Thursday, December 09, 2010 11:14 AM
To: APT
My darling,
You are all about me – I seem to breathe you, hear you, feel you in me and of me. What am I doing here? You are so far away. I can't touch you, I can't kiss you lips or hold your hands.. I envy couples that walk pass me holding hands. I miss you so much. 8 days like 8 years! I want nobody but you for my lover and my friend and to nobody buy you shall I be faithful.
We have lots to plan and discuss for our future together. We need to go to Algeria to get the revert cert to support my application for marriage in Spore. And then, I will travel back to UK with you. We will apply the Indefinite to remain as a spouse in the UK. Just like B**** and L**** did the last time. If need so I hv to deport after 6 months, I will fly back to Spore to visit my family and return after a month. Either way, I prefer to go thru proper paper work like, you apply for sponsor for marriage in the UK too.
Ok darling, gotta go now. Going to another builidng to work. Busy as usual. Talk to me before you leave for office if time permit.
I am yours forever.
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Thursday, December 09, 2010 5:42 AM
To: MT
morning hunny
nice relaxing evening for a change, curled up on the sofa, watch4ed a dvd, 'Bangkok Dangerous', good adventure with nicholas cage
as an assasin, hmmm, maybe a new career move ? hehe
just 9 30 now, football on tv, not my team so not interested, gonna shower and get in bed, think of us, dream of us, while i sleep...hope i will wake up to an email from you, not seen very many of those recently, so you must be busy despite feeling pretty awful, as i watched the movie this evening, i couldn't help just looking around the lounge and thinking to myself yet again, yes ! i love this place if only i wasnt alone here, this could be perfect,hmmmmmm, seems like only you can resolve that problem
so, another year to wait huh ?, thats ok, there's no rush, it will give me next year to work exclusively on the garden, unless that is, you dont like the interior when you get here, then i will have to change it all again, but even thats ok, you get exactly what you want when it comes to the home
hehe, it was nice to see the boss is missing me so much, he already advertised my position !, like i care ! hehe, with the salary he is paying, he's gonna have to look very hard for someone to do the job for that much, well, that little to be accurate.
have to go to the office this morning babe, so, if we miss each other, i will call you from the car, cant go all day without talking to you, x x x x x xx
bye for now hunny,
love you
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Wednesday, December 08, 2010 5:11 PM
To: MT
haha, just had a txt from the boss, told me to keep out of office cos of poss infection, he thinks pleurisy can be passed on !
hehe,he's paranoid abt catching anything !
so, off to do site visits instead,
talk later hunn, be careful
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Wednesday, December 08, 2010 4:57 PM
To: MT
hey, Im like an old horse,,,just keep going, no matter what
how come i only just got ur mail ?, it must be gone 6pm by now ?
leaqving soon for work, if i can get thru the ice ! hehe
love you more
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Subject: you are making me worry...
Wed, 8 Dec 2010 16:51:45 +0800
To: APT
Darling I hope you are safe and sound. Tell me that you are fine and nothing for me to worry about.
How can I be assure that you are doing ok? You are so far away from me.
I hope to speak to you before you leave for office.
I'm leaving my work place at 5.15pm
Love you darling,
M T
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Wednesday, December 08, 2010 2:54 PM
To: MT
hehe, ok Dr Maz, just that Dr Royale at the local surgery disagrees with you, when i said 'probably' what i meant was i had been to see my doctor, and thats what
he told me,, but its ok,,,if you say i dont have it, i'll take your opinion, cos i love you and i dun love him !
how are you today babe ?
write me back if you have time
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Wednesday, December 08, 2010 9:33 AM
To: APT
NO you don't hv pleurisy! You are fine, it's just the weather and lack of rest that caused you the chest pains. You are totally fine! Coz I said that! You will be ok when I'm there. Just hang on till I come.
I know you're lonely, why don't you talk to M*** about your worries and concerns? Or you can always talk to me. I'm always here for you. You hang on till I come ok darling? Be strong for me. I need more years to spend with you. Fight your pains please.. I need you, to shower me wit your love. Please be strong.
Talk to me before you go to office.
Love you too much. I can't imagine myself without you hunny. What would I do without you?
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Wednesday, December 08, 2010 4:55 AM
To: MT
Subject: wednesday
Hi Humny
tuesday evening, sat at home,,alone,,,feeling not too good to be honest, its not just that i probably have pleurisy ( you can google it if
you dont know what it is ) but theres something wierd about things right now, its just a feeling of loneliness i never had before, i resigned
from two jobs, have just a couple of weeks to work before xmas, got no one to talk with about worries, concerns, obviously no one that ive been working with now cares what i do for them, im just history, pains in the chest, side, back, shoulders, arms, sometimes unable to move, but i wont tell anyone, why should I ?, theres no one who cares anyway, dun get me wrong, i know you do, but ur so far away, fact is babe, right now i fel weak and like i cud give up on eberything , just so down, i know it will all change when iget over felling rotten and especially when your here, but right now, its pretty dark here, its lonely here, and its cold and theres pain here as well
but hey, apart from all that, everythings just fine
need you hunn, need to hold you and talk to you, i cant wait until you get here, but til then, i'll talk to you this morning, i hope,
love you
To: MT
hehe, ok Dr Maz, just that Dr Royale at the local surgery disagrees with you, when i said 'probably' what i meant was i had been to see my doctor, and thats what
he told me,, but its ok,,,if you say i dont have it, i'll take your opinion, cos i love you and i dun love him !
how are you today babe ?
write me back if you have time
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Wednesday, December 08, 2010 9:33 AM
To: APT
NO you don't hv pleurisy! You are fine, it's just the weather and lack of rest that caused you the chest pains. You are totally fine! Coz I said that! You will be ok when I'm there. Just hang on till I come.
I know you're lonely, why don't you talk to M*** about your worries and concerns? Or you can always talk to me. I'm always here for you. You hang on till I come ok darling? Be strong for me. I need more years to spend with you. Fight your pains please.. I need you, to shower me wit your love. Please be strong.
Talk to me before you go to office.
Love you too much. I can't imagine myself without you hunny. What would I do without you?
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Wednesday, December 08, 2010 4:55 AM
To: MT
Subject: wednesday
Hi Humny
tuesday evening, sat at home,,alone,,,feeling not too good to be honest, its not just that i probably have pleurisy ( you can google it if
you dont know what it is ) but theres something wierd about things right now, its just a feeling of loneliness i never had before, i resigned
from two jobs, have just a couple of weeks to work before xmas, got no one to talk with about worries, concerns, obviously no one that ive been working with now cares what i do for them, im just history, pains in the chest, side, back, shoulders, arms, sometimes unable to move, but i wont tell anyone, why should I ?, theres no one who cares anyway, dun get me wrong, i know you do, but ur so far away, fact is babe, right now i fel weak and like i cud give up on eberything , just so down, i know it will all change when iget over felling rotten and especially when your here, but right now, its pretty dark here, its lonely here, and its cold and theres pain here as well
but hey, apart from all that, everythings just fine
need you hunn, need to hold you and talk to you, i cant wait until you get here, but til then, i'll talk to you this morning, i hope,
love you
Monday, December 6, 2010
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 3:34 PM
To: MT
hi hunn
leaving soon, u must be busy as u didnt mail me yet BooHoo !
handing in resignations this morning, so, of to the store first, then at our monday meeting, which we didnt have yesterday,
wish me luck !
see u later
love you
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Tuesday, December 07, 2010 5:00 PM
To: APT
Are you ok darling?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 11:08 AM
To: APT
hello darling,
how are u doing this morning? I'm worry about u. Will u survive the cold weather? Will u be fine till the day I arrive? Please, please get something from the pharmacy.
talk to me before you leave for work ya
love you always
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 4:41 AM
To: MT
Subject: sorry babe
sorry baby, i just been unable to lift myself off the sofa for the last 4hours, dozing, waking, and all the time, with pain evrytwhere
not sure if i been concious all the time, feels like i just lost all that time cos cant remember anything
going to bed, feelin terrible but alwaays loving you
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Monday, December 06, 2010 4:08 AM
To: MT
Subject: Monday 6th Dec
Good Morning Hunny
I hope you are feeling better this morning, I hate being so far away and unable to do anything for you
I have been home today, got the xmas tree down from the attic, then put that and some lights and decorations around, just hope you like it when you get here
u know, the more i look around the house now, the more i like it, kinda getting used to being here now, and i like it a lot, this wasnt always so, and i have to tell you, without you, i would probably never have got round to making it the way it is now, i really believe its now a home, a home for the two of us, until you came along, it was somewhere to sleep, somewhere to eat, and that was about all, but now, i love being here, i love coming home, cos i know you will be there to talk to, even though its only on a computer screen, you feel so close, just the final step to take and have you here in person, and that starts in just a few days now, and i can't wait.
The tree is glittering, the lights twinkling and the fire is glowing, the rug's in front of the fire, just waiting for us to be together, warm, secure, safe and when we close the door, the world can go to hell, it's just you and me.
I just can't wait to see you again,
all my love
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Friday, December 03, 2010 10:16 AM
To: APT
how can I forget the way u look from head to toe? No matter how hard u try, I still can recognise you unless you dyed yr hair black!! LOL
good morning darling
I like that idea of you being naked. That will really stands out in the crowd. hmm with a hard on.. and two officers from the asylum chasing after you at the airport. . and of course I will pretend not to know you and hail a taxi to proceed home to sleep.
Yes, we will go for breakfast together like before, same place. or if the snow is too heavy, we go indoor instead. And then to the halal butcher for some marketing as I wanna make you rendang before we go edinburgh. Speaking of which, just in case that we cant go edinburgh due to bad weather, can u check flight and hotel to Marrakesh instead?
I know darling, I'm always surrounded by my relatives and Im sorry abt that. I hope u understand my situation. Not until we legally married, its hard for me to just be alone with you as it will be the talk of the town. I just dun know how to make u understand my concern.. coz we are still asians and still trying not to go against religious teachings and cross the lines, which I've already did, so I'm no different with my ex :-(
Not until I'm legally yours, we hv to put up an act except for people like A ***, Z **, N **** where they are more open-minded. Even till today, Deedee thot we're just sleeping together and no sex! She is so naive or what!!??
This round, erin will hv some projects to do, so we can leave her at home with w***** sometimes.
However Is ********* , if you think I'm very old fashioned and not being realistic, I will not stop you from ending this relationship becoz I understand. YOu are entitled to yr opinion and thots. But if you can be more patient, all I ask for is, 1 more year or maybe lesser. Think abt it.
Talk to me before u go to work ya?
I love and miss you so much that it pains me deep inside... only Allah knows.
All I ask for is another year.........
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Friday, December 03, 2010 5:53 AM
To: MT
Subject: 2 weeks from today
just two weeks to go hunny,
how will you recognise me at the airport, what if you have forgotten what i look like ?
how will you know its me ?
omg ! now im worried,,,what if you are just leaving as I arrive in the back of a taxi ?
I know, I'll wait for you in a disguise, how abt if Im completely naked ?, that should stand out in the crowd !
2nd thots, its so bloody cold, nothing would would ever stand up, i mean,,,out,
looking forward so much to picking you up at the airport, then, if ur not too tired, we'll go off and have some breakfast and coffee
while i get to look at you, i wanna just look into ur beautiful eyes again
you do realise, that until Deedee arrives, this will be the first time we have been alone since you were here over a year ago,
Paris, Marseille, Singapore, Thailand, we were never actually alone in any of these places, just Warrington ! Hahaha !
hmmmm, can i trust you , alone with me ? I hope not ! hehe
work again today, Im hoping there will be post today and that my new employment contract arrives, then i can resign,
if not, then I wont be able to join the new company as planned on Jan 4th, grrrrrrr, it will have to be delayed a week so I can serve my correct notice period
I may be leaving, but really want to do so on good terms, since, who knows, i may need the job back one day! (i hope not !)
Okees, tired now, off to bed, as always, i will mail you when i wake up, will be around 12 noon when i see u next,
bye for now
all my love
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Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:50 PM
To: MT
good girl hunn, we deserve it for ourselves to be fit and healthy, longer life, more sex, hehe !
look into classes, but remember how much it may cost.
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:40:00 +0800
To: apt
ok will check tonight
I will look out for classes nearby too
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:31 PM
To: MT
good hunny, we'll both do it ok ? for each other
i think there is a dance mat available, just search ebay or google nintendo Wii, you should find thousands !
who knows, maybe they are cheaper there than here in the uk
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:27:04 +0800
To: APT
ok sure, I will start tomorrow. Will buy Oaths tonite to keep in office.
are referring to the dance mat, plug into tv?
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:23 PM
To: MT
hehe, seriously hunny, i just been looking at them on ebay, its a game console with a fitnesws game that you can actually excercise to, im thinkin abt getting one, better than sitting watching tv in the
evenings,
i wudda thot all the kids there play the Wii, i think its the most popular console in the world, or maybe thats the sony play station, not sure
looking at the ads and publicity, it looks real enuff, like, u can excercise in private, no gyms, no leaving the house, no fees to pay, no travelling, hmmmm, perfect !
dont put things off babe, start today, its important to me cos its abt your health and well being, i cant aford to lose you, cos i love you
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:08:41 +0800
To: apt
hehe love me skinny even more? OK OK I will do anything for you. I will try lose weight. I dun wanna die soon. I wanna enjoy my marriage life with you.
Nintendo Wifit game? never heard of it before.. tell me
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:03 PM
To: MT
well, no need to be sad, at least you have the comfort of knowing i have been working here on the house, so i dun need to be doing it while ur here
you absolutely must start to lose weight, forget about a knee, thats the least of ur problems, diabetes, heart disease, cardiac arrest, they are just some of the consequences you shud be concerned about, it's no joke baby, you're literally putting your life at risk
stilll very cold here, another day when it wont reach even 0 degrees, low forecast is -9, but the snow is disappearing, just the ice will be left by the weekend they say. hey, i just thought, get urself a nintendo Wii, with the WiFit game, u can exercise in private, without having to leave the house, briliant idea !
love you hunny, love you skinny even more ! hehe
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 14:52:13 +0800
To: APT
LOL
morning baby
I plomised will lose some weight. But to exercise, the nurse said I should wait till my knee recovered.
How are you this morning? I'm sad today coz no emails from you to read this morning.
-----Original Me ssage-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 2:49 PM
To: MT
so, you got a swollen knee, well, 7Kg is no laughing matter hunn, not just the effect its having on ur knees, but on ur heart, the strain can get unmanageable and before you know it,,bam ! heart attack
i know ur not capable of actually losing any wight, so its time you started to exercise, so when ur here, be prepared to do some walking, jogging, and general excercise,
hey, i dun wanna marry someone who may drop down dead because they cant stop eating ! hehe
love you hunny
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 10:48:42 +0800
To: apt
NO EMAIL FOR ME THIS MORNING? U THINK IT'S FUNNY HUH? grrrrrrrrrr
Ok, just dun blame me if I didn’t turn up at the airport on 17 Dec! Just see how u gonna act? Grrrrrrrrrr
Baby, I think I have caused inflamatory to my left knee. It swells and the nurse told me to lose weight as I've put on 7 kilos over 1 year. Hehe
I will start to fast again Monday but excluse weekends.
Talk later. Meeting starts soon.
Write to me before u leave for work.
Wuv u
(I hope u will still ruv me, eventhough my body is getting old and rotten)
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:36:53 +0800
To: APT
solly baby, I was busy earlier to read yr mails. vely vely busy
darling, can u check the requirements to register a marriage in the UK and of course to sponsor for fiancee to come to UK?
Do it when u hv time. I will check too tonight.
love you..
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:32 PM
To: MT
hehe, its ok, i know you like to make me suffer,,,,cruel woman !
love u too hunny, will be leaving for the office in a half hour from now
so, if u have time write me back
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:29:16 +0800
To: apt
oh no! just saw this and the rest of yr emails. hehe solly baby
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:57 PM
To: MT
morning babe
just woke up, almost am, so been a little lazy, but hey, its snowing, so i stayed warm in our bed
good to hear u wanna quit, hey, go for acupuncture, it may work, who knows ?
love you my darling
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 09:44:36 +0800
To: apt
YESS!! IT'S DECEMBER!
Yes I plomised to be there in December but I didn't mentioned which year, did I? hmm.. ok see you December next year. Nooo. u dun take 2nd place to my job. if not becoz of my issues here, I would hv left for UK... and go home after 6 months to visit mum and erin.
I'm counting weeks now.. 2 weeks left to go.... 2 weeks!! yesss!!
about smoking, I gotta get myself the elect cigarettes. I wanna quit but its hard. I want us to live longer and healthy and enjoy life together.
dunno what to buy for Junior . There are 2 baby shirts that I've bought for him. Deedee will take one to gv to Junior . Maybe I should shop in the UK for Junior and you. Yet to get something for wheelieman.
OK I'll be there on 17th in Santa costume (female version). hehe.. red net stokings. red bra n G-string haha
Talk later.
Your darling
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:03 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Darling
It's December,,,,so, where are you ? you said you would be here in december and ur not ! BooHoo !
i waited up til midnight, now its december, and u plomised ! grrrrr, so, whats the excuse ?,,,working i suppose,
so, i take second place to ur job huh ?, U said U would be here in december, i want you here NOW !
