in curtains. Then maybe buy a sewing machine to offer clothes alteration too.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 10:09 AM
To: APT
LOL Noooo not perverted unless you hang my undies around the house hehe
Good morning darling,
happy to know that you are not going to set yr alarm so u can sleep longer.
Yes the waiting will be over soon. How I wish I will go there without having to come back to spore for at least 6 months!
Busy as usual, but email me once ur awake.
Ruv u
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 5:29 AM
To: MT
good morning darling
got quite busy yesterday afternoon with the new staff to deal with, plus a few other issues that arose, grrrrr
but it was so nice to hear your voice, thanks so much for the call, it took away the pain of the cold ! hehe
but it didnt take away the pain of missing you, and i miss you every second of every day, but i know the waiting
will soon be over, and the thought of that keeps me going.
You know, i look forward each night to getting into our bed, cuddling up under the quilt and imagining you are here with me,
i still have your gown next to the bed and look at it, sometimes bringing it onto the pillow next to me, then you're with me, your dressing
gown hangs behind the bathroom door, exactly where it was the day you left, just waiting for you to come home, and your warm, grey coat
and the others still hang in the wardrobe, completely undisturbed since you hung them there before returning to s'pore,
HEY, that's not perverted,,,,is it ?, hehe
no alarm clock for me tonite hunny, i will wake up when i wake up, but the first thing i will do is to email you,
see you soon babe,
love you
x x x x x x x x
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 4:41 AM
To: MT
Subject: sorry babe
sorry baby, i just been unable to lift myself off the sofa for the last 4hours, dozing, waking, and all the time, with pain evrytwhere
not sure if i been concious all the time, feels like i just lost all that time cos cant remember anything
going to bed, feelin terrible but alwaays loving you
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Monday, December 06, 2010 4:08 AM
To: MT
Subject: Monday 6th Dec
Good Morning Hunny
I hope you are feeling better this morning, I hate being so far away and unable to do anything for you
I have been home today, got the xmas tree down from the attic, then put that and some lights and decorations around, just hope you like it when you get here
u know, the more i look around the house now, the more i like it, kinda getting used to being here now, and i like it a lot, this wasnt always so, and i have to tell you, without you, i would probably never have got round to making it the way it is now, i really believe its now a home, a home for the two of us, until you came along, it was somewhere to sleep, somewhere to eat, and that was about all, but now, i love being here, i love coming home, cos i know you will be there to talk to, even though its only on a computer screen, you feel so close, just the final step to take and have you here in person, and that starts in just a few days now, and i can't wait.
The tree is glittering, the lights twinkling and the fire is glowing, the rug's in front of the fire, just waiting for us to be together, warm, secure, safe and when we close the door, the world can go to hell, it's just you and me.
I just can't wait to see you again,
all my love
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Sat, 4 Dec 2010 20:23:00 +0000
To: MT
morning hunn,
you must be in JB by now, so maybe you will read this when you get back, it will be abt 7pm your time when i get back from the store as you know, Im off to pick up the mattress for Deedee on my way home. I will search around for some new bedding as i dont want Deedee to feel she has to sleep on previously used sheets, hehe, anyway, i dun have any single size bedding, so it will have to be new.
well, i hope i have just about got the place ready for your arrival, obviously there are still things to do but Im thinking now to stop and wait for your input for the remainder of what there is to do, so please, excuse what hasn't been done, just think of it as your opportunity to create the space as you want it, hehe
tomorrow (well, today) Im gonna get the xmas tree down from the attic, decorate it and turn the house into a christmas grotto for you and deedee,
without going over the top, i just wanna make it feel like its home for you both.
Can't wait to see you a week from friday, and of course, Deedee two days later, YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
talk later
bye for now
x x x x x x x
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Friday, December 03, 2010 10:16 AM
To: APT
how can I forget the way u look from head to toe? No matter how hard u try, I still can recognise you unless you dyed yr hair black!! LOL
good morning darling
I like that idea of you being naked. That will really stands out in the crowd. hmm with a hard on.. and two officers from the asylum chasing after you at the airport. . and of course I will pretend not to know you and hail a taxi to proceed home to sleep.
Yes, we will go for breakfast together like before, same place. or if the snow is too heavy, we go indoor instead. And then to the halal butcher for some marketing as I wanna make you rendang before we go edinburgh. Speaking of which, just in case that we cant go edinburgh due to bad weather, can u check flight and hotel to Marrakesh instead?
