Thursday, November 04, 2010 2:17 PM
To: APT

ok baby gotta go now
or they will leave without me!
talk to u later
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Thursday, November 04, 2010 2:12 PM
To: MT

lazy bun? u cheeky !
think its u whose lazy bum ! hehe, days off, never at work, haha

love you lazy bummy hunny

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Thu, 4 Nov 2010 14:06:18 +0800
To: apt

yet to listen to the news becos I'm busy working. Duh?!
unlike you, lazy bum
mmm must be about us living together
our daily routine life, if you get the job offer
I just stay home and cook, cleaning, lazing around the house

I will definitely rest well before I fly to UK
or maybe not
coz I hv many things to clear before I go for my vacation

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Thursday, November 04, 2010 2:01 PM
To: MT

hmmm. sounds nice
looks like u not heard yet abt the airbus a380 that dropped bits over Batam just now, seems we get ur news b4 you do hehe
yep, didnt sleep much last night, thinkin of us, dreaming of us
u have a luvly long weekend and make sure you rest plenty, ur gonna need ur energy for december 17th !!!!!!!!!!

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Thu, 4 Nov 2010 13:53:48 +0800
To: apt

he he of course its ok.. *blush*
I wish to be right next to you in bed hmmm..
I pull the blanket over my body
You pull my body over to you haha.. nice one and we keep each other warm under the blanket
fooking lol
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Thursday, November 04, 2010 1:50 PM
To: MT

been missing you, is that ok ?
hehe

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Thu, 4 Nov 2010 13:46:36 +0800
To: apt

good morning
u woke up so early!

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Thursday, November 04, 2010 1:40 PM
To: MT

morning baby
hey, what u been doing to those airplanes !, bits falling off over Batam indeed ! hehe
another lazy long weekend, wow, how i wud love to live somewhere that is constantly on holiday !!!!!!
love u hunny, write back if you have time

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Thu, 4 Nov 2010 10:38:44 +0800
To: apt
Hey honey,
Just finished raising urgent 3 million Purchase Requisition for the site services maintenance and materials. They are rushing for approval as today we finish work at 2.30pm as tomorrow is a public holiday here. So another long werekend for me.

No plans for tomorrow just cleaning at home as slave is at A *****. Saturday morning I'm going to dad's grave with K***** and L ***. Sunday - wedding invitation and then fun time with siblings and cousins. Laser gun (combat game) at the park.

Hmm ... all of a sudden, I felt this immense urge to confess how good it feels to love you and how great all the affection that surrounds us is, even when you’re not right there by my side.
You know, loving you and being loved by you is the best feeling I’ve ever experienced in my life. With you I feel happy and strong.
I feel free, I feel safe to make decisions, take directions, knowing that I’m only doing what’s best for us both. I always miss you terribly, but it’s a sweet feeling, a quite feeling, that’ll go away as soon as I get to see ou again every few months.

My sweet and adorable creature, may this pure and reciprocated feeling last forever, fully and intensely.

Talk to you later.

I'll be leaving office at 2.15pm sharp

byeeeeeeeeee

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Thursday, November 04, 2010 6:40 AM
To: MT

morning darling 10 30pm just home,,,,tired,,,cant keep eyes open,,,off to sleep love you
talk as soon as i wake up, nite

love u
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Wednesday, November 03, 2010 4:46 PM
To: APT

ok darling
bye for now
dun think I can make it to talk to you in msn when I'm home
but I will login to check if you're still online

love you



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Wednesday, November 03, 2010 4:45 PM
To: MT

okees, have a safe journey home, see u later



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Wed, 3 Nov 2010 16:43:33 +0800
To: apt

cannabis? hahaha
I want to be your legal wife in the UK
not an illegal drug manufacturer in our own backyard!
I wanna grow some curry leave, pandan leaves, lemon grass

ooohh so you are willing to keep me warm during my stay? hmm *slurps*
and of course I will go home again in May for a short weekend vacation
I hope to get the bonus in March so I can plan earlier

OK baby, I've gotta pack my things and ready to vanish from here


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Wednesday, November 03, 2010 4:32 PM
To: MT

i know ur not hunn, and it wont be completed by xmas, cos there's all the outside to do, but that can wait now until the springtime
I plan to have a small patch where we will grow some things we can eat, some herbs etc, couple of cannabis plants etc hehe
u'll be kept warm, preferably hot while ur here, no ploblem !
course i know u luv me, always nice to hear it tho, dun u think ?