Ok, OK, I'll give you until 7am on the 17th, but no more excuses, ok ? arrive later than that and Il chop you up into little pieces and eat you !, hehe
16 more days and you'll be here, yeahhhhhhh ! counting the hours now, cos days are too long
it was lovely talking with you again earlier today, i love the sound of your voice on the phone, but babe, stop smoking ! its affecting your breathing, i can tell, and thats not good
we both have to try harder to at the very least, cut down a lot on the amount we smoke, give me that as my xmas present and i'll be delighted.
dun forget, no shopping sprees before you arrive, ok?, a small, no,,,tiny, gift for the kids and a little something for Junior , and thats it, ok?
It's you that we want to see, not your shopping, just get here and be with me, its all i want
willl email you when i wake up, until then,
all my love
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:52 PM
To: APT
Subject: WAKE UP!
LAZY BUM!
I know its cold outside but u hv to wake up and talk to me! Dun want u to just dashed out to work without saying goodbye. So, wake up!!!!
I ruv u so much and u on the other hand is sleeping like a bear? grrrrrrrrrr
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:15 PM
To: APT
ok darling
just be more careful when walking on ice ok? I dun wanna man with too many broken bones haha!
love u hubby
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:13 PM
To: MT
just a little slip on the ice when coming thru the front door yesterday, this morning its swollen up, painful
well, its here, we got a covering of snow in warrington overnight, its much worse in swcotland tho, just been on tv they closed edinburgh airport for the day,
but it will open again tomorrow, no need to panic, its always worse up in scotland, they have a much more arctic climate than we do down here
hmmm, gotta go to the office soon, meeting taking place this morning
i should recieve the new work contract today, if so, i will be tendering resignation later this aternoon
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 16:01:29 +0800
TO: APT
hehe I was about to send u an email.. to SHOUT to u to wake up. Lazybum!
Good mornng my darling Iskander,
what happened to yr knee?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 3:58 PM
To: MT
morning hunny
yep, that sounds like a good scheme, have a look around at fabric suppliers who can provide a good service with regular supplies, we'll talk abt it in dec.
just woke up babe, still tired, but i guess i needed it anyway
grrrr, woke up today with a cold and a sore knee ! Haha, Im falling to pieces ! help !
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 12:16:15 +0800
To: APT
Baby,
Last evening when u mentioned abt running a business.. hmm I was thinking of bringing in curtains. Then maybe buy a sewing machine to offer clothes alteration too.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 10:09 AM
To: APT
LOL Noooo not perverted unless you hang my undies around the house hehe
Good morning darling,
happy to know that you are not going to set yr alarm so u can sleep longer.
Yes the waiting will be over soon. How I wish I will go there without having to come back to spore for at least 6 months!
Busy as usual, but email me once ur awake.
Ruv u
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 5:29 AM
To: MT
good morning darling
got quite busy yesterday afternoon with the new staff to deal with, plus a few other issues that arose, grrrrr
but it was so nice to hear your voice, thanks so much for the call, it took away the pain of the cold ! hehe
but it didnt take away the pain of missing you, and i miss you every second of every day, but i know the waiting
will soon be over, and the thought of that keeps me going.
You know, i look forward each night to getting into our bed, cuddling up under the quilt and imagining you are here with me,
i still have your gown next to the bed and look at it, sometimes bringing it onto the pillow next to me, then you're with me, your dressing
gown hangs behind the bathroom door, exactly where it was the day you left, just waiting for you to come home, and your warm, grey coat
and the others still hang in the wardrobe, completely undisturbed since you hung them there before returning to s'pore,
HEY, that's not perverted,,,,is it ?, hehe
no alarm clock for me tonite hunny, i will wake up when i wake up, but the first thing i will do is to email you,
see you soon babe,
love you
x x x x x x x x
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 3:34 PM
To: MT
hi hunn
leaving soon, u must be busy as u didnt mail me yet BooHoo !
handing in resignations this morning, so, of to the store first, then at our monday meeting, which we didnt have yesterday,
wish me luck !
see u later
love you
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Tuesday, December 07, 2010 5:00 PM
To: APT
Are you ok darling?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 11:08 AM
To: APT
hello darling,
how are u doing this morning? I'm worry about u. Will u survive the cold weather? Will u be fine till the day I arrive? Please, please get something from the pharmacy.
talk to me before you leave for work ya
love you always
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 4:41 AM
To: MT
Subject: sorry babe
sorry baby, i just been unable to lift myself off the sofa for the last 4hours, dozing, waking, and all the time, with pain evrytwhere
not sure if i been concious all the time, feels like i just lost all that time cos cant remember anything
going to bed, feelin terrible but alwaays loving you
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Monday, December 06, 2010 4:08 AM
To: MT
Subject: Monday 6th Dec
Good Morning Hunny
I hope you are feeling better this morning, I hate being so far away and unable to do anything for you
I have been home today, got the xmas tree down from the attic, then put that and some lights and decorations around, just hope you like it when you get here
u know, the more i look around the house now, the more i like it, kinda getting used to being here now, and i like it a lot, this wasnt always so, and i have to tell you, without you, i would probably never have got round to making it the way it is now, i really believe its now a home, a home for the two of us, until you came along, it was somewhere to sleep, somewhere to eat, and that was about all, but now, i love being here, i love coming home, cos i know you will be there to talk to, even though its only on a computer screen, you feel so close, just the final step to take and have you here in person, and that starts in just a few days now, and i can't wait.
The tree is glittering, the lights twinkling and the fire is glowing, the rug's in front of the fire, just waiting for us to be together, warm, secure, safe and when we close the door, the world can go to hell, it's just you and me.
I just can't wait to see you again,
all my love
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Friday, December 03, 2010 10:16 AM
To: APT
how can I forget the way u look from head to toe? No matter how hard u try, I still can recognise you unless you dyed yr hair black!! LOL
good morning darling
I like that idea of you being naked. That will really stands out in the crowd. hmm with a hard on.. and two officers from the asylum chasing after you at the airport. . and of course I will pretend not to know you and hail a taxi to proceed home to sleep.
Yes, we will go for breakfast together like before, same place. or if the snow is too heavy, we go indoor instead. And then to the halal butcher for some marketing as I wanna make you rendang before we go edinburgh. Speaking of which, just in case that we cant go edinburgh due to bad weather, can u check flight and hotel to Marrakesh instead?
I know darling, I'm always surrounded by my relatives and Im sorry abt that. I hope u understand my situation. Not until we legally married, its hard for me to just be alone with you as it will be the talk of the town. I just dun know how to make u understand my concern.. coz we are still asians and still trying not to go against religious teachings and cross the lines, which I've already did, so I'm no different with my ex :-(
Not until I'm legally yours, we hv to put up an act except for people like A ***, Z **, N **** where they are more open-minded. Even till today, Deedee thot we're just sleeping together and no sex! She is so naive or what!!??
This round, erin will hv some projects to do, so we can leave her at home with w***** sometimes.
However Is ********* , if you think I'm very old fashioned and not being realistic, I will not stop you from ending this relationship becoz I understand. YOu are entitled to yr opinion and thots. But if you can be more patient, all I ask for is, 1 more year or maybe lesser. Think abt it.
Talk to me before u go to work ya?
I love and miss you so much that it pains me deep inside... only Allah knows.
All I ask for is another year.........
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Friday, December 03, 2010 5:53 AM
To: MT
Subject: 2 weeks from today
just two weeks to go hunny,
how will you recognise me at the airport, what if you have forgotten what i look like ?
how will you know its me ?
omg ! now im worried,,,what if you are just leaving as I arrive in the back of a taxi ?
I know, I'll wait for you in a disguise, how abt if Im completely naked ?, that should stand out in the crowd !
2nd thots, its so bloody cold, nothing would would ever stand up, i mean,,,out,
looking forward so much to picking you up at the airport, then, if ur not too tired, we'll go off and have some breakfast and coffee
while i get to look at you, i wanna just look into ur beautiful eyes again
you do realise, that until Deedee arrives, this will be the first time we have been alone since you were here over a year ago,
Paris, Marseille, Singapore, Thailand, we were never actually alone in any of these places, just Warrington ! Hahaha !
hmmmm, can i trust you , alone with me ? I hope not ! hehe
work again today, Im hoping there will be post today and that my new employment contract arrives, then i can resign,
if not, then I wont be able to join the new company as planned on Jan 4th, grrrrrrr, it will have to be delayed a week so I can serve my correct notice period
I may be leaving, but really want to do so on good terms, since, who knows, i may need the job back one day! (i hope not !)
Okees, tired now, off to bed, as always, i will mail you when i wake up, will be around 12 noon when i see u next,
bye for now
all my love
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Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:50 PM
To: MT
good girl hunn, we deserve it for ourselves to be fit and healthy, longer life, more sex, hehe !
look into classes, but remember how much it may cost.
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:40:00 +0800
To: apt
ok will check tonight
I will look out for classes nearby too
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:31 PM
To: MT
good hunny, we'll both do it ok ? for each other
i think there is a dance mat available, just search ebay or google nintendo Wii, you should find thousands !
who knows, maybe they are cheaper there than here in the uk
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:27:04 +0800
To: APT
ok sure, I will start tomorrow. Will buy Oaths tonite to keep in office.
are referring to the dance mat, plug into tv?
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:23 PM
To: MT
hehe, seriously hunny, i just been looking at them on ebay, its a game console with a fitnesws game that you can actually excercise to, im thinkin abt getting one, better than sitting watching tv in the
evenings,
i wudda thot all the kids there play the Wii, i think its the most popular console in the world, or maybe thats the sony play station, not sure
looking at the ads and publicity, it looks real enuff, like, u can excercise in private, no gyms, no leaving the house, no fees to pay, no travelling, hmmmm, perfect !
dont put things off babe, start today, its important to me cos its abt your health and well being, i cant aford to lose you, cos i love you
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:08:41 +0800
To: apt
hehe love me skinny even more? OK OK I will do anything for you. I will try lose weight. I dun wanna die soon. I wanna enjoy my marriage life with you.
Nintendo Wifit game? never heard of it before.. tell me
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:03 PM
To: MT
well, no need to be sad, at least you have the comfort of knowing i have been working here on the house, so i dun need to be doing it while ur here
you absolutely must start to lose weight, forget about a knee, thats the least of ur problems, diabetes, heart disease, cardiac arrest, they are just some of the consequences you shud be concerned about, it's no joke baby, you're literally putting your life at risk
stilll very cold here, another day when it wont reach even 0 degrees, low forecast is -9, but the snow is disappearing, just the ice will be left by the weekend they say. hey, i just thought, get urself a nintendo Wii, with the WiFit game, u can exercise in private, without having to leave the house, briliant idea !
love you hunny, love you skinny even more ! hehe
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 14:52:13 +0800
To: APT
LOL
morning baby
I plomised will lose some weight. But to exercise, the nurse said I should wait till my knee recovered.
How are you this morning? I'm sad today coz no emails from you to read this morning.
-----Original Me ssage-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 2:49 PM
To: MT
so, you got a swollen knee, well, 7Kg is no laughing matter hunn, not just the effect its having on ur knees, but on ur heart, the strain can get unmanageable and before you know it,,bam ! heart attack
i know ur not capable of actually losing any wight, so its time you started to exercise, so when ur here, be prepared to do some walking, jogging, and general excercise,
hey, i dun wanna marry someone who may drop down dead because they cant stop eating ! hehe
love you hunny
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 10:48:42 +0800
To: apt
NO EMAIL FOR ME THIS MORNING? U THINK IT'S FUNNY HUH? grrrrrrrrrr
Ok, just dun blame me if I didn’t turn up at the airport on 17 Dec! Just see how u gonna act? Grrrrrrrrrr
Baby, I think I have caused inflamatory to my left knee. It swells and the nurse told me to lose weight as I've put on 7 kilos over 1 year. Hehe
I will start to fast again Monday but excluse weekends.
Talk later. Meeting starts soon.
Write to me before u leave for work.
Wuv u
(I hope u will still ruv me, eventhough my body is getting old and rotten)
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:36:53 +0800
To: APT
solly baby, I was busy earlier to read yr mails. vely vely busy
darling, can u check the requirements to register a marriage in the UK and of course to sponsor for fiancee to come to UK?
Do it when u hv time. I will check too tonight.
love you..
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:32 PM
To: MT
hehe, its ok, i know you like to make me suffer,,,,cruel woman !
love u too hunny, will be leaving for the office in a half hour from now
so, if u have time write me back
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:29:16 +0800
To: apt
oh no! just saw this and the rest of yr emails. hehe solly baby
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:57 PM
To: MT
morning babe
just woke up, almost am, so been a little lazy, but hey, its snowing, so i stayed warm in our bed
good to hear u wanna quit, hey, go for acupuncture, it may work, who knows ?
love you my darling
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 09:44:36 +0800
To: apt
YESS!! IT'S DECEMBER!
Yes I plomised to be there in December but I didn't mentioned which year, did I? hmm.. ok see you December next year. Nooo. u dun take 2nd place to my job. if not becoz of my issues here, I would hv left for UK... and go home after 6 months to visit mum and erin.
I'm counting weeks now.. 2 weeks left to go.... 2 weeks!! yesss!!
about smoking, I gotta get myself the elect cigarettes. I wanna quit but its hard. I want us to live longer and healthy and enjoy life together.
dunno what to buy for Junior . There are 2 baby shirts that I've bought for him. Deedee will take one to gv to Junior . Maybe I should shop in the UK for Junior and you. Yet to get something for wheelieman.
OK I'll be there on 17th in Santa costume (female version). hehe.. red net stokings. red bra n G-string haha
Talk later.
Your darling
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:03 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Darling
It's December,,,,so, where are you ? you said you would be here in december and ur not ! BooHoo !
i waited up til midnight, now its december, and u plomised ! grrrrr, so, whats the excuse ?,,,working i suppose,
so, i take second place to ur job huh ?, U said U would be here in december, i want you here NOW !
Ok, OK, I'll give you until 7am on the 17th, but no more excuses, ok ? arrive later than that and Il chop you up into little pieces and eat you !, hehe
16 more days and you'll be here, yeahhhhhhh ! counting the hours now, cos days are too long
it was lovely talking with you again earlier today, i love the sound of your voice on the phone, but babe, stop smoking ! its affecting your breathing, i can tell, and thats not good
we both have to try harder to at the very least, cut down a lot on the amount we smoke, give me that as my xmas present and i'll be delighted.
dun forget, no shopping sprees before you arrive, ok?, a small, no,,,tiny, gift for the kids and a little something for Junior , and thats it, ok?
It's you that we want to see, not your shopping, just get here and be with me, its all i want
willl email you when i wake up, until then,
all my love
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:52 PM
To: APT
Subject: WAKE UP!
LAZY BUM!
I know its cold outside but u hv to wake up and talk to me! Dun want u to just dashed out to work without saying goodbye. So, wake up!!!!
I ruv u so much and u on the other hand is sleeping like a bear? grrrrrrrrrr
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:15 PM
To: APT
ok darling
just be more careful when walking on ice ok? I dun wanna man with too many broken bones haha!
love u hubby
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:13 PM
To: MT
just a little slip on the ice when coming thru the front door yesterday, this morning its swollen up, painful
well, its here, we got a covering of snow in warrington overnight, its much worse in swcotland tho, just been on tv they closed edinburgh airport for the day,
but it will open again tomorrow, no need to panic, its always worse up in scotland, they have a much more arctic climate than we do down here
hmmm, gotta go to the office soon, meeting taking place this morning
i should recieve the new work contract today, if so, i will be tendering resignation later this aternoon
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 16:01:29 +0800
TO: APT
hehe I was about to send u an email.. to SHOUT to u to wake up. Lazybum!
Good mornng my darling Iskander,
what happened to yr knee?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 3:58 PM
To: MT
morning hunny
yep, that sounds like a good scheme, have a look around at fabric suppliers who can provide a good service with regular supplies, we'll talk abt it in dec.
just woke up babe, still tired, but i guess i needed it anyway
grrrr, woke up today with a cold and a sore knee ! Haha, Im falling to pieces ! help !
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 12:16:15 +0800
To: APT
Baby,
Last evening when u mentioned abt running a business.. hmm I was thinking of bringing in curtains. Then maybe buy a sewing machine to offer clothes alteration too.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 10:09 AM
To: APT
LOL Noooo not perverted unless you hang my undies around the house hehe
Good morning darling,
happy to know that you are not going to set yr alarm so u can sleep longer.
Yes the waiting will be over soon. How I wish I will go there without having to come back to spore for at least 6 months!
Busy as usual, but email me once ur awake.
Ruv u
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 5:29 AM
To: MT
good morning darling
got quite busy yesterday afternoon with the new staff to deal with, plus a few other issues that arose, grrrrr
but it was so nice to hear your voice, thanks so much for the call, it took away the pain of the cold ! hehe
but it didnt take away the pain of missing you, and i miss you every second of every day, but i know the waiting
will soon be over, and the thought of that keeps me going.
You know, i look forward each night to getting into our bed, cuddling up under the quilt and imagining you are here with me,
i still have your gown next to the bed and look at it, sometimes bringing it onto the pillow next to me, then you're with me, your dressing
gown hangs behind the bathroom door, exactly where it was the day you left, just waiting for you to come home, and your warm, grey coat
and the others still hang in the wardrobe, completely undisturbed since you hung them there before returning to s'pore,
HEY, that's not perverted,,,,is it ?, hehe
no alarm clock for me tonite hunny, i will wake up when i wake up, but the first thing i will do is to email you,
see you soon babe,
love you
x x x x x x x x
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 4:41 AM
To: MT
Subject: sorry babe
sorry baby, i just been unable to lift myself off the sofa for the last 4hours, dozing, waking, and all the time, with pain evrytwhere
not sure if i been concious all the time, feels like i just lost all that time cos cant remember anything
going to bed, feelin terrible but alwaays loving you
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Monday, December 06, 2010 4:08 AM
To: MT
Subject: Monday 6th Dec
Good Morning Hunny
I hope you are feeling better this morning, I hate being so far away and unable to do anything for you
I have been home today, got the xmas tree down from the attic, then put that and some lights and decorations around, just hope you like it when you get here
u know, the more i look around the house now, the more i like it, kinda getting used to being here now, and i like it a lot, this wasnt always so, and i have to tell you, without you, i would probably never have got round to making it the way it is now, i really believe its now a home, a home for the two of us, until you came along, it was somewhere to sleep, somewhere to eat, and that was about all, but now, i love being here, i love coming home, cos i know you will be there to talk to, even though its only on a computer screen, you feel so close, just the final step to take and have you here in person, and that starts in just a few days now, and i can't wait.