I know darling, I'm always surrounded by my relatives and Im sorry abt that. I hope u understand my situation. Not until we legally married, its hard for me to just be alone with you as it will be the talk of the town. I just dun know how to make u understand my concern.. coz we are still asians and still trying not to go against religious teachings and cross the lines, which I've already did, so I'm no different with my ex :-(
Not until I'm legally yours, we hv to put up an act except for people like A ***, Z **, N **** where they are more open-minded. Even till today, Deedee thot we're just sleeping together and no sex! She is so naive or what!!??
This round, erin will hv some projects to do, so we can leave her at home with w***** sometimes.
However Is ********* , if you think I'm very old fashioned and not being realistic, I will not stop you from ending this relationship becoz I understand. YOu are entitled to yr opinion and thots. But if you can be more patient, all I ask for is, 1 more year or maybe lesser. Think abt it.
Talk to me before u go to work ya?
I love and miss you so much that it pains me deep inside... only Allah knows.
All I ask for is another year.........
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Friday, December 03, 2010 5:53 AM
To: MT
Subject: 2 weeks from today
just two weeks to go hunny,
how will you recognise me at the airport, what if you have forgotten what i look like ?
how will you know its me ?
omg ! now im worried,,,what if you are just leaving as I arrive in the back of a taxi ?
I know, I'll wait for you in a disguise, how abt if Im completely naked ?, that should stand out in the crowd !
2nd thots, its so bloody cold, nothing would would ever stand up, i mean,,,out,
looking forward so much to picking you up at the airport, then, if ur not too tired, we'll go off and have some breakfast and coffee
while i get to look at you, i wanna just look into ur beautiful eyes again
you do realise, that until Deedee arrives, this will be the first time we have been alone since you were here over a year ago,
Paris, Marseille, Singapore, Thailand, we were never actually alone in any of these places, just Warrington ! Hahaha !
hmmmm, can i trust you , alone with me ? I hope not ! hehe
work again today, Im hoping there will be post today and that my new employment contract arrives, then i can resign,
if not, then I wont be able to join the new company as planned on Jan 4th, grrrrrrr, it will have to be delayed a week so I can serve my correct notice period
I may be leaving, but really want to do so on good terms, since, who knows, i may need the job back one day! (i hope not !)
Okees, tired now, off to bed, as always, i will mail you when i wake up, will be around 12 noon when i see u next,
bye for now
all my love
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Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:50 PM
To: MT
good girl hunn, we deserve it for ourselves to be fit and healthy, longer life, more sex, hehe !
look into classes, but remember how much it may cost.
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:40:00 +0800
To: apt
ok will check tonight
I will look out for classes nearby too
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:31 PM
To: MT
good hunny, we'll both do it ok ? for each other
i think there is a dance mat available, just search ebay or google nintendo Wii, you should find thousands !
who knows, maybe they are cheaper there than here in the uk
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:27:04 +0800
To: APT
ok sure, I will start tomorrow. Will buy Oaths tonite to keep in office.
are referring to the dance mat, plug into tv?
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:23 PM
To: MT
hehe, seriously hunny, i just been looking at them on ebay, its a game console with a fitnesws game that you can actually excercise to, im thinkin abt getting one, better than sitting watching tv in the
evenings,
i wudda thot all the kids there play the Wii, i think its the most popular console in the world, or maybe thats the sony play station, not sure
looking at the ads and publicity, it looks real enuff, like, u can excercise in private, no gyms, no leaving the house, no fees to pay, no travelling, hmmmm, perfect !
dont put things off babe, start today, its important to me cos its abt your health and well being, i cant aford to lose you, cos i love you
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:08:41 +0800
To: apt
hehe love me skinny even more? OK OK I will do anything for you. I will try lose weight. I dun wanna die soon. I wanna enjoy my marriage life with you.
Nintendo Wifit game? never heard of it before.. tell me
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:03 PM
To: MT
well, no need to be sad, at least you have the comfort of knowing i have been working here on the house, so i dun need to be doing it while ur here
you absolutely must start to lose weight, forget about a knee, thats the least of ur problems, diabetes, heart disease, cardiac arrest, they are just some of the consequences you shud be concerned about, it's no joke baby, you're literally putting your life at risk
stilll very cold here, another day when it wont reach even 0 degrees, low forecast is -9, but the snow is disappearing, just the ice will be left by the weekend they say
hey, i just thought, get urself a nintendo Wii, with the WiFit game, u can exercise in private, without having to leave the house, briliant idea !
love you hunny, love you skinny even more ! hehe
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 14:52:13 +0800
To: APT
LOL
morning baby
I plomised will lose some weight. But to exercise, the nurse said I should wait till my knee recovered.
