I met a guy from a dating sites. We started off when he sent me a 'show interest' message. At first I thought he was a scammer. So I replied to his email.. telling him off! But somehow after few emails, we became friends and we exchanged msn ID.
I remembered we were talking about watches that are selling at Bugis Junction. Said his friend bought him a $10 copy Rolex watch as a souvenior fm Bugis Junction. I plan to drive up to KL the following weekend and offered to get him a second grade copy from Petaling Street.
Below are the compilation of emails from the first day we started exchanging emails and chatting on msn.
I remembered we were talking about watches that are selling at Bugis Junction. Said his friend bought him a $10 copy Rolex watch as a souvenior fm Bugis Junction. I plan to drive up to KL the following weekend and offered to get him a second grade copy from Petaling Street.
Below are the compilation of emails from the first day we started exchanging emails and chatting on msn.
Read from the top and downwards
From: MT
Hi APT,
I'm back in Spore now.
Found almost the same watch as in picture however there are no diamonds and all in silver with no gold trimmings etc. I was considering to buy it when my brother in law stopped me. According to him the workmanship is poor for the price I was about to pay. I managed to get you a Patek Philipe watch instead. The men chose it. I hope you will like it.
I can't find anything similar to this watch in the internet. I will leave that as a surprise ok?
Write me.
MT
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Later that night he wrote to me...
Hi APT,
I'm back in Spore now.
Found almost the same watch as in picture however there are no diamonds and all in silver with no gold trimmings etc. I was considering to buy it when my brother in law stopped me. According to him the workmanship is poor for the price I was about to pay. I managed to get you a Patek Philipe watch instead. The men chose it. I hope you will like it.
I can't find anything similar to this watch in the internet. I will leave that as a surprise ok?
Write me.
MT
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Later that night he wrote to me...
"Hi, As promised, an email to describe the watch I dream of owning (the real version of course!), but until then, a good copy would be nice.Its a Breitling Chronomat or nav itimer, the most important thing is that the face is blue, with gold markings, and the strap is blue leather, strap is not too important as they can be bought on ebay The face can be clearly seen, but the diamoinds around the face are too much, if they re there, ok, if not, better, If you are able to find one, just let me know how much and I will send it immediatly, if not , dont be concerned, its far more important to chat with you and get to know you better,
Kind Regards, A...."
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Wed, 12 Aug 2009 10:35:15 +0000
From: APT
Hi MT,
Very happy to get your email, I thought you may have been kidnapped! Are you back at work now? if you can sign in to messenger, I will be waiting to hear from you again, I hope you had a good week-end, its was boring here, with no-one to talk to! Speak soon I hope,
kind regards,APT
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Thu, 13 Aug 2009 15:45:18 +
Hi MT,
Sorry, should have thought of that! It's:
XXXXXXXXXX
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
CHESHIRE
WA# #PD
UNITED KINGDOM
Now you have my address, you can just turn up! lol
Missed you earlier on msn, hope to catch you later?
Regards
APT, xx
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Mon, 17 Aug 2009 22:03:48 +0800
From: MT
From: MT
Hi APT,
Sorry for the long silence. I was busy with work and by the end of the day I was too exhausted to even logon to my email. Of course I wish to be there for vacation.. I did went to the post office to send you something sexy that you would definitely loved it.. and it was so romantic of me to think of it... but that damn postman told me I couldn't send myself and looked at me as if I was a crazy baby.. So, I've decided to send the watch instead. LOL I've sent out yr watch this morning via Singapore Post, registered mail tracking number RR694210530. Look out for it ok?
I hope you will not only like it, but love it. Take that as a token of our friendship. I will catch up with you again sometimes. Till then, you take care and blessed be.
Salam, MT
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Mon, 17 Aug 2009 16:52:08 +0000
From: APT
Hi MT,
That was such a lovely email, thank youuuuuuuuuu! Shame the postman wouldn't send me the real package!I too have been working crazy hours, I think I need to save up for a visit to Singapore to repay your kindness!I do hope you are well, here in UK, Ramadan starts Friday, will you be doing or have you exemption? I hope to be able to catch you online sometime soon, although I realise when I get home from work, you are probably getting ready for bed!My thanks again MT. I hope we will speak soon.
Salam, APT
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Tue, 18 Aug 2009 22:24:20 +0800
From: MT
Hi APT,
Yes Ramadhan starts friday here. hmmm.. no excuses, I hv to fast at least 20 days hehehe.. I hope to see you.. either you come here or I fly to UK.. we both hv to starts saving and see how it goes.. may be meet halfway for vacation. I really hope you will love the watch as much as I do.
Salam,
MT
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Tue, 18 Aug 2009 17:44:59 +0000
From: APT
Hi MT,
I'm sure I will love the watch when it arrives, but the greater gift you have given is a friendship, more important than anything material, thank you. Yes, lets make it a plan, although I've no idea where halfway is, I suppose it depends which way round the world you travel hehe! I'm going to study the globe and come up with a location! Hope you're not working too hard.
Salam,
APT
APT
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Friday, September 04, 2009 1:01 AM
From: APT
RE: Confirmation: Singapore - Manchester (5W66X9)
Babeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!! You did it, oh boy, I started planning right now, I can't wait! Missing you and thinking about you every second. I know we missed each other today, but I was having physio straight after work so I just got back, and its midnight for you so you will be sleeping. I know you will be looking forward to meeting, but believe me, not a fraction as much as me.
Babeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!! You did it, oh boy, I started planning right now, I can't wait! Missing you and thinking about you every second. I know we missed each other today, but I was having physio straight after work so I just got back, and its midnight for you so you will be sleeping. I know you will be looking forward to meeting, but believe me, not a fraction as much as me.
Speak soon.
Love, APT
x x x x x x
PS : I warned Argos you are on your way, they're frightened!! hehe
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Friday, September 04, 2009 2:28 PM
From: MT
Subject: RE: Confirmation: Singapore - Manchester (5W66X9)
hmmmm... by the way this email content being typed, I can imagine the atmosphere and the expression over your end!
I've sent a threat to Argos via telegram (old fashioned communication), that I will hi-jack the plane and make a crash landing at their building if they refuse to let me shop there.
And they replied, "You are welcome Ms MT. The store will be opened 24/7 throughout your stay in Warrington" ..See?
PS: Don't be late to meet me at the airport or else I will follow the taxi driver home.
I've sent a threat to Argos via telegram (old fashioned communication), that I will hi-jack the plane and make a crash landing at their building if they refuse to let me shop there.
And they replied, "You are welcome Ms MT. The store will be opened 24/7 throughout your stay in Warrington" ..See?
PS: Don't be late to meet me at the airport or else I will follow the taxi driver home.
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Friday, September 04, 2009 12:55 AM
From: APT
Subject: RE: Purchasing vs Leasing
Dear Miss T,
Thank you so much for your recent email regarding the benefits of leasing compared with outright purchase, having considered the options available, write to confirm my decision to proceed with our original transaction as previously agreed.
Accordingly, and subject to the terms and conditions already negotiated, please confirm your acceptance of my offer along with your earliest delivery date of the goods as described.
As a reminder, you have promised delivery of the said goods, no later than 8.20am on Saturday, October 17th 2009, any delay in this delivery schedule will be taken as a sign of non compliance and appropriate action will be taken immediately and will include, but not be limited to, missing you very much, attempting to mend a broken heart and possibly looking for a very tall building from which to jump.
However, successful delivery of the consignment will result in our guaranteed on going co-operation and development of our deep mutual trust and respect and I am sure will result in the highly satisfactory consumation of our relationship which cannot fail but to achieve the deepest of please for both parties.
Finally, please be sure to package my goods in the most delightful way, as I fully intend to take the greatest of pleasure in unwrapping slowly, to heighten the sense of satisfaction for both sides.
I look forward to your confirmation by return.
Yours Sincerely.
APT
Director of Relationships
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Thursday, September 10, 2009 1:30 PM
From: APT
From: APT
Hi Babe
This is a very quick mail to say good morning and thank you for your emails overnight, I'm on a quick break and will write you later when I have a longer break. Naturally, I read all of your mails and to tell you, I agree so much with absolutely everything you wrote, you will know what I mean by this, and that I miss you so much.
Until later
APT X X X
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From: MT
My loving S,
Thanks for your email baby.
By now you should know that I am a very direct and open women, also, not shy to share my fantasies once I've chose you and hope you would love me that way. No hidden clause or agenda. I will and can tell you more about me in person. You just need to ask.
Thanks for your email baby.
By now you should know that I am a very direct and open women, also, not shy to share my fantasies once I've chose you and hope you would love me that way. No hidden clause or agenda. I will and can tell you more about me in person. You just need to ask.
I appreciate honesty, which is hard to find these days, as everybody is so busy with themselves and how they look. There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved. Love conquers everything and as an ordinary woman, still not run away from being dreaming of falling in love again before I met you.
Love just let you feel alive, energetic and you seem have power to do whatever life needed or demand, as long as you know there will be someone understands you and willing to stand side by side no matter what happened in life.
Looking forward in seeing you tonight
Salam,
Your loving MT
PS: Please take your proper meal.
Your loving MT
PS: Please take your proper meal.
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Friday, September 11, 2009 3:17 AM
From: APT
My most wonderful MT,
It was such a pleasure to read your email and tonight I would like to respond, in place of telling you the boring and non-descript things I did in my life today.I do indeed, appreciate your openness and the fact you are not shy about sharing special thoughts and moments with me, two people who are truly close can share these things, and that we have shared our innermost thoughts just confirms that we have that special kind of relationship that we both seek. I know you would answer with honesty anything I ask, but as I said during our conversation, some things I would love to hear from those gorgeous lips of yours, to hear you speak them in your own voice means so much more than words on a screen. No, neither of us has hidden agendas, let us not have secrets from each other also. I know I can tell you anything and its confidential and I know the same applies to you. Loving someone does change your life, and I can only hope I can change yours for the better, now and until time ends.
I will miss you so much, even though its only for two days, its like I've already been told there is a hole in my life which only you can fill, and you wont be there to fill it, at least not for a few days, but, I want you to enjoy Batam, you know I trust you and pray that trust will never be abused, and knowing you now, I know that is a prayer that will be answered.You know, to be married with you is a fantasy, and for now, I am happy to be a couple, apart and both single, but together in every other sense of the word. You will come here and when you leave, I want you to feel empty, I know I will, an emptiness that I hope there will be only one way of filling, and that will be, to be together once more, and surely that second time together will be the final evidence we will have of our need for each other, that meeting, I hope, will be in Singapore, but you will have to be comfortable with that.
OK my sweet MT, I leave you now with many many kisses and blessings, in anticipation of speaking again soon, I can't wait.
Truly and lovingly yours,
APT,
x x x x x
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Monday, September 14, 2009 12:54 AM
From: APT
Dear MT
My Sister and Lover
I feel so sorry you are feeling unwell this evening, if there could be some way I could have the sickness in your place I would, willingly.The reason I write this email is specifically to let you know I will not be on line this coming Wednesday You will know, this is the 27th night of Ramadan, and will be Lailat-Ul-Qadr and because of this, I will be doing itikar and dua for as much as possible of the day and night. You know, I am not strongly religious, but this night, more than any other in the year is the one time I always try to observe and if the timing is the same for you, I would hope you too will do the same, but that's not business obviously, but I know you will respect my wish and, although I will miss talking with you, I know you will understand. Dont forget, after sincere and meaningful dua, you can ask of Allah, swa, anything you desire and when you arrive, about 26 days later, I will tell you what my wish was, for I know it in advance. Thanks MT, there is no need to reply to or further mention this email if you do not wish to, just I wanted to respectfully remind you of my intention.
Yours in love, and Islam,
Salam,
S (APT's Muslim name)
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Monday, September 14, 2009 12:51 PM
From: MT
From: MT
My dear S,
I'm getting better now after taking the medicine from the company's clinic. Nothing to worry.
Yes dear, Lailat-Ul-Qadr is one of the holiest and most blessed nights. May Allah listen to our prayers and fullfill them in this month.
Yes dear, Lailat-Ul-Qadr is one of the holiest and most blessed nights. May Allah listen to our prayers and fullfill them in this month.
My dua is for us and especially for you to settle with a better job. As you are having a very difficult time in landing a job. The economic crisis is really make it a challenge. My prayer that Allah helps you and grants you a job that you can perform with dignity and willingness.
Baby, I want you to know that I love you for who you are and that Allah knows this relationship is pure and honest. I have given my all to it.
Baby, I want you to know that I love you for who you are and that Allah knows this relationship is pure and honest. I have given my all to it.
Whatever happens, happen coz of a good reason. Some people get to marry who they love and some don't, this doesn't mean Allah doesn't love us. Allah has better plans for us, Allah has kept in store a better person that only Allah knows. But I desperately hope we both are a match made in heaven.