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Wed, 3 Nov 2010 16:26:27 +0800
To: apt

haha.. nah I'm not pushing you to finish the house
I'm fine even if you make me sleep in the garden or at your neighbour's
As long as there is thick blanket to keep me warm (if 'someone' have no interest to warm me up LOL)
love you too, you should know it by now


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Wednesday, November 03, 2010 4:19 PM
To: MT

hehe, no complaints about lack of sleep, tired or whatever, sex ? what's that ?
yep, 44 days and counting down, hmmmm can't wait
i know , i know, i only got 43 days to finish this place, hehe, i will do it , dun worry
luv ya hunn


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Wed, 3 Nov 2010 16:14:07 +0800
To: apt

so happy that you're not leaving me so quickly like the other mornings grrrr
I get to talk to you longer
emuahs!
hmmmm our own personal performance? yessss! No chance to review, just go for it! LOL
more work at home it seem
well, I leave that to you, just dun go complaining you're tired, exhausted, lack of sleep, lack of sex bla bla bla
44 more days to go!



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Wednesday, November 03, 2010 4:08 PM
To: MT

hmmm, thats ok, we'll do our own personal performance review here in december,
no need to be doing one with the boss ! hehe

just making some small adjustments on the furnishings babe, like, i gotta remove a small amount of skirting board so the fireplace sits tight against the wall,
mirror need to go a few centimetres to the right to balance it up geometriclly,,, hehe, getting so fussy as i get older !

leaving here about 10am babe, that will be 6 o clock for you


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Wed, 3 Nov 2010 16:02:20 +0800
To: apt

sorry darling
was with my boss earlier
he wants me to do my year end personal performance and to review it together on Monday morning

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Wednesday, November 03, 2010 3:35 PM
To: MT

nooooo babe, dun cry, smile ! love shud make you smile
like when i think about us, all the nice times, i just smile cos it gives me such good memories
and its not long now before we will creat even more good memories, xmas together,
another christain celebration we can enjoy, hehe !

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Wed, 3 Nov 2010 15:28:22 +0800
To: apt

true.. love just comes naturally in us
like right now, I feel like crying coz you're so far away
wish I'm there with you now
hold hands, peck at on your cheek
bite your ears
Opps! sorry
bite your tongue hehe

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Wednesday, November 03, 2010 3:24 PM
To: MT

auww, how can you thank me for something i can't prevent ?
to tell you i love you is as natural as taking breath, i just can;t go a day without telling you
yes, i love you babe, nothing will change that, nothing ever

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Wed, 3 Nov 2010 15:17:28 +0800
To: apt

hehe.. yup, I've got to be honest, nothing to hide from you
The 1st time when I was madly in love with my ex. Took me 20yrs to came to know that it's a one-sided hehe
Anyway. glad that I found you. Dunno how I found you, where and what year.. important is, I found you!
I have all the attention and love that I've missed all these years.. the touch that a woman wants from a husband,
the 'I love you' being responded always unlike the last time.. the touches, kisses and the uttering of 'I love you' almost didn't happened for 20 years
I miss those kinda things in my everyday life. And I have those from you, thank you.

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Wednesday, November 03, 2010 3:07 PM
To: MT

cant forget about the interview hunn, i want the job, i need the job !
yep, coffee and toast in hand as we speak
i just think abt you all the time, cant be helped, i just do
2nd time huh ?, well, im happy to make you feel that way, thats my purpose in life now

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Wed, 3 Nov 2010 14:57:07 +0800
To: apt

Hey forget about the job interview for now
If it happen, it happen.. important is, you still have a job right now
Have you got your coffee yet darling?
I've been thinking about you extremely so much lately
It shows just how much Im in love with you
This is the second time in my entire life that I feel so good.. in cloud 9 hehe

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Wednesday, November 03, 2010 2:45 PM
To: MT

morning babe

yep, a good sleep., dunno why, i was shattered and went to sleep quite early
working into the evening, so not leaving home very early today
intervews went well, at least i felt they did, but who knows ?

love you hunny

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Wed, 3 Nov 2010 14:40:13 +0800
To: apt

helloooooo good morning!
how was your night? A good one? Alone or......
what time are you leaving the house?
how was the interview yesterday?