How are you this morning? I'm sad today coz no emails from you to read this morning.
-----Original Me ssage-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 2:49 PM
To: MT
so, you got a swollen knee, well, 7Kg is no laughing matter hunn, not just the effect its having on ur knees, but on ur heart, the strain can get unmanageable and before you know it,,bam ! heart attack
i know ur not capable of actually losing any wight, so its time you started to exercise, so when ur here, be prepared to do some walking, jogging, and general excercise,
hey, i dun wanna marry someone who may drop down dead because they cant stop eating ! hehe
love you hunny,
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 10:48:42 +0800
To: apt
NO EMAIL FOR ME THIS MORNING? U THINK IT'S FUNNY HUH? grrrrrrrrrr
Ok, just dun blame me if I didn’t turn up at the airport on 17 Dec! Just see how u gonna act? Grrrrrrrrrr
Baby, I think I have caused inflamatory to my left knee. It swells and the nurse told me to lose weight as I've put on 7 kilos over 1 year. Hehe
I will start to fast again Monday but excluse weekends.
Talk later. Meeting starts soon.
Write to me before u leave for work.
Wuv u
(I hope u will still ruv me, eventhough my body is getting old and rotten)
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:36:53 +0800
To: APT
solly baby, I was busy earlier to read yr mails. vely vely busy
darling, can u check the requirements to register a marriage in the UK and of course to sponsor for fiancee to come to UK?
Do it when u hv time. I will check too tonight.
love you..
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:32 PM
To: MT
hehe, its ok, i know you like to make me suffer,,,,cruel woman !
love u too hunny, will be leaving for the office in a half hour from now
so, if u have time write me back
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:29:16 +0800
To: apt
oh no! just saw this and the rest of yr emails. hehe solly baby
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:57 PM
To: MT
morning babe
just woke up, almost am, so been a little lazy, but hey, its snowing, so i stayed warm in our bed
good to hear u wanna quit, hey, go for acupuncture, it may work, who knows ?
love you my darling
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 09:44:36 +0800
To: apt
YESS!! IT'S DECEMBER!
Yes I plomised to be there in December but I didn't mentioned which year, did I? hmm.. ok see you December next year. Nooo. u dun take 2nd place to my job. if not becoz of my issues here, I would hv left for UK... and go home after 6 months to visit mum and erin.
I'm counting weeks now.. 2 weeks left to go.... 2 weeks!! yesss!!
about smoking, I gotta get myself the elect cigarettes. I wanna quit but its hard. I want us to live longer and healthy and enjoy life together.
dunno what to buy for Junior . There are 2 baby shirts that I've bought for him. Deedee will take one to gv to Junior . Maybe I should shop in the UK for Junior and you. Yet to get something for wheelieman.
OK I'll be there on 17th in Santa costume (female version). hehe.. red net stokings. red bra n G-string haha
Talk later.
Your darling
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:03 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Darling
It's December,,,,so, where are you ? you said you would be here in december and ur not ! BooHoo !
i waited up til midnight, now its december, and u plomised ! grrrrr, so, whats the excuse ?,,,working i suppose,
so, i take second place to ur job huh ?, U said U would be here in december, i want you here NOW !
Ok, OK, I'll give you until 7am on the 17th, but no more excuses, ok ? arrive later than that and Il chop you up into little pieces and eat you !, hehe
16 more days and you'll be here, yeahhhhhhh ! counting the hours now, cos days are too long
it was lovely talking with you again earlier today, i love the sound of your voice on the phone, but babe, stop smoking ! its affecting your breathing, i can tell, and thats not good
we both have to try harder to at the very least, cut down a lot on the amount we smoke, give me that as my xmas present and i'll be delighted.
dun forget, no shopping sprees before you arrive, ok?, a small, no,,,tiny, gift for the kids and a little something for Junior , and thats it, ok?
It's you that we want to see, not your shopping, just get here and be with me, its all i want
willl email you when i wake up, until then,
all my love
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:52 PM
To: APT
Subject: WAKE UP!
LAZY BUM!