I love you and will always will.
Your loving MT
I love you and will always will.
Your loving MT
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Tuesday, September 15, 2009 12:20 AM
From: APT
Dearest MT,
I really can't tell you how much you touched my heart with your email of yesterday, not just the content, but the emotions and sincerity behind the words you wrote, as I told you before, I feel privilege we have this relationship and it means the world to me.
Its now just 31 days before you will be leaving to come here, and believe me when I tell you, it's 31 days toooo long, way too long before I can hold you and tell you those things which we can only write at this moment, you may get tired of hearing it, but I wont get tired of telling you. You know, in some ways, being apart can make us closer, it can intensify a relationship so the time spent together is that much more precious, even magical. How many times do we see couples who live together 24/7 and end up arguing and fighting, yes, I desperately want to be with you, but we both realized it will take a little time, and until then I will value every second we have together, no, not every second, every micro second, each one will be unique and we will have so much to talk about together, I just cant wait.
I have now put your photos in the frames and they are displayed in my living room, two, I have taken into my bedroom, so wherever I am, I can see you, its so nice, I just imagine you're out to work and will be home soon. I don't want you thinking I'm weird or anything like that, just that I now have something attractive to look at and it brightens up the house.... you and the flowers!
So, around 740 hours now, the countdown is on and it can't come too soon, I hope you had a peaceful sleep thrashing around in your cot and dreamt beautifully something special (HeHe) and I look forward so much to talking again later this afternoon.
Love,
APT
December 16, 2009 3:37 AM
From: APT
Subject: La ilaha il Allah, Muhammad-ur-Rasool-Allah
Dearest MT
The Shahadah, the most beautiful words we will both be using on this night, along with our dua, we shall surely achieve our dreams, I also include everyone in your family to receive the blessings of Allah, swa during this special time, I seek blessing of our relationship and for a happy outcome for our future together.
Wasalam Alykum
Wasalam Alykum
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009 4:18 AM
From: APT
From: APT
Hi Baby,
Yes, you should use this invention, then when ur naughty, your poor, innocent little girl wont know just what her mummy is up to! HeHe! But, I do love it when you're teasing, it just shows your sense of humour, always a good thing. You know, I hope by now you will have noticed that you have received emails of all kinds, hopefully funny, serious, maybe a little suggestive ( ! ) and positively boring, however, the one thing I hope will have found in my writings to you, is sincerity, all that I write, all that I tell you when we chat, is sincere, and honest. It's important to me that you understand me on this point as, I believe you feel the same way, the basis for a true relationship is honesty and trust. Let us gaze into the future for a moment and imagine, we are together, a real couple who love each other and decide, for all practical purposes and to the world, we are married, Mr and Mrs, even though we may be , literally, oceans apart, my love for you and trust in you would be exactly the same as if you were waking up next to me every single morning. I just wanted you to know that.
But darling, there is one thing just occurred to me, quite seriously if I were to visit you in Singapore, are you sure it would not cause you any embarrassment or inconvenience? I don't see your family accepting me from the first moment, if ever, or would you propose that we simply spent time somewhere else, like Phuket or KL? Obviously the one person I could NOT see would be Deedee, as she's a part of you, it would be inconceivable if I were not to meet her, maybe a little advance thinking, but you should now, right now, I don't plan on letting you go . I shall lose my job this Friday, and on Saturday, start a new one, same company, same people, just less pay and less hours! Hehe. my reasoning for accepting this offer was quite simple, as long as I stay there, the sooner I hope to get back into my previous position, when things get better, and, as you said to me, I can perform the tasks with willingness and dignity, plus its better to be doing something, rather than sit at home waiting for a job to come along, I sincerely thank you for your encouragement and support and only hope I can start to repay your kind thoughts very soon.
Enough for now my darling, but to say, I know I told you I would not be on-line tomorrow, but I would like to say hello and see you, no matter how briefly, so, if you would agree, I would like you to join me at around 3 or 4 pm UK time, which will be 10 or 11pm for you, so I can simply see your beautiful face to help me through a long night, I look forward to that.
All my love,
APT
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Thursday, September 17, 2009 1:40 AM
From: APT
Dearest MT,
My Sister, My Friend, My Lover, My Future
One email to let you know, but I think you know already, I am about to shower, make wudhu and perform dua, I shall be praying to Allah, swa, to bless and make our future together safe and loving, and to care for all of both our families and those we care for, I know you agree that with the approval of our almighty, we will surely see out the rest of our days together, as it should be. I leave you now, and await our dreams to come to reality.
May Allah bless you and Deedee, mum and dad and all your family.
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Thursday, September 17, 2009 2:26 AM
From: APT
Subject: RE: Where's my Fries ??????
Hi Baby,
What a funny video!, maybe someone else, but I could see the same thing happening to you! HeHe! Just remind me not to take you to McDonalds when you arrive here!
As always, it was just fantastic to see you and talk again this afternoon, despite you teasing so much, you know you drive me sooo crazy, I'm just a bit worried I may not be able to act in a correct and proper manner at Manchester Airport! How embarrassing if I were to throw your suitcase to one side and make love to you in the middle of the concourse!, might just get us arrested, so I'll try to control the urge! and just hold you for a minute or two, maybe so close you'll not be able to take a breath and faint into my arms ! how romantic, hehe..
I have to start to plan for the week, so if you prefer, I'll keep it secret for now but I can tell you I think you would like to see Manchester and Liverpool for sure, they're close by so well visit both. Then, well, I'll keep the rest to myself for now, cos I want you frustrated as well. But be certain, its all about having fun together and knowing each other completely, I know you'll have to sleep sometime, just don't sleep too much or we wont be able to talk! So, at least you know you will visit these two cities, so maybe you could google them and have a look around on the internet, maybe there will be some features you would like to see in particular, like maybe the Beatles club in Liverpool, or Chinatown in Manchester.
I got your mail from google maps, if you look at my address, you will find number 2 is the small house at the bottom left of the image, with some trees to the front, and hundreds of trees to the rear that's why my garden is so private, although there is a walkway to the rear, no-one can see into my yard , so I never close my bedroom drapes! I was most impressed to see the photos you posted of your home, it looks lovely and I can see it reflects your taste, I am so concerned therefore that my tiny place will be maybe a disappointment to you, please do remember that, living on my own, I don't need very much and therefore haven't got very much! just a warm and loving welcome and everything I have is yours my sweet, you don't even need to ask, from the moment you step inside, you must treat it as your own home, everything is yours, just as if it were in west of Singapore, but without the warm weather ! Now, when I say to treat it as your own, of course i expect you to dress the same way you would at home, and don't forget - I see you on cam every day, so, satin pyjamas are the norm!, spaghetti string nightie and cotton tops with no bra, these will be perfectly acceptable! HaHa! and of course, the obligatory large towel wrapped around you straight out of the bath, phwooooaaa hhhhhhh! I, of course, shall be at all times in suit and tie to be formal and as your host, be available to meet your every request (yeah, right!) I would like to cook for you, so will visit the halal butchers in manchester before you arrive to stock up on everything we may need, 500 grammes of lamb should be enough and when you leave you should expect to be a kilo or two lighter, not due to the lack of food, more the strenuous exercise!
I'm still counting babe, and with about only 710 hours to go I really need to get this place habitable enough for you to find acceptable, but, that said, there will be so much improvement for you to see on your second visit and by your third and fourth visit, it should be finished. On a slightly serious note, it would be nice if you wanted to make some suggestions as I really would like you to have an influence on the interior, then it would make me feel there was something of you in our home every day when I return to an empty house.
OK, you must be wishing that you hadn't asked to write you tonite, far too long and nothing substantial to say, but I love writing it anyway.
So, see you tomorrow my darling - I can't wait.
Love you,
Your APT
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009 3:44 AM
From: APT
Dearest MT,
Again, such a pleasure typing with you this afternoon, obviously i have to say typing as you have determined we are not speaking!I was sooooo happy to get your call when I went to the supermarket for some cat food, so much more romantic than buying for my pussy!
After you went to bed, its such a lovely evening here. I decided to walk instead of take the car, walking under the trees in the evening sunshine just gave me a little peaceful time to myself which i was able to enjoy thinking about, as usual, our conversation, the things we said, and the things we didn't (need to) say, It perfect example of when the clock on the computer here said it was 5 o'clock and I was about to remind you it was midnight when you told me exactly the same thing! I sometimes wonder if you have a spy in my little house! If you had, he could tell you how I walk in from work, switch on my laptop and look for you in msn before I take off my coat, he could tell you how I sit at the table, waiting for a response, hoping that you are on the other side of my screen, with your big, dark eyes and sooo kissable lips, and he could then tell you the look of disappointment when I don't find you there, and go to make coffee while I wait for you, just the way I have waited all these long and lonely years to find you, and now we found each other, and how happy that makes me, you can't begin to imagine.
Tomorrow, I will finish at 2000 hrs – that's Singapore time obviously - so soon after that by 2030, I will be waiting again, hoping you have had a tranquil day at your work and in the right mood after your evening meal to spend a little time with me again, its nice to see you relaxed in your pyjamas, but that's two nights you wore black, I hope its not because you're in mourning or did your slave not wash the other pyjamas yet?
I was so happy to hear that you're OK with spending an evening in together. I appreciate there will be many things to do and lots of places you want to see, but a little time together, with no one disturbing or distracting us would be nice and, I hope you don' find this strange, but one thing in particular I look forward to.
OK, I'm sure you've had enough of this mail for now, so I will end by reminding you, its not long to go now, just three weeks from this coming Saturday and it just cant arrive quickly enough, so, have a really good day today and I see you later.
With my most tender kisses,
APT
x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
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Thursday, September 24, 2009 3:18 AM
From: APT
I read you email time and time again, and when I say, you say the sweetest things, I mean it. I never read such wonderful comments such s you write, and it gives me just the ultimate confidence in us and our relationship.
I know you made some comments and asked questions of me, and of us, on msn today, here, this evening I hope to confirm to you that I would only ever give you a true response, I've no intention to let you down and I would love it if you were to understand this and know that you never need question my sincerity and loyalty to you. Even when we are apart, I think of you constantly and would always do so and I would never think about anyone else, you can't understand the value I place on fidelity, only I know that, but I can reassure you, it is sacrosanct to me.
On all those other subjects, I'm absolutely confident we are in complete agreement, your attitudes and opinions are I believe in total harmony with mine, surely we , now, I want to remind you, how I laughed with you today, you have a unique ability to say, to do, and to think the right things for the moment, that's an incredible and I have to tell you, a seriously sexy ability. Together, we can switch in an instant from erotic to funny, from joking to deadly serious and just follow each others thoughts and stream of conversation, there are not so many couples who can achieve that, some not even after a lifetime of marriage, surely a sign?
Like you, I'm going to give us every opportunity to succeed and no reasons to fail, and I can't wait to get started! 24 days to go and before we know it, we will be talking about two weeks, then a week, and then days, hours. We will fall in love in person, as we have already but only in the LCD screen! And that day approaches fast, and as it does, I become more and more nervous, nervous about facing you only to discover that I fail to match up to your standards, fall below your expectations and fail to win your heart, all these are natural concerns and I try to put them to the back of my mind and look only on the positive side, which whilst remaining nervous, also become increasingly sure that everything is going to work out. So there you have it - nervous but confident, apprehensive but excited, but overall, I just know, from that first touch, a first kiss (and remember, there can only ever be one first kiss), all these concerns will disappear in an instant. That's my serious writing for today.
You have a wonderful day today, be the boss and don't work too hard.
Until later, all my love,
APT
x x x x x x x
IMPORTANT INFORMATION - Just to prove you read my mails hehe, I will work until 16 00 today, so will take my laptop with me so I can be with you online at 1300 UK time, that's 2000hrs for you, or another way, 8pm in S'pore, as I don't have lots of time during my break, please don't be in the shower (although I don't mind if you just got out of the shower) see you then , x x x
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Friday, September 25, 2009 2:29 PM
From: MT
Subject: It's Friday - 21 days to go
My darling APT,
My darling APT,
Never in my wildest dreams did I ever believe this would ever happen to me. I never expected to fall so deeply in love so fast and drastically. It all started when you noticed that I visited yr profile in DD site and sent you a message.. Remember that baby? Here are our first few emails below....
Date: July 7 2009 - 13:22
Wasalam Alykum, Thanks for your visit, it was nice to see you and your description.Please do write again and tell me a little about yourself.
Date: July 7 2009 - 13:22
Wasalam Alykum, Thanks for your visit, it was nice to see you and your description.Please do write again and tell me a little about yourself.