The tree is glittering, the lights twinkling and the fire is glowing, the rug's in front of the fire, just waiting for us to be together, warm, secure, safe and when we close the door, the world can go to hell, it's just you and me.
I just can't wait to see you again,
all my love
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Sat, 4 Dec 2010 20:23:00 +0000
To: MT
morning hunn,
you must be in JB by now, so maybe you will read this when you get back, it will be abt 7pm your time when i get back from the store as you know, Im off to pick up the mattress for Deedee on my way home. I will search around for some new bedding as i dont want Deedee to feel she has to sleep on previously used sheets, hehe, anyway, i dun have any single size bedding, so it will have to be new.
well, i hope i have just about got the place ready for your arrival, obviously there are still things to do but Im thinking now to stop and wait for your input for the remainder of what there is to do, so please, excuse what hasn't been done, just think of it as your opportunity to create the space as you want it, hehe
tomorrow (well, today) Im gonna get the xmas tree down from the attic, decorate it and turn the house into a christmas grotto for you and deedee,
without going over the top, i just wanna make it feel like its home for you both.
Can't wait to see you a week from friday, and of course, Deedee two days later, YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
talk later
bye for now
x x x x x x x
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Friday, December 03, 2010 10:16 AM
To: APT
how can I forget the way u look from head to toe? No matter how hard u try, I still can recognise you unless you dyed yr hair black!! LOL
good morning darling
I like that idea of you being naked. That will really stands out in the crowd. hmm with a hard on.. and two officers from the asylum chasing after you at the airport. . and of course I will pretend not to know you and hail a taxi to proceed home to sleep.
Yes, we will go for breakfast together like before, same place. or if the snow is too heavy, we go indoor instead. And then to the halal butcher for some marketing as I wanna make you rendang before we go edinburgh. Speaking of which, just in case that we cant go edinburgh due to bad weather, can u check flight and hotel to Marrakesh instead?
I know darling, I'm always surrounded by my relatives and Im sorry abt that. I hope u understand my situation. Not until we legally married, its hard for me to just be alone with you as it will be the talk of the town. I just dun know how to make u understand my concern.. coz we are still asians and still trying not to go against religious teachings and cross the lines, which I've already did, so I'm no different with my ex :-(
Not until I'm legally yours, we hv to put up an act except for people like A ***, Z **, N **** where they are more open-minded. Even till today, Deedee thot we're just sleeping together and no sex! She is so naive or what!!??
This round, erin will hv some projects to do, so we can leave her at home with w***** sometimes.
However Is ********* , if you think I'm very old fashioned and not being realistic, I will not stop you from ending this relationship becoz I understand. YOu are entitled to yr opinion and thots. But if you can be more patient, all I ask for is, 1 more year or maybe lesser. Think abt it.
Talk to me before u go to work ya?
I love and miss you so much that it pains me deep inside... only Allah knows.
All I ask for is another year.........
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Friday, December 03, 2010 5:53 AM
To: MT
Subject: 2 weeks from today
just two weeks to go hunny,
how will you recognise me at the airport, what if you have forgotten what i look like ?
how will you know its me ?
omg ! now im worried,,,what if you are just leaving as I arrive in the back of a taxi ?
I know, I'll wait for you in a disguise, how abt if Im completely naked ?, that should stand out in the crowd !
2nd thots, its so bloody cold, nothing would would ever stand up, i mean,,,out,
looking forward so much to picking you up at the airport, then, if ur not too tired, we'll go off and have some breakfast and coffee
while i get to look at you, i wanna just look into ur beautiful eyes again
you do realise, that until Deedee arrives, this will be the first time we have been alone since you were here over a year ago,
Paris, Marseille, Singapore, Thailand, we were never actually alone in any of these places, just Warrington ! Hahaha !
hmmmm, can i trust you , alone with me ? I hope not ! hehe
work again today, Im hoping there will be post today and that my new employment contract arrives, then i can resign,
if not, then I wont be able to join the new company as planned on Jan 4th, grrrrrrr, it will have to be delayed a week so I can serve my correct notice period
I may be leaving, but really want to do so on good terms, since, who knows, i may need the job back one day! (i hope not !)
Okees, tired now, off to bed, as always, i will mail you when i wake up, will be around 12 noon when i see u next,
bye for now
all my love
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Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:50 PM
To: MT
good girl hunn, we deserve it for ourselves to be fit and healthy, longer life, more sex, hehe !
look into classes, but remember how much it may cost.
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:40:00 +0800
To: apt
ok will check tonight
I will look out for classes nearby too
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:31 PM
To: MT
good hunny, we'll both do it ok ? for each other
i think there is a dance mat available, just search ebay or google nintendo Wii, you should find thousands !
who knows, maybe they are cheaper there than here in the uk
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:27:04 +0800
To: APT
ok sure, I will start tomorrow. Will buy Oaths tonite to keep in office.
are referring to the dance mat, plug into tv?
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:23 PM
To: MT
hehe, seriously hunny, i just been looking at them on ebay, its a game console with a fitnesws game that you can actually excercise to, im thinkin abt getting one, better than sitting watching tv in the
evenings,
i wudda thot all the kids there play the Wii, i think its the most popular console in the world, or maybe thats the sony play station, not sure
looking at the ads and publicity, it looks real enuff, like, u can excercise in private, no gyms, no leaving the house, no fees to pay, no travelling, hmmmm, perfect !
dont put things off babe, start today, its important to me cos its abt your health and well being, i cant aford to lose you, cos i love you
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:08:41 +0800
To: apt
hehe love me skinny even more? OK OK I will do anything for you. I will try lose weight. I dun wanna die soon. I wanna enjoy my marriage life with you.
Nintendo Wifit game? never heard of it before.. tell me
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:03 PM
To: MT
well, no need to be sad, at least you have the comfort of knowing i have been working here on the house, so i dun need to be doing it while ur here
you absolutely must start to lose weight, forget about a knee, thats the least of ur problems, diabetes, heart disease, cardiac arrest, they are just some of the consequences you shud be concerned about, it's no joke baby, you're literally putting your life at risk
stilll very cold here, another day when it wont reach even 0 degrees, low forecast is -9, but the snow is disappearing, just the ice will be left by the weekend they say
hey, i just thought, get urself a nintendo Wii, with the WiFit game, u can exercise in private, without having to leave the house, briliant idea !
love you hunny, love you skinny even more ! hehe
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 14:52:13 +0800
To: APT
LOL
morning baby
I plomised will lose some weight. But to exercise, the nurse said I should wait till my knee recovered.
How are you this morning? I'm sad today coz no emails from you to read this morning.
-----Original Me ssage-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 2:49 PM
To: MT
so, you got a swollen knee, well, 7Kg is no laughing matter hunn, not just the effect its having on ur knees, but on ur heart, the strain can get unmanageable and before you know it,,bam ! heart attack
i know ur not capable of actually losing any wight, so its time you started to exercise, so when ur here, be prepared to do some walking, jogging, and general excercise,
hey, i dun wanna marry someone who may drop down dead because they cant stop eating ! hehe
love you hunny,
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 10:48:42 +0800
To: apt
NO EMAIL FOR ME THIS MORNING? U THINK IT'S FUNNY HUH? grrrrrrrrrr
Ok, just dun blame me if I didn’t turn up at the airport on 17 Dec! Just see how u gonna act? Grrrrrrrrrr
Baby, I think I have caused inflamatory to my left knee. It swells and the nurse told me to lose weight as I've put on 7 kilos over 1 year. Hehe
I will start to fast again Monday but excluse weekends.
Talk later. Meeting starts soon.
Write to me before u leave for work.
Wuv u
(I hope u will still ruv me, eventhough my body is getting old and rotten)
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:36:53 +0800
To: APT
solly baby, I was busy earlier to read yr mails. vely vely busy
darling, can u check the requirements to register a marriage in the UK and of course to sponsor for fiancee to come to UK?
Do it when u hv time. I will check too tonight.
love you..
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:32 PM
To: MT
hehe, its ok, i know you like to make me suffer,,,,cruel woman !
love u too hunny, will be leaving for the office in a half hour from now
so, if u have time write me back
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:29:16 +0800
To: apt
oh no! just saw this and the rest of yr emails. hehe solly baby
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:57 PM
To: MT
morning babe
just woke up, almost am, so been a little lazy, but hey, its snowing, so i stayed warm in our bed
good to hear u wanna quit, hey, go for acupuncture, it may work, who knows ?
love you my darling
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 09:44:36 +0800
To: apt
YESS!! IT'S DECEMBER!
Yes I plomised to be there in December but I didn't mentioned which year, did I? hmm.. ok see you December next year. Nooo. u dun take 2nd place to my job. if not becoz of my issues here, I would hv left for UK... and go home after 6 months to visit mum and erin.
I'm counting weeks now.. 2 weeks left to go.... 2 weeks!! yesss!!
about smoking, I gotta get myself the elect cigarettes. I wanna quit but its hard. I want us to live longer and healthy and enjoy life together.
dunno what to buy for Junior . There are 2 baby shirts that I've bought for him. Deedee will take one to gv to Junior . Maybe I should shop in the UK for Junior and you. Yet to get something for wheelieman.
OK I'll be there on 17th in Santa costume (female version). hehe.. red net stokings. red bra n G-string haha
Talk later.
Your darling
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:03 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Darling
It's December,,,,so, where are you ? you said you would be here in december and ur not ! BooHoo !
i waited up til midnight, now its december, and u plomised ! grrrrr, so, whats the excuse ?,,,working i suppose,
so, i take second place to ur job huh ?, U said U would be here in december, i want you here NOW !
Ok, OK, I'll give you until 7am on the 17th, but no more excuses, ok ? arrive later than that and Il chop you up into little pieces and eat you !, hehe
16 more days and you'll be here, yeahhhhhhh ! counting the hours now, cos days are too long
it was lovely talking with you again earlier today, i love the sound of your voice on the phone, but babe, stop smoking ! its affecting your breathing, i can tell, and thats not good
we both have to try harder to at the very least, cut down a lot on the amount we smoke, give me that as my xmas present and i'll be delighted.
dun forget, no shopping sprees before you arrive, ok?, a small, no,,,tiny, gift for the kids and a little something for Junior , and thats it, ok?
It's you that we want to see, not your shopping, just get here and be with me, its all i want
willl email you when i wake up, until then,
all my love
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:52 PM
To: APT
Subject: WAKE UP!
LAZY BUM!
I know its cold outside but u hv to wake up and talk to me! Dun want u to just dashed out to work without saying goodbye. So, wake up!!!!
I ruv u so much and u on the other hand is sleeping like a bear? grrrrrrrrrr
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:15 PM
To: APT
ok darling
just be more careful when walking on ice ok? I dun wanna man with too many broken bones haha!
love u hubby
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:13 PM
To: MT
just a little slip on the ice when coming thru the front door yesterday, this morning its swollen up, painful
well, its here, we got a covering of snow in warrington overnight, its much worse in swcotland tho, just been on tv they closed edinburgh airport for the day,
but it will open again tomorrow, no need to panic, its always worse up in scotland, they have a much more arctic climate than we do down here
hmmm, gotta go to the office soon, meeting taking place this morning
i should recieve the new work contract today, if so, i will be tendering resignation later this aternoon
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 16:01:29 +0800
TO: APT
hehe I was about to send u an email.. to SHOUT to u to wake up. Lazybum!
Good mornng my darling Iskander,
what happened to yr knee?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 3:58 PM
To: MT
morning hunny
yep, that sounds like a good scheme, have a look around at fabric suppliers who can provide a good service with regular supplies, we'll talk abt it in dec.
just woke up babe, still tired, but i guess i needed it anyway
grrrr, woke up today with a cold and a sore knee ! Haha, Im falling to pieces ! help !
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 12:16:15 +0800
To: APT
Baby,
Last evening when u mentioned abt running a business.. hmm I was thinking of bringing in curtains. Then maybe buy a sewing machine to offer clothes alteration too.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 10:09 AM
To: APT
LOL Noooo not perverted unless you hang my undies around the house hehe
Good morning darling,
happy to know that you are not going to set yr alarm so u can sleep longer.
Yes the waiting will be over soon. How I wish I will go there without having to come back to spore for at least 6 months!
Busy as usual, but email me once ur awake.
Ruv u
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 5:29 AM
To: MT
good morning darling
got quite busy yesterday afternoon with the new staff to deal with, plus a few other issues that arose, grrrrr
but it was so nice to hear your voice, thanks so much for the call, it took away the pain of the cold ! hehe
but it didnt take away the pain of missing you, and i miss you every second of every day, but i know the waiting
will soon be over, and the thought of that keeps me going.
You know, i look forward each night to getting into our bed, cuddling up under the quilt and imagining you are here with me,
i still have your gown next to the bed and look at it, sometimes bringing it onto the pillow next to me, then you're with me, your dressing
gown hangs behind the bathroom door, exactly where it was the day you left, just waiting for you to come home, and your warm, grey coat
and the others still hang in the wardrobe, completely undisturbed since you hung them there before returning to s'pore,
HEY, that's not perverted,,,,is it ?, hehe
no alarm clock for me tonite hunny, i will wake up when i wake up, but the first thing i will do is to email you,
see you soon babe,
love you
x x x x x x x x
To: MT
Subject: sorry babe
sorry baby, i just been unable to lift myself off the sofa for the last 4hours, dozing, waking, and all the time, with pain evrytwhere
not sure if i been concious all the time, feels like i just lost all that time cos cant remember anything
going to bed, feelin terrible but alwaays loving you
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Monday, December 06, 2010 4:08 AM
To: MT
Subject: Monday 6th Dec
Good Morning Hunny
I hope you are feeling better this morning, I hate being so far away and unable to do anything for you
I have been home today, got the xmas tree down from the attic, then put that and some lights and decorations around, just hope you like it when you get here
u know, the more i look around the house now, the more i like it, kinda getting used to being here now, and i like it a lot, this wasnt always so, and i have to tell you, without you, i would probably never have got round to making it the way it is now, i really believe its now a home, a home for the two of us, until you came along, it was somewhere to sleep, somewhere to eat, and that was about all, but now, i love being here, i love coming home, cos i know you will be there to talk to, even though its only on a computer screen, you feel so close, just the final step to take and have you here in person, and that starts in just a few days now, and i can't wait.
The tree is glittering, the lights twinkling and the fire is glowing, the rug's in front of the fire, just waiting for us to be together, warm, secure, safe and when we close the door, the world can go to hell, it's just you and me.
I just can't wait to see you again,
all my love
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Sat, 4 Dec 2010 20:23:00 +0000
To: MT
morning hunn,
you must be in JB by now, so maybe you will read this when you get back, it will be abt 7pm your time when i get back from the store as you know, Im off to pick up the mattress for Deedee on my way home. I will search around for some new bedding as i dont want Deedee to feel she has to sleep on previously used sheets, hehe, anyway, i dun have any single size bedding, so it will have to be new.
well, i hope i have just about got the place ready for your arrival, obviously there are still things to do but Im thinking now to stop and wait for your input for the remainder of what there is to do, so please, excuse what hasn't been done, just think of it as your opportunity to create the space as you want it, hehe
tomorrow (well, today) Im gonna get the xmas tree down from the attic, decorate it and turn the house into a christmas grotto for you and deedee,
without going over the top, i just wanna make it feel like its home for you both.
Can't wait to see you a week from friday, and of course, Deedee two days later, YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
talk later
bye for now
x x x x x x x
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Friday, December 03, 2010 10:16 AM
To: APT
how can I forget the way u look from head to toe? No matter how hard u try, I still can recognise you unless you dyed yr hair black!! LOL
good morning darling
I like that idea of you being naked. That will really stands out in the crowd. hmm with a hard on.. and two officers from the asylum chasing after you at the airport. . and of course I will pretend not to know you and hail a taxi to proceed home to sleep.
Yes, we will go for breakfast together like before, same place. or if the snow is too heavy, we go indoor instead. And then to the halal butcher for some marketing as I wanna make you rendang before we go edinburgh. Speaking of which, just in case that we cant go edinburgh due to bad weather, can u check flight and hotel to Marrakesh instead?
I know darling, I'm always surrounded by my relatives and Im sorry abt that. I hope u understand my situation. Not until we legally married, its hard for me to just be alone with you as it will be the talk of the town. I just dun know how to make u understand my concern.. coz we are still asians and still trying not to go against religious teachings and cross the lines, which I've already did, so I'm no different with my ex :-(
Not until I'm legally yours, we hv to put up an act except for people like A ***, Z **, N **** where they are more open-minded. Even till today, Deedee thot we're just sleeping together and no sex! She is so naive or what!!??
This round, erin will hv some projects to do, so we can leave her at home with w***** sometimes.