I know its cold outside but u hv to wake up and talk to me! Dun want u to just dashed out to work without saying goodbye. So, wake up!!!!
I ruv u so much and u on the other hand is sleeping like a bear? grrrrrrrrrr
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:15 PM
To: APT
ok darling
just be more careful when walking on ice ok? I dun wanna man with too many broken bones haha!
love u hubby
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:13 PM
To: MT
just a little slip on the ice when coming thru the front door yesterday, this morning its swollen up, painful
well, its here, we got a covering of snow in warrington overnight, its much worse in swcotland tho, just been on tv they closed edinburgh airport for the day,
but it will open again tomorrow, no need to panic, its always worse up in scotland, they have a much more arctic climate than we do down here
hmmm, gotta go to the office soon, meeting taking place this morning
i should recieve the new work contract today, if so, i will be tendering resignation later this aternoon
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 16:01:29 +0800
TO: APT
hehe I was about to send u an email.. to SHOUT to u to wake up. Lazybum!
Good mornng my darling Iskander,
what happened to yr knee?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 3:58 PM
To: MT
morning hunny
yep, that sounds like a good scheme, have a look around at fabric suppliers who can provide a good service with regular supplies, we'll talk abt it in dec.
just woke up babe, still tired, but i guess i needed it anyway
grrrr, woke up today with a cold and a sore knee ! Haha, Im falling to pieces ! help !
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 12:16:15 +0800
To: APT
Baby,
Last evening when u mentioned abt running a business.. hmm I was thinking of bringing in curtains. Then maybe buy a sewing machine to offer clothes alteration too.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 10:09 AM
To: APT
LOL Noooo not perverted unless you hang my undies around the house hehe
Good morning darling,
happy to know that you are not going to set yr alarm so u can sleep longer.
Yes the waiting will be over soon. How I wish I will go there without having to come back to spore for at least 6 months!
Busy as usual, but email me once ur awake.
Ruv u
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 5:29 AM
To: MT
good morning darling
got quite busy yesterday afternoon with the new staff to deal with, plus a few other issues that arose, grrrrr
but it was so nice to hear your voice, thanks so much for the call, it took away the pain of the cold ! hehe
but it didnt take away the pain of missing you, and i miss you every second of every day, but i know the waiting
will soon be over, and the thought of that keeps me going.
You know, i look forward each night to getting into our bed, cuddling up under the quilt and imagining you are here with me,
i still have your gown next to the bed and look at it, sometimes bringing it onto the pillow next to me, then you're with me, your dressing
gown hangs behind the bathroom door, exactly where it was the day you left, just waiting for you to come home, and your warm, grey coat
and the others still hang in the wardrobe, completely undisturbed since you hung them there before returning to s'pore,
HEY, that's not perverted,,,,is it ?, hehe
no alarm clock for me tonite hunny, i will wake up when i wake up, but the first thing i will do is to email you,
see you soon babe,
love you
x x x x x x x x
To: MT
Subject: sorry babe
sorry baby, i just been unable to lift myself off the sofa for the last 4hours, dozing, waking, and all the time, with pain evrytwhere
not sure if i been concious all the time, feels like i just lost all that time cos cant remember anything
going to bed, feelin terrible but alwaays loving you
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Monday, December 06, 2010 4:08 AM
To: MT
Subject: Monday 6th Dec
Good Morning Hunny
I hope you are feeling better this morning, I hate being so far away and unable to do anything for you
I have been home today, got the xmas tree down from the attic, then put that and some lights and decorations around, just hope you like it when you get here
u know, the more i look around the house now, the more i like it, kinda getting used to being here now, and i like it a lot, this wasnt always so, and i have to tell you, without you, i would probably never have got round to making it the way it is now, i really believe its now a home, a home for the two of us, until you came along, it was somewhere to sleep, somewhere to eat, and that was about all, but now, i love being here, i love coming home, cos i know you will be there to talk to, even though its only on a computer screen, you feel so close, just the final step to take and have you here in person, and that starts in just a few days now, and i can't wait.
The tree is glittering, the lights twinkling and the fire is glowing, the rug's in front of the fire, just waiting for us to be together, warm, secure, safe and when we close the door, the world can go to hell, it's just you and me.