Marsalama, APT
Date: July 22 2009 - 11:09
Subject: Add me xxxx@hotmail.com
Date: August 3 2009 - 15:21
I remembered seeing yr profile content somewhere in other dating sites.. with different pictures and name. Are u a scammer?
MT
Date: August 3 2009 - 15:23
Hi I don't think you have seen me anywhere else, DD is the one and only site I am on, thanks for msg, APT
August 3 2009 15:32
Salam Alykum,
Date: July 22 2009 - 11:09
Subject: Add me xxxx@hotmail.com
Date: August 3 2009 - 15:21
I remembered seeing yr profile content somewhere in other dating sites.. with different pictures and name. Are u a scammer?
MT
Date: August 3 2009 - 15:23
Hi I don't think you have seen me anywhere else, DD is the one and only site I am on, thanks for msg, APT
August 3 2009 15:32
Salam Alykum,
I didn't notice until just now, you're muslim, thats good, although I no longer practice, I converted to Islam when I married my ex wife, she is muslim, arab.I thought the first time you might be an internet scammer when you sent your live address, I've had lots of contacts like that before. Sorry if there was a misunderstanding. Mahsallamah
Date: August 3 2009 - 15:49
My apology for the harsh email. I just wanted to be sure not to come across a scammer again. It hurts. Once again I'm sorry.
Date: August 3 2009 - 15:49
My apology for the harsh email. I just wanted to be sure not to come across a scammer again. It hurts. Once again I'm sorry.
Cheers, MT
August 3 2009 15:56
Its no problem, I had lots of attempts by scammers, they can be convincing.I hope you are for real and that you are finding someone thru DD, it is nice to see someone so pretty for a change, thank you for your mail maybe we will be able to stay in contact.
August 3 2009 15:56
Its no problem, I had lots of attempts by scammers, they can be convincing.I hope you are for real and that you are finding someone thru DD, it is nice to see someone so pretty for a change, thank you for your mail maybe we will be able to stay in contact.
RegardsAPT
Date: August 3 2009 - 16:02
Thanx for accepting my sincere apology. I am real and I hope you too. I have added you in my msn.. Hope to chat with you soon or drop me an email for a start and introduction? Gd nite and take care ya.
MT
August 3 2009 16:12
Hi
Date: August 3 2009 - 16:02
Thanx for accepting my sincere apology. I am real and I hope you too. I have added you in my msn.. Hope to chat with you soon or drop me an email for a start and introduction? Gd nite and take care ya.
MT
August 3 2009 16:12
Hi
That would be nice, I put your address on my msn and i will be online in about two hours from now, hope to speak with you later.
APT
Then I checked yr email immediately after I received your msg sent to my personal email. Went to Google IP Email Tracking website and the satellite confirmed that you're from Warrington and not Msia, USA or Nigeria!
Then I checked yr email immediately after I received your msg sent to my personal email. Went to Google IP Email Tracking website and the satellite confirmed that you're from Warrington and not Msia, USA or Nigeria!
Date: August 4 2009 - 01:21
Hi there,
Sorry that I was unable to go online last night as I was too exhausted. Hope to chat with you tonight. Regards
August 4 2009 11:06
No problem, hope to catch up with you later today
August 4 2009 11:06
No problem, hope to catch up with you later today
APT
And we started chatting online thereafter till now. We talked for hours about anything and everything but I never expected that I would asked you if you have feelings for me before even meet you in person. Daring of me! But I know I fell for you because you are different. When you surprised me with your confession on how you feel abt me, I received a confirmation that had been in my heart since the day I saw you on cam - that you are the one. I do believe in love at first sight, but I thought I would be the last person to be bitten by that bug... hehehe.. When you said to me, "I love you," the first time, it gave me a little tingle in the pit of my stomach. Something I had never felt for so long... and that was the beginning of this love affair to remember. I'm in love with you even though I am thousands of miles away from you.
When you jokingly asked me to come to Warrington to visit I was scared at first, but again my heart spoke for me. I decided to take a chance and see what would happen. Worst case scenario, I will have to follow the taxi driver home if you were nowhere to be seen at the airport.
Even though we live apart right now, I have faith that in due time this will all come to an end and we will be together forever. Either in the UK or Asia, it doesn't really matter for now. You make me feel like I can fly.
And we started chatting online thereafter till now. We talked for hours about anything and everything but I never expected that I would asked you if you have feelings for me before even meet you in person. Daring of me! But I know I fell for you because you are different. When you surprised me with your confession on how you feel abt me, I received a confirmation that had been in my heart since the day I saw you on cam - that you are the one. I do believe in love at first sight, but I thought I would be the last person to be bitten by that bug... hehehe.. When you said to me, "I love you," the first time, it gave me a little tingle in the pit of my stomach. Something I had never felt for so long... and that was the beginning of this love affair to remember. I'm in love with you even though I am thousands of miles away from you.
When you jokingly asked me to come to Warrington to visit I was scared at first, but again my heart spoke for me. I decided to take a chance and see what would happen. Worst case scenario, I will have to follow the taxi driver home if you were nowhere to be seen at the airport.
Even though we live apart right now, I have faith that in due time this will all come to an end and we will be together forever. Either in the UK or Asia, it doesn't really matter for now. You make me feel like I can fly.
I love you more than words could ever show and I know you love me too, I hope. Like the saying goes, "Distance makes the heart grow fonder." Well, my heart has always and will continue to be quite fond of you. I love you more today than yesterday and I will love you more tomorrow than I did today.
You have imperfections just like everyone else, but that is why I love you. You make me laugh; you make me cry tears of joy and the one thing I adore is your humbleness abt yourself. I truly could not live my life without having you to talk to and to confide in. You know more about me than anyone, you know my thoughts, and you know my heart inside and out. You have a way of making my heart skip a beat, and I want you and the whole world to know, that I love you, Alex. My hope is that my immediate family members can accept my choice and decision to be with you. It will take time for me to reveal that to them. For now, let us meet first.
Lastly, my thanx to you for showing me what kind of love all women deserve. I felt wanted and getting all the attention I longed for, for many years, from my man.
Till we meet again tonight,
I love you so much,
your MT (Nxxxxx, Vxxdoo, Snoring Sotong, bla..bla..bla...)
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Monday, September 28, 2009 3:38 AM
From: APT
Dear Darling MT,
Here I am, Sunday evening and everyone has left, S***h and R**k back to their home together, you to bed, sleeping, while I sit alone. Thinking of what a wonderful day this has been for me, and how I miss and love you so much. By the way, I broke my glasses this afternoon, so will have to wear the red ones! HaHa!Why a wonderful day? Well, because of you of course, seeing you smiling and so much happier than yesterday really lifted me, I love to see you smiling, and yes, you have a cheeky grin, but I'm talking about your smile, when you smile, I can see emotion in your face, an emotion that tells me you care. If you like, a look of love in your eyes,,,, nothing can compare to that.
Then there was the conversation you had with S***h, she was really taken with you like she has never expressed to me before about anybody, she took an instant liking to you, she loved your sense of humour (although I was a little less than impressed with the reference the two of you made to my cooking skills) and the two of you seemed to get along, that was so nice for me, although I would have to say, I don't need her approval with my choice, its always nice to be told I made a good choice ! - but I knew that already. And as she was leaving, she told me to make sure you didn't come and go without being introduced, of course you will.
19 days I get more and more nervous as the days go by, will I meet your expectations? I don't know, but you already know, I hope this will be your best one week vacation ever! pampered, chauffered and looked after, I want you to be 110% confident that you will leave with no regrets about having decided to make the trip, I really want you to return home wanting more of whatever we have during your stay!
OK princess, time to end now, off to a cold and lonely bed, but warm with my thoughts of you and looking forward to how I will dream tonight of us and when you will finally be here to hold and never let go.
Until later today, all my love,
APT
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009 2:07 AM
From: APT
Subject: Now It's Monday - 18 more days!
My Dear Ms T,
Or, should I say, MT, my hot blooded, sexy, erotic, teasing lover? yep, I like the sound of that much more! or better still, my chocolate brownie, dark, dusky and sensual, with a sometimes wicked sense of humour who likes to frustrate me with images of what might be, offering glimpses of such intimate pleasures that occasionally I have to wonder if I might die in the attempt but what a way to go!
Yet again, and I seem to say this to you every time I write, you raised the temperature on our relationship yet higher, so by now, I ache to have you here in my arms, I have a burning need to hold you close, taking in the scent of your body, filling my senses with your very being, how I want you, in every way and sense you can imagine. You said, 'can we hold hands on the way to the car at the airport?', MT, I'll carry you in my arms to the car if you wish, kissing you every step of the way, just be sure of something, I want to show you to the rest of the world that says, 'Look, we are a couple, and no one will ever change that ', so yes, we'll hold hands, embrace like the long separated lovers that we are, and anyone who sees us will simply think ' I wish I were that happy'.
I will write to you on another occasion about more practical matters regarding your visit, for the moment, I just want you to know how much I am anticipating your arrival. I know there are many things I should be thinking about, but for now, I just don't seem able to focus on anything beyond those first few hours after first taking you by the hand and coming to my home, what will we do? what will we say ? will we need to say anything? I feel that, like looking at your image on my camera, I will be happy to look into your eyes for hours on end without speaking, just to listen to your heart, you already speak volumes when you don't say a single word, I sit and look at you on my computer and don't feel the need to type anything, I can hear you just as clearly as if you were sitting right next to me. So many times, we feel the same thing, we know what we are about to say, will we have the same coincidence on Saturday, October 17th?, I think the answer is yes, we will, it will be as natural as the rivers running to the sea, as inevitable as night following day, that we will both instinctively know exactly what to do, then, we should just let it happen, we don't have to try too hard, everything will just follow on, naturally.
I love and miss you now with such an intensity I can feel the pain of being apart, but know that in only days now, we will be together and then, everything will be alright, everything will be so obvious as to what we will do together, it will be as if we have never been apart.
WOW, while I'm writing this, you just called me from your bed, I wish so much I was there with you, protecting you from the rain! kicking that bolster out onto the floor and taking its place!, after all, you did say you had your legs wrapped around it! oh, I want to be your bolster right now! hehe, but soon I hope I will be your real life bolster, so I've no need to be jealous! Until later today, sleep well and don't work too hard, we'll talk again later today.
All the love in the world.
APT,
x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009 3:15 AM
From: APT
Good Evening Darling,
This just gets better every day! Every day we talk, every day we discover some little thing more about each other, but sadly, every day I miss you more, and will go on missing you more for the next 16 days, this is becoming unbearable, but I know, when you finally get here, it will have been worth the wait.
M****w called me just now and I told him all about us (well, not ALL, hehe!) sadly, he has the week off on holiday starting on the 26th, so can't take a day in the week, but is going to meet us in the Trafford centre along with S***y, of course. You'll like them both, quite reserved and quiet, unlike S***h!
You know, I already want to meet Deedee so much, it would mean the world to me if she were to accept your decision for us to be together, after all, she is still quite young and I understand that she could have a big influence over you, but at the same time, now she would respect your decision, whatever it may be. But, the thought that all our children were supporting us would mean everything to both of us, anyway, Deedee is a cool kid and I just know we would get along fine, especially when we get together against you! hehe.
I already this evening have been looking at flights to S'pore, then I suddenly thought 'what if I don't get to go?', what if you don't want me in your home town? I understand of course, it may take some time and explaining before I could visit you there, but hopefully, we can add that to the list of things to talk about! I know you don't have any annual leave left for this period, but when does your new holiday year commence? and how many weeks do you have? Please don't think me nosey, but I want to know!
WOW, what a day its been, first your lovely text message, then your thoughtful photo (the best description I could think of hehe..) that kept me awake throughout my working day, then, our talk on msn, I never tire of seeing you there, but so frustrating, so close, but never able to touch, but all that changes in just a few days now, and I CAN'T WAIT.
Its 8pm, so that's 2am in S'pore, you must be sleeping by now, I think I can just, faintly, hear you.. yes, that distinctive sound, it must be my MT! how I long to be woken by the gentle sound of your sleep, just bearing a close resemblance to a construction site, in an echo chamber, all encased within a huge tin box !
Now, I have to be honest with you, I have slept alone now for so long, I genuinely don't know if I snore or not, usually, when I sleep, its as if I'm dead! Nothing wakes me and at least the cat never complains, but I honestly don't know, you may be the first to find out!
I'm feeling tired now, so off to bed, but before I go, I want to go find a card for you to have when you check your mail this morning.
Until later,with all my love,
your APT
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Thursday, October 01, 2009 3:44 AMFrom: APT
Subject: Wednesday Evening
MT,
How many times can I say your name and I never get tired of saying it, in my bed, in my kitchen, in the car, around work, I just need to be thinking of you, which I do all the time, and your name comes to my lips, like its the most natural thing in the world, as if, by saying your name, you will appear in front of my eyes, you won't, but in my dreams, you're right there, your smiling eyes, your 'come to bed' eyes, your loving smile, your pretty face, just waiting to be kissed, with all the love, passion and honesty you deserve.