However Is ********* , if you think I'm very old fashioned and not being realistic, I will not stop you from ending this relationship becoz I understand. YOu are entitled to yr opinion and thots. But if you can be more patient, all I ask for is, 1 more year or maybe lesser. Think abt it.
Talk to me before u go to work ya?
I love and miss you so much that it pains me deep inside... only Allah knows.
All I ask for is another year.........
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Friday, December 03, 2010 5:53 AM
To: MT
Subject: 2 weeks from today
just two weeks to go hunny,
how will you recognise me at the airport, what if you have forgotten what i look like ?
how will you know its me ?
omg ! now im worried,,,what if you are just leaving as I arrive in the back of a taxi ?
I know, I'll wait for you in a disguise, how abt if Im completely naked ?, that should stand out in the crowd !
2nd thots, its so bloody cold, nothing would would ever stand up, i mean,,,out,
looking forward so much to picking you up at the airport, then, if ur not too tired, we'll go off and have some breakfast and coffee
while i get to look at you, i wanna just look into ur beautiful eyes again
you do realise, that until Deedee arrives, this will be the first time we have been alone since you were here over a year ago,
Paris, Marseille, Singapore, Thailand, we were never actually alone in any of these places, just Warrington ! Hahaha !
hmmmm, can i trust you , alone with me ? I hope not ! hehe
work again today, Im hoping there will be post today and that my new employment contract arrives, then i can resign,
if not, then I wont be able to join the new company as planned on Jan 4th, grrrrrrr, it will have to be delayed a week so I can serve my correct notice period
I may be leaving, but really want to do so on good terms, since, who knows, i may need the job back one day! (i hope not !)
Okees, tired now, off to bed, as always, i will mail you when i wake up, will be around 12 noon when i see u next,
bye for now
all my love
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Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:50 PM
To: MT
good girl hunn, we deserve it for ourselves to be fit and healthy, longer life, more sex, hehe !
look into classes, but remember how much it may cost.
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:40:00 +0800
To: apt
ok will check tonight
I will look out for classes nearby too
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:31 PM
To: MT
good hunny, we'll both do it ok ? for each other
i think there is a dance mat available, just search ebay or google nintendo Wii, you should find thousands !
who knows, maybe they are cheaper there than here in the uk
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:27:04 +0800
To: APT
ok sure, I will start tomorrow. Will buy Oaths tonite to keep in office.
are referring to the dance mat, plug into tv?
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:23 PM
To: MT
hehe, seriously hunny, i just been looking at them on ebay, its a game console with a fitnesws game that you can actually excercise to, im thinkin abt getting one, better than sitting watching tv in the
evenings,
i wudda thot all the kids there play the Wii, i think its the most popular console in the world, or maybe thats the sony play station, not sure
looking at the ads and publicity, it looks real enuff, like, u can excercise in private, no gyms, no leaving the house, no fees to pay, no travelling, hmmmm, perfect !
dont put things off babe, start today, its important to me cos its abt your health and well being, i cant aford to lose you, cos i love you
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 15:08:41 +0800
To: apt
hehe love me skinny even more? OK OK I will do anything for you. I will try lose weight. I dun wanna die soon. I wanna enjoy my marriage life with you.
Nintendo Wifit game? never heard of it before.. tell me
-----Original Message-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 3:03 PM
To: MT
well, no need to be sad, at least you have the comfort of knowing i have been working here on the house, so i dun need to be doing it while ur here
you absolutely must start to lose weight, forget about a knee, thats the least of ur problems, diabetes, heart disease, cardiac arrest, they are just some of the consequences you shud be concerned about, it's no joke baby, you're literally putting your life at risk
stilll very cold here, another day when it wont reach even 0 degrees, low forecast is -9, but the snow is disappearing, just the ice will be left by the weekend they say
hey, i just thought, get urself a nintendo Wii, with the WiFit game, u can exercise in private, without having to leave the house, briliant idea !
love you hunny, love you skinny even more ! hehe
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 14:52:13 +0800
To: APT
LOL
morning baby
I plomised will lose some weight. But to exercise, the nurse said I should wait till my knee recovered.
How are you this morning? I'm sad today coz no emails from you to read this morning.
-----Original Me ssage-----
Thursday, December 02, 2010 2:49 PM
To: MT
so, you got a swollen knee, well, 7Kg is no laughing matter hunn, not just the effect its having on ur knees, but on ur heart, the strain can get unmanageable and before you know it,,bam ! heart attack
i know ur not capable of actually losing any wight, so its time you started to exercise, so when ur here, be prepared to do some walking, jogging, and general excercise,
hey, i dun wanna marry someone who may drop down dead because they cant stop eating ! hehe
love you hunny,
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Thu, 2 Dec 2010 10:48:42 +0800
To: apt
NO EMAIL FOR ME THIS MORNING? U THINK IT'S FUNNY HUH? grrrrrrrrrr
Ok, just dun blame me if I didn’t turn up at the airport on 17 Dec! Just see how u gonna act? Grrrrrrrrrr
Baby, I think I have caused inflamatory to my left knee. It swells and the nurse told me to lose weight as I've put on 7 kilos over 1 year. Hehe
I will start to fast again Monday but excluse weekends.
Talk later. Meeting starts soon.
Write to me before u leave for work.
Wuv u
(I hope u will still ruv me, eventhough my body is getting old and rotten)
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:36:53 +0800
To: APT
solly baby, I was busy earlier to read yr mails. vely vely busy
darling, can u check the requirements to register a marriage in the UK and of course to sponsor for fiancee to come to UK?
Do it when u hv time. I will check too tonight.
love you..
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:32 PM
To: MT
hehe, its ok, i know you like to make me suffer,,,,cruel woman !
love u too hunny, will be leaving for the office in a half hour from now
so, if u have time write me back
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 16:29:16 +0800
To: apt
oh no! just saw this and the rest of yr emails. hehe solly baby
-----Original Message-----
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:57 PM
To: MT
morning babe
just woke up, almost am, so been a little lazy, but hey, its snowing, so i stayed warm in our bed
good to hear u wanna quit, hey, go for acupuncture, it may work, who knows ?
love you my darling
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Wed, 1 Dec 2010 09:44:36 +0800
To: apt
YESS!! IT'S DECEMBER!
Yes I plomised to be there in December but I didn't mentioned which year, did I? hmm.. ok see you December next year. Nooo. u dun take 2nd place to my job. if not becoz of my issues here, I would hv left for UK... and go home after 6 months to visit mum and erin.
I'm counting weeks now.. 2 weeks left to go.... 2 weeks!! yesss!!
about smoking, I gotta get myself the elect cigarettes. I wanna quit but its hard. I want us to live longer and healthy and enjoy life together.
dunno what to buy for Junior . There are 2 baby shirts that I've bought for him. Deedee will take one to gv to Junior . Maybe I should shop in the UK for Junior and you. Yet to get something for wheelieman.
OK I'll be there on 17th in Santa costume (female version). hehe.. red net stokings. red bra n G-string haha
Talk later.
Your darling
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 4:03 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Darling
It's December,,,,so, where are you ? you said you would be here in december and ur not ! BooHoo !
i waited up til midnight, now its december, and u plomised ! grrrrr, so, whats the excuse ?,,,working i suppose,
so, i take second place to ur job huh ?, U said U would be here in december, i want you here NOW !
Ok, OK, I'll give you until 7am on the 17th, but no more excuses, ok ? arrive later than that and Il chop you up into little pieces and eat you !, hehe
16 more days and you'll be here, yeahhhhhhh ! counting the hours now, cos days are too long
it was lovely talking with you again earlier today, i love the sound of your voice on the phone, but babe, stop smoking ! its affecting your breathing, i can tell, and thats not good
we both have to try harder to at the very least, cut down a lot on the amount we smoke, give me that as my xmas present and i'll be delighted.
dun forget, no shopping sprees before you arrive, ok?, a small, no,,,tiny, gift for the kids and a little something for Junior , and thats it, ok?
It's you that we want to see, not your shopping, just get here and be with me, its all i want
willl email you when i wake up, until then,
all my love
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:52 PM
To: APT
Subject: WAKE UP!
LAZY BUM!
I know its cold outside but u hv to wake up and talk to me! Dun want u to just dashed out to work without saying goodbye. So, wake up!!!!
I ruv u so much and u on the other hand is sleeping like a bear? grrrrrrrrrr
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:15 PM
To: APT
ok darling
just be more careful when walking on ice ok? I dun wanna man with too many broken bones haha!
love u hubby
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 4:13 PM
To: MT
just a little slip on the ice when coming thru the front door yesterday, this morning its swollen up, painful
well, its here, we got a covering of snow in warrington overnight, its much worse in swcotland tho, just been on tv they closed edinburgh airport for the day,
but it will open again tomorrow, no need to panic, its always worse up in scotland, they have a much more arctic climate than we do down here
hmmm, gotta go to the office soon, meeting taking place this morning
i should recieve the new work contract today, if so, i will be tendering resignation later this aternoon
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 16:01:29 +0800
TO: APT
hehe I was about to send u an email.. to SHOUT to u to wake up. Lazybum!
Good mornng my darling Iskander,
what happened to yr knee?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 3:58 PM
To: MT
morning hunny
yep, that sounds like a good scheme, have a look around at fabric suppliers who can provide a good service with regular supplies, we'll talk abt it in dec.
just woke up babe, still tired, but i guess i needed it anyway
grrrr, woke up today with a cold and a sore knee ! Haha, Im falling to pieces ! help !
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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 12:16:15 +0800
To: APT
Baby,
Last evening when u mentioned abt running a business.. hmm I was thinking of bringing in curtains. Then maybe buy a sewing machine to offer clothes alteration too.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 10:09 AM
To: APT
LOL Noooo not perverted unless you hang my undies around the house hehe
Good morning darling,
happy to know that you are not going to set yr alarm so u can sleep longer.
Yes the waiting will be over soon. How I wish I will go there without having to come back to spore for at least 6 months!
Busy as usual, but email me once ur awake.
Ruv u
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010 5:29 AM
To: MT
good morning darling
got quite busy yesterday afternoon with the new staff to deal with, plus a few other issues that arose, grrrrr
but it was so nice to hear your voice, thanks so much for the call, it took away the pain of the cold ! hehe
but it didnt take away the pain of missing you, and i miss you every second of every day, but i know the waiting
will soon be over, and the thought of that keeps me going.
You know, i look forward each night to getting into our bed, cuddling up under the quilt and imagining you are here with me,
i still have your gown next to the bed and look at it, sometimes bringing it onto the pillow next to me, then you're with me, your dressing
gown hangs behind the bathroom door, exactly where it was the day you left, just waiting for you to come home, and your warm, grey coat
and the others still hang in the wardrobe, completely undisturbed since you hung them there before returning to s'pore,
HEY, that's not perverted,,,,is it ?, hehe
no alarm clock for me tonite hunny, i will wake up when i wake up, but the first thing i will do is to email you,
see you soon babe,
love you
x x x x x x x x
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Thursday, November 25, 2010 3:20 PM
To: APT
ok hubby,
Nice to be able to talk to you this morning
longer time to make up for yesterdays' loss hehe
I love you, only you
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 3:17 PM
To: MT
hehe, stupid calander for now, stupid clock on dec 16th ! can't come quick enough
leaving in 15 mins hunn, if there;s not much happening, i will be back home by around 9 or 10pm ur time
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 3:03 PM
To: APT
ok great. I can't wait to be there.
the time is going too slow..
stupid clock!
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 3:00 PM
To: MT
hehe, its an expression, used to be 'pappy', but papa is more up to date,
dun worry, we;ll get to see him together when u arrive,
I will check with m&s if we can go friday or saturday
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:56 PM
To: MT
I envy you! u get to see him again without me
send my kiss and hugs to J*****
WHAT!!?? Me granny and you papa? aarrgghhhh.. I hate you!
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:53 PM
To: MT
yeah, i'd better go in, show willing ! hehe
gonna leave in abt a half hour, try to avoid the traffic q's
gonna visit J***** saturday if its ok for m *** an s ****, wanna see him again, i bet he's changed already
but before i go this time, Im gonna buy him a teddy bear, something to remind him of granny MT and papa APT!
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:46 PM
To: APT
ok darling. Just wanna make sure that I hv sufficient 'heat' to make me 'hot' in bed with you hahaha
Love you hunny
So? Are u going to work or not?
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:43 PM
To: MT
no babe, nothing special, when ur here, you will still see people walking around in shorts, i promise !
you got a winter coat here, just advise Deedee to bring some kinda warm coat, everything else, we can get here if you need it
dun worry abt clothing, we got lots in the shops here ! and you and Deedee can have fun looking around while i work in the first week,
although im gonna try to take off as much time as possible, i may have to do a little, especially as i will be leaving !
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 14:39:01 +0800
From: MT
baby, do I and erin need to buy longjohn (whatever they call it)? Do we need special inner attire to keep us warm?
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:37 PM
To: MT
hehe, you dunno cold !, its getting down to -6* overnight right now, thats cold !
but we will be warm, no worries
love you hunn,
off to take a shower and dress, back in 15
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 14:33:22 +0800
From: MT
Youuuu!! nottyyyyyyyy!! but I like..
ok thanx darling.
But I still wanna get u something as a xmas present. OK?
I love you and only you
It's cold here in my office.. brrrr and I need your arms around me.. to keep me warm, squeeze, etc etc
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:30 PM
To: MT
Haha, yep, you look after my pussy and I'll look after yours !
course i will hunn, its my gift to you, ur nor gonna pay anything
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:27 PM
To: APT
Back.. stupid auditors! Didnt they know that I busy attending to you?
hahaha.. so know I got the picture! You wanna marry me coz U need someone to look after your pussy? grrrrrr
I want the e-lites too baby. Buy that for me I will pay u back in Dec.. please..
help me quit smoking.
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:18 PM
To: MT
hehe, it takes a little getting used to hunn, but if u really wanna try to give up, i'll get one for you
its a gift to help you give up,,
i love you, and want you to live forever, someones has to look after winnie ! hehe
love u hunn, see u when finished with auditors
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 14:07:34 +0800
From: MT
ok I hv requests from auditors
be back soon
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 1:59 PM
To: MT
hehe, i got one yesterday babe, not had a real cigarette yet, fingers crossed i can keep going without one !
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 13:57:34 +0800
From: MT
e-lites?? the electronic cigarettes? how much is it baby?
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 1:51 PM
To: MT
hmmmm, i will have to think abt that hunn, but i love you, so presents dun matter from you, i just want you with me, thats my gift
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 13:44:12 +0800
From: MT
okies.. what do you intend to buy? I wanna get u a Xmas present too. But dunno what? I dun wanna buy something that u will not use.
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 1:43 PM
To: MT
hmmmm, good idea, i'll wait for you, but be warned, its busy out there !, i hate shopping at any time, but xmas is just too much !
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 13:38:11 +0800
From: MT
LOL LOL what is there to shop? You have got the Xmas tree, lightings, what else you need? U just need me to enhance the atmosphere hahaha
why not wait for me and we go together? You sit in a cafe, Deedee and I will do the shoppings! LOLOL
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 1:35 PM
To: MT
not for a couple of hours hunn, its just 5 30am right now, i been awake for a while now
must do some xmas shoping this weekend, hopefully i can do it in abt an hour, it means going into shops,, grrrrrr !
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 13:31:47 +0800
From: MT
great! let me know if you hv finalised which hotel to stay in so I can make online booking. Or u can make online booking and I will give you cash to pay for the hotel.
What time are you leaving for office darling?
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 1:29 PM
To: MT
have found places for as little as £150 for two rooms, for 2 nights, so, not too bad, will send you some links later this evening hunn
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 13:17:35 +0800
From: MT
ok its ok if they have other plans. We can proceed to visit edinburgh or Ireland with free lodging haha. But again, we can't sleep in same room if we stay at B ***'s. hmm so forget it. We go Edinburgh then. Will the hotel in Edinburgh be marked up very high in rates during Xmas?
Hey, I love you.
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 1:12 PM
To: MT
yet to confirm hunn, but i will call them at the weekend
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 13:02:25 +0800
From: MT
ok sure. 3 days should be enuff. Are we meeting S *** and R *** on 26th?
love you
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 12:59 PM
To: MT
well, i was thinking of driving up there on the 26th, staying two nights and taking a leisurely drive back, maybe staying over somewhere on the way back, arriving back in warrington around the 28/29 . cos we got no one to look after winne, i will have to depend on the neighbour coming in to feed her
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 12:56:14 +0800
From: MT
Hello baby
Just thinking of you, and there your email came in! Taraaaaa!!
You're always in my mind ..every nano seconds without fail.. I miss you so much A **** S *** I *******
OK then, we shall drive to edinburgh instead. I will pay for the hotel in Edinburgh coz you've yet to start with the new job with the new salary hahahaha!
Tentatively, what date are you looking at to drive up to Edinburgh? and of course coming back to warrington.
Love you hunny, so much. soo much
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 12:51 PM
To: MT
Subject: RE: "Distance means so little when someone means so much."
morning hunny
ur right, the distance is just a number, the closeness is in our hearts, and thats where it counts.
You're never invisible to me, i can see only you in my minds eye, images of love and kindness, sweet natured and warmth,
thses are the images that swamp me when i think of you.
I will look at the trains hunn, but only briefly since trains are so expensive here its highly unlikely it would be more economic to
take a train compared to the car, i imagine around a minimum of 100$ per person, compared to $100 for fuel, theres no competition
Love you Babe
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 10:01:04 +0800
From: MT
Subject: "Distance means so little when someone means so much."