I just can't wait to see you again,
all my love
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Sat, 4 Dec 2010 20:23:00 +0000
To: MT
morning hunn,
you must be in JB by now, so maybe you will read this when you get back, it will be abt 7pm your time when i get back from the store as you know, Im off to pick up the mattress for Deedee on my way home. I will search around for some new bedding as i dont want Deedee to feel she has to sleep on previously used sheets, hehe, anyway, i dun have any single size bedding, so it will have to be new.
well, i hope i have just about got the place ready for your arrival, obviously there are still things to do but Im thinking now to stop and wait for your input for the remainder of what there is to do, so please, excuse what hasn't been done, just think of it as your opportunity to create the space as you want it, hehe
tomorrow (well, today) Im gonna get the xmas tree down from the attic, decorate it and turn the house into a christmas grotto for you and deedee,
without going over the top, i just wanna make it feel like its home for you both.
Can't wait to see you a week from friday, and of course, Deedee two days later, YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
talk later
bye for now
x x x x x x x
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Friday, December 03, 2010 10:16 AM
To: APT
how can I forget the way u look from head to toe? No matter how hard u try, I still can recognise you unless you dyed yr hair black!! LOL
good morning darling
I like that idea of you being naked. That will really stands out in the crowd. hmm with a hard on.. and two officers from the asylum chasing after you at the airport. . and of course I will pretend not to know you and hail a taxi to proceed home to sleep.
Yes, we will go for breakfast together like before, same place. or if the snow is too heavy, we go indoor instead. And then to the halal butcher for some marketing as I wanna make you rendang before we go edinburgh. Speaking of which, just in case that we cant go edinburgh due to bad weather, can u check flight and hotel to Marrakesh instead?
I know darling, I'm always surrounded by my relatives and Im sorry abt that. I hope u understand my situation. Not until we legally married, its hard for me to just be alone with you as it will be the talk of the town. I just dun know how to make u understand my concern.. coz we are still asians and still trying not to go against religious teachings and cross the lines, which I've already did, so I'm no different with my ex :-(
Not until I'm legally yours, we hv to put up an act except for people like A ***, Z **, N **** where they are more open-minded. Even till today, Deedee thot we're just sleeping together and no sex! She is so naive or what!!??
This round, erin will hv some projects to do, so we can leave her at home with w***** sometimes.
However Is ********* , if you think I'm very old fashioned and not being realistic, I will not stop you from ending this relationship becoz I understand. YOu are entitled to yr opinion and thots. But if you can be more patient, all I ask for is, 1 more year or maybe lesser. Think abt it.
Talk to me before u go to work ya?
I love and miss you so much that it pains me deep inside... only Allah knows.
All I ask for is another year.........
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Friday, December 03, 2010 5:53 AM
To: MT
Subject: 2 weeks from today
just two weeks to go hunny,
how will you recognise me at the airport, what if you have forgotten what i look like ?
how will you know its me ?
omg ! now im worried,,,what if you are just leaving as I arrive in the back of a taxi ?
I know, I'll wait for you in a disguise, how abt if Im completely naked ?, that should stand out in the crowd !
2nd thots, its so bloody cold, nothing would would ever stand up, i mean,,,out,
looking forward so much to picking you up at the airport, then, if ur not too tired, we'll go off and have some breakfast and coffee
while i get to look at you, i wanna just look into ur beautiful eyes again
you do realise, that until Deedee arrives, this will be the first time we have been alone since you were here over a year ago,
Paris, Marseille, Singapore, Thailand, we were never actually alone in any of these places, just Warrington ! Hahaha !
hmmmm, can i trust you , alone with me ? I hope not ! hehe
work again today, Im hoping there will be post today and that my new employment contract arrives, then i can resign,
if not, then I wont be able to join the new company as planned on Jan 4th, grrrrrrr, it will have to be delayed a week so I can serve my correct notice period
I may be leaving, but really want to do so on good terms, since, who knows, i may need the job back one day! (i hope not !)
Okees, tired now, off to bed, as always, i will mail you when i wake up, will be around 12 noon when i see u next,
bye for now
all my love
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Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:50 PM
To: MT
good girl hunn, we deserve it for ourselves to be fit and healthy, longer life, more sex, hehe !
look into classes, but remember how much it may cost.
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:40:00 +0800
To: apt
ok will check tonight
I will look out for classes nearby too
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:31 PM
To: MT
good hunny, we'll both do it ok ? for each other
i think there is a dance mat available, just search ebay or google nintendo Wii, you should find thousands !
who knows, maybe they are cheaper there than here in the uk
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:27:04 +0800
To: APT
ok sure, I will start tomorrow. Will buy Oaths tonite to keep in office.
are referring to the dance mat, plug into tv?