How many more times can I tell you how much I miss you, its starting to be painful, the longing and wanting that I feel for you, longing to be with you, to have you with me, walking together, laughing together, shopping, talking, standing, driving, anything as long as it's together, and yes, lying together, wanting, in every way imaginable, wanting you, wanting you in my life, wanting you a part of me and hoping you , even just a little, are wanting me in some way.
I think its fair to say that you have changed my life, even before we meet in person, I don't know why this has happened so fast and to be honest, I don't care, I'm just so happy that it has, how did this all happen MT? What did you do to me that made me feel so strongly? I never had this feeling before, but I know I want more of it, sorry if that sounds selfish, but at the same time I want you to feel the same way, its no good if this is one way traffic, is it possible that you will feel even a fraction of my emotions towards you? if the answer is yes, then everything will be perfect and I can only hope that as my dedication to you will become more clear and obvious as time goes by.
Just 15 days! about 360 hours or 21600 minutes, not so far away and I count every single one, I cant wait to be with you, MT my darling.
Time to finish now, before you get bored, and I hope you had a peaceful sleep and have woken up full of energy and anticipation for the forthcoming day, because after this day, you will only have two weeks to get a refund! HeHe!Until 8pm this evening, I look forward to then, soooo much.
Your loving APT
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Thursday, October 01, 2009 10:54 AM
From: MT
Dear Vanilla Cheesecakes,
I wish I didn't have to miss you. If only you could be with me always. I know I could never be any happier. But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you. I even miss you when I am sleeping!
I luv ya baby and I thank you for being so kind with my heart. Hopefully, soon I won't have to hate missing you.
Luv ya always,
Brownies
Brownies
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Monday, October 05, 2009 10:20 AM
From: MT
Subject: Good morning
Good morning my darling APT,
From: MT
Subject: Good morning
Good morning my darling APT,
Just drop by to say Hi and attached card below to show my appreciations for writing beautiful letters almost every night without fail. Luv ya for who you are OK?
GOOD looks catch the eye but a GOOD personality catches the heart.
You're blessed with both!'
GOOD looks catch the eye but a GOOD personality catches the heart.
You're blessed with both!'
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Tuesday, October 06, 2009 3:36 AM
From: APT
Subject: RE: Confirmation: Singapore - Manchester (5W66X9)
Hi Baby, Looking again at your ticket, I am pretty sure that on the way here, you will be flying with Air France, and the connecting flight to Manchester is also with Air France, that would suggest when you arrive in Paris, you will use the Transit Lounge in the Air France terminal, as you will not be entering France, you should not need to go through customs or passport control, the signs should be clear enough but as I said, call me if you have any difficulty at all.
Next, please, please, do check these things 1) confirm any visa requirements, I'm sure you don't need one, but do check, and 2) what ever you do, DO arrive in enough time at Changi. It would be just disastrous if you were late. It could be three or even four hours check in.
Please let me know when we speak later.
Love
APT
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Wednesday, October 07, 2009 2:51 AM
From: APT
Subject: Tuesday Evening
My sweet darling chocolate brownie, Chatting this afternoon was errrr.. a little different today, I think it was the lack of visuals!
My sweet darling chocolate brownie, Chatting this afternoon was errrr.. a little different today, I think it was the lack of visuals!
So, you discussed about us with Deedee? First of all, I would say it was very open of you. It shows the close relationship the two of you obviously have and although ours is very different. I hope we will be as close. Understandably, she will be teasing you over us, but as I told you this afternoon. I know when you return, you will be telling her about all the wonderful things we have and did together, with a few discreet omissions obviously, and how, I hope, you will tell her you have found the right one for you and want us to be together, all three!
I know you have so much to do, and so do I, just mine is not at work, but I promise to get everything clean and tidy, but you already know I will not have time to finish the decorating, so will be a bit like living in a half finished hotel room but with much better room service!
Difficult to explain, but being with you has been like a new start in life, whatever did I do before we met? hard to remember, but I do recall it was all rather pointless and wasn't at all like living. It was just existing, work, home, feed cat, sometimes feed me, sleep, work, home, same thing everyday, but now sleep well, go to work and hurry home to see you, start missing you when you shut down your msn, write you a mail, go to bed happy. See? A whole new life and one I like very, very much.
I appreciate your life and time is very different, mainly as you have your family around you and for that, you're very lucky, I hope that we will become a part of each others family also, already, M****w and S***h are waiting to meet you and knowing my children, you and them are going to get along just great, I can tell, I know these things!So, you have no need for any concerns about anything, as long as you remember to catch the flight, everything is going to be perfect. We'll have fun, we'll do everything you want to and together we'll make it the best week of our lives, well, our lives so far, because there will be so many more weeks. Bye for now princess, see you later today, try not to work too late.
From your delicately coloured, just a little tangy tasting, but still sweet,
Vanilla Cheesecake
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Wednesday, October 07, 2009 1:20 PM
From: 'APT'
Subject: RE: Tuesday Evening
My darling APT,
My darling APT,
When we first met, I didn't even consider you real. You were just a pixel on a screen. We talked more and I became so confused. "How could I have real feelings for a person I've never met in person?" I'd ask myself. Since then we have met online almost every night. I will never forget the first time I asked about your feelings for me and looked into your eyes; it was at that very moment I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. In your eyes I saw everything I needed to know. It's been 3 months exactly today.
Things have not been easy when my first 'tears' from this relationship. We've had our ups and downs in our own life, through it all, I do know what we have is so very real. The feelings for each other - love... and love is genuine.
Looking forward so much to be with you though for a short period of time. But I strongly feel that we will have good times spent together, that's a promise. You'll find it out soon.
Till I see u tonite again as usual, please do eat properly meal ok?
Your notty girl,
MT
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Thursday, October 08, 2009 3:37 AM
From: APT
Dearest MT,
Well, here is my daily mail, and I think this will be the first time that I am replying to a mail from you.
You cannot possibly know how much your mail meant to me, it revealed to me things which I could only have prayed for you to tell me. Never before have you written such a long message and described in detail the things you have. One important thing I want you to know is that all that you wrote, everything you said, and the feelings behind those things, I could have just copied and sent right back to you, for I truly believe in you, and in us, there is no difference in the way we are feeling about each other, about that, I am certain.
I want you to remember this as there is no greater reassurance I could offer.
So, you have started to pack, fantastic! just don’t' pack too many clothes, you shouldn't be needing many! (wishful thinking), make sure the most important item is coming with you, that would be M, binte T!, anything else can be left behind, its you I need here.
I have to tell you that, today especially, you looked lovely to me on your webcam, I know in reality you are even more so and please don't tell me I'm wrong, a hand for every glove remember? I really really really really want you here with me as quickly as possible, I know that wont be until Saturday morning next week, and yes, if you fancy a quickie before noon, no problem, in fact, we will have all day for as many as you would like!
Take extra care over the days until we meet, don't let anything distract you from your visit, not even the Singapore taxi drivers! I know now you have a fetish for them, so try to resist! HeHe! better to wait for the taste of an English vanilla cheesecake, I just hope you will like the flavour!
Goodnight, and good morning.
Yr loving APT
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Thursday, October 08, 2009 2:11 PM
From: APT
Thanks babe, just about to leave now, starting at 8 but will be early, not too much sleep, busy thinkin of us!
see you laterdont work too hard,
loveAPT
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Thu, 8 Oct 2009 13:22:18 +0800
From: MT
ok dear, love you so much ok?
take care ya
think of me..
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take care ya
think of me..
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Thursday, October 08, 2009 12:48 PM
From: APT
Good afternoon sweetheart, just a quick helloooo! before I get ready for work, not going for a while, but couldn't sleep ! hehe see you later,Love
Thursday, October 08, 2009 3:52 PM
From: MT
My vanilla cheesecake,
The first day we were introduced over the screen by the computer, I didn't know it would last till very day. The first hello and goodbye we both knew. It has been 3 months now, and we are still fondly in each other's minds and hearts.
My heart aching for you if I didn't see you and each day we apart when I was in Batam Island, tears ran down my face unconditionally for the longing to see you on the screen. I never knew a man could have stolen my heart and made it truly his. I long for the day I can finally look into your eyes and tell you how much I love you, and that I need you... But on the other hand, I am soooo nervous as the day is nearer.
We have both waited since the day I booked the flight tickets, and my dream to and see touch you are finally coming true. I don't know about all of yours? Seeing you every day for a week is going to be the biggest blessing to my heart knowing you are in touching reach of me, which does scare me, however in a wonderful way..hehe.
I wish so much to be your every heartbeat and every gasping breathe of life. To be what you need to survive.. and make it through this lonely world can only be conquered with only me by your side. I don't think there are any words that could describe the way I actually feel about you. All I know, is you, my dear Said, are the only man that is in my mind and soul, the only man who truly and unconditionally has my heart for my lifetime and many more lifetimes the world has to offer us.
I will never leave unless you don't need me anymore, and I truly never wanna hurt you coz I truly believe you are a good soul and kind hearted.
I hope you never let go of me coz I deeply love you so. I know you love me too as much as I love you but me more...
Just the thot of you brightens my day completely. Picturing your smile makes me smile, and I cannot wait to actually see that adoring man I know with the unforgettable smile I know so soon.
I love you sweetheart.. always and truly yours forever.
Your Choc Brownie
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My comments in purple
Friday, October 09, 2009 4:25 AM
From: APT
Subject: RE: Thursday Evening
My Dearest MT,
My love who is so far away … APT
Whatever have I done to merit such kind words and comments? I have tried only to be honest with you, letting you know how I feel and to give you the true impression of me, no false claims, no hype, just me, and I get rewarded with such love and sincerity from you and now am starting to feel that possible you may be thinking I am far more than the reality. Like you have told me before, I'm plain, down-to-earth everyday man, just so very grateful for having met you and planning to confirm your choice has been the right one. Baby I love you with everything that I have inside of me. I love you!
Whatever have I done to merit such kind words and comments? I have tried only to be honest with you, letting you know how I feel and to give you the true impression of me, no false claims, no hype, just me, and I get rewarded with such love and sincerity from you and now am starting to feel that possible you may be thinking I am far more than the reality. Like you have told me before, I'm plain, down-to-earth everyday man, just so very grateful for having met you and planning to confirm your choice has been the right one. Baby I love you with everything that I have inside of me. I love you!
Recently, I look around me and see couples, some happy, some not so happy, I truly never thought I would be a part of a couple ever again, then , you came along, you stole away my heart, and now, I can only see a future being with you, two of us together, I tell you these things because I want you to understand how I am feeling, just the thought of being with you gives me a warm feeling inside, the sound of APT and MT, or MBT and AXXXXX, sounds like something I would like to be referred to as being. You know, one of two, half of a pair, each part of a couple, always mentioned in the same breath, just referred to by everyone as 'that couple', I like that - a lot! hmmm … I like that.. APT & MT.. Husband and wife hehe .. And A****** s/o APT! kahkahkah
For the last time, and I promise not to mention this again, I will talk about my house. I really want to stop referring to it as my house, for, if it is your decision to stay with me, I would much prefer it if we called it , 'our home' I know its not the most palatial, outstanding house, but I would love to think of it as a home for us to share, with your presence reflected in it, somewhere you just automatically think about as being yours, every part as much as its mine. In some way, this would transform it from being a cold, rather depressing place to be alone, into a home filled with all the right emotions of two people in love, sharing not only the space, but also the memories of good times that were had there. I dont know if I have expressed myself clearly enough, but I hope you have got the idea of what I have been trying to explain. Mwaahs! Baby you have my heart and soul. I know the miles between us are great. One day those miles won't be there, becoz I'll be in your arms forever.
So, its off to bed, painful foot but happy memories of tonight's conversation, seeing and talking with you has completely distracted me from any problems I may have been having today, Did you take your medications? Please buy an ankle guard to support as well as reduces the pain too..
Just one more confession, I have now adopted my 'MT' pillow, maybe shouldn't be telling you this, but its true, my MT pillow sleeps with me every night, right next to me, until the real thing is here. Hehehe... every day I wish you were here with me, holding me tight in your strong arms. Every night I lay in my bed dreaming of you, holding my bolster, so sweet and peaceful. You're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.
Until later today my sweet, cant wait to see you and please relax, its Friday, so two days off work for you to rest and look forward to what next week and the rest of our lives will bring, which, Inchallah, will be happiness and love, who could hope for more?
I adore you, my love,
APT x x x x x x x
Thank you for being you. What I'd like to say next, I'd like to say to you personally. Until then....