Morning baby,
I missed talking to you last night. I waited for you for hours.. then I heard a noise.. huh? hmm I realised that I was snoring away hehe
Since you came into my life, I've been so happy. The fact that we're a thousand miles apart is not a matter at all becoz we talks everyday. but I am waiting for the days to make our dreams come true. We together as a couple living under one roof. I've said this earlier to you but I want to say it again.. "I love you becoz you are the only one who sees me while I am invisible to others. I hope you never quit seeing how much my love for you is true.."
Hunny, do check if the train ride to edinburgh is cheaper than driving our car.
21 more days to go hunny. 21 more dayssss.. and I can then hold u again. Sharing bed with you again, kiss you goodnite and good morning again..
Luving from a distance,
MT
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 5:20 AM
To: MT
Hi Hunny
I looked at the edinburgh hotel, it looks fine, qouted around 350$ for two rooms for two nights, thats sounds ok, I'll have one final look around at whats on offer
and make the reservation this weekend.
So annoying, the time difference, just as im going to work, ur off home, then its your bedtime before i get back home, so, i;ll keep getting up early so at least we can email first thing every day.
hmmm, love you so much, but the pain of missing you, its getting too much !
gonna go now cos i want to check out whats on in edinburgh while we will be there,
luv U hunny
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Wednesday, November 24, 2010 3:33 PM
To: MT
morning hunny
yep, solly. i went to bed quite early, wanted to try out our new winter quilt !
wow, its sooooooo wqarm, cant wait to cuddle up with you underneath it,
i think cos it was so warm, i slept late , i just woke up at 7 30, what a lazybum !
will be leaving in a half hour, at your 4pm but write me back if u have time, i know ur busy
love you
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Wed, 24 Nov 2010 09:55:15 +0800
From: MT
morning my baby
stop decorating and renovating the house! I want you to rest
you've been working so hard 7 days a week. I dun want you to go flimsy, slimmy, broken, soften, bla bla bla.. on the day I arrive! So stop all the work for home.
I will be very busy today baby. But I will make time for... talk to me before u go to work ya?
Luv u
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Wednesday, November 24, 2010 4:42 AM
To: MT
morning hunny
so angry i didnt have time to spend with you yesterday, just been messed around by the boss, who finally decided as he was having car trouble, he would canel the meeting til another day !
the annoying thing is you see, he lives abt 200 metres from the office, his wife has a car she wont drive, and he cant make it to a meeting !, grrrrrrrrr !
anyway, at least i get time to write to you this evening, not tired, in fact, i been washing the net curtains from across the door into the garden and cleaned down the pvc frames, all those little things that gotta be done before you arrive, i keep looking around trying to think what will be your first impression, and then clean it !
always so little time, always so much to be done, but it will all be worth the effort when you arrive home again, im just praying you see some improvements over the last time you were here, but dun worry, the Ben & Jerry;s is still in the freezer ! hehe
love you too much hunny, cant wait to be with you again, missing you
speak before i go to work ya ?
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Tuesday, November 23, 2010 4:11 PM
To: MT
i wud think we have time, but it may be in place of edinburgh if thats ok for you
i will check out the two ferry destinations later today, while you find out the address
love u hunny
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Tue, 23 Nov 2010 15:58:50 +0800
From: MT
I know the last time M **** took ferry to Ireland however, I can check it out.
But do we have time to hop to Ireland?
I will check with them the address
Are you ready to go to work now darling?
Love you as always
I dreamt of u last night.. so nice to see u. So real..
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 3:55 PM
To: MT
hi hunn
course i will check out the flight, but where are they in Ireland ? hehe, there are several airports, so it wud be nice to have a clue ! hehe
there's also the option of taking a ferry, depending whereabouts they are
sooner you can find out, the better the chance of finding a flight / ferry
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Tue, 23 Nov 2010 15:43:27 +0800
From: MT
hehe.. u love seeing my name appear in yr inbox? hmm that is how I feel when I see yr name in mine. Like a small girl waiting for a letter in the mail box. Very happy and proud to have letters, wait until she grew up and hv bills posted to her home haha..
I hope no snow until Deedee and I have reached manchester safely hehehe
Baby, can u check the flight to fly to Ireland. We can stay a night at B ****'s or get a small motel room nearby. I will pay for the trip.
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Tuesday, November 23, 2010 3:28 PM
To: MT
hi hunn
will send u a photo of the breitling
just confirmed, we can expect snow this weekend, but it dun mean we will see it in warrington
gotta go shower and dress, be back in 15 mins hunn, but write me back before i go, i love seeing ur name appear in my inbox,
missing you
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Tue, 23 Nov 2010 15:15:19 +0800
From: MT
Yup not long to go and I hope the poor weather will not cause any obstruction at the airport area..
I can't wait to be in yr arms again. Too long it seems
How I wish I can just throw my resignation letter now and join u there for good. Sick and tired of this place. Getting to my nerves. More and more additional workload everyday. Bottle neck now grrrr.. give myself 1 yr and I'm out of here for good.
love you baby
hey, u read my earlier email on the breitling? I need a picture of the one u are having. So I can find something similar. Have called a **** to take me to JB to hunt for one. Will go on 5th Dec before I fly
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 3:02 PM
To: MT
Hi
feeling better for the rest, thanx
cold today, seems like we got a week or so of temps around 3/4/5*, so, not too cold,,hehe
just a few more small things to do before i stop working on the house, it will never be finished, but just a little nicer for your visit
cant wait to see you again hunn, not long to go now
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Tue, 23 Nov 2010 14:48:34 +0800
From: MT
hello darling?
good morning? how was yr sleep?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 2:42 PM
To: MT
good afternoon hunn
just woke up, wow, i needed that sleep !
we got our monday meeting later today, err yep, delayed for a day but still waiting to be informed what time it will be at
write me back if u have time
luv ya
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Tuesday, November 23, 2010 3:02 PM
To: MT
Hi
feeling better for the rest, thanx
cold today, seems like we got a week or so of temps around 3/4/5*, so, not too cold,,hehe
just a few more small things to do before i stop working on the house, it will never be finished, but just a little nicer for your visit
cant wait to see you again hunn, not long to go now
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Tue, 23 Nov 2010 14:48:34 +0800
From: MT
hello darling?
good morning? how was yr sleep?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 2:42 PM
To: MT
good afternoon hunn
just woke up, wow, i needed that sleep !
we got our monday meeting later today, err yep, delayed for a day but still waiting to be informed what time it will be at
write me back if u have time
luv ya
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Tuesday, November 23, 2010 4:22 AM
To: MT
good morning hunny
so, back at last, you vacation devil !
but u caught me at my lowest right now hunn, im so tired i may fall asleep while i write this
cos i been sitting here all weekend in case i got a nessage from you, looking at a blank screen, wondering if you would ever come back to me,
oh, i made the vol au vents, they tasted great, so i ate them all ! solly !
closing my eyes how hunny, have to sleep
nit e nite
love you
x x x x x
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Monday, November 22, 2010 5:59 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Hunny
Just a note to say I hope you had a great weekend, missed you every second, its just not normal any more,,,not talking with you every day
i was a little lost and didnt know what to do .. What have you done to me ?????? hehe
I planned on catching up on some sleep, but it didnt work out, something always came up, wheelieman, m****, kids called ( that was something i didnt mind )
just seemed every time i was about to snooze, the phone rang, email came in, grrrrrr, will just have to try when i shud be working, just like you ! haha !
I'll try to catch you before i go to the store, that will be around midday, then i will be back briefly at 9 20, that will be 5 20pm, the boss has text me this evening and wants me to go price up a job tomorrow, wow ! he never asks anyone to do that, hmmmm, he must be up to something thing!
Talk soon,
I love you, I miss you, I want you here
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Monday, November 22, 2010 12:17 PM
To: MT
morning,
just up, off to work,
no email from you !
BooHoo !
see u l ater
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Tue, 23 Nov 2010 10:28:28 +0800
From: MT
Morning my darling I*******,
I'm sooooooooo tired and sleepy that I have to drag myself to work aarrghh
But its nice to see your email as usual.
About the Bretling, I have just text A *** to see if he is able to drive me into JB this Sunday as I will be sleeping over at his place on Sat. We hv morning flea market to sell my home items then maybe if he is not tired, I want to go in JB. I thot I saw a booth selling 1st grade replica watches in JB. Can you forward the design of yr watch and I will try get him one that is almost the same.
Hey baby, I dreamt of us last night. I think becoz I misses you so much. In my dream, I saw you at airport and it was snowing heavily outside. Deedee was with us too and I kept scolding her for touching each and everything she sees in our home. The candles holder, the lamp and lighthings, the fridge.. hehe
Yup we have to discuss about our future together. We can start planning and will will be busy planning our marriage, not busy fooking an old granny! LOL
ok baby, talk later, so much to do..
Bye for now
Luv
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Friday, November 19, 2010 5:31 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Hunny.
wow, what a great day, its finally occured to me just how fantastic my life will be with you,,,,now that i can confidentlly provide for you
without you having to go to work,,,errr, thats not to say you can't work if you want to, just you don't have to and that makes me happy
You, Deedee, J****, all such important additions to my future, whatever have i done t deserve such good luck, i'll never know.
oooo baby, bad news, abt the watch you got mathew,,,when i went to see junior, he was drooling over my breitling, said at least twice how nice he thought it was, how it was just the style he liked maybe he was dropping a hint i shud leave it to him in my will !!!!!
So, another holiday this weekend, i hope ur not gonna miss your holidays too much, i mean, we will go away for weekends, but i cant offer you such exotic locations
as malaysian water chalets, hehe
missing you so much hunn, when there is so much i would love to sit and talk to you about, you know, now is the time we should be making our plans for the future
so, the sooner you are here, the better, you could always resign and come this weekend !
oops, no, of course, you got ur vacation first !
hey, I love you Granny M**, hmmm, never slept with a granny before, wondr if it will be different Hehehe
talk when i wake up
bye for now, x x x x x x
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Wednesday, November 17, 2010 6:08 AM
To: MT
good morning baby
so, a new grandson, wow, im overwhelmed, i sat this evening and just felt so happy i could feel tears running down my cheeks !
no reason at all, just i thought about us, the new baby and how damm perfect life seems right now, just you are missing, but thats only a physical thing, the important thing is that I know ur with me in ur heart.
U know what i mean, ? ur not here, baby's not here, but you both are with me in my heart, and thats important
Im feeling so much better this evening, i took far too many doses of flu remedy, vit C and painkillers, but most of all, knowing that you will soon be here has made me feel a zillion times better than i was this morning, and I cant sleep, i got my final interview to look forward to, prep to do for that, then im off to M***** 's house to introduce myself to our new little man, hehe
s **** and r ***** already named him 'chubster', apparently he is very long ( shudnt that be 'tall' ? ) and, weighing in at 10 pounds, is no lightweight !, hehe, see ? it runs in the family !
Have a look at his photo on fb babe, i think first impression is that he could well be ours !, he's dark, handsome ( like his dad) and chunky ( like his grandad), but most important of all, mahchallah, he is healthy
gonna try to get some sleep hunny, but i will wake up and email you as soon as i can
wow, what a great day, you and a new baby, its more than i deserve,
i love you with all my heart,
talk soon
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Date: Tue, 16 Nov 2010 16:22:49 +0800
From: MT
hehe I while buy one
notty man
ok darling packing now dear
u go lay on sofa till I get back
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 4:17 PM
To: MT
yeah, shivering, sweating, burning up,
hey, u got a nurse's uniform ,,,hehe,,
ok hunn, u take care and if u get home around 5pm, i maybe still here
see u later babe
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Tue, 16 Nov 2010 16:13:55 +0800
From: MT
aauuw my baby isn't well today
I wish I was there with you
try not to work too hard today ok?
I'm leaving office soon as Im taking a lift home at 4.30pm
I will check with L *** their address
but will only go for day trip or 1 night stay and we will get b**** to bring us around ok darling?
luv u
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 4:08 PM
To: MT
hoping not to be too busy today, i got a fever, high temp, been waking up all night and dropping back to sleep
will be here until u go home, then off to office, if nothing happening, then back home
if u get a location for brian, i can check out how to get there
love you hunn
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 4:05 PM
To: APT
hello good morning
ok dear
I'll wait for u tonight
if ur busy just text me
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 3:57 PM
To: MT
morning hunn
just woke up, so tired
whereabouts are they in ireland hunny, then i can find out how much to visit
some places there we can take a ferry, or fly, it depends where they are
talk soon
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 10:09 AM
To: APT
hello baby
the days are geting nearer and I'm so excited
I just received an invitation from L **** and B **** to come over to Ireland
I know its by sea but how much is it by flights?
talk to me b4 u zooomm to work ya
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Tuesday, November 16, 2010 5:10 AM
To: MT
good morning hunny
just ready for bed now, but before i go , I've been browsing the pictures from my visit , such fantastic memories,
i spent all evening on these bloody documents for M****** , i collected some from wheelieman, had to create two, and finally got them emailed about ten minutes ago, !
hehe, its just as well i been fasting, no time to eat !, but boy, am i gonna have some breakfast tomorrow !
dunno what time i will wake up babe, but the moment i do, i will email you at the office,until later
with all my love, affection, and thinking of you,
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 3:52 PM
To: APT
hmmm after looking at J****'s pic, his glimpse keep coming while I'm working. Why? I hope he knows that someone far away loves him like her own grandson.
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 1:47 PM
To: MT
hunn, l be back as early as i can
i know i gotta go on a visit at 6 30, so will be home before that and go out later
see u later
love you
x x x x x x
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 13:43:47 +0800
From: MT
ok darling
be careful on the road
coz you're not well
stop on the roadshoulder if ur feeling dizzy
ok darling?
I love you
talk to you tonite
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 1:35 PM
To: MT
cant upload, not working
yep, gonna dress and go before the traffic gets too thick
job ? outa my hands now, I've tried as hard as i cud,
but ur right, i need it, for us
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 13:32:27 +0800
From: MT
hehe u can upload them in fb I will copy from there
so u are going to work?
I hope you get the job InsyaAllah
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 1:31 PM
To: MT
startin to feel ok, just had cereal for b'fast
course i remember ur aunt and uncle, hope they are well
i tried twice now to send u a photo from the fone, but they dun seem to be getting thru to you
grrrr, if only u were here............
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 13:26:57 +0800
From: MT
hehe I won't darling
in fact there's a talk going on now fm 1-3pm
my collegue told me to come along
I said not interested hehe
I hv you on the other part of the globe to talk to
how are you after your shower?
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 1:24 PM
To: MT
phew ! thot u'd left me,,,again !
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 13:23:30 +0800
From: MT
still here darling
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 1:23 PM
To: MT
where u gone ?
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 12:50 PM
To: MT
nope, Joseph islamic equiv is Yusef, J **** is Y **** , origin, protector of Jehova, when we were all one, J **** was the son of Nun, the tribal leader who took over from Musa, the prophet (Moses) pbuh
fantastic news, e *** having a baby, that means i'll be an uncle again ?, is it official now ? everybody knows ?
hehe, dun worry, we got our baby, ready made ! and, inchallah, more to come, s there wontbe a shortage for us to spoil !
think i'll go shower, see if i feel any better, if i do i'll get dressed and goto work
but not until i heard back from you !
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 12:41:52 +0800
From: MT
hmm is J ***** also known as Joseph?
typcal husband.. only know how to make babies.
btw, E **** and A **** will hv new family members next year June if not wrong
u can congrats A **** (add him) in the FB Inbox but not in the profile page
E *** 's fb now inactive at this moment
So we will hv more family members coming our way
I envy them :-( I want your baby
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 12:35 PM
To: MT
yep, J **** J *****, 10 pounds and 60 cm tall, hehe, i sent you a picture from the fone, R ***** has aredi been an gone when i got there, seems like she's a proud auntie !
i just know we gonna be so pleased an happy when ur here and he can be with us, he cried, i heldhim, he stopped, reminded me how much i like babies ( well, until they fill the diaper that is )
I'view went well, just gotta wait for final answer now, they made all the right noises, was in front of a panel of six,,,oooooo spooky !
on the plus side,,,if i get it, you wont need to work, the salary's good enuff for both of us,
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 12:25:57 +0800
From: MT
in malaysia, Negeri Sembilan (9 State)
how was the interview going?
Junior - J ****?
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 12:24 PM
To: MT
hee, inteview was at noon yesterday, just before i went to see J **** , ( Y ****)
where is port dickinson ?
can i cum ?
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 12:21:18 +0800
From: MT
what happened hun? u are making me worry now
migraine? lack of rest I guess
I will buy some painkillers here from spore and will store them in your first aid drawer
try going back to sleep
so, when is the interview again?
fyi, this weekend is the Port Dickson trip
going Sat morning after subuh and home on Monday nite
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 12:18 PM
To: MT
actually, i woke up with a banging headache
and shaking, shivering
missing you
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 12:16:26 +0800
From: MT
u ok darling?