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:23 PM
To: MT
hehe, seriously hunny, i just been looking at them on ebay, its a game console with a fitnesws game that you can actually excercise to, im thinkin abt getting one, better than sitting watching tv in the
evenings,
i wudda thot all the kids there play the Wii, i think its the most popular console in the world, or maybe thats the sony play station, not sure
looking at the ads and publicity, it looks real enuff, like, u can excercise in private, no gyms, no leaving the house, no fees to pay, no travelling, hmmmm, perfect !
dont put things off babe, start today, its important to me cos its abt your health and well being, i cant aford to lose you, cos i love you
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:08:41 +0800
To: apt
hehe love me skinny even more? OK OK I will do anything for you. I will try lose weight. I dun wanna die soon. I wanna enjoy my marriage life with you.
Nintendo Wifit game? never heard of it before.. tell me
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:03 PM
To: MT
well, no need to be sad, at least you have the comfort of knowing i have been working here on the house, so i dun need to be doing it while ur here
you absolutely must start to lose weight, forget about a knee, thats the least of ur problems, diabetes, heart disease, cardiac arrest, they are just some of the consequences you shud be concerned about, it's no joke baby, you're literally putting your life at risk
stilll very cold here, another day when it wont reach even 0 degrees, low forecast is -9, but the snow is disappearing, just the ice will be left by the weekend they say
hey, i just thought, get urself a nintendo Wii, with the WiFit game, u can exercise in private, without having to leave the house, briliant idea !
love you hunny, love you skinny even more ! hehe
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 14:52:13 +0800
To: APT
LOL
morning baby
I plomised will lose some weight. But to exercise, the nurse said I should wait till my knee recovered.
How are you this morning? I'm sad today coz no emails from you to read this morning.
-----Original Me ssage-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 2:49 PM
To: MT
so, you got a swollen knee, well, 7Kg is no laughing matter hunn, not just the effect its having on ur knees, but on ur heart, the strain can get unmanageable and before you know it,,bam ! heart attack
i know ur not capable of actually losing any wight, so its time you started to exercise, so when ur here, be prepared to do some walking, jogging, and general excercise,
hey, i dun wanna marry someone who may drop down dead because they cant stop eating ! hehe
love you hunny,
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 10:48:42 +0800
To: apt
NO EMAIL FOR ME THIS MORNING? U THINK IT'S FUNNY HUH? grrrrrrrrrr
Ok, just dun blame me if I didn’t turn up at the airport on 17 Dec! Just see how u gonna act? Grrrrrrrrrr
Baby, I think I have caused inflamatory to my left knee. It swells and the nurse told me to lose weight as I've put on 7 kilos over 1 year. Hehe
I will start to fast again Monday but excluse weekends.
Talk later. Meeting starts soon.
Write to me before u leave for work.
Wuv u
(I hope u will still ruv me, eventhough my body is getting old and rotten)
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:36:53 +0800
To: APT
solly baby, I was busy earlier to read yr mails. vely vely busy
darling, can u check the requirements to register a marriage in the UK and of course to sponsor for fiancee to come to UK?
Do it when u hv time. I will check too tonight.
love you..
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:32 PM
To: MT
hehe, its ok, i know you like to make me suffer,,,,cruel woman !
love u too hunny, will be leaving for the office in a half hour from now
so, if u have time write me back
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:29:16 +0800
To: apt
oh no! just saw this and the rest of yr emails. hehe solly baby
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:57 PM
To: MT
morning babe
just woke up, almost am, so been a little lazy, but hey, its snowing, so i stayed warm in our bed
good to hear u wanna quit, hey, go for acupuncture, it may work, who knows ?
love you my darling
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 09:44:36 +0800
To: apt
YESS!! IT'S DECEMBER!
Yes I plomised to be there in December but I didn't mentioned which year, did I? hmm.. ok see you December next year. Nooo. u dun take 2nd place to my job. if not becoz of my issues here, I would hv left for UK... and go home after 6 months to visit mum and erin.
I'm counting weeks now.. 2 weeks left to go.... 2 weeks!! yesss!!
about smoking, I gotta get myself the elect cigarettes. I wanna quit but its hard. I want us to live longer and healthy and enjoy life together.
dunno what to buy for Junior . There are 2 baby shirts that I've bought for him. Deedee will take one to gv to Junior . Maybe I should shop in the UK for Junior and you. Yet to get something for wheelieman.