Choc Brownie
Choc Brownie
I adore you my love,
APT
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Monday, October 12, 2009 3:23 AM
From: APT
Good Evening Darling,
Well, Sunday evening, but for you , its Monday and only four days to go. Don't you think the time has flown by since we were saying 30 days, 27 days, 22 days ............now, its just 4!
Sorry we didnt have much time yesterday, but substituting our daughters was almost as good! I enjoyed our talk today sooo much, your sense of humour is fantastic, how can we not enjoy each others company next week?
On Saturday, S***h said to me (jokingly) 'When MT is here, where will you sleep? you've only got one bedroom?' then gave me a big wink!, I acted surprised and told her ' I don't remember receiving an invitation to your wedding!', we both burst out laughing, soo funny.
On a serious side, she was questioning me about Islam, we had a discussion, not that I expect she will convert an time soon, but I loaned her a DVD by Sheik Yousef Estes, a former American Christian minister who converted to Islam at the age of 50 and must be the most convincing individual to listen to when it comes to anyone who may have doubts as to why they should follow the true religion.
I know you have lots to do this week and I hope the pressure you may be under wont affect you , but I don't think so, you're cool ! Although its so close, I still get light headed thinking about you and nervous at the prospect of finally meeting, maybe by Friday I will be shaking but hey !, its the same for both of us, so lets just enjoy the moment, lets enjoy each other and lets enjoy the time together, that's what next week is all about, so, like I told you already, relax, don't worry for anything, everything is gonna be just perfect, just be on time.
I cant explain why, I just miss you every second i don't see or talk with you, just one reason I am so certain we are here on earth for each other, and very soon, you will be as sure, if my powers of persuasion are working!
So, I hope to see you soon today, i will open msn the second I walk in ( as always) and wait for you, please bear with me as I will be working around the house, but I am working a short shift tomorrow and should be back here by 9.30 to 10.00 am, that's no later than 5pm for you.
For once, I may be home from work before you are! HeHe! Speak soon honey.
I love you,
APT
x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009 1:44 AM
From: APT
Darling MT
You just will never know how much I have been missing you today, and since we finished our talk, it just got worse, I'm here, at the computer and all kinds of things are going thru my mind, worrying about you and if you will arrive, I know, you will be here, it hopefully is just an attack of nerves, but what if you change your mind ?, no, I have to not think that, cos after all, you wanna go to the theme park, right?
Just a short mail tonite my princess, I'm so tired am going off to bed with no dinner - like a naughty child! hehe
I only hope that you are looking forward to meeting, even a fraction of how much I want to see you, to hold and to be with you, you have to know, I don't think I ever looked forward to anything in my life like this, not even Christmas as a child, in fact, its like having a lifetimes Christmas all rolled into one! Tell you what, lets just wait and see what happens when we see each other for the first time, don't plan on anything, as they say, let nature take its course! but I know I am not going to be disappointed, i see so much of you, now I can confirm what I know already - what was that? you asking what it is that I know already? -- then you'll just have to wait and find out !
Only a couple of days to go. See you tomorrow, keep my love in your heart.
Yours always,
APT
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009 3:44 PM
From: MT
My Vanilla Cheesecake,
I went to bed last night with a vision of you next to me. I slept like a baby all night, becoz I was not feeling alone. When I awoke this morning to see if it was real or if it was a dream, realty hit me that it was only a dream. Very soon, I know that you will be right next me and that I will not have to dream of it again becoz you will be right there so we can hold, hug and squeeze each other tight.
You brought love and laughter to my empty, sad and boring life. My heart had known only emptiness until the day you came and filled my heart to overflowing with your jovial ways. Your sense of humor has turned my frown into a smile. And though there are miles between us, I never stop thinking of you, you have brought a change into my life and my heart is forever yours. I can never forget you, or keep thoughts of you out of my mind. Thoughts of you warm my heart.
Your Chocolate Brownie.
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009 4:00 AM
To: MT
Hey Chocolate!
What a pleasant surprise to read your email of yesterday, never have you written such sweet things, never have you confessed in your writing how you have felt in such a way, you should know that all those things you feel are reciprocated, many times over, and what a nice surprise to find that we can actually talk, I'm so glad we found the button!, but you already found my button, the one you press when you tell me all those loving things, the jokes, the laughs, and even the insults!
By the time you read this, there will be a little over 48 hours before you leave for the airport, and still, I miss you and cant wait for you to finally be here, its been like waiting forever since the day you told me that you were coming to visit, but since that day, things have changed, I never thought my feelings for you would intensify like this, I had no idea that you would admit your feelings and that your visit would come to mean so much and so, when you finally get here, we will be almost be like starting over, as if we were once a happily married couple that were forced apart , maybe by circumstances beyond their control, and now will be reunited, to recommence their passionate love affair that they once enjoyed.
Please pack your case carefully darling, remember the silly rules about liquids and sharp things in hand luggage, don't take any chances of being delayed or stopped to have your luggage searched, and don't make it too heavy! skimpy nighties and satin pj's shouldn't weigh very much anyway ! and don't worry about forgetting anything, we're quite civilised here and have shops that sell just about everything you could possibly need, i have slippers and gown for you, for you to take home, or leave at home, as you wish, the only thing you absolutely must remember is......... you!
Bye for now, and I will return home as early as I possibly can, and will text you when i leave work, heading home.
Your tasty cheesecake and with love
x x x x x x x x x x x x x x xx
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Sent: Wednesday, October 14, 2009 6:06 PM
From: MT
My Tasty (yet to but soon..) Cheesecake,
Though the miles separate us, the bond we have is far stronger. You are the very one I have spent all these years looking for. You make me smile. You make me laugh. You make me whole. I can't describe the feeling I have when I see you every night on msn or even when you cross my mind. I am so amazingly happy and content and forever I want to spend in your life, in your world, in your family, and in your arms.
Though the miles separate us, the bond we have is far stronger. You are the very one I have spent all these years looking for. You make me smile. You make me laugh. You make me whole. I can't describe the feeling I have when I see you every night on msn or even when you cross my mind. I am so amazingly happy and content and forever I want to spend in your life, in your world, in your family, and in your arms.
Yet to finish packing.. wondering if I shud to bring covered shoes or just open toes sandal.. any comment?
Now still at work trying to meet some request before I disappear from here.
Ok honey, till tonite, luv and missed ya... emuaahs
Plain Choc Brownie.
Thursday, October 15, 2009 4:19 AM
From: APT
Subject: To my Asian Princess
Dearest MT
I know not how, but you have suddenly developed a talent for writing to me in the most emphatic and desirable terms, you are, without question, the best thing that has happened to me and I like it, and would appreciate even more!
Why have you had this effect on me? I will probably never know the answer to that but its really not too important, what is important is that you have expressed your feelings in the clearest way, and I hope you have found the same in me, but should you need any confirmation, I will hope to convince you in person!!
This will be your final day at work, mine also, and I hope you will complete all your tasks so that you will not be distracted by work during your holiday, and I want you to think of your visit as exactly that, this is a holiday for you, a time when you take things easy, not be concerned about day to day things, enjoy yourself and have a good time, I promise to do all I can to make sure that is how you feel when you leave, but on a personal level, I hope we will discover each other at the deepest level, to look into our souls, to genuinely fall for each other all over again, just this time, in person! I love the thought of being with you, in so many different situations, too many to list here, but we will find them out together, starting in only hours from now.
Please be around at 8pm this evening, I so much need to see you again, then you will be able to sleep early, wake up on Friday morning, and prepare to leave on your journey, which doesn't end until you're in my arms on Saturday morning.
Until this evening, my love to you.
your APT
x x x x x x x x x x
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Friday, October 16, 2009 2:02 AM
From: APT
Subject: IT'S FRIDAY !!!!!
Dearest Darling MT,
So, here it is, Friday at last! this is the day you will leave and in only hours, be here with me. I've told you before, but again, I'm so looking forward to our time together starting in just a matter of hours now, excited, nervous, anxious, yes, all these things, but overriding all these feelings, is the anticipation of finally meeting, so many things to do together, see together, talk together, and so little time.
Then, we must make the most of the limited time we have together, I'm so looking forward to your being here, today, while you are on your way here. I will just concentrate on making sure the place is ready for you, no more decorating, just try to make it a home for the next week, not that we will spend too much time here, but i want you to feel comfortable.
Make sure that Deedee is reassured, you're going to have a good holiday, relaxing, visiting, sight seeing and getting to know this part of the UK, you'll be looked after, pampered, spoiled and treated like a true princess, after all, you're my guest and I hope you will find my hospitality to your satisfaction.If not, you can report to the customer complaints department, just pull the grenade pin on the desk!
Just remember all those things we told each other already baby, they all still apply and when you arrive, its going to be definitely one of the most important moments in my life, I hope it will b the same for youMaybe not the most enthralling breakfast read you have had in your life, but one written with true feeling and honesty.
I really cant wait for you to arrive and will see you next, in person, at Manchester airport early on Saturday morning, With all my love.
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Friday, October 16, 2009 5:25 AM
From: APT
Hey, My Brownie,
Yes, there may be miles between us, but in hours, there won't be so much as a millionth of a centimeter, if you have spent years, I feel I've wasted a lifetime, but at last, we will be together. So many lonely nights, so alone, you're lucky not to have known the feeling, since you have your family close, but now I am praying that i will add to my family by achieving what only a few short months ago, I could never have dreamed of, to finally be able to call you my partner, my lover, my future wife, my fiancee, my MT.
I wish so much that you will be part of my life, not just a part, but the very reason for my life, I want you every day to be with me, when you're not, I'm missing you, thinking of you, ' what is she doing at this very moment?' is a thought that goes through my mind a thousand times a day, its not that I can't get you out of my mind, I don't want to get you out of my mind.
Oh, one of your wishes just came true - it just started to rain outside !Bye for now, my delicious chocolate, see you in a few hours.
Your loving cheesecake,
x x x x
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009 12:22 PM
From: MT
Darling APT,
You have been my sweetest sin since day one of my visit. You have no idea what it's like to be me when I get to sleep with you, to feel your hands caressing my body, feeling your body next to mine. It's this feeling I get being that close to you, the feeling that I am the safest person in the world - Oh, screw this! APT, I love you! You are the one for me and you know all of this - I'll say this numerous times until I turn blue in the face hehehehe... marry me! You know I don't mean now, just some day! When you are really sure that I am the one for you. Yes, some day..
Yours,
MT
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Thursday, October 29, 2009 5:21 AM
From: APT
Good Morning Princess,
I hope you eventually got to sleep. I'm so worried about you being fatigued. I checked this evening and the flight to either Changi or KL is fine, leaving fro Liverpool via Amsterdam, the schedule is the same as your home flight and a negligible difference in price whether I go to S'pore or Malaysia, so, I'm more than happy to travel to either destination, the only thing that matters is that you're at the end of the journey.
The alternative, of course, is that we vacation somewhere completely different, and I know you will be having a look around the internet during your break, so let me know if anything interesting comes to light.
The truth is honey, I just ain't bothered too much where on the planet we are, all that matters is being with you, I want to hold you again, feel your soft skin next to mine, take in the sensual aroma of your body and taste your lips once more when you kiss me with such passion that it makes me feel dizzy, I have never known such deep, deep feelings of love and lust at the same time as I have when being with you, you have an effect on me that just makes me want to keep making love to you neverendingly, so, you see, if you didn't have enough sleep when you were here, it was your fault ! I never in my life felt like that before, and I can't wait to feel like that again.
I'll call you later today darling, until then, keep my love with you.
Your APT, x x x
APT's comments in Red
Darling APT,
You have been my sweetest sin since day one of my visit. You have no idea what it's like to be me when I get to sleep with you, If its anything like the feeling I have when I'm with you in bed, its just the most wonderful feeling ever to feel your hands caressing my body, feeling your body next to mine. It's this feeling I get being that close to you, the feeling that I am the safest person in the world - Oh, screw this! APT, I love you! so glad you got to the point ! You are the one for me and you know all of this No, I didn't baby, but I do now and you are the one for me, no question - I'll say this numerous times until I turn blue in the face hehehehe... marry me! YES, YES, YES, You know I don't mean now, just some day! When you are really sure that I am the one for you. Yes, some day..
Yours,
MT
You should know, you are starting to mean more to me than you can imagine, beyond love even, you mean more to me than life itself and I will love you with my very being until the day I die, and then beyond.
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Friday, October 30, 2009 4:44 AM
From: APT
Subject: For the one who means everything to me
Good Morning Princess,
You know I can't wait to be with you once more, I'm looking forward to it sooooo much I'm already excited by the prospect, I've even more things I want to tell you, I want us to be making plans for our future together, talking about boring things like plants for the garden, the colour of the wallpaper, how many more pots and pans do we need for our home! hehe, normal, everyday things, and then the other things, like how much i truly love you, about how you have changed my life forever.