I think you think too much about the add on happiness one after another
you are very exciteed like small kid when being promise to take them out for holiday
they can't sleep throughout the nite
too excited hehe
Love you darling
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 12:11 PM
To: MT
tossin & turning, cant sleep
wrtie me if u have time
love you
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 11:45:09 +0800
From: MT
morning..
try sleep again dear
talk later
you're not well so better take some rest
I love you as always emuash
nite nite darling
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 11:43 AM
To: MT
hehe, told ya, U were forgiven,,cos i know you were busy,,slitting throats of poor little innocent lambs,,,haha
dunno how long i will be awake hunn, its 3 30am and i cudnt sleep
so i got up to mail you
but gonna try to sleep again
love u
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 11:20:36 +0800
From: MT
Tell S **** , if they mistreat Junior, I will take him away for good! Speaking of which, I wonder if we can take Junior along with us when we visit spore? Proudly introducing my ang moh grandson to my relatives ;-)
please dont be angry about yesterday. It was eid and Im busy visiting. But again, I waited for you to come home at 2.05am my time! Just to make sure you're home safely coz you weren't too well the last couple of days. grrrrrr
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 5:12 AM
To: MT
Hmmmmmmm, dunno if i shud be writing to someone who ignored me all day yesterday'
and if i didnt luv you I WOULDNT !!!!!!!!!!!
but u shud know, s ***** asked me today if i thought you would be ok with the baby, haha, i said, ' be careful, cos once she holds him, you may never get him back' she was relieved, i think she was concerned in case you dun like babies or something !
Baby, ur gonna absolutely love him, the second he feels he is being held, he calms down, he fell asleep within seconds when i held him today
Im so happy that bot m ****** and s ****** want you so much to visit them, thy obviously accept you even tho u've never met, but i know its sarah that has told them all about you, cos she's a big fan of yours.
R ***** too talked to me in fb last evening, she's waitin to meet you too, seems like words got around !
ANyway, you wudnt talk to me yesterday, so Im ignoring you now, see how you like it ! hehe
bye for now
To: APT
ok hubby,
Nice to be able to talk to you this morning
longer time to make up for yesterdays' loss hehe
I love you, only you
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 3:17 PM
To: MT
hehe, stupid calander for now, stupid clock on dec 16th ! can't come quick enough
leaving in 15 mins hunn, if there;s not much happening, i will be back home by around 9 or 10pm ur time
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 3:03 PM
To: APT
ok great. I can't wait to be there.
the time is going too slow..
stupid clock!
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 3:00 PM
To: MT
hehe, its an expression, used to be 'pappy', but papa is more up to date,
dun worry, we;ll get to see him together when u arrive,
I will check with m&s if we can go friday or saturday
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:56 PM
To: MT
I envy you! u get to see him again without me
send my kiss and hugs to J*****
WHAT!!?? Me granny and you papa? aarrgghhhh.. I hate you!
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:53 PM
To: MT
yeah, i'd better go in, show willing ! hehe
gonna leave in abt a half hour, try to avoid the traffic q's
gonna visit J***** saturday if its ok for m *** an s ****, wanna see him again, i bet he's changed already
but before i go this time, Im gonna buy him a teddy bear, something to remind him of granny MT and papa APT!
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:46 PM
To: APT
ok darling. Just wanna make sure that I hv sufficient 'heat' to make me 'hot' in bed with you hahaha
Love you hunny
So? Are u going to work or not?
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:43 PM
To: MT
no babe, nothing special, when ur here, you will still see people walking around in shorts, i promise !
you got a winter coat here, just advise Deedee to bring some kinda warm coat, everything else, we can get here if you need it
dun worry abt clothing, we got lots in the shops here ! and you and Deedee can have fun looking around while i work in the first week,
although im gonna try to take off as much time as possible, i may have to do a little, especially as i will be leaving !
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 14:39:01 +0800
From: MT
baby, do I and erin need to buy longjohn (whatever they call it)? Do we need special inner attire to keep us warm?
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:37 PM
To: MT
hehe, you dunno cold !, its getting down to -6* overnight right now, thats cold !
but we will be warm, no worries
love you hunn,
off to take a shower and dress, back in 15
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 14:33:22 +0800
From: MT
Youuuu!! nottyyyyyyyy!! but I like..
ok thanx darling.
But I still wanna get u something as a xmas present. OK?
I love you and only you
It's cold here in my office.. brrrr and I need your arms around me.. to keep me warm, squeeze, etc etc
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:30 PM
To: MT
Haha, yep, you look after my pussy and I'll look after yours !
course i will hunn, its my gift to you, ur nor gonna pay anything
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:27 PM
To: APT
Back.. stupid auditors! Didnt they know that I busy attending to you?
hahaha.. so know I got the picture! You wanna marry me coz U need someone to look after your pussy? grrrrrr
I want the e-lites too baby. Buy that for me I will pay u back in Dec.. please..
help me quit smoking.
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 2:18 PM
To: MT
hehe, it takes a little getting used to hunn, but if u really wanna try to give up, i'll get one for you
its a gift to help you give up,,
i love you, and want you to live forever, someones has to look after winnie ! hehe
love u hunn, see u when finished with auditors
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 14:07:34 +0800
From: MT
ok I hv requests from auditors
be back soon
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 1:59 PM
To: MT
hehe, i got one yesterday babe, not had a real cigarette yet, fingers crossed i can keep going without one !
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 13:57:34 +0800
From: MT
e-lites?? the electronic cigarettes? how much is it baby?
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 1:51 PM
To: MT
hmmmm, i will have to think abt that hunn, but i love you, so presents dun matter from you, i just want you with me, thats my gift
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 13:44:12 +0800
From: MT
okies.. what do you intend to buy? I wanna get u a Xmas present too. But dunno what? I dun wanna buy something that u will not use.
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 1:43 PM
To: MT
hmmmm, good idea, i'll wait for you, but be warned, its busy out there !, i hate shopping at any time, but xmas is just too much !
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 13:38:11 +0800
From: MT
LOL LOL what is there to shop? You have got the Xmas tree, lightings, what else you need? U just need me to enhance the atmosphere hahaha
why not wait for me and we go together? You sit in a cafe, Deedee and I will do the shoppings! LOLOL
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 1:35 PM
To: MT
not for a couple of hours hunn, its just 5 30am right now, i been awake for a while now
must do some xmas shoping this weekend, hopefully i can do it in abt an hour, it means going into shops,, grrrrrr !
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 13:31:47 +0800
From: MT
great! let me know if you hv finalised which hotel to stay in so I can make online booking. Or u can make online booking and I will give you cash to pay for the hotel.
What time are you leaving for office darling?
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 1:29 PM
To: MT
have found places for as little as £150 for two rooms, for 2 nights, so, not too bad, will send you some links later this evening hunn
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 13:17:35 +0800
From: MT
ok its ok if they have other plans. We can proceed to visit edinburgh or Ireland with free lodging haha. But again, we can't sleep in same room if we stay at B ***'s. hmm so forget it. We go Edinburgh then. Will the hotel in Edinburgh be marked up very high in rates during Xmas?
Hey, I love you.
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 1:12 PM
To: MT
yet to confirm hunn, but i will call them at the weekend
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 13:02:25 +0800
From: MT
ok sure. 3 days should be enuff. Are we meeting S *** and R *** on 26th?
love you
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 12:59 PM
To: MT
well, i was thinking of driving up there on the 26th, staying two nights and taking a leisurely drive back, maybe staying over somewhere on the way back, arriving back in warrington around the 28/29 . cos we got no one to look after winne, i will have to depend on the neighbour coming in to feed her
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 12:56:14 +0800
From: MT
Hello baby
Just thinking of you, and there your email came in! Taraaaaa!!
You're always in my mind ..every nano seconds without fail.. I miss you so much A **** S *** I *******
OK then, we shall drive to edinburgh instead. I will pay for the hotel in Edinburgh coz you've yet to start with the new job with the new salary hahahaha!
Tentatively, what date are you looking at to drive up to Edinburgh? and of course coming back to warrington.
Love you hunny, so much. soo much
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 12:51 PM
To: MT
Subject: RE: "Distance means so little when someone means so much."
morning hunny
ur right, the distance is just a number, the closeness is in our hearts, and thats where it counts.
You're never invisible to me, i can see only you in my minds eye, images of love and kindness, sweet natured and warmth,
thses are the images that swamp me when i think of you.
I will look at the trains hunn, but only briefly since trains are so expensive here its highly unlikely it would be more economic to
take a train compared to the car, i imagine around a minimum of 100$ per person, compared to $100 for fuel, theres no competition
Love you Babe
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Thu, 25 Nov 2010 10:01:04 +0800
From: MT
Subject: "Distance means so little when someone means so much."
Morning baby,
I missed talking to you last night. I waited for you for hours.. then I heard a noise.. huh? hmm I realised that I was snoring away hehe
Since you came into my life, I've been so happy. The fact that we're a thousand miles apart is not a matter at all becoz we talks everyday. but I am waiting for the days to make our dreams come true. We together as a couple living under one roof. I've said this earlier to you but I want to say it again.. "I love you becoz you are the only one who sees me while I am invisible to others. I hope you never quit seeing how much my love for you is true.."
Hunny, do check if the train ride to edinburgh is cheaper than driving our car.
21 more days to go hunny. 21 more dayssss.. and I can then hold u again. Sharing bed with you again, kiss you goodnite and good morning again..
Luving from a distance,
MT
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 5:20 AM
To: MT
Hi Hunny
I looked at the edinburgh hotel, it looks fine, qouted around 350$ for two rooms for two nights, thats sounds ok, I'll have one final look around at whats on offer
and make the reservation this weekend.
So annoying, the time difference, just as im going to work, ur off home, then its your bedtime before i get back home, so, i;ll keep getting up early so at least we can email first thing every day.
hmmm, love you so much, but the pain of missing you, its getting too much !
gonna go now cos i want to check out whats on in edinburgh while we will be there,
luv U hunny
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Wednesday, November 24, 2010 3:33 PM
To: MT
morning hunny
yep, solly. i went to bed quite early, wanted to try out our new winter quilt !
wow, its sooooooo wqarm, cant wait to cuddle up with you underneath it,
i think cos it was so warm, i slept late , i just woke up at 7 30, what a lazybum !
will be leaving in a half hour, at your 4pm but write me back if u have time, i know ur busy
love you
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Wed, 24 Nov 2010 09:55:15 +0800
From: MT
morning my baby
stop decorating and renovating the house! I want you to rest
you've been working so hard 7 days a week. I dun want you to go flimsy, slimmy, broken, soften, bla bla bla.. on the day I arrive! So stop all the work for home.
I will be very busy today baby. But I will make time for... talk to me before u go to work ya?
Luv u
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Wednesday, November 24, 2010 4:42 AM
To: MT
morning hunny
so angry i didnt have time to spend with you yesterday, just been messed around by the boss, who finally decided as he was having car trouble, he would canel the meeting til another day !
the annoying thing is you see, he lives abt 200 metres from the office, his wife has a car she wont drive, and he cant make it to a meeting !, grrrrrrrrr !
anyway, at least i get time to write to you this evening, not tired, in fact, i been washing the net curtains from across the door into the garden and cleaned down the pvc frames, all those little things that gotta be done before you arrive, i keep looking around trying to think what will be your first impression, and then clean it !
always so little time, always so much to be done, but it will all be worth the effort when you arrive home again, im just praying you see some improvements over the last time you were here, but dun worry, the Ben & Jerry;s is still in the freezer ! hehe
love you too much hunny, cant wait to be with you again, missing you
speak before i go to work ya ?
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Tuesday, November 23, 2010 4:11 PM
To: MT
i wud think we have time, but it may be in place of edinburgh if thats ok for you
i will check out the two ferry destinations later today, while you find out the address
love u hunny
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Tue, 23 Nov 2010 15:58:50 +0800
From: MT
I know the last time M **** took ferry to Ireland however, I can check it out.
But do we have time to hop to Ireland?
I will check with them the address
Are you ready to go to work now darling?
Love you as always
I dreamt of u last night.. so nice to see u. So real..
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 3:55 PM
To: MT
hi hunn
course i will check out the flight, but where are they in Ireland ? hehe, there are several airports, so it wud be nice to have a clue ! hehe
there's also the option of taking a ferry, depending whereabouts they are
sooner you can find out, the better the chance of finding a flight / ferry
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Tue, 23 Nov 2010 15:43:27 +0800
From: MT
hehe.. u love seeing my name appear in yr inbox? hmm that is how I feel when I see yr name in mine. Like a small girl waiting for a letter in the mail box. Very happy and proud to have letters, wait until she grew up and hv bills posted to her home haha..
I hope no snow until Deedee and I have reached manchester safely hehehe
Baby, can u check the flight to fly to Ireland. We can stay a night at B ****'s or get a small motel room nearby. I will pay for the trip.
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Tuesday, November 23, 2010 3:28 PM
To: MT
hi hunn
will send u a photo of the breitling
just confirmed, we can expect snow this weekend, but it dun mean we will see it in warrington
gotta go shower and dress, be back in 15 mins hunn, but write me back before i go, i love seeing ur name appear in my inbox,
missing you
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Tue, 23 Nov 2010 15:15:19 +0800
From: MT
Yup not long to go and I hope the poor weather will not cause any obstruction at the airport area..
I can't wait to be in yr arms again. Too long it seems
How I wish I can just throw my resignation letter now and join u there for good. Sick and tired of this place. Getting to my nerves. More and more additional workload everyday. Bottle neck now grrrr.. give myself 1 yr and I'm out of here for good.
love you baby
hey, u read my earlier email on the breitling? I need a picture of the one u are having. So I can find something similar. Have called a **** to take me to JB to hunt for one. Will go on 5th Dec before I fly
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 3:02 PM
To: MT
Hi
feeling better for the rest, thanx
cold today, seems like we got a week or so of temps around 3/4/5*, so, not too cold,,hehe
just a few more small things to do before i stop working on the house, it will never be finished, but just a little nicer for your visit
cant wait to see you again hunn, not long to go now
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Tue, 23 Nov 2010 14:48:34 +0800
From: MT
hello darling?
good morning? how was yr sleep?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 2:42 PM
To: MT
good afternoon hunn
just woke up, wow, i needed that sleep !
we got our monday meeting later today, err yep, delayed for a day but still waiting to be informed what time it will be at
write me back if u have time
luv ya
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Tuesday, November 23, 2010 3:02 PM
To: MT
Hi
feeling better for the rest, thanx
cold today, seems like we got a week or so of temps around 3/4/5*, so, not too cold,,hehe
just a few more small things to do before i stop working on the house, it will never be finished, but just a little nicer for your visit
cant wait to see you again hunn, not long to go now
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Tue, 23 Nov 2010 14:48:34 +0800
From: MT
hello darling?
good morning? how was yr sleep?
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 2:42 PM
To: MT
good afternoon hunn
just woke up, wow, i needed that sleep !
we got our monday meeting later today, err yep, delayed for a day but still waiting to be informed what time it will be at
write me back if u have time
luv ya
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Tuesday, November 23, 2010 4:22 AM
To: MT
good morning hunny
so, back at last, you vacation devil !
but u caught me at my lowest right now hunn, im so tired i may fall asleep while i write this
cos i been sitting here all weekend in case i got a nessage from you, looking at a blank screen, wondering if you would ever come back to me,
oh, i made the vol au vents, they tasted great, so i ate them all ! solly !
closing my eyes how hunny, have to sleep
nit e nite
love you
x x x x x
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Monday, November 22, 2010 5:59 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Hunny
Just a note to say I hope you had a great weekend, missed you every second, its just not normal any more,,,not talking with you every day
i was a little lost and didnt know what to do .. What have you done to me ?????? hehe
I planned on catching up on some sleep, but it didnt work out, something always came up, wheelieman, m****, kids called ( that was something i didnt mind )
just seemed every time i was about to snooze, the phone rang, email came in, grrrrrr, will just have to try when i shud be working, just like you ! haha !
I'll try to catch you before i go to the store, that will be around midday, then i will be back briefly at 9 20, that will be 5 20pm, the boss has text me this evening and wants me to go price up a job tomorrow, wow ! he never asks anyone to do that, hmmmm, he must be up to something thing!
Talk soon,
I love you, I miss you, I want you here
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Monday, November 22, 2010 12:17 PM
To: MT
morning,
just up, off to work,
no email from you !
BooHoo !
see u l ater
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Tue, 23 Nov 2010 10:28:28 +0800
From: MT
Morning my darling I*******,
I'm sooooooooo tired and sleepy that I have to drag myself to work aarrghh
But its nice to see your email as usual.
About the Bretling, I have just text A *** to see if he is able to drive me into JB this Sunday as I will be sleeping over at his place on Sat. We hv morning flea market to sell my home items then maybe if he is not tired, I want to go in JB. I thot I saw a booth selling 1st grade replica watches in JB. Can you forward the design of yr watch and I will try get him one that is almost the same.
Hey baby, I dreamt of us last night. I think becoz I misses you so much. In my dream, I saw you at airport and it was snowing heavily outside. Deedee was with us too and I kept scolding her for touching each and everything she sees in our home. The candles holder, the lamp and lighthings, the fridge.. hehe
Yup we have to discuss about our future together. We can start planning and will will be busy planning our marriage, not busy fooking an old granny! LOL
ok baby, talk later, so much to do..
Bye for now
Luv
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Friday, November 19, 2010 5:31 AM
To: MT
Good Morning Hunny.
wow, what a great day, its finally occured to me just how fantastic my life will be with you,,,,now that i can confidentlly provide for you
without you having to go to work,,,errr, thats not to say you can't work if you want to, just you don't have to and that makes me happy
You, Deedee, J****, all such important additions to my future, whatever have i done t deserve such good luck, i'll never know.
oooo baby, bad news, abt the watch you got mathew,,,when i went to see junior, he was drooling over my breitling, said at least twice how nice he thought it was, how it was just the style he liked maybe he was dropping a hint i shud leave it to him in my will !!!!!