OK I'll be there on 17th in Santa costume (female version). hehe.. red net stokings. red bra n G-string haha
Talk later.
Your darling
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:03 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Darling
It's December,,,,so, where are you ? you said you would be here in december and ur not ! BooHoo !
i waited up til midnight, now its december, and u plomised ! grrrrr, so, whats the excuse ?,,,working i suppose,
so, i take second place to ur job huh ?, U said U would be here in december, i want you here NOW !
Ok, OK, I'll give you until 7am on the 17th, but no more excuses, ok ? arrive later than that and Il chop you up into little pieces and eat you !, hehe
16 more days and you'll be here, yeahhhhhhh ! counting the hours now, cos days are too long
it was lovely talking with you again earlier today, i love the sound of your voice on the phone, but babe, stop smoking ! its affecting your breathing, i can tell, and thats not good
we both have to try harder to at the very least, cut down a lot on the amount we smoke, give me that as my xmas present and i'll be delighted.
dun forget, no shopping sprees before you arrive, ok?, a small, no,,,tiny, gift for the kids and a little something for Junior , and thats it, ok?
It's you that we want to see, not your shopping, just get here and be with me, its all i want
willl email you when i wake up, until then,
all my love
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:52 PM
To: APT
Subject: WAKE UP!
LAZY BUM!
I know its cold outside but u hv to wake up and talk to me! Dun want u to just dashed out to work without saying goodbye. So, wake up!!!!
I ruv u so much and u on the other hand is sleeping like a bear? grrrrrrrrrr
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:15 PM
To: APT
ok darling
just be more careful when walking on ice ok? I dun wanna man with too many broken bones haha!
love u hubby
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:13 PM
To: MT
just a little slip on the ice when coming thru the front door yesterday, this morning its swollen up, painful
well, its here, we got a covering of snow in warrington overnight, its much worse in swcotland tho, just been on tv they closed edinburgh airport for the day,
but it will open again tomorrow, no need to panic, its always worse up in scotland, they have a much more arctic climate than we do down here
hmmm, gotta go to the office soon, meeting taking place this morning
i should recieve the new work contract today, if so, i will be tendering resignation later this aternoon
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 16:01:29 +0800
TO: APT
hehe I was about to send u an email.. to SHOUT to u to wake up. Lazybum!
Good mornng my darling Iskander,
what happened to yr knee?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 3:58 PM
To: MT
morning hunny
yep, that sounds like a good scheme, have a look around at fabric suppliers who can provide a good service with regular supplies, we'll talk abt it in dec.
just woke up babe, still tired, but i guess i needed it anyway
grrrr, woke up today with a cold and a sore knee ! Haha, Im falling to pieces ! help !
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 12:16:15 +0800
To: APT
Baby,
Last evening when u mentioned abt running a business.. hmm I was thinking of bringing in curtains. Then maybe buy a sewing machine to offer clothes alteration too.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 10:09 AM
To: APT
LOL Noooo not perverted unless you hang my undies around the house hehe
Good morning darling,
happy to know that you are not going to set yr alarm so u can sleep longer.
Yes the waiting will be over soon. How I wish I will go there without having to come back to spore for at least 6 months!
Busy as usual, but email me once ur awake.
Ruv u
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 5:29 AM
To: MT
good morning darling
got quite busy yesterday afternoon with the new staff to deal with, plus a few other issues that arose, grrrrr
but it was so nice to hear your voice, thanks so much for the call, it took away the pain of the cold ! hehe
but it didnt take away the pain of missing you, and i miss you every second of every day, but i know the waiting
will soon be over, and the thought of that keeps me going.
You know, i look forward each night to getting into our bed, cuddling up under the quilt and imagining you are here with me,
i still have your gown next to the bed and look at it, sometimes bringing it onto the pillow next to me, then you're with me, your dressing
gown hangs behind the bathroom door, exactly where it was the day you left, just waiting for you to come home, and your warm, grey coat
and the others still hang in the wardrobe, completely undisturbed since you hung them there before returning to s'pore,
HEY, that's not perverted,,,,is it ?, hehe
no alarm clock for me tonite hunny, i will wake up when i wake up, but the first thing i will do is to email you,
see you soon babe,
love you
x x x x x x x x
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