There's something I want you to think about darling, but first I need to tell you that I really, really, don't want you being offended in any way, you know I would never say anything to upset you, I love you too much so, you can understand why I'm not sure if this will be a good suggestion or you will think it stupid, but here it is.
What would you think about coming to live in our home, here in Warrington, for a period, say, three months? As soon as you would like to?, let me explain my thought behind this, and it is definitely not some kind of trial or anything like that, it is simply for you to find out if you would truly like to live here, in this climate, in this economy, to se how you feel you would like being here for ever, everyday things like the shopping, going to the local mosque and so on. Also and just as importantly, not just you being here, but also how you would feel about NOT being in Singapore, things like not being close to your family, missing Deedee (although that would be temporary anyway, as she would come here eventually), not having your friends close by and everyday matters like these.
What I'm trying to say darling is I want you to be certain, not about us because that is a certainty, but more about moving such a distance, naturally you would return to Singapore any time you wished to visit, you know I would never deny you anything and I would encourage you to return from time to time, but essentially you would be coming here for the rest of your life, and I completely appreciate the concerns you may have about such a move, although you will never have any concerns about our marriage as I will try to be the best husband you could hope for.
AND, after all this, I want you to know, if you were to have too many reservations or concerns, even worries, then we would simply have to look at the option of me coming to live with you, and that's something else we need to discuss in a nice warm bed!
Please my darling, don't be upset or annoyed with my email, I'm trying to think of you and what is best for you, I truly am, and I look forward with all my heart to the next time we'll be together, until then, understand how much i an in love with you and want the best for you and Deedee.
All my love,
Your APT
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Monday, November 02, 2009 4:45 AM
From: APT
Good morning baby,
Just a quick email for you today, to say how much I enjoyed out talk last evening, I don't think I have laughed so much in any of our conversations so far, you sense of humour is infectious and I love it!
How we can be so much in sync with each other always amazes me, we know each other thoughts, likes and dislikes, we share our memories of the same moments together, you're truly unique and I love you so much.
And hey, change that note in ur profile!, just cos I slept late ! I don't know what was wrong with me yesterday morning, I feel guilty enough about it without being reminded on your msn profile! hehe!
So, don't work too hard darling, but with your boss away, there's probably no danger of that and don't forget your other half, here in the UK, I need you too.
Until later today, I love you
APT
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Monday, November 02, 2009 1:41 PM
From: MT
Vanilla Cheesecake,
It has been 1 week since I had the honor of holding you in my arms and it has been 3 months and 16 days since we have looked into each other's eyes and said that I love you. What started out as a sincere friendship turned into a strong bond between us.
It has been 1 week since I had the honor of holding you in my arms and it has been 3 months and 16 days since we have looked into each other's eyes and said that I love you. What started out as a sincere friendship turned into a strong bond between us.
I just got done chatting with you on the internet and we both say goodbye and goodnight, but in my heart I did not want to do that. I wish that time has frozen that minute before we have to say those words and how I can enjoy every single moment with you, with me always talking about all of the lame things and silly question about Fashanu's death.. And of course you with yr stupid jokes. hehehe... I want to tell you Baby, that I have never felt so much emotion inside me when you're loving me the way you do.I am sitting here in my office and drafting this love letter hoping you will get to read it when you wake up or come back from work later in the evening.. but if not then I know that this letter will reach you sooner or later.
I am listening to a love song. Although I don't understand the words because the song are in Japanese, but I know that it is about love and that I like it a lot. Just like love, I really don't understand how it works but all I know is that the love I have for you is just like the Japanese song I am listening to now. It really sounds so nice to me but I don't know what it means. I only know when she said this words "Prisoner of Love".. you've captured my heart and caged it in yours far away in the UK.. I know that my life is much happier when you're around me and that my life is filled with songs. Baby I want to let you know that I am so in love with you and that I promise you that I will do my best in making you feel so in love and so secure with me even though there are thousands of miles between us.Thank you for making my life so much more meaningful and giving me this chance to show you what love means to me. I luv ya APT.
Baby, every time I have to be away from you is the hardest thing for me to do because that is like giving up a part of your life which means so much to me.I have built my world around you darling and I really like the world that we have built together. I always want to stay in that world and never want to come back to reality and I hope that you feel the same way too honey.
Baby, I love you so much with all of my heart and I want to let you know that I really miss you so much. So please take care of your neck and heel. That way, it assured me that you are fine and nothing to worry about.
May you feel the part of me wanting to be with you now and may I have the honor to touch your heart and let you feel my love. Take care and I love you.
Love Always,
Chocolate Brownie
Live by Utada Hikaru:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khd9B0SqvLM&feature=PlayList&p=6E8F4D5257E0714B&index=49
Original song from her album:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6Sue4vQ2Yk
Chocolate Brownie
Live by Utada Hikaru:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khd9B0SqvLM&feature=PlayList&p=6E8F4D5257E0714B&index=49
Original song from her album:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6Sue4vQ2Yk
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Tuesday, November 03, 2009 2:25 AM
From: APT
Good Morning Sweetheart,
First, I have to tell you how moved I was by your email of yesterday, it was the most beautiful letter ever written, by anyone, but the most special thing is, you wrote it to me, what a privilege to receive such adoring words from the one I love, such sweet sentiments, its no surprise I love you as much as I do and wait a few months? I would wait until the end of time to be with you. I want you to copy and paste the link below and listen to your Japanese lady sing a song that's even more appropriate for me to send to you, the exception is that she says you're one in a million, no MT, you're much rarer than that, you are the only one in the world for me, truly you are.
There just aren't enough words to express how deeply and truly I love you MT, so, just believe me when I tell you it is a pure and sincere emotion I have for you, one that means you will never doubt that you will be in my heart forever more, the first thing I see in my mind when I wake, and the last thing on my mind before I sleep, and the only dream I have whilst sleeping, you occupy my heart, my soul and you own my very being. No one in my whole life has ever had this effect on me your wonderful personality, generous and kind, your loving words, so touching and genuine, and all those small gestures when we are together, make me feel alive once more, in a way I never thought possible.
These are just a few things I want you to know, there are, and will always be, others which I will continue to tell you throughout our life together, but I will tell you every single day, I love you, its simple, its true, and always will be. Have a peaceful day, don't overwork, don't rush home, but when you get there, I'll be home with you.
With my true love,
APT,
x x x x
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Tuesday, November 03, 2009 4:48 PM
From: MT
Audi,
From: MT
Audi,
Honey, you have changed my life completely. You're the one who makes me feel beautiful. You're the one who makes me strong. You're the one who makes me so important.. you're everything to me.
You show your love to me every day and even every minute when we are chatting. How lucky I am to find a man like you. Honey, please forgive me for not giving you enough time to chat with me every night due to the time diff, but I promise I will compensate you one day with the thing that you want the most ... you know what it is.
I really wish that you were near me, and when I needed help, you would appear and help me. I want to do the same for you too. However, knowing that you love me so much is enough and if I can be your wife and your children's mum then this would make me proud for the next 20 or 30 years. Remember, you need to take care of me for 20 or 30 years and so you've got to take good care of yourself to do it. Hehehe…
Till tonight,
Luv
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Wednesday, November 04, 2009 4:42 AM
From: APT
Hi Brownie,
First. I'm so so sorry for waking you up with my text message last night, I believed it would arrive on your phone for you to read at breakfast time.
Just after we finished, I went to the post and Pxxxr's then to the store, as I was walking around, the phone rang with a number I didn't recognise, a voice asked for me by name and it was the operations manager from the company I emailed my CV to earlier this afternoon. We agreed on an appointment for 2pm this coming Friday, so think of me at 10pm Friday evening! I'll be trying so hard to get this position, although it may not be the best in the world, it would get me back into a management position, although it only pays around 19000 or abt 45000spd, it comes with a car and cellfone included, neither of which I actually need, but at least its a little extra, and more importantly gives me a chance to move further forward after six months or so. I mustn't count on anything, but if they give out positions based on determination and willingness, this one's mine! hehe.
Once again, its such a pleasure having been in your company this afternoon, i appreciate your comment in your email, but believe me, its not me that makes you beautiful, you do that all by yourself, with your kind words and actions, your honesty and openness, your devotion and truthful confessions of the love you have for me, these are the things making you beautiful from the inside. And yes, your soft skin, your gorgeous eyes, kissable lips and desirable body, these are the things making you beautiful on the outside, all of these things, and much more, make it so easy for me to love you the way I do, and if I can help you be strong, then that is my pleasure, to help you through this world in any way I can is my purpose in life, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for allowing me to do so.
Always remember darling, distance, like age, is just a number, you are closer to me than the person who is right next door, because you're in my heart, thats as close as a human being can be, forget the number of miles, the number of smiles is much more important.
Tomorrow, I will write about our vacation in February, I have some initial ideas, but want this to remain a special mail for you to read this morning, more about us and our future will follow ..........
From ur loving cheesecake,
S
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....I woke up in the middle of the night, missing him.. so I thot I would go online to give him a nudge. But I was surprised to see that he was already online. I waited for 4 hours before he logged out from msn.. then I drop him an IM asking if he was chatting with another woman.
Friday, November 05, 2009 3:07 AM
From: APT
Subject: Forget Video Conferences, You'd Better Read This
Dear MT,
I find it difficult to express the extent of my surprise, disappointment and despair at your final comment on messenger this evening.
I find it difficult to believe that because I walked out of the house without logging off from the msn system, you have made your decision, which, it would appear, is to end our relationship.
Of course, if that was your way of displaying humour, then it is me who has misread your message, but it seemed pretty clear to me, I just can't understand what would make you write such a hurtful thing.
It will not, of course, stop me from loving you, which I will always do, but as you know perfectly well, I respect your wishes and therefore will make no attempt to call you again as you specified. I regret enormously there will be no meeting in Paris, Spain, or anywhere else, but if you decide to go there with Zxx, I hope you have a nice time. I was so looking forward to an evening of memories about us, now they will have a somewhat different meaning.
I wish you well.
Regards
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Friday, November 06, 2009 7:23 PM
From: MT
Subject: My darling S
Dear S,
From: MT
Subject: My darling S
Dear S,
I know sometimes we fuss and fight, I know sometimes things don't go right, I know sometimes I can frustrate you, and I know sometimes I get you mad. I know that you're my better half, I know without you I'm incomplete, but baby, you know that no matter what, you will always have a key to my heart.
We might be miles away, I might not get to even watch you sleep, but darling, you know that the true test of love is distance, for it's said that distance brings people closer together. Though it hurts sometimes..
You know my love is pure and true. My apology for being unreasonable and that jealousy made me said something nasty and hurtful to you.
Luv,
MT
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Friday, November 06, 2009 7:40 PM
From: APT
Dear MT,
You have no need to write a long eulogy to say sorry, in fact, you don't need to say sorry at all, a simple - 'I didn't mean it' is more than enough.
No, I'm not your better half, I'm your other half, that's how it will be, always.
Now, its over and forgotten, lets carry on moving forward.
All my love,
APT
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Fri, 06 Nov 2009 19:41
From: MT
From: MT
Hellloooooo Baby
I'm still at work.
Luuuvvvv you.
Packing now to go home.
Go get ready for the interview whilst I drive home.
Luuuvvvv you.
Packing now to go home.
Go get ready for the interview whilst I drive home.
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Friday, November 06, 2009 7:42 PM
From: APT
ok - see you soon
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Saturday, November 07, 2009 5:06 AM
From: APT Hi
Darling,
Well, I'm back from the interview and, no news! Not surprising really, but you'll be the first person to hear anything once I get an answer. It was so important to do well today and I feel now that I have let us both down, not having a positive result. I'll get over it quickly, but how many times will I have to go through this before I can actually achieve the result we both need? Answer= I don't know, but I will just have to keep trying because the last thing I am going to do is to let us down, we deserve more, and we will get it, so I will be depressed tonight, and be over it by tomorrow, and start the search all over again.
Just like last night, depressed after your comment, but over it when you texted and rang me today, and we started all over again, and now, I love you more strongly than ever before. Sometimes its difficult to understand why I have been so blessed to have found you, of all the people in this world, so far away, such different backgrounds, and yet, now, there is no one on this planet I would want to be with, just you. You must understand this cos its so important to me that you do, I sit here each evening, thinking of nothing but us being together, not seeing anyone, not speaking to anyone, with a cat for company, but I couldn't be happier, just knowing that we are together and one day will be in each others company also, this makes me realise, I don't need anyone, just you.
So, I'll see you later today my darling, sweet and beautiful wife to be - maybe I didn't ask you before, formally that is, would you be interested in marrying me one day? hehe!, if not, then the amazing love making would be a pretty good substitute! Either way, you are the last love of my life, until my last breath.