So, another holiday this weekend, i hope ur not gonna miss your holidays too much, i mean, we will go away for weekends, but i cant offer you such exotic locations
as malaysian water chalets, hehe
missing you so much hunn, when there is so much i would love to sit and talk to you about, you know, now is the time we should be making our plans for the future
so, the sooner you are here, the better, you could always resign and come this weekend !
oops, no, of course, you got ur vacation first !
hey, I love you Granny M**, hmmm, never slept with a granny before, wondr if it will be different Hehehe
talk when i wake up
bye for now, x x x x x x
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Wednesday, November 17, 2010 6:08 AM
To: MT
good morning baby
so, a new grandson, wow, im overwhelmed, i sat this evening and just felt so happy i could feel tears running down my cheeks !
no reason at all, just i thought about us, the new baby and how damm perfect life seems right now, just you are missing, but thats only a physical thing, the important thing is that I know ur with me in ur heart.
U know what i mean, ? ur not here, baby's not here, but you both are with me in my heart, and thats important
Im feeling so much better this evening, i took far too many doses of flu remedy, vit C and painkillers, but most of all, knowing that you will soon be here has made me feel a zillion times better than i was this morning, and I cant sleep, i got my final interview to look forward to, prep to do for that, then im off to M***** 's house to introduce myself to our new little man, hehe
s **** and r ***** already named him 'chubster', apparently he is very long ( shudnt that be 'tall' ? ) and, weighing in at 10 pounds, is no lightweight !, hehe, see ? it runs in the family !
Have a look at his photo on fb babe, i think first impression is that he could well be ours !, he's dark, handsome ( like his dad) and chunky ( like his grandad), but most important of all, mahchallah, he is healthy
gonna try to get some sleep hunny, but i will wake up and email you as soon as i can
wow, what a great day, you and a new baby, its more than i deserve,
i love you with all my heart,
talk soon
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Date: Tue, 16 Nov 2010 16:22:49 +0800
From: MT
hehe I while buy one
notty man
ok darling packing now dear
u go lay on sofa till I get back
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 4:17 PM
To: MT
yeah, shivering, sweating, burning up,
hey, u got a nurse's uniform ,,,hehe,,
ok hunn, u take care and if u get home around 5pm, i maybe still here
see u later babe
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Tue, 16 Nov 2010 16:13:55 +0800
From: MT
aauuw my baby isn't well today
I wish I was there with you
try not to work too hard today ok?
I'm leaving office soon as Im taking a lift home at 4.30pm
I will check with L *** their address
but will only go for day trip or 1 night stay and we will get b**** to bring us around ok darling?
luv u
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 4:08 PM
To: MT
hoping not to be too busy today, i got a fever, high temp, been waking up all night and dropping back to sleep
will be here until u go home, then off to office, if nothing happening, then back home
if u get a location for brian, i can check out how to get there
love you hunn
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 4:05 PM
To: APT
hello good morning
ok dear
I'll wait for u tonight
if ur busy just text me
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 3:57 PM
To: MT
morning hunn
just woke up, so tired
whereabouts are they in ireland hunny, then i can find out how much to visit
some places there we can take a ferry, or fly, it depends where they are
talk soon
-----Original Message-----
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 10:09 AM
To: APT
hello baby
the days are geting nearer and I'm so excited
I just received an invitation from L **** and B **** to come over to Ireland
I know its by sea but how much is it by flights?
talk to me b4 u zooomm to work ya
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Tuesday, November 16, 2010 5:10 AM
To: MT
good morning hunny
just ready for bed now, but before i go , I've been browsing the pictures from my visit , such fantastic memories,
i spent all evening on these bloody documents for M****** , i collected some from wheelieman, had to create two, and finally got them emailed about ten minutes ago, !
hehe, its just as well i been fasting, no time to eat !, but boy, am i gonna have some breakfast tomorrow !
dunno what time i will wake up babe, but the moment i do, i will email you at the office,until later
with all my love, affection, and thinking of you,
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 3:52 PM
To: APT
hmmm after looking at J****'s pic, his glimpse keep coming while I'm working. Why? I hope he knows that someone far away loves him like her own grandson.
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 1:47 PM
To: MT
hunn, l be back as early as i can
i know i gotta go on a visit at 6 30, so will be home before that and go out later
see u later
love you
x x x x x x
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 13:43:47 +0800
From: MT
ok darling
be careful on the road
coz you're not well
stop on the roadshoulder if ur feeling dizzy
ok darling?
I love you
talk to you tonite
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 1:35 PM
To: MT
cant upload, not working
yep, gonna dress and go before the traffic gets too thick
job ? outa my hands now, I've tried as hard as i cud,
but ur right, i need it, for us
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 13:32:27 +0800
From: MT
hehe u can upload them in fb I will copy from there
so u are going to work?
I hope you get the job InsyaAllah
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 1:31 PM
To: MT
startin to feel ok, just had cereal for b'fast
course i remember ur aunt and uncle, hope they are well
i tried twice now to send u a photo from the fone, but they dun seem to be getting thru to you
grrrr, if only u were here............
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 13:26:57 +0800
From: MT
hehe I won't darling
in fact there's a talk going on now fm 1-3pm
my collegue told me to come along
I said not interested hehe
I hv you on the other part of the globe to talk to
how are you after your shower?
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 1:24 PM
To: MT
phew ! thot u'd left me,,,again !
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 13:23:30 +0800
From: MT
still here darling
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 1:23 PM
To: MT
where u gone ?
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 12:50 PM
To: MT
nope, Joseph islamic equiv is Yusef, J **** is Y **** , origin, protector of Jehova, when we were all one, J **** was the son of Nun, the tribal leader who took over from Musa, the prophet (Moses) pbuh
fantastic news, e *** having a baby, that means i'll be an uncle again ?, is it official now ? everybody knows ?
hehe, dun worry, we got our baby, ready made ! and, inchallah, more to come, s there wontbe a shortage for us to spoil !
think i'll go shower, see if i feel any better, if i do i'll get dressed and goto work
but not until i heard back from you !
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 12:41:52 +0800
From: MT
hmm is J ***** also known as Joseph?
typcal husband.. only know how to make babies.
btw, E **** and A **** will hv new family members next year June if not wrong
u can congrats A **** (add him) in the FB Inbox but not in the profile page
E *** 's fb now inactive at this moment
So we will hv more family members coming our way
I envy them :-( I want your baby
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 12:35 PM
To: MT
yep, J **** J *****, 10 pounds and 60 cm tall, hehe, i sent you a picture from the fone, R ***** has aredi been an gone when i got there, seems like she's a proud auntie !
i just know we gonna be so pleased an happy when ur here and he can be with us, he cried, i heldhim, he stopped, reminded me how much i like babies ( well, until they fill the diaper that is )
I'view went well, just gotta wait for final answer now, they made all the right noises, was in front of a panel of six,,,oooooo spooky !
on the plus side,,,if i get it, you wont need to work, the salary's good enuff for both of us,
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 12:25:57 +0800
From: MT
in malaysia, Negeri Sembilan (9 State)
how was the interview going?
Junior - J ****?
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 12:24 PM
To: MT
hee, inteview was at noon yesterday, just before i went to see J **** , ( Y ****)
where is port dickinson ?
can i cum ?
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 12:21:18 +0800
From: MT
what happened hun? u are making me worry now
migraine? lack of rest I guess
I will buy some painkillers here from spore and will store them in your first aid drawer
try going back to sleep
so, when is the interview again?
fyi, this weekend is the Port Dickson trip
going Sat morning after subuh and home on Monday nite
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 12:18 PM
To: MT
actually, i woke up with a banging headache
and shaking, shivering
missing you
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 12:16:26 +0800
From: MT
u ok darling?
I think you think too much about the add on happiness one after another
you are very exciteed like small kid when being promise to take them out for holiday
they can't sleep throughout the nite
too excited hehe
Love you darling
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 12:11 PM
To: MT
tossin & turning, cant sleep
wrtie me if u have time
love you
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 11:45:09 +0800
From: MT
morning..
try sleep again dear
talk later
you're not well so better take some rest
I love you as always emuash
nite nite darling
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 11:43 AM
To: MT
hehe, told ya, U were forgiven,,cos i know you were busy,,slitting throats of poor little innocent lambs,,,haha
dunno how long i will be awake hunn, its 3 30am and i cudnt sleep
so i got up to mail you
but gonna try to sleep again
love u
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Thu, 18 Nov 2010 11:20:36 +0800
From: MT
Tell S **** , if they mistreat Junior, I will take him away for good! Speaking of which, I wonder if we can take Junior along with us when we visit spore? Proudly introducing my ang moh grandson to my relatives ;-)
please dont be angry about yesterday. It was eid and Im busy visiting. But again, I waited for you to come home at 2.05am my time! Just to make sure you're home safely coz you weren't too well the last couple of days. grrrrrr
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Thursday, November 18, 2010 5:12 AM
To: MT
Hmmmmmmm, dunno if i shud be writing to someone who ignored me all day yesterday'
and if i didnt luv you I WOULDNT !!!!!!!!!!!
but u shud know, s ***** asked me today if i thought you would be ok with the baby, haha, i said, ' be careful, cos once she holds him, you may never get him back' she was relieved, i think she was concerned in case you dun like babies or something !
Baby, ur gonna absolutely love him, the second he feels he is being held, he calms down, he fell asleep within seconds when i held him today
Im so happy that bot m ****** and s ****** want you so much to visit them, thy obviously accept you even tho u've never met, but i know its sarah that has told them all about you, cos she's a big fan of yours.
R ***** too talked to me in fb last evening, she's waitin to meet you too, seems like words got around !
ANyway, you wudnt talk to me yesterday, so Im ignoring you now, see how you like it ! hehe
bye for now
Sunday, November 14, 2010
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Monday, November 15, 2010 12:26 PM
To: MT
just watching live pictures on tv of this years hajj, from Mount Arafat,
shud be a fasting day today, so i think i will
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Monday, November 15, 2010 12:19 PM
To: MT
oh well, i suppose it could be worse, but still not exactly healthy, hehe
not had msg abt what time our monday meeting is to take place, he got a little sloppy
these past few weeks, not telling us until sometimes midday on monday, which just ruins the day, grrrrr
anyway, once its over, i will be back, i'll txt you to let u know
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Mon, 15 Nov 2010 12:16:10 +0800
To: apt
hehe love you darling
good morning
rice with sweet sour fish and spinach
hey, I miss you so much
I talked to myself on my way to the cafetaria
as though u are walking with me
I asked 'you' if you still love me.. and 'you' said yes hehe .. crazy me
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Monday, November 15, 2010 12:14 PM
To: MT
Subject: RE: Going to the cafetaria to takeaway lunch. Be back soon,. Wait for me ok?
hope you got something healthy, like a piece of fruit, sald ,, yeah rite,,,,as if !
morning babe,,
love you
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Monday, November 15, 2010 10:02 AM
To: APT
Morning Uncle A ***! LOL
How are you darling? Yes the days are getting closer but the moment I heard the airport closures in Europe from now to the day I have to fly, I think I will change my schedule to March or April next year. LOL
Hmm ur doing something to the lounge area again? OK for me to find out when I'm there. Hopefully not another woman sleeping in the lounge! Or I will burn the house down including the garden area, the cars, wheelieman's house, winnie.. anything and anyone that has got a relation with you.
What is the exact date for Jr to be born? waited too long now.. we will wait till erin come then we visit Jr together, can? So happy I get to see everyone this Xmas.
Btw, what do you want for Xmas besides yr 2 front tooth? Yet to get you anything. Blouse, pants, shorts, wallet, cologne, underwear??? let me know please...
ok gotta go do some work.
talk to me before you go to work ya
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Monday, November 15, 2010 3:48 AM
To: MT
Subject: Monday Morning
good morning hunny
so, here's another monday morning, the best thing about it is that is just that little bit closer to you arriving here,
assuming of course that you still plan on coming and aren't too frightened of the weather ! hehe, we just deal with it, we never worry about it,
if it happens, it happens, you shuould be more like this, you need to get used to it.
Hmmm, i made that small adjustment in the lounge today, but sadly, no more webcam images for you anymore, if you want to see the results, from now on,
its got to be in person, there's more happening in the kitchen and in the bedroom, but there's no chance of you seeing them until you get here, so the rest is up to you !
then only place there's no change is the garden, so if you want to see that on the cam, no problem, hehe
i hope its going to be a quiet week work wise, since surely junior is going to make an appearance at some point in the week, and M **** called this evening and said 'do you want i call you when sally goes into labour? stupid question! i wanna get there as soon as possible, the minute i get him in my arms im gonna send you the photo from my phone, i want you to be the very next person after me to see him, its going to be such a special time for both of us, especially as we dont know how long its going to be before Deedee has her baby ! hehe I know she has zillions of cousins, but im assuming she has no nieces or nephews, certainly not an angmho !hehe, can u imagine it ? 'auntie Deedee' I lud it when El** Sh***** referred to me as 'uncle A***',,,or,,,was that you ? grrrrr !, but when I *** called me that, well, my heart just melted,
okees, time for shower and early sleep now, i'll try to catch you before i go to the store, byr for now hunn
love you
x x x
Monday, November 15, 2010 12:26 PM
To: MT
just watching live pictures on tv of this years hajj, from Mount Arafat,
shud be a fasting day today, so i think i will
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Monday, November 15, 2010 12:19 PM
To: MT
oh well, i suppose it could be worse, but still not exactly healthy, hehe
not had msg abt what time our monday meeting is to take place, he got a little sloppy
these past few weeks, not telling us until sometimes midday on monday, which just ruins the day, grrrrr
anyway, once its over, i will be back, i'll txt you to let u know
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Mon, 15 Nov 2010 12:16:10 +0800
To: apt
hehe love you darling
good morning
rice with sweet sour fish and spinach
hey, I miss you so much
I talked to myself on my way to the cafetaria
as though u are walking with me
I asked 'you' if you still love me.. and 'you' said yes hehe .. crazy me
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Monday, November 15, 2010 12:14 PM
To: MT
Subject: RE: Going to the cafetaria to takeaway lunch. Be back soon,. Wait for me ok?
hope you got something healthy, like a piece of fruit, sald ,, yeah rite,,,,as if !
morning babe,,
love you
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Monday, November 15, 2010 10:02 AM
To: APT
Morning Uncle A ***! LOL
How are you darling? Yes the days are getting closer but the moment I heard the airport closures in Europe from now to the day I have to fly, I think I will change my schedule to March or April next year. LOL
Hmm ur doing something to the lounge area again? OK for me to find out when I'm there. Hopefully not another woman sleeping in the lounge! Or I will burn the house down including the garden area, the cars, wheelieman's house, winnie.. anything and anyone that has got a relation with you.
What is the exact date for Jr to be born? waited too long now.. we will wait till erin come then we visit Jr together, can? So happy I get to see everyone this Xmas.
Btw, what do you want for Xmas besides yr 2 front tooth? Yet to get you anything. Blouse, pants, shorts, wallet, cologne, underwear??? let me know please...
ok gotta go do some work.
talk to me before you go to work ya
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Monday, November 15, 2010 3:48 AM
To: MT
Subject: Monday Morning
good morning hunny
so, here's another monday morning, the best thing about it is that is just that little bit closer to you arriving here,
assuming of course that you still plan on coming and aren't too frightened of the weather ! hehe, we just deal with it, we never worry about it,
if it happens, it happens, you shuould be more like this, you need to get used to it.
Hmmm, i made that small adjustment in the lounge today, but sadly, no more webcam images for you anymore, if you want to see the results, from now on,
its got to be in person, there's more happening in the kitchen and in the bedroom, but there's no chance of you seeing them until you get here, so the rest is up to you !
then only place there's no change is the garden, so if you want to see that on the cam, no problem, hehe
i hope its going to be a quiet week work wise, since surely junior is going to make an appearance at some point in the week, and M **** called this evening and said 'do you want i call you when sally goes into labour? stupid question! i wanna get there as soon as possible, the minute i get him in my arms im gonna send you the photo from my phone, i want you to be the very next person after me to see him, its going to be such a special time for both of us, especially as we dont know how long its going to be before Deedee has her baby ! hehe I know she has zillions of cousins, but im assuming she has no nieces or nephews, certainly not an angmho !hehe, can u imagine it ? 'auntie Deedee' I lud it when El** Sh***** referred to me as 'uncle A***',,,or,,,was that you ? grrrrr !, but when I *** called me that, well, my heart just melted,
okees, time for shower and early sleep now, i'll try to catch you before i go to the store, byr for now hunn
love you
x x x
Thursday, November 11, 2010
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From: MT
Friday, November 12, 2010 9:15 AM
aauuww baby don't say that. They have their own life and reason for not coming over to yr place. But atleast they still remembers you and call to say Hi. But hey, you still got W *** and me everynight to talk to. Don't take it too hard or take to heart. Always think that they have other things to attend to. Ok darling? Give me 1 year from now and I will be with you forever. Ok darling? So smile now..
Talk to me berofe you go to work. I'll be waiting.
bye for now.
Hey, it's not long now and I will be there with you.