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Wednesday, November 03, 2010 2:38 PM
To: MT

hehe, wuv u too, u cruel woman !, nasty message indeed !
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Wed, 3 Nov 2010 10:28:56 +0800
To: apt
Just pop-in to say I RUV U!
That's it for today!
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Wednesday, November 03, 2010 9:35 AM
To: APT

My love Said Iskander,

I know you’re far away from me and that this distance between us is not voluntary, so we must be patient ok? It’s been very hard for me not knowing exactly how you’ve been doing physically and how is is your health been treating you, but I want you to know that I am and always will be here, strong in my believe that I will always love you, and hoping that our reunion will happen shortly, InsyaAllah.

I miss you very much and would love to be in your arms, your warm embrace… thank you baby for giving me time to take a deep breath and to find the courage to restart a new life and face the outside world with restored self esteem and dignity. I love you and will never stop loving you.
I miss you! I miss you so much!

Don’t call me a sadist, but I can’t resist the temptation of recalling our good moments together, those times when we had each other to the full, those moments there was nothing else in the world besides your body next to mine.

I’m sure will have those moments again becos I miss you not only with my soul but also with my body. My body is pleading, screaming and begging for me to go home to you soon, for you to caress it, kiss it and have it in a way I love and you know so well…
I tell myself over again not to despair, for soon we’ll be together again... and that’s what I want the most in the world. I want you for a husband and all our children around us. I'm a family oriented and they come first than friends or colleagues.

I saw the link and wow I wonder how the fishes survive in cold weather! I hope the water don't turn into ice, the fishes can do ice-skating show for the customers during winter. Over here, Dr fish business doesn't last long. Dunno why.

I'm looking at something else baby, I still prefer to do Thai massage. Perfer bodily contact haha.. I need your help to spread the words and cards around maybe recommend a friend for a start. We will see how.

A passionate kiss from me to you through this email emuahs!

Talk to you later darling.

Love ya

PS: We shall go to the mosque in Manchester to get your Conversion Cert ok? I need it for future..please

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Wednesday, November 03, 2010 5:58 AM
To: MT

good morning hunny

phew ! what a day,,, grey, rain, cold, gas explosions, moaning boss, two interviews, traffic hold ups,

all this ,,,and missing you terribly, has made it a busy day with more than a few annoyances hehe !

I dont know exactly how it went today hunny, but the feedback was promising and i know if Im offered this position, Im gonna
grab it and make the most of it for our future together, but if nothing else, im a realist and dont want to dream about something until it actually happens,
I've been too close before and plans and dreams have been smashed, so Im staying cool about the whole thing for now

Naturally, i daydream abt it, i want so much to be able to provide for you , and for Deedee too if and when she decides to join us, Im not sure I like the idea of my youngest daughter living in a far away country, all those foreigners ! hehe, the only consolation is that she would still have such a large and loving family around her, but i know whatever you do will be the best for erin, and that, Im happy with
And what about you ?, what;s the best thing for you hunny ?, I hope the answer will be to be here with me, with me providing a calm, relaxed life for you, full of love and fun, 'cos I will love you forever and always try to keep you happy, I dont want you stressed or to feel under any kind of pressure ( except to get here NOW !,hehe ) I hope you realise by now, when we're together I will only ever make every effort to keep you happy, there will be no disputes, no arguements ( unless you try to stop me watching the rugby ) you deserve to be looked after, and that is just what I intend to do, because I love you, its that simple.


Hey, why is it, whenever i get a good idea, someone gets there just in advance of me ? see this link and u'll know what i mean !

www.silkyfeet.co.uk

talk later baby , bye for now