I will be yours and love you forever, until later.
Your Loving APT
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Monday, November 09, 2009 4:14 AM
From: APT
Good Morning Darling,
OK, I've been looking at flights to Morocco for February, phew!, what choices! however, the most relevant fact is that there's not a return on the 19th, but there is on the 18th, in the evening. So, if we leave Paris on the 15th at 15.55, the return is at 18.50 on the 18th, cost abt 92 Euros, that's abt 200SPD each passenger.
Looking at the price of the ferry for me to drive, its much cheaper to fly from Liverpool on the evening of the 11th, and I will return on the 21st.
There are many hotels in Marrakech, so we will have no problem finding one on arrival The first thing you need to do honey, is to confirm with zoo that three of us, or four, will travel to Morocco, I'll wait to hear from you regarding this.
OK, that's that for now, more importantly, I loved seeing you today, not once, but twice, that was twice as good as usual! really lovely to see you first thing in the morning (for me), just imagine, I wake up, fall out of bed, stumble to the computer, and Tarraaa! there you are !its the next best thing to me waking up and finding you lying next to me in bed, admittedly, its a very poor second, but better than having to wait half the day before I can see ur beautiful face and body phoarrr!
I do think, Misss T, that you still do not understand just how special you are to me, having you with me in my life is just so wonderful, you'll never completely understand just what you mean to me. Maybe one day I will be able to explain and demonstrate to you but until then, I can only ask that you accept what I tell you without asking why, cos I can't explain it.
So, we're having a race to loose a few kilos hehe?, well, I n want you cheating just so you lose the bet! anyway, you don't know the price you will have to pay should you lose, but then, neither do I LOL
Baby, I love you. I think I have loved you all my life. I just didn't meet you yet, until now.
Speak again later today,
Your S
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009 2:18 PM
From: MT
Honey
I know we can't be together right now, we're just too far apart. I love you with every part of myself. I love you wholly and selflessly hehe and I know I am nothing without loving you. I will wait for the day will be together again and I have loved you since the day I met you. I had been hurt so much I didn't think I even believed in that "facade of love" anymore.. but you made me believe, without even knowing it. I know somehow we will be together always and I will one day be with you again.
I look forward to nothing more than spending the rest of my life trying to make you as happy as you make me. I love you more than all words could ever try to say, and with this I end my email to you.
Till speak later tonight,
Luv ya.
Luv ya.
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009 4:16 AM
From: APT
Princess,
There are some good people in this life, there are some wonderful people, there are some truly loving and faithful, devoted people in this life and then - there is you. You commit yourself to me in the sweetest and most loving fashion that can be imagined, and in return, I shall give you my love, from my very soul and utmost being, now and until the end of time itself, I shall treasure you, always adore you and show you the kind of love and respect your kindness deserves. You may be right when you say we cannot be together right now, but right now I feel we are together, in our hearts and minds, I just cant see my future without you, a future full of mutual love, happiness, respect, devotion and friendship, yes, friendship, because as well as my lover, my wife, my partner, you are my best friend, a bond which no other human being can break, someone who knows innermost thoughts, desires and secrets and to be truly in love with your best friend is something really special indeed, and we have that something special.
Your devoted S
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Wed, 11 Nov 2009 09:00:37 +0800
From: MT
Subject: Lucky
Honey, listen to this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9AB3bZcJaLE&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9AB3bZcJaLE&feature=related
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009 4:40 PM
From: MT
Subject: My loving husband
Dear Future Husband Of Mine,
Having your love has been the best thing thats ever happened to me. I'm thankful to have you in my life. You are perfect to me, everything about you, everything you do seems so flawless. I feel so loved, the feel that I've longed to feel. I've told you many times already and I will continue to always let you know. I luv ya! Baby, you've said all you want to do is make me happy..well, you have already achieved that. By you being you, showing me your love and by being so open with your feelings.
Just experiencing life with you is a gift I could hardly contain. You've been wonderful to me and you make me really happy honey. As the days go by my feelings for you are continously growing deeper and much more stronger. Damn just thinking about seeing you again I'm getting butterflies hehe.. Times ticking and I'm anxious to see ya again… Gonna book my ticket once Zxx came back with BF update on his leave.
I've enjoyed our many conversations we've had thus far. I feel comfortable to open up and share with you my feelings, my joys, my pains, my HEART! I ask that you continue your patience to let me settle my issues here. I know it's impossible for us to be with each other right now but please continue your patience and wait for me ya? I have found the courage to do just that and to win. These are lessons meant only for me to learn from, to prepare me, make me stronger and keep me striving to be all that I know I can be. Cause baby we both deserve a love such as this, this happiness, this togetherness. The many beautiful feelings we've come to know. I have so much love to give to you, so much more to share. I want to live the rest of my life with you and watch you grow old by my side. I never want to be without you for even one day.... And I'm never gonna let you go.
Lotsa,
Chocolate Brownie
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Anyway again that night I saw his msn status set to Online. I wondered if he was chatting with someone. So I went to FB and found his profile. So out of curiousity, to know how faithful he is.. I had created an account and sent him a Friend Request. He accepted within minutes.
I start off by commenting on the 'girl' in his profile and asked is 'she' is his girlfren. But he was trying hard not to answer to that question. hmm..
I start off by commenting on the 'girl' in his profile and asked is 'she' is his girlfren. But he was trying hard not to answer to that question. hmm..
On Wed, 11 Nov 2009 09:08:42 -0800
Facebook
wrote:
wrote:
> APT sent you a message.
>
> Re: Re Photo
>
> "Shes from Johor, now living in Jurong, S'pore"
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From: Facebook [mailto:notification+kr4m4saear@facebookmail.com]
Sent: Wednesday, November 11, 2009 10:06 PM
To: G***s P****nmu
Subject: APT sent you a message on Facebook...
APT sent you a message.
Subject: Re Photo
"friend from Malaysia"
Sent: Wednesday, November 11, 2009 10:06 PM
To: G***s P****nmu
Subject: APT sent you a message on Facebook...
APT sent you a message.
Subject: Re Photo
"friend from Malaysia"
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From: Facebook [mailto:notification+kr4m24ear@facebookmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, November 12, 2009 12:46 AM
To: G***s P*****nmu
Subject: APT sent you a message on Facebook...
APT sent you a message.
Hi G***s,
hey, i got a new friend who's a supermodel !
Tell me, out of all the hundreds of millions of people on facebook, how come you sent me an invitation, in fact, how on earth did you ever find my profile? Glad you did, just curious.
regards
Sent: Thursday, November 12, 2009 12:46 AM
To: G***s P*****nmu
Subject: APT sent you a message on Facebook...
APT sent you a message.
Hi G***s,
hey, i got a new friend who's a supermodel !
Tell me, out of all the hundreds of millions of people on facebook, how come you sent me an invitation, in fact, how on earth did you ever find my profile? Glad you did, just curious.
regards
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From: Facebook [mailto:notification+kr4m24ear@facebookmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, November 12, 2009 1:07 AM
To: G***s P******u
Subject: APT sent you a message on Facebook...
APT sent you a message.
Sent: Thursday, November 12, 2009 1:07 AM
To: G***s P******u
Subject: APT sent you a message on Facebook...
APT sent you a message.
Re: Hi
ok, thanks LuLu, why not, and I hope you find your friend, if you're on msn, email is ***5****@hotmail.com
Hope to hear from you soon, by the way, ur up very late! Can't sleep? hehe
ok, thanks LuLu, why not, and I hope you find your friend, if you're on msn, email is ***5****@hotmail.com
Hope to hear from you soon, by the way, ur up very late! Can't sleep? hehe
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From: Facebook [mailto:notification+krmm24ar@facebookmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, November 12, 2009 1:22 AM
To: G***s P******u
Subject: APT sent you a message on Facebook...
APT sent you a message.
Re: Re Photo
"No LuLu, Malaysian origin, from Johor, now living and working in Jurong, S'pore, hope that clarifies hehe... sorry for any confusion. I understand you are a nurse? Thats a good profession, you working all night? Is that why ur up so late? hehe
APT"
Sent: Thursday, November 12, 2009 1:22 AM
To: G***s P******u
Subject: APT sent you a message on Facebook...
APT sent you a message.
Re: Re Photo
"No LuLu, Malaysian origin, from Johor, now living and working in Jurong, S'pore, hope that clarifies hehe... sorry for any confusion. I understand you are a nurse? Thats a good profession, you working all night? Is that why ur up so late? hehe
APT"
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From: Facebook [mailto:notification+kr4m2aear@facebookmail.com]
Sent: Thursday, November 12, 2009 1:26 AM
To: G***s P*****u
Subject: APT sent you a message on Facebook...
APT sent you a message.
Re: Re Photo
"mmmmm, nurses huh? u shud be looking after the sick people! HaHa!"
Sent: Thursday, November 12, 2009 1:26 AM
To: G***s P*****u
Subject: APT sent you a message on Facebook...
APT sent you a message.
Re: Re Photo
"mmmmm, nurses huh? u shud be looking after the sick people! HaHa!"
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It pissed me off when he generously give out his cell number and timings for 'her' to call him.
My trust for him dies within seconds...
My trust for him dies within seconds...
I can never trust him again. Neva!
Including ALL men in the whole
*love sux*
Thursday, November 12, 2009 4:17 AM
From: APT
Dear MT
OK. I'm going to tell you this once, and never again, if you think I did something improper in speaking to 'someone' on the internet, then I apologise.
I maintain of course, that I did nothing wrong but nevertheless intend to abide by your decision and we will hopefully, end our relationship on at least, friendly terms. I fully understand your viewpoint that, as you say, you have been hurt in the past, and if its your belief that I would be capable of the same thing, then your decision is the right one for you, although i truly find it difficult to believe that you think I could do such a thing.
I've immediately resigned my self to having my life without you, and for that matter, anyone else, I don't know how long it may take to get over us, I think never is the answer, but I will always have my precious memories, and they will stay forever.
Just to reassure you, I wont keep writing and calling you, as that would be futile and frustrating, but if you would simply be so kind as to email me with your full address I can then send you your possessions including of course, the items due soon from Argos.
I'll miss you forever and the vast majority of my memories will be good, but I think its only fair to tell you that I'm not sure I will ever forget your attempt to trick me into something which was never going to result in any action that would ever have jeopardized our future, nevertheless, what's done is done.
Its fairly obvious, I wont be sleeping, so I'm going into the store soon and early morning I will formally cancel my leave application and stay to work for the day and hopefully, by the time I return, I will have your information to despatch your package to you, assuming I can collect the Argos items tomorrow.
So, its bye from me, and there's no harm in you knowing that I love you whatever, even though I may have questioned your own internet contacts, I always believed you were true in everything you told me.
With the fondest possible regards.
Your stupid ex husband to be,
APT
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Date: Thu, 12 Nov 2009 21:00:45 +0800
From: MT
Dear APT,
Words cannot express how hurt my heart is...Whatever happened to "I love you more than you ever know"? Was it just an act that you put up?
I flew all the way to you cos I love you so much and to spend time with you to prove my love... not knowing I was making a fool of myself.. but that doesn't matter becos that is the only memory I have of you right now.
I guess that I will have to give up... have to move on... have to relax and not think of you.. becos no matter how hard I try I cannot change how I feel inside.... I am going to miss you for the rest of my life cos you're the best thing ever happened to me. May be not in yours but I thanked you for the fake love you've shown that I feel pampered and wanted.
Thanx once again. Your 'love' will stay alive in me till the end of time. Something that I will treasure so much.
I will always love you APT.. Always...
My regards to S***h, R**k and P***r.
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As I edit this, I tears ran down my cheeks thinking how he hurt me so much.. and it still hurt...
Thu, 12 Nov 2009 13:37:55 +0000
From: APT
Dear MT,
Thanks for your email. But do not dare to refer to my love for you as 'fake'. You're right, you will move on, or back, why not go back to your Chris, he will provide you with all you need, things I obviously cannot.
There is no point in attempting to meet again. This is every bit as painful for me as you claim it is for you, but the realization that you went to all the trouble of creating a false identity, using photos and searching out a way to try to get me to do something I would never have done anyway, shows your lack of trust, so, you have done the right thing for you, but to meet again as we had planned in February seems so pointless. Why would I want to go through this hurting all over again?
So, you take your vacation in Paris and have a wonderful time. I hope by the time it comes around you will have met someone with the qualities you demand, you obviously feel that I don't have them so I wish you every happiness for the future, I truly do.
APT
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Thu, 12 Nov 2009 14:25:24 +0000
From: APT
MT,
MT,
You just tried calling and again, I didn't answer. When I wrote you in msn that I didn't want to speak with you, I don't want you to take that as an insult. It really wasn't meant like that at all, Simply that we don't have anything to talk about.