Love you always
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From: APT
Friday, November 12, 2010 4:55 AM
hi babe
I just got home, 8 30pm, and as i walked in, got a text from s****, she cant come tomorrow, something abt the car not passing its g'ment test
Im sure it just a way of saying they dun wanna come over, so i replied saying its no problem, wat else can I say , no good saying anything really, if they dont wanna come here, i cant make them
hunny, i dun think we shud count on the children wanting to be close to me anymore, after all, if i cant have them round for one evening, whats the point?, so, its me and w**** with a tv meal for one, I hope the cat likes it ! hehe
U know, i've really had enuff now, an just working and sleeping, there really is no life anymore, i dun have you i dun have anyone here, screw it, im off to bed, please excuse me tonite hunn, just not really in the mood for conversation, hehe, as always, its a bit one sided anyway, seems like im always talking to myself
g'nite babe
hope to see you tomorrow
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From: MT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 2:37 PM
oh weally weally happy to hear that u ruv me so much
ok dear, IM me once home
if no reply, text me
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-----Original Message-----
From: APT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 2:36 PM
auwwww, poor baby, can't sleep at work hehe
ok hunn, u go home, take a nap and i will be here in the afternoon so we can talk
luv u so much, weally weally weally
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From: MT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 2:32 PM
I'm so tired today baby
I can't steal time to sleep in office
too much work and people keep coming to seek my assistance grrrrr
today I wanna go home and sleep after shower
whilst waiting for you to be online
-----Original Message-----
From: APT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 2:19 PM
yep, readit, thanx hunn
hehe, i'll give u a good rub down when ur here, dun worry
babe, im gonna get fressed and go to the office, then i can get home this afternoon to talk when ur home from work
keep writing until i leave yeah ?
wuv u
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From: MT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 2:13 PM
hehe.. yup sweaty yucks!!
hmm oily? yes only when with you. I need a good massage by you
ruv u too hubby
you've seen my email attachment on KPIs? I can't find anything more on this
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From: APT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 1:53 PM
while you WHAT ??????
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! if anyone needs 'attending to',,,,its me, not some sweaty, oily engineer hehe
ruv u babe
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From: MT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 1:51 PM
morning baby
how are u this morning.. and yes ur early
keep writing while I attend to an engineer
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From: APT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 1:47 PM
morning darling
up at 5 30 today, dunno why, i dont need to be, i think its cos i had a nap yesterday afternoon
but i still fell asleep on the sofa while watching a movie, hehe
love u hunny, gonna read ur other mails now while you respond
bye for now
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From: MT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 10:00 AM
morning darling
I'm soooooooooooooooooooo tired and sleepy this morning
took me half hour to get out of bed
body getting old
hmm been dreaming of places to visit in the UK
didn't get a chance to visit a mosque in Manchester
take pics of u entering and out of the mosque
and taking pics of you reading your Quran translation by the fire place
all those that will impress my relatives and frens
hehe just talking nonsense again this morning
ignore me baby
the sky is grey and cold
and I'm loving it
oh please rain
so I can take a nap in the confidential room hehe
ok talk to you later
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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From: APT
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 4:20 PM
hi hunny
long sleep, hehe
gonna go do what i have to this morning so i can
get back to talk to you this evening
love you babe
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From: MT
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 9:38 AM
Good morning darling. By the time you read this email, I'm long gone to the other plant for a meeting.
I really hope that you would settle with this job so I don't have to worry about the spouse visa sponsorship. But then again you need to check if you can bring in your spouse that you married outside UK.
Baby, I dun thnk I hv time t hunt for xmas decoration at the $2 shop before I fly there. So many things to settle before I fly. The maid, packing of my belongings and arranging for the repatriation of my present slave and R ***. So many to do and too little time.
Not only me having body aching. Even I **, A ****, K ****, L **** and the kiddos experience the same.
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From: APT
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 6:14 AM
Good morning Hunny,
Just home from the evenings work, 10pm and just want to write to you before sleeping.
Well, the interview went ok, as you have probably guessed, I got a call not very long after the interview to tell me I was invited back to meet other directors of the company plus an admin secretary who would be made available to the successful applicant for office back up
The post sounds really exciting and it looks like I would get weekends off, yipee ! we can spend the weekends together, hmmmmm how nice is that ?
Before returning, I picked up on the Ops director's interest, maybe obsession, with KPI's, so Im establishing them in advance, cos Im pretty sure they are going to raise them again at our next meeting.
As you may see, Im pretty excited about this job now, not only because I could make a success of it, but what it would mean to us, a comfortable income , time off to enjoy each others company,
enough to live on and pay for trips back home for you and weekends away for us. But, I still have to be realistic and until something is offered, then it doesnt exist, I just have to be positive and hope for the best, but it does seem now as if the future is in my own hands, so I mustnt let this opportunity pass us by.
Now, hunny, tell me what happened when you went to see the doctor ? Im concerned that you may have overdone things when you have been out playing with the kiddos, but from the photos, it looks like E **y, K ****l, A ***ly and everyone was there also, are they all ok? hmmmm, maybe you need another form of excercise ? I'll try to help out if I can! hehe
Not long to go now babe, i'll have to get the xmas tree out of the attic and dust it off, decorate the house a little, its gonna feel just like a real family xmas, having you and deedee here will create such special memories, eating and laughing together, going out visiting places erin has never been to before, Im so looking forward to showing her new places and you too, some places you havent been to before, hehe, in fact, Im like a kid at xmas !
Talk to you before i go to work hunny, off to sleep and dream of xmas now,
love you so much
x x x x
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From: MT
Tuesday, November 09, 2010 12:08 PM
wow another long email for me to read in the morning. I love you honey for the effort. But I;ve gotta to now to consult a doctor.
I love you darling so much that you would never believe how great is my love
bye for now
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From: APT
Tue 11/9/2010 4:57 AM
Do I miss you?, hmmm, let me see, does night follow day? do we get older every year? you see, it's one of those questions that doesn't even need to be asked,
its blindingly obvious that I miss you, and there's only one reason that i miss you so much, that's because I love you, if I didn't love you , why would I miss you?
I never thought that i saw you, because i DO see you every day, I look at your photos, I check you out on fb, i see you in dreams, yes, I see you every day,
just not in person, but I see you, you're always with me, I carry your name on my finger every second, sometimes I stop, turn the ring and look at our names and like to imagine that at that very moment, you're doing the same, hehe, obviously I know that you aren't, but I like to think that you are, it makes me feel comfortable, warm, like you are just here, at home, waiting for me to finish work and come home to you.
Tomorrow is my interview, or, today by the time you read this, so nerve racking, right now, I'm so lucky to have two jobs that will ne sufficient to support us both, but this opportunity is one I really dont want to miss, as it will provide us with not only a better income, but allow more time to spend with you, although Im already thinking that if I were to be offered the job, I would probably stay on at the store, but only at weekends, until you are here full time, there's no point me taking two full days off, I may as well keep working and saving for things we may need later.
Speaking of saving baby, theres something you may be able to help with, I ( and you too, but Im not including you in this) really should be giving up smoking, and I heard of 'electronic' cigarettes I hear they are made in china and im wondering if you ever came across them in your country, being that you are much closer ! hehe
I spoke with M **** this evening to check on how our grandson is coming along, and he isnt ! well, at least not today, but who knows ? he's gonna be here any day now, thats for sure, obviously, the second that i get a call, I will either call or text you, depending on the time of day, so that you have the news as soon as I do, I cant wait for us to have the beginnings of a new family, and of course, an ang mho nephew for Deedee! hehe
The lounge is as near complete as I think I can make it now, candles, cupboards, fireplace, and fresh wallpaper, i cleaned the rugs and swept the garden, so when we look our of the window, its much tidier, now to start on the bedroom, but im not gonna do too much here as I want you to have a big influence on what we do there (i mean decorating wise!) Im just so anxious to have the place nice and tidy for when you arrive, I dont want you disappointed.
sorry babe, i just broke off when s **** called, she and r *** are coming over friday evening for a takeaway will be nice to see them both again, they both are looking forward to seeing you again , and deedee for the first time, we are to arrange a get together over the xmas period, Ive been told !
tired now hunn, talk in the morning i hope,,
bye for now
love you
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Subject: Where are you darling? I'm still in the office...
Date: Mon, 8 Nov 2010 17:46:40 +0800
From: MT
My dearest where are you? I can't help but wonder are you lost and lonely? Does the gloomy weather cloud your heart coz you miss me so much? Hehehe.. Don't be coz we are left with less than 40 days now.
Do you miss me? I thought I saw you the other day but it was only my mind playing tricks or maybe just my heart trying to recall. I saw someone like you at the bowling area. I often wonder if you long for me as I do you? I hope so. A thousand words could not express the feelings I have inside for you. I hope you have the same feelings too…. You do?? Oh weally? Weally weally, weally?
Now, get your butt here and talk to me! Grrrr
Forever yours
From: MT
Friday, November 12, 2010 9:15 AM
aauuww baby don't say that. They have their own life and reason for not coming over to yr place. But atleast they still remembers you and call to say Hi. But hey, you still got W *** and me everynight to talk to. Don't take it too hard or take to heart. Always think that they have other things to attend to. Ok darling? Give me 1 year from now and I will be with you forever. Ok darling? So smile now..
Talk to me berofe you go to work. I'll be waiting.
bye for now.
Hey, it's not long now and I will be there with you.
Love you always
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From: APT
Friday, November 12, 2010 4:55 AM
hi babe
I just got home, 8 30pm, and as i walked in, got a text from s****, she cant come tomorrow, something abt the car not passing its g'ment test
Im sure it just a way of saying they dun wanna come over, so i replied saying its no problem, wat else can I say , no good saying anything really, if they dont wanna come here, i cant make them
hunny, i dun think we shud count on the children wanting to be close to me anymore, after all, if i cant have them round for one evening, whats the point?, so, its me and w**** with a tv meal for one, I hope the cat likes it ! hehe
U know, i've really had enuff now, an just working and sleeping, there really is no life anymore, i dun have you i dun have anyone here, screw it, im off to bed, please excuse me tonite hunn, just not really in the mood for conversation, hehe, as always, its a bit one sided anyway, seems like im always talking to myself
g'nite babe
hope to see you tomorrow
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From: MT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 2:37 PM
oh weally weally happy to hear that u ruv me so much
ok dear, IM me once home
if no reply, text me
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-----Original Message-----
From: APT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 2:36 PM
auwwww, poor baby, can't sleep at work hehe
ok hunn, u go home, take a nap and i will be here in the afternoon so we can talk
luv u so much, weally weally weally
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From: MT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 2:32 PM
I'm so tired today baby
I can't steal time to sleep in office
too much work and people keep coming to seek my assistance grrrrr
today I wanna go home and sleep after shower
whilst waiting for you to be online
-----Original Message-----
From: APT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 2:19 PM
yep, readit, thanx hunn
hehe, i'll give u a good rub down when ur here, dun worry
babe, im gonna get fressed and go to the office, then i can get home this afternoon to talk when ur home from work
keep writing until i leave yeah ?
wuv u
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From: MT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 2:13 PM
hehe.. yup sweaty yucks!!
hmm oily? yes only when with you. I need a good massage by you
ruv u too hubby
you've seen my email attachment on KPIs? I can't find anything more on this
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
From: APT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 1:53 PM
while you WHAT ??????
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! if anyone needs 'attending to',,,,its me, not some sweaty, oily engineer hehe
ruv u babe
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From: MT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 1:51 PM
morning baby
how are u this morning.. and yes ur early
keep writing while I attend to an engineer
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From: APT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 1:47 PM
morning darling
up at 5 30 today, dunno why, i dont need to be, i think its cos i had a nap yesterday afternoon
but i still fell asleep on the sofa while watching a movie, hehe
love u hunny, gonna read ur other mails now while you respond
bye for now
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From: MT
Thursday, November 11, 2010 10:00 AM
morning darling
I'm soooooooooooooooooooo tired and sleepy this morning
took me half hour to get out of bed
body getting old
hmm been dreaming of places to visit in the UK
didn't get a chance to visit a mosque in Manchester
take pics of u entering and out of the mosque
and taking pics of you reading your Quran translation by the fire place
all those that will impress my relatives and frens
hehe just talking nonsense again this morning
ignore me baby
the sky is grey and cold
and I'm loving it
oh please rain
so I can take a nap in the confidential room hehe
ok talk to you later
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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From: APT
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 4:20 PM
hi hunny
long sleep, hehe
gonna go do what i have to this morning so i can
get back to talk to you this evening
love you babe
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From: MT
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 9:38 AM
Good morning darling. By the time you read this email, I'm long gone to the other plant for a meeting.
I really hope that you would settle with this job so I don't have to worry about the spouse visa sponsorship. But then again you need to check if you can bring in your spouse that you married outside UK.
Baby, I dun thnk I hv time t hunt for xmas decoration at the $2 shop before I fly there. So many things to settle before I fly. The maid, packing of my belongings and arranging for the repatriation of my present slave and R ***. So many to do and too little time.
Not only me having body aching. Even I **, A ****, K ****, L **** and the kiddos experience the same.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
From: APT
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 6:14 AM
Good morning Hunny,
Just home from the evenings work, 10pm and just want to write to you before sleeping.
Well, the interview went ok, as you have probably guessed, I got a call not very long after the interview to tell me I was invited back to meet other directors of the company plus an admin secretary who would be made available to the successful applicant for office back up
The post sounds really exciting and it looks like I would get weekends off, yipee ! we can spend the weekends together, hmmmmm how nice is that ?
Before returning, I picked up on the Ops director's interest, maybe obsession, with KPI's, so Im establishing them in advance, cos Im pretty sure they are going to raise them again at our next meeting.
As you may see, Im pretty excited about this job now, not only because I could make a success of it, but what it would mean to us, a comfortable income , time off to enjoy each others company,
enough to live on and pay for trips back home for you and weekends away for us. But, I still have to be realistic and until something is offered, then it doesnt exist, I just have to be positive and hope for the best, but it does seem now as if the future is in my own hands, so I mustnt let this opportunity pass us by.
Now, hunny, tell me what happened when you went to see the doctor ? Im concerned that you may have overdone things when you have been out playing with the kiddos, but from the photos, it looks like E **y, K ****l, A ***ly and everyone was there also, are they all ok? hmmmm, maybe you need another form of excercise ? I'll try to help out if I can! hehe
Not long to go now babe, i'll have to get the xmas tree out of the attic and dust it off, decorate the house a little, its gonna feel just like a real family xmas, having you and deedee here will create such special memories, eating and laughing together, going out visiting places erin has never been to before, Im so looking forward to showing her new places and you too, some places you havent been to before, hehe, in fact, Im like a kid at xmas !
Talk to you before i go to work hunny, off to sleep and dream of xmas now,
love you so much
x x x x
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From: MT
Tuesday, November 09, 2010 12:08 PM
wow another long email for me to read in the morning. I love you honey for the effort. But I;ve gotta to now to consult a doctor.
I love you darling so much that you would never believe how great is my love
bye for now
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From: APT
Tue 11/9/2010 4:57 AM
Do I miss you?, hmmm, let me see, does night follow day? do we get older every year? you see, it's one of those questions that doesn't even need to be asked,
its blindingly obvious that I miss you, and there's only one reason that i miss you so much, that's because I love you, if I didn't love you , why would I miss you?
I never thought that i saw you, because i DO see you every day, I look at your photos, I check you out on fb, i see you in dreams, yes, I see you every day,
just not in person, but I see you, you're always with me, I carry your name on my finger every second, sometimes I stop, turn the ring and look at our names and like to imagine that at that very moment, you're doing the same, hehe, obviously I know that you aren't, but I like to think that you are, it makes me feel comfortable, warm, like you are just here, at home, waiting for me to finish work and come home to you.
Tomorrow is my interview, or, today by the time you read this, so nerve racking, right now, I'm so lucky to have two jobs that will ne sufficient to support us both, but this opportunity is one I really dont want to miss, as it will provide us with not only a better income, but allow more time to spend with you, although Im already thinking that if I were to be offered the job, I would probably stay on at the store, but only at weekends, until you are here full time, there's no point me taking two full days off, I may as well keep working and saving for things we may need later.
Speaking of saving baby, theres something you may be able to help with, I ( and you too, but Im not including you in this) really should be giving up smoking, and I heard of 'electronic' cigarettes I hear they are made in china and im wondering if you ever came across them in your country, being that you are much closer ! hehe
I spoke with M **** this evening to check on how our grandson is coming along, and he isnt ! well, at least not today, but who knows ? he's gonna be here any day now, thats for sure, obviously, the second that i get a call, I will either call or text you, depending on the time of day, so that you have the news as soon as I do, I cant wait for us to have the beginnings of a new family, and of course, an ang mho nephew for Deedee! hehe
The lounge is as near complete as I think I can make it now, candles, cupboards, fireplace, and fresh wallpaper, i cleaned the rugs and swept the garden, so when we look our of the window, its much tidier, now to start on the bedroom, but im not gonna do too much here as I want you to have a big influence on what we do there (i mean decorating wise!) Im just so anxious to have the place nice and tidy for when you arrive, I dont want you disappointed.
sorry babe, i just broke off when s **** called, she and r *** are coming over friday evening for a takeaway will be nice to see them both again, they both are looking forward to seeing you again , and deedee for the first time, we are to arrange a get together over the xmas period, Ive been told !
tired now hunn, talk in the morning i hope,,
bye for now
love you
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Subject: Where are you darling? I'm still in the office...
Date: Mon, 8 Nov 2010 17:46:40 +0800
From: MT
My dearest where are you? I can't help but wonder are you lost and lonely? Does the gloomy weather cloud your heart coz you miss me so much? Hehehe.. Don't be coz we are left with less than 40 days now.
Do you miss me? I thought I saw you the other day but it was only my mind playing tricks or maybe just my heart trying to recall. I saw someone like you at the bowling area. I often wonder if you long for me as I do you? I hope so. A thousand words could not express the feelings I have inside for you. I hope you have the same feelings too…. You do?? Oh weally? Weally weally, weally?
Now, get your butt here and talk to me! Grrrr
Forever yours
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