I told you I respected your decision of last evening and that's all, before there is any possibility of saying things that might hurt each other any more, I prefer to remain silent. As I said, I cancelled my leave application, I'll not be going to Paris, I am happy to stay in contact, but this will be the occasional email. I really do care about you and want to know that you will be happy, maybe not straight away, but you will in the future. Even though we both agreed that the past was the past and we didn't go backwards.
I see no harm in remaining friends, if that's what you want. Please also, don't forget your full postal address for me.
ThanksAPT
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Thu, 12 Nov 2009 22:21:25 +0800
From: MT
Keep a small me in your heart if there is really love for me.
Of course I will, how could I not?, I don't believe we have ended on particularly bad terms, have we?
I wish you all the happiness in the world.
And I wish you the same, but more
Someday may you meet someone internally and physically beautiful, InsyaAllah.
and I hold out the same hope for you, Inchallah, I truly do
Will miss your daily emails that cheered me every morning before I start work.
MT
PS: Chris has got nothing to do with us. Didn't love him and never will. I told you always, I never would try to control who you talk with, I trusted you
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Thu, 12 Nov 2009 16:35:09 +0000
From: APT
I cant believe you send me an invitation to ur facebook page - where there are 66 people already!and yesterday you go beserk over one invitation i accepted,Well, you go right ahead and enjoy all your 66 friends!
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Fri, 13 Nov 2009 00:42:02 +0800
From: MT
There are my school mates and relatives. No datings, No adding of unknown strangers. I have FB even before I met you.
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Thu, 12 Nov 2009 16:50:06 +0000
From: APT
OK, whatever!
And please dont call p***r and s***h, they were both concerned today, when there was no need, I'm grown up and can take of myself. Thank you
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Fri, 13 Nov 2009 15:59:49 +0000
From: APT
Dear MT,
I forgot to mention that I called to Argos this afternoon and your items have not yet arrive. I will of course keep checking and forward them on immediately they arrive.
Whilst writing, could I remind you I still need confirmation of your full postal address as I have not only the Argos items to forward on to you.
Regards
APT
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From: MT
Sorry for the trouble. As I will be moving out soon from here, it's better that you send the necklaces to my work place as follows:
XXXXXX Limited###
Tuas Avenue
Singapore 123456
Attn: MT.
Once again sorry for the hassles I've caused you.
Till we meet again someday,
MT
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Fri, 13 Nov 2009 19:49:56 +0000
From: APT
I don't understand why you would think it would be any trouble? I slept longer than intended, but still woke up in time to find Argos open, so I now have the necklaces and will post them to your works address tomorrow after work.
I hope you should receive them within a few days.
Also, I don't understand why you would keep writing such hurtful things in your messenger profile, of course its probably my fault for reading them but everytime I sign in to email, it appears in the box anyway, so they cant be avoided.
I truly and sincerely wish you the very best for your future as you deserve it, but surely you can see our memories of the past should be just that, and you should be concentrating on your future, and not referring to the past.
I understand you may be moving very soon, so will hold off forwarding the remainder of your items until you are settled in your new place, naturally, best wishes for a successful move, I hope it goes well.
I know you will be away tomorrow, Saturday and I will be out on Sunday. So I hope I will receive your email whenever its convenient to you.
Regards,
APT
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Fri, 13 Nov 2009 16:42:48 +0000
From: APT
Don't worry about the cost, after all, its not your problem.
I'll send you everything as I'm pretty sure you won't be returning so you may as well get some use out of them. You'll need the coats for the cold in Paris.
But I still need your address, if you don't want to give it, I understand, in which case you could send your work address and I'll have it sent there for you.
Just a note, I been reading your comments on your profile, gotta say they explain quite a bit and now I understand why this has all come about, so, no bad feelings, still wish you well and hope you will soon find what you're looking for.
Regards
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Eventually we patched up again, after so much pains and cries for days ….
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Eventually we patched up again, after so much pains and cries for days ….
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I mailed out a letter to him before we patched back again aarrgghh!! I wished I didn't! Aaaarrggh.. that was so embarrassing!
However, this is the content of my letter to him:
Dear S,
This will be the last love letter I sent to you. This is a way for me to pour my heart out to you, to let you know it's crying and dying becos you're gone forever out of my life. What's left of my heart is in this letter, and if only it were as easy as to give you this letter, I would. I never knew love is more beautiful than I thought until I knew you.
What have you been doing now? How's your heel and neck? I hope you got them cured by now. No falling asleep on the sofa and don't walk too much. I hope you still remember the way I called your name back then, Vanilla Cheesecake hehe.. Looking back on our time together still brings me to tears. I withdraw into those moments we had which were so consumed with passion, and so full of promise. If I could go back and re-live each of those precious moments with you I would certainly do it.
There are so many things that I can't forget about you. The way you look into my eyes in the beautiful daylight, the way you speak, the way you swear, the way you walk and from this I must say ... I love everything about you. I wish I could be there where you are right now. To hold you and tell the very secret that my soul kept inside up to now - that I love you and it hurt so much. You brought back the light into my life when all I could see was darkness, you brought back the smile to my face when all I could do was frown, but most important, you brought back the love and trust that I had lost for people and you brought it back twice as much for me to give to. We shared plenty of moments where we opened up to each other and shared our secrets, our feelings of happiness, sadness, sometimes anger and intimacy… hehehe being notty online.. And, we promised each other that no matter what, we would be together becos fate had brought us to do so. But now you have decided that it's not what you longer want.
All I wanted from the start was to be with you. God knows how much you meant to me, not only as a friend, but with deeper, greater feelings as well. I shared with you my mind, body, heart, and soul. I shared a feeling so deep that simply cannot be put into words. I shared my life with you; through family, our dreams, passions, goals in life, through love. Only to know that I wasn't the one and not the last woman in your life. Cos you never stop searching. Why did you do this to me, when you knew I would have done anything for you, when you knew that all my dreams, wishes and hopes surrounded you, when you knew that not having you in my life would instantly kill my heart? I'm all shattered and everything I see is blue. But I know I can't change your mind and more importantly, I can't change what you want in a woman, so all I can ask you is, why? Why you keep giving me hopes when you are still searching for that 'right one' for you. I've also had to accept the fact that all that I felt was one sided. I loved you and I have no regrets about that. You are a wonderful and the best thing ever happen to me.
The love in my heart for you will never change. I was told that time heals everything. I've come to believe time just makes things a little easier to deal with. But the truth is, I still dream of you, I still cry myself to sleep thinking of you, and I still look up at the star wishing you were near me. I get dressed everynight only to impress you in case we see each other online. I still look out the hotmail hoping you will drop me an email. I check the caller ID and missed calls ... just in case… and it goes on everyday like this.. Sound pathethic to you, I know.. But that's just me.
Every morning I wake up and there is a pain that shoots through my heart. The thought that I have to spend another day without you, rips my soul apart. It pains me to know that the love I have for you burns within and fueled by undying passion. I hope you will meet someone new though it will be painful for me to know when that someone does exist later in your life. It pains me know that you wake up with another beside you. It pains me to know that you gives so much attentions and pampering her..And you know what hurts the most is the thought that you might not feel the same. The hardest part is not falling in love, but allowing yourself to fall out. I can't see my future any other way, but with you in it. It scares me to think that you can envision yours without me. It pains me to know that all good things have to come to an end, I had hoped that ours can end in eternity but that will not happen at all.
Most of all, I pray that you will accomplish your dreams with strength and pride and honor. I still love you and want you to have the best of life. I just wish I was a part of it. I never knew that someone could ever hurt as much as I do. What scares me is I'm sure the pain in life gets worse. I guess I just want you by my side to ease it. But I know too, it will never come true. You have hurt me in countless ways, in ways you promised you would never. In ways I never knew you could or would ever do. It is only worth mentioning becos it hasn't shaken my love for you. I want to believe in forgiving and forgetting. If only we can forgive each other and forget all that we've once shared. But I know again, it will not happen...
I lost you and if there was any way I could talk to you again I would, but you seem to have forgotten about me and you'll probably never read this, but this is how I feel and I am missing you every single moment…
Chocolate Brownie
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Monday, November 16, 2009 3:20 AM
From: APT
Dearest Darling,
You wont know how special it is for me to be able to write to you like this once more, it seems to be such a long time since I was able to express how much I am in love with you, how much of a special place you hold in my heart and just what a special person you are, hence the title of 'special MT'
I realize how you have caused yourself distress by deciding to break up and I never wanted you to be unhappy, yes, I did avoid talking with you, but you must understand that I was not upset, I was devastated by your decision and was in a daze trying to figure out if I could ever see and hold you again, yes you caused me to shed tears, tears of huge sadness from the thought of losing you and what would I do with my life without you in it?
Darling, that is all behind us now and I want us to concentrate on our future, lets not visit that place again, but look forward to a wonderful, loving future together.
As it was before, it was fantastic to speak with you again today, not once, but twice, and all the usual chat with silly jokes and nottiness! how wonderful to be back to normal!
I looked at the information you sent me the link to, but really sweetheart, I'd prefer you wait until I have chance to go through the treatment here first, since, if that works, it will be fine, and don't be concerned for me, its just a little uncomfortable and will get better very soon.
So, its off to bed for me now my lollipop, I've had a pancake and thought of only one thing whilst eating, and you know what that is, hehe!, but before sleeping, I just want to remind you, I love you with all my heart, nothing will change that, in fact, I think your actions and attitudes over the past few days have intensified the love I have for you to a new level, so much am I in love with you I now have physical pain when I miss you, which I do so much, yes, I miss you so much it really hurts. But soon, we will meet again and until then I have all those wonderful memories to keep me going.
Have a stress free day at your work today and we'll talk this evening, until then, my heart is yours, along with all my love.
Your True love,
APT
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Monday, November 16, 2009 4:45 AM
From: APT
Subject: And Another Thing!
Sweetheart, I just tried going to bed and sleep and just cant, I wrote you an hour or so ago and cant get you off my mind long enough to fall asleep.
Why am I so in love with you?, maybe its the 'voodoo' thing, I think you put a spell on me !, please put a spell on me now that lets me sleep and dream of you!
You have some kind of magic about you, it just makes me dizzy when I realise that its true, we're together! whatever I did to deserve you is completely beyond my comprehension, its just like I won the lottery every day of my life, except having you is much more valuable to me than money ever could be.
So I just want to tell you something, and in case your hearing isn't too good this morning, I'll have to speak up,
I LOVE YOU MT!
Hope you heard that ..
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009 3:08 AM
From: APT
Dear MT
Yet again, what pleasure I have had having our daily talk today, your very 'presence' in our living room every day brings light into my life, seeing your smile just makes me feel so alive, I truly don't know what I would do without you in my life.
Every day, I just get to know you that little bit more, and what did i discover today? my wifes searches thru the porn sites !, well, its good to know that you appreciate the enjoyable things in life! HeHe!, but you have to tell me baby, how did you find that particular video, yes, it was hot, and you are right about the kissing, obviously one of my most favourite activities with you although there are quite a few more also!
Just to reassure you about one thing, the next opportunity I have, you will be soooo kissed you wont believe it, maybe the last time we had the chance, you didn't get the full experience, so I'm just gonna have to try that much more to enjoy each other, and I want to sooo much i cant wait, and by that I want you to know I mean the whole spectrum, from gentle and smootchie smootchie kissing and caressing, thru to a good all out hard ride and everything in between, I want you to have every imaginable experience and hopefully drive you absolutely crazy for the highest orgasm you ever had in your whole life, I know from what you have told me, you think you have 'cum' already, but I want you to return the next time having felt like you never have before in your life, I want you to have the most intense and long lasting feeling of satisfaction that you could only ever imagine, having been loved and cherished, as well as truly fucked, and if you cant walk properly, I'll take that as a compliment!
You are everything to me, everything from my best friend, who I can talk to about our lives, our problems, our hopes and desires, you're my wife, who I trust with my life, who I adore, who I want to be with for the rest of my life, you're my lover, who treats me so kindly and with consideration and makes love with me with such passion, you're my partner, my equal in all aspects of our life together, you're my confidant, who i can talk to about any subject under the sun, who I can expose my deepest fears and highest dreams to, and in the bedroom, you're my whore, who can enjoy basic instincts and pleasures, those only to be shared with someone with whom you are truly and deeply in love with. Yes, you are my everything and I want you to remember this forever.
I will never give you up, always be there for you and know you will be there for me, I'm completely comfortable there exists a bond in our relationship that is utterly unbreakable and continues to get stronger, day by day. Miles apart, but closer than other couples who live under the same roof, always remember my princess, you're the only one for me, and always will be. I love you.
Your loving husband,
APT
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